I don't deserve your love

"Didn't you say that you should take care of your body for the sake of your children? To take care of your body starts with going to bed early, okay?"

Sheng Xin stood behind her, gently put his hand on her shoulder to hold her, reminding her softly.

"Okay! Stop writing."

Zhuo Jian's shoulder was pressed hard by him, she closed the notebook, then got up and left him.

Sheng Xin followed her as she got up, keeping her eyes on her face.

She deliberately kept her distance, he smiled wryly.

"Then, I'll go back to my room first."

"Ah."

"Good night."

"Good night."

Zhuo Jian took small steps, and hurried away after saying good night.

Sheng Xin sighed helplessly with a wry smile, turned his heels back, and walked to the back window with his hands behind his back.

The moonlight outside is very good, but they still haven't made any progress.

Sheng Xin is not a person who has no confidence in himself. What he is afraid of is that Zhuo Jian will be heartbroken because of Fu Yanye and dare not start a new relationship.

In addition, there is another very important thing, which is more difficult, and I don't know how to deal with it.

-

Zhuo Jian returned to the room and put the two babies on the bed.

Only by guarding the two of them every night can she sleep for a while.

It was also a dream almost every night, dreaming that Cheng Cheng fell into the sea.

Did he cry?

She forgot.

It seemed to be silent.

There was no sound, and Cheng Cheng just fell into the sea.

Did Lin Ruxiang choose that place so that she couldn't even find Cheng Cheng's body?

Like a dream.

She kept swimming in the sea, but she couldn't find anything in the vast sea, and finally she drowned to death.

But just before she died, she saw another piece of old, soaked and dark wood, on which there seemed to be a child.

her son?

Shout out: "Orange Orange."

The kid also yelled, "Mommy, mommy, wow..."

"Don't be afraid, Chengcheng, mom is here to save you!"

"Mother……"

"Orange, orange..."

She was thrashing hard, but a big wave hit her. When she looked at the sea again, the sea was clean again.

What about the piece of wood?

What about Orange?

She woke up in fear, gasping for breath.

Not knowing what time it was, she touched the eyes on the head of the bed to put them on for herself.

The bedside lamp was also turned on, and turned on the dimmest light,

She lay down gently again, watching the pair of twins next to her gradually calm down again, but she couldn't fall back asleep no matter what.

Later, I opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out the notebook inside, opened it, and then continued to work.

She is now writing for a magazine, and she doesn't earn much, but she doesn't want to be a useless person.

Ouyang Ping contacted her through the magazine she contributed to, and opened a public relations company under Ouyang Ping's name, but Zhuo Jian continued to write the manuscript.

So even in the time when she is not going out, she is not very idle, and it is this busyness that shares her pain.

She thought that after leaving in the future, at least she had some savings to make life better for the two children.

When she was at home, she didn't wear a ring on her finger, she only put it on when she went out with Sheng Xin.

Now, a pair of clean fingers tapped lightly on the keyboard until a message popped up on QQ in the lower right corner. It was Ouyang Ping, who was also tortured by a domestic violence case. Jane sent her a message when she was online, "Why haven't you slept yet? Are you dreaming again?"

Zhuo Jian didn't answer her directly, but said: "You give me so much work, how can I have time to sleep?"

"You should do more. After all, if you want to raise twins, where else can you get money for milk powder?"

Ouyang Ping didn't want to talk to her about anything else, and immediately shifted to the case she was dealing with recently.

-

In the morning, Zhuo Jian, his aunt and Chang Xia took care of the two little babies, eating, drinking and drinking. Sheng Xin came out of the room and saw the door of Zhuo Jian's room was open, and walked over after hearing the sound.

The two little guys are very beautiful, but they both wear pink clothes and look a little...

Well, it's actually quite cute.

Sheng Xin bent down and touched the chin of one of them, and murmured softly: "How long will it take for them to call mom and dad?"

The aunt who took care of the child replied to him, "It will probably be seven or eight months later, but it doesn't necessarily mean that it is Dad."

"Maybe it's Lababa."

Chang Xia said with a smile.

When Zhuo Jian heard that sentence, the smile on her face darkened.

Some pictures that should not be remembered seem to appear in my mind suddenly, and the pictures are very real.

Sheng Xin went out after breakfast and called Chang Xia outside.

When Chang Xia saw him, even though he was unhappy, he always called out respectfully: "Mr. Sheng."

"Don't try to change anything."

"..."

Chang Xia looked at him in bewilderment.

Sheng Xin patted her on the shoulder: "Xiao Xia, you are still too naive, you think I don't know that you are going to see Yuan Man?"

Chang Xia almost forgot about it. Yesterday she re-added WeChat with Yuan Man, and Yuan Man sent a message telling her that Sheng Xin knew they had met.

"I know exactly what you two want to do, but you don't even think about it. Can these two people go back? Don't you know the consequences of letting Zhuo Jian meet Fu Yanye? If you didn't find out that you were pregnant at that time , she's already dead."

Sheng Xin coldly reminded her of those scenes that she was about to forget.

Chang Xia lowered her head.

"Don't remind her of more sad things. First of all, we must put an end to her contact with Fu Yanye, even if it is indirectly."

"I see."

Chang Xia agreed.

"So if Mrs. Fu finds you and says she wants to see Zhuo Jian, you don't have to agree to her, and you don't even need to see her."

"Ah."

Chang Xia nodded again.

She didn't want Zhuo Jian to get hurt again.

It is true that Zhuo Jian should not see the Fu family again.

Sheng Xin wanted Zhuo Jian to completely sever ties with the Fu family. Even if the Fu family treated her well, what did she owe the Fu family?

Sheng Xin didn't want her to foolishly promise the Fu family something she shouldn't, so it's best to prevent them from meeting each other.

Sheng Xin left, and Chang Xia went back to the house.

Sure enough, Yuan Man sent her a WeChat message, saying that Wang Yue wanted to see Zhuo Jian.

Chang Xia stood at the door in a daze, sad, Zhuo Jian stood at the stairs and asked her, "What's wrong?"

"Mrs. Fu has come to City K and wants to see you."

Chang Xia mentioned with a hoarse voice.

Zhuo Jian actually guessed yesterday that Yuan Man could not come alone.

I just didn't expect it to be Wang Yue.

But no matter what, would she still see her?

"I don't remember Mrs. Fu, and I don't want to see anyone."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she took the water glass and went to the study.

Chang Xia felt that he probably shouldn't have told her, bit his lip regretfully, and sent Yuan Man a message: "Ma'am is not free."

Yuan Man groaned unconsciously when he saw these four words, and then looked at Wang Yue who was on the phone with a friend in City A. Wang Yue also saw her, and immediately asked her softly, covering his phone, "What's wrong?"

Yuan Man shook his head.

Wang Yue's eyes were immediately filled with disappointment, but she must go to see Zhuo Jian.

Since Zhuo Jian didn't see her, she went to Sheng's house in person.