I don't deserve your love

Since she was a child, she has always had his eyes and heart full of him.

If he is there, the whole world is there.

She was easily satisfied when she was a child, as long as she saw him every day.

The neighbor mothers always smile when they see her every day, wondering why she is so silly all day long.

Only a few knew, "That silly girl must have seen that kid from the Fu family again."

She also heard ridicule when she was a child, but it was kind and made her blush.

But for a while she really didn't dare, when he and Lin Ruxiang really became a couple with friends, she really quit silently.

What was the real situation that they would get married that year?

It was true that the elders forced him to marry her, it was true that he agreed to marry her in front of the elders, and it was true that he summoned her alone.

"I can marry you."

At that time, when he was young, he had already shown his sharpness, and his words were naturally crisp.

She asked him again, "What about Miss Ruxiang?"

"That's not something you should worry about. After you get married, you go abroad. If I don't ask you to come back in the future, don't come back."

"But……"

"Zhuo Jian, you have no choice. As long as I want to divorce, you come back and divorce me immediately. Ruxiang is not something you should consider."

"it is good."

At that time, she was frightened by his sudden solemnity, and she really didn't ask any more questions after that.

However, she believed in her heart that he was helpless, the Fu family did not allow him to marry Lin Ruxiang, she was just a display,

In those three years, she was really too, he showed it to the elders.

But later, when they met again, everything deviated from her thoughts and the original track.

If she asked him why he did that then, would there be an answer?

Zhuo Jian didn't know when she fell asleep, and then she felt that she was dreaming, the young man was kissing her, and she consciously offered her lips, put her arms around him, and responded clumsily.

"Jane?"

"Ok?"

It was a very sweet call, and she couldn't help answering it.

The man hugging her chuckled, and then kissed her on the forehead again, "It's so sweet."

Zhuo Jian smiled, then slowly turned over.

I habitually sleep with another pillow in my arms, but what about the pillow?

She hooked her hand for a long time, and then she couldn't find the pillow in the old position. She opened her eyes reflexively. The temperature of that kiss on her lips and forehead seemed to have not disappeared.

Her heartbeat gradually accelerated, and she felt that the light above her face was dim, and her waist was pinched.

She turned around quickly, and then saw the person who should be in her dream with her big black eyes.

He smiled like a spring breeze, his eyes were tender and ambiguous.

Zhuo Jian took a long breath and forgot to put it down, "You..."

"Thank you madam for taking in last night."

"..."

Zhuo Jian's face turned red, but she didn't say a word.

"Thank you, Madam, for taking the initiative to kiss me just now."

"..."

His words became lower and lower, and more and more charming.

He hugged her from behind and whispered, "There is something I never told you."

There was a thump in her heart, and the emotion just now was gone.

She really doesn't want to hear anything bad again.

She lay on her side again, with her hands under her face, waiting for his next words.

"During this time apart, I have been suffering from insomnia."

"..."

Wang Yue's circle of friends suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. Wang Yue's circle of friends said that he had insomnia. She always thought that it was just talking about scaring her.

"Shall we sleep together from now on?"

It was said last night that the person who only stayed for one night suddenly made this request again.

Zhuo Jian's heartbeat started to beat too fast again, and she couldn't return to him for a long time.

"Okay? Please have pity on me?"

Not only did he sell miserably, but his voice was bewitching.

"No, I don't pity you."

"It's so cruel."

He kissed her behind the ear, but hugged her tightly again, "But I still like it."

Zhuo Jian: "..."

I thought he was going to leave again in anger.

It turned out to be...

Do you still like it?

When did Boss Fu become so talkative?

It was still only last night and this morning, my mouth was like honey.

Later he got up first, and he said she didn't have to get up early.

But she was tired from lying down, so she got up and went to the door, looked at the empty living room, then followed the sound to the kitchen, and then went straight to the kitchen.

Sure enough, Boss Fu was working as a chef again.

She leaned against the wall and stared silently.

Fu Yanye turned back, glanced at her and continued to work, and asked her: "Why don't you lie down for a while?"

"Lay tired."

She muttered, then looked at his broad back.

At this moment, she wanted her to rush forward and hug him gently from behind, no, tightly, hug him tightly.

but……

She just leaned against the wall and watched quietly.

Too much happened during their years, so much that she didn't dare to move forward easily.

She lowered her head and looked at the slippers on her feet. He also bought these shoes, and he did everything in this house.

He never treated her badly, or loved her very much.

Of course, only these.

He can easily give her what money can buy, but what about the others?

She thought quietly, and was also worried about the day when they could really let go of their grievances and be together again.

After breakfast, Fu Yanye suddenly changed his behavior of leaving the car in the past, and stood outside the corridor and said to her, "Send you to work first?"

"Ah."

She is very used to it and nodded.

"walk."

Although there is only a road across, after all, the road is so wide, and there are other things on both sides.

But he still reached out to hold her.

Zhuo Jian held her breath for an instant, looked down, his hands were naturally entangled with hers, and clasped tightly.

Fu Yanye said, "Let's go."

Zhuo Jian followed him dully, walking in the shade of the trees.

Well, now, the leaves are starting to unfurl and it's getting a little shade.

Some cars were moving slowly on the road, including his of course.

They were walking on the sidewalk, and occasionally a bicycle passed by. He protected her inside, like many people who were in a hurry to go to work. They didn't speak much, just walked with their heads bowed, but...

He held her hand all the time, very tightly.

Zhuo Jian's heart seemed to have knocked over a five-flavored bottle, and her nose was sore several times.

When he finally reached the empty entrance of the TV station, he stopped, still holding her hand, and said softly, "Come to pick you up at night? Take the children?"

Zhuo Jian stared at him after listening, but when he couldn't think of what to say, he suddenly said, "Cook for you tonight?"

He stared at her so earnestly and tenderly that her face became a little hot, and her eyes were wandering, but she didn't dare to look at him, so she nodded: "Yeah."

"Go to work."

Finally, he let people go.

Zhuo Jian also wanted to leave, but she still looked at him to remind him that he hadn't let go yet.

Seeing that she was finally willing to look at him, Fu Yanye smiled, but murmured again: "What should I do if I don't want to let go? How about I accompany you to work?"