Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Have you ever heard such a sentence, are you afraid that this life is the next life you want.

How can a person have a next life?

Lu Tingchuan never believed in past and present lives, but he often had the same dream all these years, but today's dream is clearer than before. He is like a soul floating in mid-air watching what is happening before him. This is a dream , but he is very clear that everything he dreamed in front of him is what really happened in his previous life.

In her previous life, Shen Qing died on her 20th birthday, she died peacefully on the bed after taking sleeping pills with the gas on.

Although Shen Qing in this life lived to be 22 years old and lived for two more years, but these two years were more painful than the previous life, and it would be light to describe life as worse than death.

As for Lu Tingchuan, he also dreamed that he died in prison, holding Shen Qing's handwritten diary and died in Qiangxing. He was 34 years old that year.

He remembered how heart-piercing he was crying at that time, even when he sawed off his legs, the heartache was not as severe, as if he pulled out his ribs and squeezed out his heart.

At the moment of dying, he suddenly saw Shen Qing appearing in front of him, stretching out his hand to him: "Mr. Lu, welcome home."

In her previous life, Shen Qing would come back when he died, but not in this life, because she was hurt by him for two lifetimes.

In this life, he was even more cruel to her than in his last life. In his last life, at most, he ignored her and died while he watched indifferently.

And in this life, all the pain that Shen Qing suffered could not be separated from his hands, it was he who raised the knife and cut off the fate between him and Shen Qing bit by bit.

God saw that he lost his love and gave him a chance, how many times he had dreamed of Shen Qing's previous life, obviously he had a chance to stop all of this.

Obviously, in this life, he can get to know Shen Qing again in a different way, without giving her to Li Jingshen, and without doing those things that hurt her.

Obviously he could kneel in front of her and raise the ring to propose to her on Shen Qing's day.

After her 20th birthday, she took her to Malta to get married and declare her vows.

If he had known that in his past and present lives, he loved Shen Qing so much in the two lifetimes, deeply into his soul, beyond the freedom of life, maybe their child would have been born long ago.

Instead of choosing to leave him early after giving birth to two children like now.

Lu Tingchuan has no right to complain about God's injustice, because God gave him a chance, but he didn't cherish it.

After he pushed Shen Qing to Li Jingshen as Shen Zhichu's substitute, he felt something, if he didn't get Shen Qing back, then he would lose her forever.

He did find her, but what did he do?He bullied her severely in that rented house, and even worried that she would run away, so he even recorded the whole process of bullying her with a video.

He made Shen Qing suffer from depression a year earlier, and after she was pregnant with the child, he didn't believe that she forcibly knocked out the glass bottle containing the hospital specimens, and pressed Shen Qing's head to see the floating fetus forcibly.

What did Shen Qing say at that time?

she says……

Lu Tingchuan, you will regret it.

He regretted it, regretted it many times, but he didn't know how to repent.

Shen Qing was not born in the mud, she was the bright moon in the sky, the existence he looked up to, and he dragged the moon into the mud in a moment of greed.

But the moon is always the moon, and she will always return to the sky, where there are stars to accompany her, and the stars will never drag the moon into the underground mud, because he was born in the sky.

Lu Tingchuan woke up crying, every life he wanted to treat Shen Qing well, but every life he hurt her the most.

……

The doctor forcibly knocked Lu Tingchuan unconscious, and the police took Shen Qing's body away, made a record, and cremated it.

Lu Tingchuan woke up and faced the empty house and frantically looked for someone. He searched every corner of the room but couldn't find it. He rushed out of the house and found someone and asked.

"Have you seen Shen Qing? She is my lover. She looks good when she smiles. There are dimples at the corners of her mouth, and her eyes are as red as rabbits when she cries. Shen Qing, Qing is pure and clear. I wrote I'll show you..." He grabbed the hand of the person in front of him.

Aunt Lin retracted forcefully, looking at Lu Tingchuan's crazy appearance, she felt like she saw a thorn in her throat: "Boss Lu, Miss Shen's body has been sent to be cremated."

"What corpse and cremation? What are you talking about? Did she think I was annoying, and then ran out by herself? You call her and tell her not to go too far. I won't look for her, I will wait for her here, wait for her Come back when you've calmed down..."

"Boss Lu!" Aunt Lin couldn't help interrupting his self-talk, "Can you recognize the reality? Miss Shen is dead, in the bathtub! She doesn't want you anymore! She will never, ever Come back again."

Lu Tingchuan opened his mouth, and a gust of cold wind gushed in from his mouth, as if it was going to freeze his internal organs. He opened his mouth to deny it, but his tongue seemed to be snatched away by something.

Lu Tingchuan staggered into the bedroom with a limping leg, and began to self-mutilate himself to take revenge. He didn't eat, drink or sleep. He wanted to find Shen Qing, but he didn't know how to deal with the handful of cold ashes.

He just sat on the ground with his back against the window, watching the sunrise and sunset as the day passed.

From time to time, the child's cries could be heard outside. Aunt Lin was coaxing the child while looking upstairs. Finally, she was really worried about Lu Tingchuan's situation and asked the housekeeper to go upstairs to see the situation.

The butler went upstairs, and the bedroom door was unlocked. He opened the door carefully and saw Lu Tingchuan holding a syringe in his hand, and stabbed the blue liquid into his neck. The next moment, he lay on the ground trembling, dripping with cold sweat, This is a drug that destroys nerves. Under extreme pain, people will have hallucinations. Only at this time can Lu Tingchuan see Shen Qing.

The housekeeper saw the man masturbating himself like a beast that knew no pain, so he rushed over and kicked over the box containing the medicine on the ground.

"Mr. Lu, even if you torture yourself to death, Miss Shen won't be able to come back now? Miss Shen was forced to death by you, do you still want the two children to follow her way? Death cannot be resurrected, you should What you do is to do a good job in the present, instead of living in the past." No one dared to yell at Lu Tingchuan like that, and the butler was bold enough to risk being beaten.

"Ms. Lu, before she died, Miss Shen wanted you to take good care of the child. If you collapse now, the child will become an orphan, and Miss Shen will not feel at ease down there."

Lu Tingchuan was in a daze for a moment, he stared at the potion mixed together on the ground dully, choked up for a moment, his vision became blurred: "If she is not at ease, will she come to take pictures?"

The butler fell silent.

Lu Tingchuan was just talking to himself, he didn't expect anyone to respond to him, but he still listened to the butler's words.

He wanted to die with Shen Qing, without Shen Qing, nothing in the world was meaningful.

But he suddenly recalled what Shen Qing asked him while sleeping in his arms that night.

"A litter of rabbits is dead. If the mother rabbit keeps the baby rabbit, will the father rabbit die?"

"No." Father Rabbit really wanted to go with his mother rabbit, but the surviving baby was a part of the mother. Father Rabbit loved Mother Rabbit, so how could he bear the suffering of his beloved child in the world?Father Rabbit has to protect the babies until they grow up and be independent, then he can go to his mother Rabbit.