Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

As Shen Zhichu said, she would not give Li Jingshen the slightest chance to intervene.

After being entangled with Li Jingshen for nine years, she paid the price with death, and she didn't want to die again.

How painful death is, until now Shen Zhichu still remembers the heart-piercing pain when the fire burned her body.

But if she returns to the situation in her previous life, she will still choose to "suicide"

Compared with the pain of death, being "imprisoned" by Li Jingshen is the pain that one would rather die, and life is worse than death.

Everyone thought she had let go of the past, but only Shen Zhichu knew that a shadow is a shadow, just like a scar that won't heal, it won't scab, it's always a heart-rending pain.

For someone like her who died once, what she fears most is repeating the same mistakes.

Shen Zhichu had long wanted to take out the household registration booklet and marry Bai Qiujing, but before Bai Qiujing was sick and hospitalized and needed to recuperate, a lot of time was wasted in the middle, and after finally waiting for him to recover, the Bai family broke out again at this juncture. thing.

"If you really want to propose, you can do so now. I don't need a rose and diamond ring, and I don't need any big scenes to be seen and envied. As long as you are in front of me and ask a question, I will answer you."

The two were still in the carriage, the door was open, the wind outside was very cold and blew on his face, but Bai Qiujing's face was hot and red, he jumped out of the carriage without saying a word, knelt down on one knee, eyes The light in it danced.

"Chuchu, will you marry me? Even if the Bai family goes bankrupt, I have nothing."

"Being bankrupt and having nothing is nothing. I like you. You are a fool in an orphanage. I like you. If I don't like you, even if the Bai family is not bankrupt and inherits tens of billions of property, I don't like you. Bai Qiujing, Have you ever heard the words that I said to the priest at the wedding? No matter rich or poor, regardless of health or disease, no matter whether life is good or bad, rich or poor, I will never leave you." Shen Zhichu finished speaking every word , she got out of the car and walked towards Bai Qiujing, she looked down at Bai Qiujing's raised hand and asked again instead of reaching it immediately.

"The Bai family fell into financial crisis because of me. Li Jingshen once told me that as long as you give up on me, the Bai family will return to its original state. Are you willing?"

"You can make more money if you lose it, but there is only one you in this world." Without any hesitation, Bai Qiujing took the initiative to grab Shen Zhichu's hand.

"Then marry me. After receiving the certificate today, we are legally protected couples."

She wanted to be selfish for a while. In his previous life, he had always given everything and never had time to have anything.

In this life, she will firmly hold Bai Qiujing's hand, even if she becomes penniless, as long as he is by her side.

It was almost the end of working hours, and the civil affairs hall was very deserted, and there were only staff members when I looked inside.

They were indeed the last couple to log in today.

The staff sent them a marriage application form, and the two signed and filled it out at exactly the same speed and frequency, raising and lowering the pen at the same time.

The two looked at each other, and Bai Qiujing turned his head and smiled at her, with a canine tooth protruding from the corner of his mouth, just like the first time they saw her.

Twenty minutes later, the two walked out of the hall, and Shen Zhichu stared at the small red notebook in his hand without blinking his bright eyes.

After getting married like this, Shen Zhichu was a little distracted, as if falling into a dream, feeling unreal.

She raised her eyes to look at Bai Qiujing beside her, and saw that the man opened the marriage certificate and looked at the wedding photo of the two of them seriously, and carefully rubbed the outline of the photo with his fingertips. A priceless treasure.

This moment is worth it.

From this moment on, she and Bai Qiujing officially became husband and wife, becoming the closest relationship to each other.

Sensing Shen Zhichu's fiery gaze, Bai Qiujing turned her head to look at her, and asked with red eyes, "What's wrong?"

"It just feels too difficult."

The time was silent, but it always gave the most complete answer. Seeing Bai Qiujing carefully put the marriage certificate in his pocket and covered it with his hand, Shen Zhichu suddenly felt that the light thing in his hand suddenly became heavier.

This is not the first time for her to come to this kind of place. Nine years ago, she signed a marriage agreement with Li Jingshen and hurriedly completed the marriage certificate.

She still remembered that it was raining heavily that day, there were not many people in the Civil Affairs Bureau, and the people who came were not getting married but divorced, and the whole hall was noisy.

It was in such an environment that Shen Zhichu and Li Jingshen took their wedding photos and got their marriage certificate.

After going out, Li Jingshen casually threw the marriage certificate into the muddy puddle by the side of the road, as if throwing a piece of garbage.

At that time, Xia Mingyue was still recuperating in the hospital. After getting the marriage certificate, Li Jingshen drove back to the hospital in a hurry, while she stood behind her and kept looking at his figure.

Watching him get into the car, the car drove farther and farther until there was no shadow in sight.

She still remembers that the weather was 12 degrees that day, the sky was raining heavily, and the wind was very cold. She stood in the heavy rain and reached out to pick up the marriage certificate in the mud. After wiping off the dirt on it with a clean sleeve, she put it carefully into the pocket.

Are you willing?Of course not reconciled, and even a little regretful.Later Shen Zhichu always comforted himself.

One day Li Jingshen will understand how good she is, and who loves him the most.

She was also waiting...waiting for him to change his mind, waiting for him...to regret it.

But people can't bear loneliness and pain the most, and she is so afraid of pain.

Later, Shen Zhichu thought again, when she was tired one day, if someone reached out to her before Li Jingshen treated her well, then she would give up on him and find someone who loved her.

It's a pity... She couldn't wait for Li Jingshen to change her mind, and she couldn't wait for someone who could reach out and lift her up. She had stomach cancer.

The marriage certificate of her and Li Jingshen has been soaked in the mud, even if she wiped the outer shell clean, but inside, no matter what method she uses, what is dirty is still dirty, and it will never be restored to its original state.

Li Jingshen bought a 30 yuan ring at random on the side of the road. She wore it for four years, until the belt finally fell from her hand, and she never took it back.

——Emotions are like this.

Shen Zhichu likes to compare her heart with her heart. Someone treats her well, and someone treats her badly. I will know whether it is good or bad. It depends on whether you deserve it or not.

Is Li Jingshen worthy?

She changed her body, and this body covered up all the unbearable things she once had. Unfortunately, the body can be changed, but the memory cannot be changed.

Bai Qiujing held her wrist, and responded: "Yes, it's not easy, it took me so long to catch you."

"We still have a long, long way to go in the future, and I only hope that we can go to the end like this."

On this day, Shen Zhichu suddenly rejoiced, fortunately God gave her a new chance to meet Bai Qiujing, let her taste the feeling of being loved from beginning to end.

……

In a villa located in the center of the city, the living room was in a mess at this time, the coffee table, tables and chairs, flower pots, decorations...all fell to the ground.

Li Jingshen was lying on the sofa, his complexion was pale, and he was coughing muffledly. It was obvious that his lungs were rotten, but his heart was hurting so badly that it almost made people ignore the pain in his lungs. Medicine can't relieve it.

After learning from his subordinates that Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing had gone to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Li Jingshen went crazy.

He was like a lunatic out of control, picked up things and threw them on the ground, Zhao Qian went to stop him, but he was almost beaten if he couldn't stop him.

Li Jingshen roared: "Shen Zhichu is married to someone!"

Thinking of Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to obtain a marriage certificate so quickly, Li Jingshen felt that the oxygen in his chest was getting tighter and tighter, making him unable to breathe.

He kicked the coffee table far away, still feeling puzzled, grabbed a chair and threw fire at the wall, smashing the flower pots in the house and smashing the decorations.

The eye sockets are red, the blood is tainted, the pain in the chest is transmitted along the blood to the whole body and every corner, and even the temples are throbbing with pain.

His hands were numb from the shock, and he had no strength left, but he still felt a rush of anger in his body, his body seemed to be nailed densely, but he was helpless and couldn't help himself at all.

"Cough...why didn't you stop her and Bai Qiujing...cough cough..."

Seeing him slumped on the sofa and coughing, Zhao Qian gradually calmed down, walked behind him, and persuaded him after a while: "Mr. Li, stop, those who want to stay can naturally be stopped, and those who can't stay You can't stop it no matter what."

Hearing this, Li Jingshen clenched his hands tightly.