Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

At this time, Shen Zhichu realized that Li Jingshen really had cancer and was about to die.

He was lying on the bed, coughing loudly with his mouth open, the white sheet was stained red with blood, he was like a fish caught in a case, struggling powerlessly in the face of death, he could only open his mouth and rely on the last bit of oxygen to try to survive.

Shen Zhichu stood against the wall for a while, I don't know how long, and when the doctor came out, her feet were numb.

One of the doctors kindly reminded: "You can go in and have a look, but pay attention, what is needed now is to rest, try not to disturb him."

Shen Zhichu went in, and stood at the head of the bed quietly looking at Li Jingshen.

What can you see in winter?

——Shen Zhichu, when you recover from illness, I will take you to see the snow.

There is no snow in Rongcheng.

——Then wait a little longer, go to the north to see flowers, go to South Street to eat snacks, go to the east to visit the ancient city, and go to the south to see the sea, where there are seagulls flying high.

Li Jingshen's face is ugly, white as a piece of paper, this is definitely not an exaggeration, it is really bloodless, the indoor lights are very bright, and the white light shines on his face with a sense of transparency and fragility, he looks like It was as if he was about to disappear, his lips were the color of lotus root, dripping into his arm, she looked at his hand, she knew it was cold without touching it.

Li Jingshen was awake: "I still want to eat your cooking today."

"If you still want to eat, aren't you afraid of death?"

"I'm afraid..." Li Jingshen smiled lightly, but didn't open his eyes, afraid of seeing Shen Zhichu's cold and impersonal eyes.

He gently closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled, and there was a faint glint of water in the gaps, "But am I not about to die? Since I am going to die, I should eat more before I die, and eat more to remember the taste."

Shen Zhichu raised his eyes and looked out the window.

Li Jingshen suddenly asked: "What is it like when a person dies? Will it hurt?" He actually wanted to ask how much pain Shen Zhichu had at that time, but after thinking about it, there was no point in asking, except to humiliate himself Besides, he couldn't feel the pain that Shen Zhichu was suffering at that time.

And... In fact, he was secretly afraid of the answer.

Shen Zhichu didn't think too much about it, and she answered whatever Li Jingshen asked: "It hurts before death, but the consciousness will disappear soon. The last thing that disappears after death is hearing. Death is like a wisp of green smoke. When the wind blows, it will disappear." Scattered, no unwillingness, no resentment, no sadness, just like a breeze."

Li Jingshen pursed his lips and said nothing.

Shen Zhichu lowered his head again, and saw the bare five fingers of his left hand without nails, which he pulled out after she died, and also saw the burns on his chest.

Shen Zhichu changed the subject and said: "I know that after my death, you tried to taste the pain of my life, but it is really meaningless. To you, it may be repayment, but repayment must be received by the other party sincerely. .”

Li Jingshen didn't want to hear this.

He said, "After you died, I had a dream. I dreamed that you disappeared in the fire and said a word to me. If you said there was me in the world, you would not come."

"I have such an idea, but think about it, if you miss a Bai Qiujing because of you, it will be a regret in my life, and I will be even more unwilling, and the loss outweighs the gain."

Li Jingshen opened his eyes and froze for a moment.

"I'm thirsty."

Shen Zhichu saw that he was a patient, so he didn't bother with him, and turned around to fetch a glass of water to feed him.

At noon, Shen Zhichu cooked some porridge, which was just enough for two people. It tasted bland, and those who took too much medicine had thick coatings on their tongues, so they couldn't taste the taste at all.

There were also workers making arrangements outside. This time they took a lot of roses and even laid out a red carpet. Shen Zhichu was wondering whether Li Jingshen had predicted the time of his death and prepared for him to go on the road.

But shouldn't funerals be white?Why the red carpet?Even the flowers prepared are red roses.

For some reason, Shen Zhichu suddenly remembered a very popular video some time ago.

— Negroes carry coffins.

Shen Zhichu asked: "Have you ever thought about how to arrange your funeral?"

Li Jingshen said a little tiredly, "I'm already dead, so I don't have the heart to know what happens after death."

"Where's Zhao Qian? Why didn't I see Zhao Qian with you." In Shen Zhichu's impression, Zhao Qian and Li Jingshen were always together.

Zhao Qian spent the longest time with Li Jingshen among all of them.

But she hasn't seen him once during the long time she's been here. Could something be wrong?Shen Zhichu couldn't think of it.

Li Jingshen replied: "I fired him."

Shen Zhichu laughed when he heard the words, and he didn't know if the laughter was sarcasm or what, "You can even dismiss Zhao Qian, so you are not afraid of sweeping your grave in the future, and there is no one who trims the weeds on the grave?"

She had relatively little contact with Zhao Qian, and the only impression she had of him, apart from his ability to work, was that he was sincere to Li Jingshen, and he would help him with everything without talking about three views.

But it's not his fault. People live in different environments and have different perspectives, but it's all for better survival.

Shen Zhichu didn't bother to think about it, she was obviously used to Li Jingshen's various manipulations.

Looking at the people who were busy setting up outside, Shen Zhichu said, "What are you doing these days? Why did you invite so many workers? Also, what's going on with the red carpet outside?"

Li Jingshen said: "Shen Zhichu, you just need to know that I won't harm you."

Unable to hold back, Shen Zhichu snorted lightly: "It's as if you're not harming me now."

As soon as the words fell, both of them fell silent.

After a while, around five o'clock in the afternoon, an RV drove in and delivered a wedding dress for Shen Zhichu to change into.

The wedding dress was designed by Li Jingshen before, after seeing it, what did Shen Zhichu not understand?Gas itchy scalp.

Although I had seen it on Li Jingshen's bucket list, it was only when it was brought to my eyes that I deeply realized the physical discomfort.

She also understood what was going on with the outside arrangement, Li Jingshen had pretended it was a wedding scene.

"Li Jingshen, are you so interesting?" Shen Zhichu rushed in, only to see Li Jingshen leaning against the head of the bed, looking at her calmly, like two pools of stagnant water, not like a living person.

"It's fine to cook, but I can't do it if you want me to wear the wedding dress and ring you gave me! Bai Qiujing and I are already legally married. We have obtained the certificate and the wedding ring. We only need to hold the last step of the wedding banquet. Now that you're stepping in, I haven't divorced him yet, so do you like being the third party that much?"

Li Jingshen has been wandering outside the law for a long time, and he probably wouldn't listen to him talking about second-marriage breaking the law.

All of Shen Zhichu's hoarse voices were directed at Li Jingshen, but Li Jingshen only moved his eyelashes slightly, pretending he didn't hear the roar at her.

But the next second, after seeing the tears overflowing from the corners of Shen Zhichu's eyes, his heart shrank suddenly.

He clearly swore in his heart that he would never let Shen Zhichu cry in front of him again, but the one who made her cry was himself.

"Li Jingshen, can you stop being so entangled, can you let me go?"

She was really tired. Before this, Shen Zhichu really didn't think so much. At most, she thought she was waiting to die with Li Jingshen, but she never thought that Li Jingshen would be so desperate. Even when the doctor said he didn't have much time. Sometimes, I still have thoughts about preparing the wedding dress and arranging the wedding scene.

He wanted to die, so he wanted to tie her together.

What is the difference between this and ghost marriage?

In her previous life, she missed the one who really loved her, ruined her life, and ended up in a miserable end. God finally gave her a chance to stand beside Bai Qiujing in a clean body. She didn't want to have any more problems with Li Jingshen. involve.

Li Jingshen glanced at Shen Zhichu's red eyes, then turned his head and looked out the window: "Shen Zhichu, this is the last thing. If you satisfy me, I promise to let you go. You don't need to wear the ring, and you can wear the wedding dress." Just come and give me a look, just wearing a piece of clothing won’t kill you.”

"I do not believe you."

In just five words, the lethality is no less than that of a curse. This is the lesson Shen Zhichu got in return, and it is also the fact that Li Jingshen could not kill the seed of "doubt" in his whole life.

"Second marriage breaks the law. I can't force you to get married. Besides, you know my body. I really let go."

Li Jingshen said the word "let go", but his eyes didn't mean that.

Shen Zhichu didn't know whether to trust him or not, Li Jingshen never meant to mean what he said.

Li Jingshen coughed a few times: "The computer in the study has Li's secrets, the password is 0521, and there are also some documents in the safe. If you keep these things, I will not be able to do anything to you anymore." He put Li's weakness was handed over just to make Shen Zhichu believe him.

Shen Zhichu calmed down at this moment, she went into the study, turned on the computer and found a lot of secrets inside, Li Jingshen put them together, and she was not afraid of being stolen, if these documents were taken by someone with a heart and sold to the other party, Li's loss That's not ordinary. With the current situation of the Bai family and Shen Zhichu's [AW Group], working together is enough to move this mountain down.

Shen Zhichu looked at the document and was stunned. She really didn't expect that Li Jingshen would give her such a secret.

These are enough, as for the safe, Shen Zhichu didn't check it.

Shen Zhichu could directly take these copies and take them away, but she was not sure whether Li Jingshen had left behind, such as planting black hands around Bai Qiujing and his family.

Apart from worrying about Bai Qiujing, what Shen Zhichu was most worried about was Bai Mu and Bai Wanwan, the two women had no strength to restrain them, so if they really wanted to be ruthless and kidnap, it was not impossible.

Shen Zhichu went out and asked, "Will you really let me go when I put on that wedding dress?"

"Correct."

"I want an exact time."

"before tomorrow."

Li Jingshen's eyes didn't seem to be lying, Shen Zhichu went out and gently closed the door of the room, Li Jingshen knew that she agreed.

The makeup artist saw Shen Zhichu and came over, "Miss Shen, Mr. Li said that we want us to put on makeup and take some photos for you. Do you have any ideas?"

"casual."