Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

After Li Jingshen's death, the single aristocratic ladies in J City have lost someone to flirt with. The woman who once regarded Li Jingshen as the lover of her dreams will gradually find her next happiness. On the subway, they only stayed for a short time in their lives, and then left quickly. Many years later, two or three friends got together and talked about their young and amazing faces.

Someone said: "Li Jingshen."

No matter how unforgettable a person is, to the vast and boundless universe, death is like a meteor, flashing quickly, becoming a speck of dust in the universe, so small and pathetic.

Some people remember, some people forget.

Li Jingshen is a powerful figure in the business world of J City. He has such achievements at a young age and has a bright future. He will definitely become a "myth" in the future.

In the past, Zhao Qian often complained that Li Jingshen was a gentle scum, headstrong, conceited, and bad-tempered, who only squeezed employees, but after seeing the numbers on the salary card every month, he couldn't help but sigh that he was a good boss.

People are contradictory, the bad is really bad, the hated is really hated, what is admired is the admiration from the bottom of the heart, Li Jingshen is very powerful, and the people around him habitually regard the powerful Li Jingshen as a "god". However, what he doesn't know is that he is also cowardly and self-abased, and also selfish. When he encounters helpless things, he will run away, what he says will be dishonest, and he will go round and round in unsolvable problems, for a result. As for the bleeding from the scalp, gradually... I gradually lost myself in this colorful world.

A question that is often asked on the Internet: Are rich people happy?

The answer is that the happiness of the rich is happiness that you can't imagine.

Does a rich person like Li Jingshen live happily?

Some people spend money and lose their love. Some people spend their whole lives just for a house. They earn four to five thousand a month and are forced by life and society.

People are tired, tired, unwilling and suffering when they are alive.No one can achieve [-]% happiness, but in the face of death, the troubles and pains of life become slight.

Likewise, resentment.

Shen Zhichu has no resentment towards Li Jingshen, so will she miss him?When thinking of him, is it sad or can't help but smile?

When you are young and affectionate, you always think about forever, but you don't know that the next sentence of forever is sometimes the end.

Back then when he wanted to marry Li Jingshen, Shen Zhichu really loved him, regardless of his childhood memories, people are always attracted to outstanding people.

And with that "memory" blessing, Shen Zhichu was able to love Li Jingshen for so long, as long as four years to draw blood for the person he likes, long enough to survive stomach disease to stomach cancer, long enough not to tell him that she is dying , and didn't want to show her slightest weakness. It's been so long that the Shen family is gone, but what she still thinks about is that there is a difference between the two, and that each will be happy.

At that time, Shen Zhichu was somewhat cheap, she had never been satisfied by love, so in the situation of extreme lack of love, she would be extremely nostalgic for those who gave her even a little love.

People always think about the good, what if he is moved by himself?It turns out she only touched herself.

Shen Zhichu is not irrational, incapable of distinguishing right from wrong, but too stubborn to desire love. He can obviously live rationally, but love can make people happy...

Li Jingshen once told Shen Zhichu that he liked her eyes.

She directly ignored the word "eyes", thinking that he fell in love with her.

Until I saw Xia Mingyue, she and Xia Mingyue's eyes really look alike.

——"Li Jingshen, why don't we try to get married?"

"Stop messing around, I have someone I like."

—— "The one named Xia Mingyue? Listen to me, she's not suitable for you."

"I owe her my life, and I promised her that I would marry her."

——"Did you marry her because you liked her? Or because she saved you."

At that time, Li Jing took a deep look at Shen Zhichu's beautiful eyes and said, "I like it."

Shen Zhichu didn't want to know about Li Jingshen and Xia Mingyue's affairs at all, because she would be jealous, sad and uncomfortable, so she didn't ask, and he didn't say anything.

Shen Zhichu only said one thing: "I will prove that Xia Mingyue is not suitable for you. The person who can be with you should not stand behind you to seek shelter, but stand beside you and be equal to you."

At that time, Shen Zhichu was conceited and proud, and then he did the first wrong thing in his life. He took 5000 million to test Xia Mingyue. Xia Mingyue chose 5000 million and left. Just when she thought she won the bet, Xia Mingyue had a car accident.

Li Jingshen approached her and begged her to save Xia Mingyue.

Shen Zhichu said: "She arranged the car accident by herself. She originally wanted to blame me."

"Do you have any evidence?"

Shen Zhichu had no evidence, and the only witness escaped, how could she say that Li Jingshen would believe it?No one would use a life to ruin the womb to cause a car accident, let alone... At that time, Li Jingshen loved Xia Mingyue so much. When Xia Mingyue's life was in danger and urgently needed blood, what could she say to make him believe?

"What you are saying now is that you don't want to save her. Shen Zhichu, is it so difficult to save someone's life and draw some blood?"

"Okay, let me draw blood to save Xia Mingyue, unless we get married and you become my man."

At that time, Li Jingshen's brain was a little confused due to nervousness. After listening to Shen Zhichu's words, disgust appeared on his face. He looked into Shen Zhichu's eyes: "Okay, let's get married, don't regret it."

Regret?

That's right... Regret, the bet she designed not only failed to win, but also bet her whole life.

I knew it was such a stumbling block, so how could I not know each other?

After Shen Zhichu died, she heard the voice of the gods, and the gods asked her, if she was given a chance to live her life again, would she like it?

She replied that she didn't want to.

Being reborn in the past will not change anything for her at all, her disguised pride can no longer go back, she is still the "enemy" who was born without a mother and was resented by her father and brother

She clearly knew that her appearance would only bring misfortune to everyone. If she hadn't appeared, her mother would still be there, her parents would be loving, her brother would get what he wanted, and her grandfather wouldn't be so tired and wouldn't suffer from stomach cancer and die.

What about Li Jingshen?Li Jingshen is still Li Jingshen, maybe he will marry Xia Mingyue, but his life has nothing to do with her.

Her return to the past doesn't make any sense.

She shouldn't seek such a little love, why should she be so attached to it?Isn't it good to be a layman?Even if she has never been satisfied with love, she has plenty of money, and she can still be "happy" in a world of feasting and luxury

But that kind of Shen Zhichu is not the real Shen Zhichu, lost himself, confused, but compared to the pain of the previous life, it is much better...too much...

If you are content and happy, you will not regret the past.

Shen Zhichu and Li Jingshen have been entangled for most of their lives, and the sum of those pains exceeds the life of ordinary people, and even lasts longer.

Shen Zhichu never thought that he would cry because of Li Jingshen's death.

For the regret of the past misunderstood, for myself, for the past let go, for the short-term love they had, for the wrong way, for the wrong life that should not be socialized.

When I hated him the most, I wanted him to die, but he didn't die, but now I don't hate him anymore, but he left.

—— "Li Jingshen, stop smoking."

—— "Li Jingshen, please smoke less."

——"Li Jingshen smoking is harmful to your health, I bought you quit smoking candy, do you want to try it?"

"I told you not to smoke before and you still want to smoke, do you really think I'm hurting you?" Shen Zhichu said with tears still on his face.

Li Jingshen smoked, just like she didn't eat and had an irregular diet. She slowly turned her stomach disease into stomach cancer. She knew it was bad for her health, but she didn't change it. The result of slow suicide was that she really died.

……

When Li Jingshen saw Shen Zhichu, he thought her eyes were beautiful and familiar, as if he had seen them somewhere before.

It was only later that she realized that her eyes looked very similar to Xia Mingyue's.

Preconceived, he knew Xia Mingyue earlier, but he never felt that Shen Zhichu's eyes resembled Xia Mingyue's, but Xia Mingyue's eyes resembled Shen Zhichu's eyes.

On January 22nd, the wedding of Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing.

Li Jingshen watched the live video of the two of them, crying heartbreakingly, heartbroken.

When Shen Zhichu spoke the oath to the witnesses, he couldn't help thinking about their past.

What Shen Zhichu said to him was vivid in his memory, as if it happened yesterday.

She said: "Li Jingshen, the person who is suitable to be with you for a lifetime is me, Shen Zhichu."

Yes, she is the one who is suitable for his whole life. He lost her first, so she didn't want him in the end.

In a relationship, hurt is inevitable, the deeper the love, the heavier the hurt, the change is the one that survives, the abyss is the one that does not survive, the true heart that is late is thinner than paper, and cheaper than mosquitoes.

People are doing it, and God is watching. If you do something wrong, you will be punished. God will not let anyone who has done something wrong.

During the four years when Shen Zhichu married him, she sent the most text messages and made the most phone calls, all of which were to ask him.

——"Li Jingshen, are you going home today?"

Go home...I want to go home...the home he has always wanted, so he had it so long ago...

Why didn't you "go home" then?

She's been waiting for you to come home all this time?

I want to go home, I really want to go home.

If there is a god, if there is an afterlife, if he still has a next life, can you give him another home?

"I want a home, and I want her to be a warm home. Will this be too greedy?"

……

Li Jingshen's inheritance was transferred to Shen Zhichu's name. Even if it was divided into three parts, it was a huge sum of money, which was the largest amount she had ever seen. The money belonged to the Li family for several lifetimes.

Zhao Qian asked her to transfer the share to the Bai family, and she brought it to Bai Mu.

Looking at the will, Mother Bai was also stunned for a long time, as if a person's soul has escaped from his body for a short time after experiencing some kind of shock, and he feels unreal when facing the things in front of him.

Shen Zhichu told what Zhao Qian had said to her.

Mother Bai gradually responded, and asked, "What are you going to do with the money?"

Without even thinking about it, Shen Zhichu directly said: "Donate to the government, build roads and bridges, make up for poverty-stricken areas, donate to orphanages, build schools..." There are many places where it can be used.

Mother Bai pushed her will to Shen Zhichu: "Let's go together..."