Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 726 Bai Qiujing never married

Listening to Li Jingshen coughing, Lu Tingchuan thought about it, Li Jingshen was 35 years old this year, and he still hadn't escaped his fate. After Shen Zhichu died, he remembered Shen Zhichu's words to live a good life.

He is still alive, but he smokes and drinks heavily every day. He is young, but his lungs are aging like an old man.

His whole life is 36 years old.

"Li Jingshen, are you afraid of death?"

"Don't be afraid, what is more desperate than death is that life is worse than death."

"Then do you want to die?"

Lu Tingchuan asked.

"I want to, I want to see her every second, but she doesn't want me to die, and she doesn't want to see me either."

The "she" Li Jingshen mentioned was Shen Zhichu.

Shen Zhichu hated Li Jingshen, just like Shen Qing hated him, the person who thought he could see him after death, might not be able to see him even after death.

"People like us often don't cherish what we get easily, and regret when we lose it. We want to use robbing to get everything back to the original place, but we push people further and further away, and we go back and forth. Feeling unwilling, we leave with regret."

Listening to Lu Tingchuan's words, Li Jingshen fell into deep thought. He took out a cigarette and a lighter from his coat pocket, lit it, took a puff, and then exhaled.

There was very little smoke, and it dispersed when the wind blew. Li Jingshen started coughing after taking two puffs of cigarettes. They all said that smoking was to relieve his worries, but Li Jingshen seemed to be torturing himself and wanting to die quickly.

"Smoking less..."

"It's useless, I'm already sick."

Lu Tingchuan was stunned: "If you want to treat it, I can study medicine here..."

"No, I'll just wait for this day. I really can't make it through any longer. I've been through it for so many years, and now it's you. Lu Tingchuan is now the time for you to taste your retribution. You still have two children. Raise them well."

Li Jingshen looked at Shen Qing's photo on the tombstone, and suddenly remembered something from the past, his eyes filled with sadness.

"I used to think that Shen Zhichu's heart was quite ruthless, not only to others, but also to himself. Now, in comparison, I think Shen Qing is even more ruthless than her. Women's ruthlessness is all forced out by others. How did you force Lu Tingchuan?" She, let her give birth to a child and choose to give up?"

Shen Qing should have had a better life. If she hadn't met Lu Tingchuan, she might have become a screenwriter by now. With the money she earned from part-time jobs, she could go to college and live an ordinary life.

"Don't talk about me, you didn't let a woman die in the fire. Shen Zhichu's death was for revenge on you."

The words are full of sarcasm, but the tone is very calm, without any emotion.

Li Jingshen's voice was hoarse: "She succeeded."

"Shen Qing also succeeded."

Lu Tingchuan asked, "I want to ask you a question."

Li Jingshen put down the cigarette in his hand and looked at Lu Tingchuan, waiting for what he would say next.

"If Shen Zhichu was still here and was with someone else, what would you do?"

"I will be unwilling, reluctant, unwilling, and unconvinced, but the sum of these emotions is nothing compared to being lucky. I am glad that she is still alive. If she is still alive, I am willing to use my life to ask for her happiness. I want to see her walk towards her happiness in a wedding dress, I let her go, as long as she doesn't die, as long as she lives well and happily for the rest of her life."

Li Jingshen smiled bitterly, his eyes were sore and red, and a picture suddenly appeared in his mind, Shen Zhichu was holding up the hem of his skirt and running towards her happiness.

And he was standing lonely in an inconspicuous corner behind her, from being unwilling to then slowly letting go.

Under the warm sun and cool breeze, Cicada screamed tirelessly.

"Unfortunately... there is no if."

The smile on Li Jingshen's face was uglier than crying, "The way I am now makes me sick even to myself."

After listening to Li Jingshen's words, Lu Tingchuan couldn't tell whether this life is the previous life or the next life, or another time and space in the parallel world?

But the result was the same, he lost Shen Qing in two lifetimes.

When Li Jingshen was about to leave, he glanced at Lu Tingchuan, who was kneeling on the ground and carefully wiping Shen Qing's photo on the tombstone with a tissue. He was wiping the cold tombstone, but the movements of his hands and the look in his eyes seemed to be shining through the cold The tombstone is rubbing Shen Qing.

After Li Jingshen left, Lu Tingchuan sat by the tombstone when he was tired from kneeling, leaning his head on it. He would spend some time here every day to tell Shen Qing what happened to the two children.

For example, today Yu Sheng wet the bed on Yu Nian.

The two children listened to the song Shen Qing sang on the mobile phone every day, and now they can open their mouths and babble to keep up with the tune.

Lu Tingchuan took out the baby's breath from the bag and carefully placed it in front of the tombstone.

"Time flies so fast, the flowering period of the baby's breath is over."

Shen Qing, I miss you.

As it was getting late, Lu Tingchuan stood up staggeringly, and smiled at Shen Qing's photo, "I'll come see you tomorrow, and when the two children can go out, I'll bring them along."

Lu Tingchuan went home, washed and disinfected his body before going to see the two children, hugging his younger sister first and then his elder brother.

The two children grinned happily as soon as they saw their father. Lu Tingchuan went to pour the milk familiarly. The hand holding the bottle was beautiful, slender and clean, and the knuckles were curled up, which implied loneliness.

The weather was warm, Lu Tingchuan asked the doctor if he could take the two children outside.

"Where are you taking?"

"Cemetery, I want them to see Shen Qing."

"You can take it out. The weather is warm today. Don't worry. Both children's physical indicators are normal now. It depends on whether there are any allergies. Just be careful and come to the hospital if you have any problems."

Lu Tingchuan nodded to show that he remembered.

This time, Lu Tingchuan brought two children with him. The driver drove, accompanied by Aunt Lin. The car was full of baby products.

It was the first time for the two children to go out far, and they didn't sleep when they were in the car, and looked around with their eyes open.

After getting out of the car, Lu Tingchuan was holding two children, and Aunt Lin was behind pushing the baby carriage. After entering, Lu Tingchuan could see the backs of one big and one small from a distance.

This time it was Bai Qiujing who came to the cemetery. Li Jingshen had another explanation, but why did Bai Qiujing appear here? Could it be that he also has memories of what happened in his previous life?

Bai Qiujing stood straight in front of Shen Qing's tombstone, only her eyes drooped, looking at Shen Qing's photo on the tombstone, her name... 22 years old, short and absurd life.

Bai Qiujing didn't know Shen Qing, and he didn't understand why he came here. He was obviously an insignificant person, but standing in front of this tombstone, he felt very sad for a moment, and his breathing became heavy.

Bai Qiujing, 34, has yet to meet anyone he likes. He adopted a girl in the orphanage and named him Nianchu.

Miss Huai En, the original intention remains the same.

But is that really the only meaning?

Bai Qiujing didn't know either, he always felt that he would meet a very important person in his life, he had forgotten her, and he would never meet her again.