Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"Yes." Bai Qiujing gently put his hand on her head and rubbed it. The wind outside was too strong, even if she was wrapped in a scarf, the wind would still blow inside.

Bai Qiujing tidied the scarf for Shen Zhichu, and said while tidying up, "There will be more and more gentle people around you."

Shen Zhichu smiled lightly, and stretched out his hand to grab Bai Qiujing's hand. It was a mistake... More and more people will not appear in her world. Now she only has one Bai Qiujing, and Bai Qiujing, he There will be many gentle people around him, the future is long, he deserves to be loved.

If one day I disappear, Bai Qiujing, I hope you can live well and complete the things I haven't done in my place.

I like the warm sun in winter, the twilight and evening smoke, the green wild field brown, and a person named Bai Qiujing.

I like to look for cicadas in winter, I like to go to the beach to listen to whales in summer, I like seagulls to spread their wings, I like the afterglow of sunset at sea... I like to have someone accompany me to see all the scenery in this world, but if I am gone, please tell me I see everything in this world.

"Chu Chu, what's the matter with you?" Bai Qiujing was careful, although it was only a flash, but he accurately caught the tears that flashed in Shen Zhichu's eyes.

"I just thought how could I be so lucky." Shen Zhichu took a light breath and suppressed his muffled voice, "I was so lucky to meet you."

........

Bai Qiujing managed to spare a day, and at five o'clock in the afternoon, the two went to the hospital to see Father Bai.

Bai's father's situation was the same as yesterday, not much changed, not good or bad.

Shen Zhichu passed by a flower shop and bought a bunch of sunflowers, put them by the window of the hospital, and watched the family chat.

Bai Mu suddenly mentioned the wedding.

"Yesterday I asked Zhichu what kind of wedding she wanted to hold. She said it would be a Chinese style. By the way, I checked the date recently. Or it will be held until the end of December. It's still more than a month away. You don't need to invite too many people." People, just a few relatives and friends." Bai Mu looked at Shen Zhichu who was standing by the window stroking the sunflowers, and asked.

"Chuchu, what do you think of holding the wedding until Christmas?"

December 25th, this year is the sixth year since her death.

Before Shen Zhichu could make a sound, Bai Qiujing who was at the side said, "It was an unlucky day, let's change it later."

Shen Zhichu said: "Actually...you don't need to hold a wedding."

"No." Bai's mother, Bai's father, Bai Qiujing and the three of them spoke at the same time, and their eyes were still locked on her when they spoke simultaneously.

"Marriage is the most important thing for a woman. How can we not hold a wedding? Even if we don't have money, we still have to spend money to hold a wedding." Bai Mu said.

Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing didn't stay in the hospital for long, Bai's father rested early now, and asked Shen Zhichu to go back before eight o'clock in the evening.

Mother Bai sent the two of them out, holding Shen Zhichu's hand, treating her like a daughter-in-law, telling Bai Qiujing while walking: "You can take good care of Zhichu, don't make her tired."

"I don't need you to tell me, Mom, just send it here, take good care of your body."

"En." Baimu stood at the door of the hospital. It was a bit windy outside. She felt cold even if she didn't go out. She adjusted her coat with her hands and wrapped it tightly.

Shen Zhichu turned around and waved his hands: "Mom, go back and get cold outside."

"I see. Be careful when you go back, and send a text message when you get home."

Mother Bai said to go back, but she stood there and watched the two of them leave until they got into the car.

Shen Zhichu clearly felt the gaze behind him, and when he got in the car, he looked at the hospital gate through the rearview mirror.

Thinking of the accident that happened today while playing the jumping machine, if Bai Qiujing didn't pay attention to the unfastened seat belt and didn't hold on to the safety rail, the consequences would be disastrous.

Several hours had passed, but when Shen Zhichu thought of that scene, coupled with the text message on her phone, she felt chills all over her body.

This time, no one abandoned her, but neither Bai Qiujing nor anyone in the Bai family could forgive herself because of her accident.

Aunt Li and Uncle Bai treated her so well, how could she bear to make them sad?

Shen Zhichu looked out of the car window: "She hasn't gone in yet, she's just watching there, mom, she can't bear you, so when you're done with work and you have time, you can spend more time with her, she's a good mother."

She said "you" instead of "we"

Bai Qiujing noticed it, and always felt that Shen Zhichu had something to say, but he didn't ask any more questions. After a tiring day, he hugged Shen Zhichu into his arms, and lowered his voice, "Yes."

Halfway through the car, there was a problem with the brakes. The driver found out in time and pulled the car to a side to stop.

There were two accidents in one day, and it was hard not to notice them.

Bai Qiujing frowned: "Didn't you check and maintain it regularly?"

The driver explained: "I just drove to the car shop to check it last week. There shouldn't be any problems..." He was also puzzled.

Bai Qiujing used to drive this car a lot before, but after asking the driver to check and repair it, he drove another one. The car he drove back last night was too dirty after a storm, so it was towed today. The car wash shop cleaned it, and the driver was called when there was no car.

Shen Zhichu on the side listened to their conversation, exerting a little force on his hand.

If there is a problem with the brakes, it must not be able to drive again. Fortunately, it is not far from home, so I hired a taxi on the side of the road to go back.

"Are you feeling unwell?" Bai Qiujing saw that Shen Zhichu's face turned pale.

Shen Zhichu cheered up, a pale smile appeared on his haggard face: "Maybe it's because I'm so tired today, I'm a little sleepy."

Bai Qiujing said: "Then go back to bed early."

Not only tired, but probably frightened.

The first thing Bai Qiujing did when he got home was to put hot water on Shen Zhichu, and wait for her to find her pajamas to take a hot bath.

People are prone to nightmares when they are frightened, so Bai Qiujing went to heat a cup of hot milk, and handed it to Shen Zhichu when she came out of the bath.

But people's tensed nerves cannot be relieved by drinking a cup of hot milk, and Shen Zhichu still had nightmares.

She dreamed that she and Bai Qiujing had defeated the virus, but they couldn't escape accidents, and finally he died in front of her.

Shen Zhichu felt cold all over and woke up from the nightmare with a startled spirit.

As soon as she woke up, Bai Qiujing, who was sleeping next to her, also woke up. He reached out and turned on the light: "Did you have a nightmare?"

Hearing Bai Qiujing's voice, Shen Zhichu shrank into her arms, and responded to his words: "Bai Qiujing, I'm afraid that something will happen to you, you promise me that you will be fine and nothing will happen to you."

Bai Qiujing rubbed her long hair: "I will be fine, I will always be by your side."

"What nightmare did you have? You're so scared." Bai Qiujing asked.

"Forgot." Shen Zhichu didn't answer, she hugged Bai Qiujing back.

"Forget it, don't think about it."

Shen Zhichu woke up suddenly and couldn't sleep. She leaned on Bai Qiujing's arm, watched Bai Qiujing yawn, and fell asleep not long after.

It's not that she doesn't want to tell the nightmares she had, but that such nightmares are not suitable for Bai Qiujing to listen to.

She looked at Bai Qiujing for a while, and seeing that he was completely asleep, she propped herself up and kissed the corner of his lips, and said with a light smile, "Such a horrible dream is not suitable for you..."

She turned over, lay flat on the bed and looked at the ceiling, muttering to herself: "Get up early tomorrow and make breakfast, or you won't be able to eat it in the future..."

The next day, Shen Zhichu sneaked up before dawn and made breakfast for Bai Qiujing.

She had some other things in the milky white porridge, but after stirring it twice, nothing could be seen.

Bai Qiujing woke up and found that there was no figure of Shen Zhichu by his side. After calling twice, he didn't get a response. He was frightened, so he quickly got up and went downstairs. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the busy figure in the kitchen.

"Why did you get up so early today?"

Shen Zhichu turned around: "I don't have anything to do today, so I just want to make you some breakfast, wash up, and change clothes after eating."

Shen Zhichu made deep-fried dough sticks for breakfast, and they were crispy in the mouth.

Watching Bai Qiujing take a big sip of the porridge in front of him, Shen Zhichu pursed his lips, his eyes drooping to hide all the emotions in his eyes.

"Don't drive today, call a special car later, I don't worry about your cars."

"Okay, listen to you."

The car was called by Shen Zhichu, and it arrived after Bai Qiujing finished changing his clothes. I don’t know if it’s because he’s been too tired recently. After a day’s rest yesterday, he’s in the burnout period. He’s just woken up not long ago, but now he’s a little sleepy again. Drooping down in a controlled manner.

"Are you going to work today?"

Shen Zhichu shook his head: "Did you forget that today is Saturday? You don't go to work on Saturday and rest at home waiting for you to come back."