Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"We, the Bai family, don't need anything but Shen Zhichu."

Li Jingshen asked: "Even if the Bai family goes bankrupt, even if she has nothing, even if she endangers your son's life from time to time? Do you want her?"

Bai Mu replied: "For Qiu Jing, Zhichu is his life, so losing her is no different from losing his life. They love each other. Depth of field, loving someone doesn't necessarily mean keeping her by your side , seeing her happy is the most important thing."

Li Jingshen said: "Auntie, do you still remember the teachings of grandpa and his old man? People who value emotions are trash, and the Li family should put their interests first, and cold-bloodedness is the umbrella."

The corner of Bai Mu's mouth turned bitter: "Because of his words, how many people in the Li family have died? These years, brothers and sisters have killed each other for profit. It seems to me that it is a sad thing to shed the blood of the Li family. However, not all people who are stained with the blood of the Li family are like this, leaving the Li family can change."

Li Jingshen looked at the figure in front of him vaguely, his eyes were entwined with fine red bloodshot eyes, he tried to open his sore eyes wide, but no matter how he opened them, the figure in front of him was always a double image, he stretched out his hand, and the cold night wind passed through his palm, His fingertips seemed to be pricked by needles, and he couldn't help trembling. The sound of fireworks constantly blooming in the sky covered up his choked breathing.

He thought, if he had left the Li family earlier and never thought about revenge, wouldn't he be so cold-blooded and selfish?Will the result be different now?Will Shen Zhichu still be by his side?

They can watch fireworks this winter, eat apples together on Christmas Eve, make wishes under the Christmas tree on Christmas, make dumplings together on New Year’s Eve, sit on the sofa and watch the countdown to the Spring Festival Gala together on Spring Festival, and greet each other as soon as possible. Say a Happy New Year, and he can knit scarves and hair for her...

If he had understood earlier...understood earlier...understood...it's a pity that there is no if.

There is a saying that is true, people always like to pursue the optimal choice, but the consequences of pursuing the optimal choice often backfire.

"Shen Zhichu!" Li Jingshen screamed with a mouthful of blood in his mouth, but he didn't feel the blood in his mouth, the blood kept falling down the corner of his mouth, and his chest hurt like hell.

Obviously when he pushed Shen Zhichu to leave just now, he told her not to look back, but at this moment, he really wanted her to look back at him, even if it was the last time.

He wanted so much in his heart, but he couldn't say it out of his mouth. He coughed muffled, his body shrank uncontrollably, and finally he knelt on the ground overwhelmed. He covered his heart and looked at the warmth falling on the back of his hand. It was too dark, and his eyes were too blurred, and he couldn't tell whether it was blood or tears that fell on the back of his hand.

He covered his heart, looked up at Shen Zhichu, murmured indistinctly: "Shen Zhichu, look back at me... look at me... Shen Zhichu... Zhichu... what you have done to you in this life What a bad thing, I won't extravagantly ask you to forgive me, but in the next life... I met you in advance, and I will definitely treat you well..." He knew that Shen Zhichu might be tired of hearing it, but he still wanted to say it. Things that cannot be done in one life, so I can only hope for a next life.

Shen Zhichu paused, said something, then lifted the hem of her skirt and walked forward, she didn't look back, what kind of determination was she walking.

In fact, up to now, Li Jingshen is already very satisfied, at least Shen Zhichu stayed with him for a while in his last time, at least she wore that wedding dress, at least he made a ring suitable for her finger size, although she didn't worn.

Shen Zhichu, thank you for saving my life back then, thank you for letting me understand what it is like to be loved and favored, thank you for satisfying my last greed, thank you for making my life not only filled with hatred.

It's really not easy to come to the world. People are in the dark, so the light is particularly dazzling.

......

When Shen Zhichu "couldn't walk", Bai Qiujing would walk towards her without hesitation.

Just like what he once said, no matter where, what time, what environment, what situation, as long as Shen Zhichu walks towards him, he will definitely welcome him with open arms.

It doesn't matter if you can't walk, life is a hundred steps, Shen Zhichu only needs to take one step, and he will take the remaining 99 steps.

"Is it cold to walk barefoot?" This was the first sentence Bai Qiujing spoke, looking softly at her feet covered by the skirt with her head down.

Shen Zhichu shook his head and couldn't help laughing: "How do you know I'm barefoot?"

Bai Qiujing replied: "I know everything about you, including your height." So he could tell at a glance whether Shen Zhichu was wearing shoes or not.

Hearing the sound, Shen Zhichu's eyelashes trembled slightly, his gaze fixed on Bai Qiujing without saying a word.

Until Bai Qiujing reached out to hold her trembling and cold hand.

Shen Zhi held it back at the beginning, her nose was red, and she said with a choked voice, "I almost thought you were hallucinating."

Bai Qiujing's chest tightened, her eyes were jerky: "You can confirm with me repeatedly to see if I'm hallucinating."

"sorry."

Bai Qiujing lost weight, a lot. He wore such thick clothes, but he still felt very thin, as if he was going to be submerged in the dark cold wind.

His warm palm, as always, was not much warmer than hers at this moment.

From so close, Shen Zhichu could almost see the bloodshot eyes in her eyes, her dry lips were a little chapped, his breathing was trembling, and he held her hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.

Not only Shen Zhichu was afraid that Bai Qiujing was an illusion, but Bai Qiujing was also afraid.

When Shen Zhichu said the three words "I'm sorry", an indescribable pain was felt in Bai Qiujing's body, the fierce collision, blood energy controlled his mind, and he felt dull pain and dizzy for a moment. Everything is spinning.

Bai Qiujing tried hard to stabilize her body, wondering why Shen Zhichu said "I'm sorry" to him, did she want to leave him?

The hand holding Shen Zhichu did not let go, but the strength was a little softer than before, probably because he was afraid of hurting her.

Shen Zhichu suddenly hugged him: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left without saying anything, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have signed the divorce agreement, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have turned off my phone so you can't find me."

Bai Qiujing said: "You have never been sorry to me, I was the one who found you too late."

It's been less than a month, but it feels like it's been years since we last saw each other.

She should rely on him, instead of thinking about taking it alone, the two of them can share and solve the problem together, why did she leave without telling him anything.

She always thought that if the matter started with her, she should solve it by herself. She was afraid of ruining Bai's family and him.

But things are often not what she thinks, and her departure will bring more pain to Bai Qiujing.

What she thinks is good is not good at all for those who love her.

Thinking about it from another angle, if Bai Qiujing left without saying goodbye for her, she would also be sick.

Fortunately, he never doubted her, and he believed in her as always. They fulfilled their promise and went home together.

It is cold and windy in winter, surrounded by colorful lights and balloons arranged in the past few days, with the sound of fireworks, the fireworks in the sky are constantly blooming, as fast as a moment of life, short but beautiful.

It turns out...all Li Jingshen did these days was to let her go, and the words to let her go were not just words.

Li Jingshen finally kept his word.

The sound of fireworks blooming was very loud, accompanied by Li Jingshen's voice behind him, it was transmitted to the ears, as if there was an auditory hallucination.

Li Jingshen is a person who is unfeeling and affectionate. If he falls in love with someone, he can pamper that person at the tip of his heart, and he can't wait to give the whole world. As long as his sweetheart is used to it, he will do his best to give it to him.

Shen Zhichu doesn't believe that the prodigal son will turn back, if she really turns back, she won't be the horse that will eat the grass.

Once some people miss it, it will be a lifetime. If you don’t love it, you don’t love it. No matter how much you do, no matter how good you say, you will never love again.

She and Li Jingshen made the same mistakes, they both recognized the wrong person, they both fell into the abyss and waited to be rescued by others, and once they reached out their hands, they would not let go.

She held Bai Qiujing's hand back, and the two of them walked towards the car, under the light of the fireworks in the sky, everything on the ground could be seen clearly.

"Shen Zhichu!" Li Jingshen's hoarse voice came from behind him, "Shen Zhichu, can you look back at me... If I meet you earlier in my next life..."

Shen Zhichu paused, she didn't look back, she just raised her head slightly to look at the fireworks in the sky.

Things that cannot be done in this life will be thought about in the next life, just like people always expect to be able to accomplish today's things tomorrow, and they procrastinate and never finish. The difference is that they can see tomorrow, not necessarily in the next life.

"Maybe you told me that in your previous life." Shen Zhichu said softly, she raised her head, pursed her lips, closed her eyes, and said in a low and gentle voice, "Li Jingshen, I wish you a safe and sound life, with warm sunshine in winter, There is a breeze in summer, the future is bright, there is no disease or disaster, and when you meet a lover, you will end up with gray hair... From then on, you and I will never see each other forever."