Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"Mom." Shen Zhichu looked at the gentle woman smiling in the photo, sniffled his nose, and said in a strong nasal voice, "I really want to see you, I thought I could see you when I die , I didn’t expect that I would live my whole life again, why did I come back to life, but you didn’t?”

Why was she the only one who came back to life?

Did they not want her even after death?

Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand and carefully wiped off the photo on the tombstone. In the photo, the woman showed a gentle smile with a picturesque smile.

She hugged the tombstone with her hands, curled up, and put her head on the photo, like a child warming up in her mother's arms and acting like a baby.

"Mom, if only you could hug me..." Shen Zhichu opened his mouth, as if a blade was stuck in his throat, he made a sound involving the flesh and blood wound, tearing and hurting.

Shen Zhichu's nose was red, she bit her lip tightly and cried helplessly.

She misses her mother so much, from childhood to growing up, wants her mother's hug, wants her mother's kiss, wants her mother to sing to lull her to sleep, and wants to hear such a sentence when she is most helpless and desperate.

——"Don't be afraid at the beginning, there is a mother."

Shen Zhichu couldn't even cry anymore, his eyes were sore and dry, the tears in the depths of his eyes had dried up, his eyes were red as if they were about to bleed.

"Dad, Mom, I will not let others bully me. I will not repeat the same mistakes. I have the ability to protect myself and will not throw away my pride and self-esteem."

As she spoke, Shen Zhichu sobbed, with bitterness in the corner of her mouth, she put down her hand, turned to another tombstone, kowtowed deeply to the tombstone, her forehead hit the concrete floor, and a red mark appeared.

But she didn't seem to feel any pain, she worked harder every time, and she didn't stop until she knocked her head six times.

"Dad, you must protect Mom well down here."

She wants to be her daughter in the next life, but if being her daughter is the price of one life for another, then she would rather she never show up forever.

The weather in Rongcheng is very strange, the sun is out and it is raining, the sun shines through the dark clouds, and the edges of the clouds are golden, but no matter how big the sun is, it can't warm up this gloomy place.

The cemetery was very quiet, except for the sound of raindrops and birdsong, Shen Zhichu raised his head, the cold and biting rain softened, and it wouldn't hurt his eyes when it fell.

Shen Zhichu sat by the tomb in the drizzle for an hour, and her body was already soaked. Her body was very similar to her previous life, she was weak from the cold, Shen Zhichu stood up staggeringly, shaking in the wind.

Shen Zhichu went back to the store to get an umbrella. The boss saw that she was covered in water, and said worriedly, "I thought you forgot to take the umbrella and left? Look at the water on your body, wipe it off with a towel."

"Thank you, but no need." She reached out and touched the wet clothes on her body. It was soaked from inside to outside, so she might as well not wear them.

Fortunately, Bai Qiujing bought her some change of clothes.

"Boss, can I borrow your bathroom?"

"Okay, go in and turn left to the first room."

Shen Zhichu went in with the bag, changed the wet clothes, thanked the boss and left the store with the umbrella and the bag.

As soon as she got out of the shop, Shen Zhichu saw a car approaching at the turning, the headlights flickered, and the high beams fell on her.

Shen Zhichu squinted his eyes, leaned forward with his umbrella to block the headlights, and also blocked her sight. The sound of the engine got closer and closer, and finally stopped not far from her.

The sound of rain falling on the umbrella covered the sound of footsteps.

Shen Zhichu held the umbrella and leaned back, she looked up at the black Hummer four meters away from her, the door opened, and Li Jingshen's face that was so pale that there was no blood came into view.

He came down in a dark shirt and trousers, staring at Shen Zhichu with obsidian eyes.

Shen Zhichu's face darkened a bit, how could Li Jingshen have the face to come here!

Thinking of all the past, Shen Zhichu clenched her fists tightly, her nails dug into her palms but she didn't feel it, the resentment was full of emotions, it was hard to control, she could only pursed her lips and curved them stiffly, pretending that she didn't care about anything.

Li Jingshen didn't open an umbrella, got out of the car and went directly into the rain curtain, his black pupils were deeply filled with obsession, nostalgia, surprises of lost and found, and the fantasy of reconciliation as before.

He approached Shen Zhichu, and took off the tiny hair tie from his finger: "Shen Zhichu, look, I found it. I found the hair rope you threw into the river."

Shen Zhichu stood still, watching Li Jingshen approach her step by step, and finally stood in front of her.

She still looks up when she looks at him, but this man has lost his right to be superior.

Shen Zhichu looked at him quietly for two seconds, finally met his eyes, and moved his lips slightly: "So?"

"Didn't you say you'd forgive me if I found this hair rope?"

"Are you serious?" Shen Zhichu sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm.

Li Jingshen's face became stiff and sluggish at the speed of the naked eye, his pupils slowly contracted into pinholes, he stubbornly believed that Shen Zhichu would not lie to him, and repeated it again, as if to confirm the facts.

"You said, as long as I jump into the river and find the hair rope you threw in, I can come to see you, and you will forgive me...don't you?"

"Li Jingshen, have you ever seen a summer cicada sing in winter?"