Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

When she didn't want to hear the sound, these malicious voices kept pouring into her ears. Niannian was more than just a cat. It took its life to save her. They agreed that they would be together in this life. It is Her loved ones are the straw in despair and the light in the darkness.

Shen Zhichu's voice was already hoarse, with a weeping voice, hard to hear and a little harsh, his tears were blurred, and he yelled "Niannian" inarticulately

The pain in her chest urgently required her to do something to fill it up. The hand holding Bai Qiujing's clothes slowly fell, and she clenched the collar tightly against her chest.

"Chu Chu." The person in his arms was so cold that he was shivering from the cold, from his hissed cry at the beginning to his muffled sob now.

After crying, Shen Zhichu didn't have much time. The muscles and veins all over her body were protruding, her temples were throbbing, and her body was full of ice and fire. For a while, she seemed to be shivering in the cold winter, and for a while, she felt as if she was being roasted by a raging fire. Hot to itchy.

Bai Qiujing's heart clenched, and she opened her mouth, unable to say anything to calm Shen Zhichu down.

Bai Qiujing knelt on the ground with one knee, wrapped Shen Zhichu's waist with one hand and hugged her horizontally.

Shen Zhichu's empty eyes didn't have any focus, and the bones in his whole body seemed to be dismantled and reinstalled one by one, limp and limp.

When Bai Qiujing walked out of the pet hospital with Shen Zhichu in his arms, the sky outside became dark, and the gloomy dark clouds weighed on his head, making people breathless.

"I want them to die, I want to kill Niannian's people, I want to kill them!" Shen Zhichu said word by word, those clear eyes were already occupied by hatred.

Bai Qiujing felt his heart was pinched by something, he put Shen Zhichu carefully on the car, and leaned on the back of the chair with one hand to focus on Shen Zhichu.

"Chu Chu, believe me, they will suffer retribution."

"Retribution?" Shen Zhichu closed his eyes and burst into tears, "I never believe that evil will be rewarded with evil, and bad people will be rewarded. I only believe in myself."

Bai Qiujing grabbed her hands: "Chu Chu, don't let them dirty your hands, it's not worth it."

Shen Zhichu suddenly opened his eyes, with a sarcastic expression on his face: "Then tell me how it's worth it, don't dirty your hands, and let them hurt the one I love? I can't even protect my favorite, and I can't avenge it. I talk about being clean? As long as I can let them taste the pain they have suffered year after year, I would rather not be clean!" Her life has long been bullied, so why should she be clean?

If the wicked can only repay the wicked, then she is willing to become a wicked person.

She used to be kind, and endured no matter how difficult things were, but life only gave her one truth: good people are bullied by others, and good horses are ridden by others.

She has already died once, so naturally she is not afraid of the second time, as long as she can drag these people into hell, so what if she is dirty?

Seeing the madness in Shen Zhichu's eyes filled with blood, Bai Qiujing's face paled and his hands trembled.

"Niannian definitely doesn't want you to sacrifice your life to avenge it. I think that what it wanted before it died was to hope that you can live happily..."

"But it's already dead, every year it dies..." Those eyes were like cracked glass balls, Shen Zhichu couldn't cry anymore, the tears streaming down his face had dried up, and his hair stuck to his face superior.

Bai Qiujing raised her hand to gently caress the corners of her red eyes, her voice was also hoarse and slightly choked: "I know..."

Shen Zhichu shook his head, he doesn't know, no one knows, there is no empathy in this world, just like he can't feel how much her heart hurts, and she herself can't feel the torment she suffers in those 10 minutes every year.

"Do you know what I saw when I found Niannian? Bloody pliers, gasoline, a lighter, a knife covered in blood and hair, four teeth had been pulled out of Niannian's mouth, and there was either blood or gasoline in his mouth, Do you know how it survived those 10 minutes? How do you let me let them go without dirtying my hands?"

"Hand?" Shen Zhichu sneered with a crying voice, she lowered her head and spread out her right hand, her palm was full of blood, the collar couldn't be seen from its original shape in her hand, and the four characters on the cat card were smeared and solidified by blood. I can't see the words on it.

Shen Zhichu moved his thumb to rub the blood on the collar: "My hands should have been dirty long ago, I shouldn't have kept these people until now."

If you kill those villains with your own hands, your hands will be dirty, so wouldn't your hands that are stained with the blood of your beloved be dirty?

........

Shen Zhichu has always held Nian Nian in his arms. The most important thing to do now is to find a place to bury Nian Nian. Dead pets are usually buried in their own yard.

Shen Zhichu looked out the window, and asked Bai Qiujing to stop the car when passing the flower and bird market, and she walked into a flower shop.

I picked the sunflower seeds, and then went to the flowerpot shop to choose the most beautiful flowerpot.

In her eyes, Niannian is the most beautiful cat no matter what she turns into. Even if she dies, she will still be in the most beautiful flowerpot.

The flower pots are huge, and Shen Zhichu asked the people in the store to drag them to the west city. The small villa she just bought in Rongcheng is still being renovated.

In this small villa, many of the interior decorations were designed by her, and there is a room dedicated to each year.

It hasn't been decorated yet, and she hasn't brought Nian Nian to see it, so Nian Nian left her first.

The flowerpot was placed in the yard, and Shen Zhichu gently stroked Niannian's body, heartbroken, and she carefully put Niannian into the flowerpot.

"Niannian..." His lips parted tremblingly, and he tasted the salty taste of tears as soon as he opened his mouth.

Guilt overwhelmed her, if she didn't hand over Nian Nian to Xu Nian, if she had the ability, if she got rid of these obstacles that threatened them all from the beginning, nothing would happen to Nian Nian.

Shen Zhichu hated himself very much, hated himself for taking Niannian away but not being able to protect it well.

It obviously wanted her to be by its side the most, but she gave it to other people to take care of it for work.

Shen Zhichu knelt on the ground, lying on the side of the flower pot and gently stroking Niannian's neck, his mind was full of the image of Niannian braved the fire to save her three years ago, his small body bumped into the glass and wanted to rush in to accompany her.

Shen Zhichu gently stroked Niannian's ears, eyes, nose, and mouth, weeping uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry...every year...."

"Sorry, I couldn't save you..."

"I'm sorry, I failed to take good care of you, I failed to protect you..."

"Don't be a cat in your next life...... Cats are too bitter......"

Shen Zhichu carefully stroked those scorched fur from beginning to end, tears fell one by one, unable to stop.