I don't deserve your love

Zhuo Jian thought and thought, her eyes moved unconsciously, and she put her hands behind her back tightly, and after a long time, she murmured: "Don't drink too much?"

"that's it?"

Fu Yanye was dissatisfied.

"..."

Zhuo Jian lowered her head and thought seriously, but remained silent for a long time.

Fu Yanye sneered, "What else can I expect from you?"

"Then what do you want? Just tell me!"

Zhuo Jian was in a hurry, and asked him softly and humblely.

Fu Yanye stared at her for a while, what does he want?

He wants everything, is she willing to give it?

In her mind, they couldn't go far at all.

Thinking about what she said before, he turned around and walked out.

Only then did Zhuo Jian quietly raise her eyes to look at his back, the farther he walked, the heavier her heart sank.

Like a winery on fire, maybe.

Once ignited, it is difficult to extinguish.

Zhuo Jian sat decadently on the edge of the bathtub, Fu Yanye was now angry with her, and she was also angry with herself.

Thinking that he was not willing to smile to himself during the day.

It's all her fault, right?

She has no right to blame anyone.

But she will have a small temper, can't get angry, and can only show a little when she is alone.

The tent was opened from the outside again, she raised her eyes, and saw a woman walking in.

Lin Ruxiang.

Lin Ruxiang looked at her and smiled, "Are you surprised to see me?"

Zhuo Jian thought to herself, she was taken aback!

Lin Ruxiang walked towards her with a bottle of mineral water.

Zhuo Jian stood up warily: "If you have something to say, you might as well speak it out."

"Actually, it's just a hypocritical wish. By the way, we haven't had a drink yet."

Lin Ruxiang walked to a place not far from her, stopped, looked at the two cups on the table next to the tent, and walked over.

Zhuo Jian watched her sitting on the sofa and opening the mineral water bottle she brought to pour water into the cup, she frowned unconsciously.

One of them belonged to Fu Yanye, and Fu Yanye didn't like to share a cup with others.

But at this time, it seemed meaningless to say these things, so she just looked at what Lin Ruxiang was going to do.

Lin Ruxiang's slender arms were covered with traces of being tied up. They were very red, and some places even seemed to be bleeding.

Zhuo Jian watched quietly, thinking that she did not see Lin Ruxiang again after the wedding, and wondered what happened to her.

Lin Ruxiang poured water and walked towards her, looking decent and steady.

"Let's have a drink. Anyway, I watched you grow up. I was wrong last night. I shouldn't have said things that hurt your self-esteem to you in public. I actually respected your father very much, but love will Make people blind and lose their minds.”

As Lin Ruxiang said, seeing that she was not holding the cup, he gestured with his eyes.

She is like a big sister, but Zhuo Jian is no longer a little sister.

Zhuo Jian glanced at the cup and took it.

bang.

Very crisp sound.

Lin Ruxiang picked up the cup and took a sip. Seeing that Zhuo Jian hadn't moved, she said to her in a good temper, "This is plain water, not wine."

Of course Zhuo Jian knew it was not wine, but the water Lin Ruxiang gave her was brought by Lin Ruxiang himself.

Zhuo Jian felt it was funny, and looked up at her: "I don't want to drink."

Those four words are very light, but very firm.

Lin Ruxiang's face immediately turned cold, but it was only for a few seconds.

She quickly smiled again, and looked at the interior decoration, especially when she saw the big red bed, she lowered her head with a smile, then turned to look at Zhuo Jian, her eyes were full of tears, she was strong and pitiful?

Of course, Zhuo Jian didn't see how pitiful she was.

"I know you hate me. I got along better with Yan Ye since I was a child, and you liked him since I was a child. The two of us are true rivals in love. I snatched him by dishonorable means and let him be mine for a few years. boyfriend, but you have to admit that I almost succeeded, if I can marry him, you should understand that I can also be a good Mrs. Fu."

Lin Ruxiang seemed to be relieved of her past.

Zhuo Jian felt that she played a lot.

"But you still have the means to play hard to get. My sister really feels ashamed."

Lin Ruxiang saw Zhuo Jian's cold and wary eyes, walked up to her and looked at her, and continued, "Sister said this not to hurt you or scold you, but to praise you, and to admit defeat."

admit defeat?

Zhuo Jian thought to herself, I don't see any sign of admitting defeat in your eyes.

"How many years? I have paid too much for him. I feel that my body is going to be worn down. I hate the smell of disinfectant on my body. When every girl wears expensive perfume on her body, I am doing well. I use disinfectant in my youth, those girls hate the smell on my body, so I have no friends, only Yan Ye!"

As Lin Ruxiang spoke, he smiled wryly again, mocking himself.

"Before you came back, he took good care of me. Even if I called in the middle of the night, as long as I said I was not feeling well, he would be there immediately, but as soon as you come back..."

Lin Ruxiang glanced at her again, and took another sip of water.

"Everything has changed! His eyes seem to grow on you. I think he must also hate the smell of disinfectant, and he must also like the smell of fragrant perfume on girls."

"..."

Zhuo Jian suddenly thought that Fu Yanye had indeed said that she smelled very good.

However, she doesn't use perfume much.

"In order to be a perfect cancer patient, I quit drinking and smoking, and all the food and drink are tasteless. That's it, to be honest, I really hate plain water now, and I feel like throwing up when I see it."

Lin Ruxiang looked like he loved and hated at the same time, and then shook his head helplessly.

Zhuo Jian just listened, she was not good at debating.

"Although I lied to him, I really love him. Ask yourself, can you do that for him?"

Lin Ruxiang looked at her and asked.

Zhuo Jian thought that she couldn't.

Why do you want to humiliate yourself like that?

Zhuo Jian couldn't understand Lin Ruxiang's sacrifice. The moment the deceit was exposed, all the sacrifices seemed more like a joke.

Not an ounce of weight anymore.

"But even if you couldn't, even if you didn't even tell him that you were pregnant, he still announced the secret marriage to you, causing a lot of trouble in the city and announcing to the media that he would marry you."

Lin Ruxiang looked up at the roof and laughed again.

She looked at Zhuo Jian: "He really did it."

Zhuo Jian still didn't feel any pity, she just walked to the edge of the bed and put the water glass on the table beside the bed.

Lin Ruxiang glanced at her, her expression changed, but when Zhuo Jian stood by the wall looking at her, she immediately laughed again.

"I give up, I bless him, because love is fulfillment, no matter what your future is, now, I bless him, sincerely, really."

Lin Ruxiang said again.

"I have received your blessing. If there is nothing else, I want to rest early."

Zhuo Jian said.

Lin Ruxiang couldn't hold back the smile on his face after hearing this.

"I'm here to bless you, drink a glass of blessing wine with you, or use water instead of wine, do I just make you disdain me like this? Even if it's just pretending?"

"..."

"Even if it's just a sip."

Lin Ruxiang coaxed her, picked up the cup, and gave it to her again.

Zhuo Jian stared at her with clear eyes and smiled faintly.