I don't deserve your love

"Where are you going so late?"

"Zhuo Jian's place."

At around ten o'clock in the evening, Fu Yanye suddenly took his coat and went out.

"Zhuo Jian, this kid, why are you so responsible all of a sudden?"

Wang Yue couldn't help feeling distressed as he watched his leaving back.

Fu Zhengzhi was still playing chess with the old man, and he mentioned to her by the way: "That means he is growing up."

Fu Yanye drove straight to Zhuo Jian's residence. There were not many vehicles on the road at this point, and he couldn't get rid of the grievances she had suffered over the years in his mind.

Every time she gave birth, it was not very good, and every time she gave birth he was not around.

How much did she hate him?

That's why he spoke so loudly to Chen Xiang that he couldn't control himself.

The car entered the community and soon stopped outside her building.

There was only a small light on in the bedroom.

Fu Yanye parked the car and turned to look inside.

The children should be asleep by this time, but she hasn't slept yet.

Fu Yanye didn't know if she couldn't sleep because of the pain she had suffered, or because she wanted to divorce him somehow.

Auntie came out of the building, saw his car, walked over, bent down and tapped on the window lightly.

Fu Yanye came back to his senses and opened the car window.

"Master, when did you come, why didn't you go in? The young lady is not asleep yet."

"Has her fever gone?"

Fu Yanye didn't say anything else.

"Retired, but just now I asked her to drink another one, just in case, the children have also fallen asleep, and they are not infected. The young lady has been wearing a mask."

"Well, someone is waiting for you outside?"

Fu Yanye nodded and asked again.

"The driver of the old house has already come over and is waiting for me at the door. I will come back early tomorrow morning."

"Ah."

Fu Yanye didn't say any more.

The aunt nodded and left with her bag on her shoulders.

In this dark night, he looked alone at the place that was still lit.

-

In the morning, Zhuo Jian was preparing breakfast with her aunt, when Cheng Cheng suddenly ran to the kitchen, "Mommy, it seems that Dad's car is outside."

"Ok?"

"It's really like, you go and see."

Chengcheng grabbed Zhuo Jian's hand and pulled it out.

The aunt smiled and said nothing, watching their mother and son go to the window.

Fu Yanye's car was really there. At this moment, with his back to their mother and son, he just lit a cigarette at the door of the car and smoked.

"It's really Dad, Mommy, I'll ask Dad to come in and have breakfast with us."

"Orange Treasure."

Zhuo Jian regained her senses and turned to call the child who had already run outside.

"Mommy, what's the matter? Are you going too?"

"Orange Treasure."

Zhuo Jian hesitated to speak.

She didn't want to say that they were arguing, that she deliberately let him outside and other nonsense.

"Go ahead."

So she shrugged and smiled at him.

"Oh!"

Chengcheng turned her head and ran out again.

Fu Yanye took a puff of cigarette, saw her by accident, got in the car and left quickly.

When Chengcheng ran out, she saw Fu Yanye's car leaving, and then quickly returned home to call him.

Fu Yanye glanced at his son's number, thought for a while, and got through: "Hello?"

"Dad, why are you leaving? Mommy asked me to call you to have breakfast."

"Dad has something to do temporarily. Your mommy is not in good health. Don't make her angry."

"Of course I won't make Mommy angry, just don't make Mommy angry."

As Chengcheng talked, she felt a little lost.

Zhuo Jian stood by and watched Cheng Cheng's sudden sadness, so she couldn't help walking over and stroking his hair.

Chengcheng raised her eyes and said softly, "Mum, do you want to talk to Dad?"

"Say it for me, let him not forget to eat breakfast."

Zhuo Jian said.

"Oh, Dad, Mommy told you not to forget to eat breakfast, did you hear that?"

"Well, hang up, Dad is driving."

"Okay, goodbye, Dad."

Chengcheng hung up the phone quickly, and then heard the younger brothers in the room calling her sister to wake up, put down the phone and ran to her sister's room.

Zhuo Jian smiled helplessly, and then followed into the room.

-

Zhuo Jian went to the hospital alone after get off work at noon.

Shen Moli was not fully awake yet, and Chen Xiang felt a lot more decadent after a night.

Chen Xiang said, "Are you looking down on me now?"

"Never looked down upon it."

Zhuo Jian smiled lightly.

Chen Xiang couldn't help laughing, and looked down at his wedding ring, "I'm different from Fu Yanye, I never thought about marrying Liang Yu, I'm just more realistic."

"Realistic enough to kill your own wife?"

Zhuo Jian asked him.

Chen Xiang stopped laughing this time, and said after a long time, "I would rather die than see Jasmine get hurt."

"It's really easy to make a person feel disheartened, but after Jasmine comes out of the ICU, she still hopes that you can try her best to reassure her. If she can't do her confinement well, she will be in poor health in the future. Realistic people should also know that the overall situation is the most important thing? "

"Well, thanks for visiting her."

Chen Xiang agreed and did not forget to thank him.

"You don't need to thank you, you are not qualified."

Zhuo Jian left after finishing speaking, but she still turned around, "Mr. Chen, please contact me when Jasmine wakes up."

"I can."

Chen Xiang still agreed.

Last night, fortunately she was the one who came, no matter what she said to Jasmine, even if it was killing him, as long as she gave Jasmine the strength to live, he was willing to agree to her.

Zhuo Jian left without stopping this time.

I bought a hamburger for lunch on the way, and ate it in the office after returning to Taili.

Jian Qian went to find her, "Sister, I want to go to the interview with that big man in the south in person."

Zhuo Jian swallowed the hamburger in her mouth, nodded, and continued to stare at the news on the computer screen.

"But I'm a little worried that I don't have enough cafes and people won't see me."

Jian Qian approached, sat beside her and stared at her for a long time before continuing.

Zhuo Jian continued to look at the computer screen, took another bite of the hamburger and said, "But Qianqian, it's not easy for everyone at the beginning. Of course I can talk to President Mu first, but do you want to rely on me for the rest of your life?"

Jian Qian: "..."

"If you ask me to solve it for you every time you have a problem, how can you grow? How can you be independent?"

"you're right."

Jian Qian bit her lip.

"Qianqian, it doesn't matter, even if you are rejected a hundred times, but as long as he nods, it is your first step towards success. The achievements you have earned are far more fulfilling than those given to you by others." There are many."

"Of course I know this, but the schedule is too full recently, I, forget it, I won't make excuses, I will work hard."

Jian Qian thought, she really didn't work hard enough.

"There is also the matter that your program is too full. I also want to mention it to you in the past two days. You are just starting now. It is best to concentrate on the program in hand."

"You mean, not on other shows? But will that offend people?"

She always thought that if she had to work hard and offend people less, it would be difficult for her to refuse when someone invited her.

"In our business, it is impossible not to offend people, but when you are good enough, everyone will be proud to know you, and even your sworn enemy will become your old friend again."

"This is the so-called power of capital?"

"No, it's the power of grades."

"I understand, then I will work hard. I am haggard after being chased by those teachers on the show these days. It happens that I will refuse now, so as not to be exhausted physically and mentally. Then I will concentrate on going Study that interview."

"Ah."

Zhuo Jian nodded and continued to watch the news and eat her burger.