I don't deserve your love

In the afternoon, the two went to the hospital together. Fu Yanye was by Wang Rui's side after running. Every time she entered the examination room, she separated from him for a while, but he stood at the door and looked inside without moving his eyes. opened.

In the end, I went to the counseling room, and the doctor asked her to make choices on the form, and it still proved that she did not have depression.

Fu Yanye was very puzzled, and mentioned to the doctor: "She has been depressed recently, very autistic, and rarely speaks."

"It doesn't mean she's depressed."

"what is that?"

"Or, she doesn't want to see you."

"..."

A person who had been nervous all afternoon in the hospital suddenly had a lack of blood supply to the brain.

Zhuo Jian sat anxiously on the chair outside, stood up when he came out, and asked when he approached, "What did the doctor say?"

"A little bit depressed, it's not a big deal, it should be good to go home and see the children?"

He looked at her intently, and in the end he was a little worried, so he could only carry out the children and coax her.

Yes, coax her.

Now he doesn't even know how to make her smile, except for the children.

Zhuo Jian smiled when she heard the children, "Then let's go back quickly."

"Ah."

Fu Yanye agreed, and Wang Rui took all the big and small bags of medicine with her, and then they walked back.

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Yuan Man was pregnant, vomited badly, and was dizzy all day long, but when she saw her return to Shengyuan, she ran out immediately, "Ma'am, you are back."

"How did you lose weight?"

Seeing her, Zhuo Jian asked worriedly.

Yuan Man suddenly lowered his head shyly.

Zhuo Jian looked at her suspiciously and became even more nervous.

"She is pregnant."

Fu Yanye suddenly said beside her.

Zhuo Jian was pleasantly surprised and smiled.

Fu Yanye: "..."

The doctor's words echoed in her ears again.

So she was not as depressed with others as when she was with him?

She put on makeup before going to the hospital, and now she looks more energetic.

She was completely different from the poor woman that night.

Fu Yanye panicked, and didn't take much rest all day, so he said: "Go back first, it's too hot outside."

"Ah."

Zhuo Jian agreed, then walked in with Yuan Man in her arms.

Wang Rui followed behind, only thinking that the woman dared to run away. When the two of them were alone at night, they had to teach them well. They both had to be careful when they were parents for the first time.

Especially Wang Ruiyou's case of Lin Ruxiang's miscarriage was simply a shadow.

"Welcome home ma'am."

Just when I entered, there was a bang, and the sky was full of fireworks.

Zhuo Jian trembled in fright, but then smiled in surprise: "Well, you stinky girl."

"Thank you for your hard work."

Seeing that there were still staff in the building, Zhuo Jian thanked them gratefully.

Fu Yanye's heart beat a little faster because she was scared just now.

These people can make surprises, why make such a big noise.

She is so thin and weak, what if she gets frightened?

but……

Finally brought her home again.

Fu Yanye was standing at the door talking to Wang Rui, and he was relieved when he saw her sitting on the sofa.

Wang Rui found it incredible that his boss was so careful.

But in this way, is it possible for their husband and wife to reconcile?

Wang Rui thought, in fact, as long as the boss is willing to endure, pay more, and treat his wife better, the wife will turn around immediately.

Fu Yanye actually didn't expect that he could resist scolding her.

That night when he saw some cigarette butts in the ashtray on her tea table, he almost lost his temper, but when he saw the beautiful stars in her eyes become fragile, he was no longer sure that he would do that right.

He went to see her quietly every night while she was asleep, but fortunately she would take two bites, and then take the antipyretics well.

But she still ate too little, and the antipyretics had side effects, so she would vomit.

As soon as she vomited, his heart was like a knife.

Forget it.

That night he drank alone at home, and after a long time, he finally gave up.

She can't lose any more weight.

He couldn't leave her alone anymore either.

It's just to make her happy. As a man, he doesn't even have the ability to make a woman happy?

In the evening, Fu Yanye was cooking in the kitchen, and Zhuo Jian was on the phone with Jian Qian in the living room.

She wore earphones and listened intently to Jian Qian's questions, and then solved them. Finally, she asked, "Qianqian, have you ever thought about going to the front of the stage?"

Jian Qian was stunned, and it took a long time before she stumbled and said, "No, no."

"I shouldn't appear in front of the stage next year. I plan to let you try."

Zhuo Jian expressed his thoughts.

Jian Qian didn't make a sound for a long time. I don't know how long it took. She asked a little unconfidently: "I, can I do it? I have nothing special, I..."

She didn't know how to respond, but reason told her that she shouldn't refuse.

"Jian Qian, you must have something special, and you must have it."

Zhuo Jian said.

"Yes, is it?"

"For example, you are very careful, you know how to read words, and you never make mistakes in your manuscripts."

"Is this also something extraordinary?"

"of course."

Zhuo Jian was much calmer when talking about this.

Jian Qian smiled, and suddenly felt very sweet.

Zhuo Jian turned her head while listening to her talk, accidentally saw someone coming out of the kitchen, and said to Jian Qian, "It's time for dinner, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Fu Yanye approached her and asked, "Are you planning to retreat behind the scenes?"

"Ah."

Zhuo Jian looked at him, and after a while, nodded in agreement.

"Still wanting to leave again?"

"According to what you said, we will divorce when I raise fifty kilograms. You can no longer meddle in my affairs, and you are not allowed to find someone to follow me."

She was suddenly brave and wise, and she was no longer so cautious when talking to him.

"..."

Fu Yanye stared at her with black eyes, and he was very angry at this moment.

She actually told him to leave him alone, she always wanted to escape him.

Fu Yanye was irritated and wanted to hold her in his arms, but she could only hum and beg for mercy.

"Don't forget to give me all the documents later."

Zhuo Jian proposed again.

Fu Yanye planned to stay away from her, so as not to really do that.

But she reminded him that he had to stop.

But she straightened her small body and continued to move forward.

"And the children, didn't they say they would come back and live with us?"

Zhuo Jian suddenly turned around again, politely, and asked him a question very politely.

Fu Yanye only felt a headache, "I will pick them up from get off work tomorrow, and today they will live with their parents first."

"Okay, then give me your ID first."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she walked in again, and then pulled away her usual seat and sat down.

He didn't like to sit across from her before, he always felt it was too far away.

But now, he sensibly sat opposite her.

Because he didn't want to miss every subtle expression of hers.

But looking at the light food on the table, she still has no appetite.

At this moment, she had to admit that she was indeed suffering from anorexia, what else did the doctor say?Because of long-term anorexia, it leads to gastrointestinal dysfunction, what kind of malnutrition, chronic stomach disease and so on?

No wonder my mouth is always bitter recently.

Fu Yanye raised his eyes to see her holding the rice in her chopsticks but not putting it into her mouth, and frowned, "Drink some soup first."

"Ah."

Zhuo Jian promised that she must eat well.

For fifty kilograms, she had to be a cook.

But as soon as she picked up the soup, she felt a terrible pain in her stomach, and she swallowed the bowl of soup in one gulp. She was just about to eat, but before the food reached her mouth, she couldn't hold back and got up and rushed out.

Just as Fu Yanye wanted to eat something, he had to put down the bowl and chopsticks.

She definitely can't do that.

Not long after, she came out and served the soup by herself: "I can still drink it."

Fu Yanye knew why she was so persistent, but she couldn't help but get angry, and even felt very nervous.

"The children will be back tomorrow night. You have to adjust. Eating like this will not affect them well. You still have to take your time."

He reassures.

But Zhuo Jian felt that she couldn't slow down.

43kg, she is now.

It's not much different from fifty kilograms. She worked hard, so she should call it a week or so?

But she ate too fast and still vomited.

Fu Yanye had no choice but to remind again: "You vomit more than you eat, so it's better not to eat."

"..."

What he said seemed to make sense.

So Zhuo Jian ate slowly.

Anyway, he can't become a fat man in one go, but fortunately, he still counts his words now.

Fu Yanye went to get pickles and radishes and came back, opened them, "Taste it."

Zhuo Jian took a sip, looking very appetizing, and then ate that section with big gulps.

Fu Yanye looked at her as if she had finally found something she liked, and felt relieved unconsciously.

However, she planned to let her eat some rice with kimchi and radish, but she ate a small bowl of radish, but she didn't eat a few mouthfuls of rice.

"Don't you want a divorce?"

Fu Yanye asked suddenly.