Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

After four years of marriage, although she has been taking contraceptive measures, Shen Zhichu still often goes to the gynecology hospital for checkups and is always ready to conceive. It is a pity that Li Jingshen did not give her the opportunity to be a mother.

Later, when she was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer, she couldn't even survive herself, so how dare she take on another life.

There is a saying in the book that when you have a child, you have sustenance, but for her now, that is not sustenance, but a boulder that crushes her to death.

Qin Mo also knew that she liked children, after all, she often told him what would happen after giving birth to a baby.

Shen Zhichu stared at her belly, her eyes were empty, as if she was looking at it or not, she stretched out her hand to stroke her belly, thinking silently: I will have to wait for someone to be reincarnated in the future, I'm sorry baby.

The empty gaze suddenly became firm for a moment: "Qin Mo, beat the child up for me. If you don't want to, I'll go to another hospital." She made it clear with her attitude that she couldn't have this child, and no one could persuade her.

Qin Mo withdrew his hand and stared at the computer. Many images flashed in his mind: "You are not physically suitable for abortion now. If you really insist, you can come back after half a month of training. It will give you time to think about it."

She didn't need to think about it at all, but Qin Mo also insisted that it was impossible to give her an abortion today.

The two fell silent, Shen Zhichu stared at the inspection report on the table, and then glanced at Qin Mo again.

It was only then that he noticed that Qin Mo's complexion was very bad, his face was blue, and he had bags under his eyes.

She thought it was the light from the computer screen shining on his face that made him look bad, but now that she looked carefully, she realized that it was not.

"You haven't slept well lately?" Shen Zhichu clearly saw Qin Mo's face stiffen, and she propped her chin, "You have a bad complexion."

Qin Mo touched his face: "Is there any?"

Shen Zhichu nodded: "You used to have good skin, but now you have dark circles and bags under your eyes."

"The recent cases are more complicated, and there are meetings every day." Qin Mo explained but his eyes were a little dodgy, just in time when he saw Bai Qiu who had been standing outside, he pointed and successfully changed the subject, "The man standing outside who is it?"

"I just met today, and he sent me to the hospital."

"It looks dumb." Qin Mo originally wanted to say "stupid", but he felt disrespectful, so he changed the term.

Shen Zhichu euphemistically said: "He grew up in an orphanage, suffered serious injuries and knocked his head, and has some mental defects."

Really stupid? "Then do you want to give him a brain CT examination later?"

"It depends on him, but I don't give any hope. He has been in this situation for 15 years."

"15 years..." Qin Mo frowned involuntarily, "That's more troublesome."

The human brain is the most complex structure. It is like a machine. If one part is damaged, the whole machine will malfunction unless the parts are replaced, and some nerves in the brain cannot be replaced.

Shen Zhichu suddenly remembered the scene under the wisteria tree, she asked Qin Mo: "He gives me a very familiar feeling, have I seen him before?"

"You don't have any memory yourself and you still ask me?"

Shen Zhichu continued, "I just want to ask you if you have any impression of him."

Qin Mo turned his gaze to meet Bai Qiu's face, not to mention, this man is good-looking enough, even if he has seen good-looking men, he would be a little surprised.

Qin Mo looked good enough and filtered it in his mind, shook his head and said, "I haven't seen it, you probably haven't seen him either, you didn't go to an orphanage when he was in an orphanage."

Shen Zhichu sighed inexplicably, feeling empty in his heart.

Qin Mo entered the rest of the information into the computer and saved it: "Zhichu, I wanted to tell you later..."

"tell me what?"

Qin Mo, who had a relaxed expression just now, suddenly became serious, and a sense of uneasiness rose in her heart.

Qin Mo replied, "I want to go abroad."

"So suddenly? How long?"

"Not sure." Qin Mo replied while typing on the keyboard.

Shen Zhichu asked, "What are you doing abroad?"

"Doing cancer research."

"It's because of me that you..."

Qin Mo stopped his movements and glanced at her: "Don't be so stinky, I'm serving the people."

That being said, Shen Zhichu still felt uncomfortable in his heart, and couldn't suppress the feeling of loss, "How could it be so sudden." Researching can range from a year or two to more than ten years.

"It's not all of a sudden. The medicine I gave you was just researched. You are the first to take it, which is equivalent to my experimental subject. By the way, you come to the hospital to draw blood once a month after I leave. This is very important for us. Research helps a lot."

Shen Zhichu frowned, and said with a sad face: "I thought you went abroad because of me, but I didn't expect you to treat me as a test subject. After all these years, you paid by mistake after all."

Qin Mo laughed angrily, reached out and pinched her face: "Why are you so thick-skinned?"

Shen Zhichu's hippie smile concealed the loneliness in her heart. She really never thought that Qin Mo, who grew up with him, would leave her.

Qin Mo's face was a little uncomfortable: "I have already re-arranged an attending doctor for you. I have explained your situation to her clearly. In the future, you will see her no matter what kind of illness you come to the hospital."

Shen Zhichu lay on the table and moved his lips: "You have arranged the follow-up before everyone left. Do you think you have premeditated?"

There was no premeditation, he also made the decision two days ago, when something happened to the Qin family, he was caught off guard by Li Jingshen, so he could only leave the country in embarrassment.

He didn't dare to tell Shen Zhichu these things, because he was afraid that she would blame herself and feel guilty, and even more afraid that she would strike a stone with an egg.

"Don't talk about it, I'll take you to see Dr. Su later."