I don't deserve your love

Fu Yanye's voice was cold, and he hung up the phone after speaking.

After Zhuo Jian listened to his words with a suppressed tone, the complicated emotions in her eyes flowed, and she finally felt relieved.

Finally, they are about to be freed.

Zhuo Jian slowly put the phone back on the table, looked at Chang Xia in a blink of an eye and said, "Xia Xia, let's book a ticket for tomorrow and go abroad."

"it is good!"

Chang Xia was a little surprised at the speed, but agreed immediately.

-

"Tomorrow? Are you in a hurry?"

When Sheng Xin came home at night and heard her words, he couldn't accept it.

"Tomorrow at nine o'clock in the morning, Fu Yanye asked me to go through the divorce process at the Civil Affairs Bureau. Chang Xia and I took the children and left immediately after the procedures were over."

"But……"

"Sheng Xin, thank you."

Sheng Xin still couldn't accept it, but Zhuo Jian smiled, thanked you, and successfully separated the two of them far enough.

"Ah Jian, as I said, let's go together if we want to go."

Sheng Xin reminded her.

"It's impossible for me to tell you, let me take them away by myself."

Zhuo Jian shook her head calmly and firmly.

"Give me some more time, where do you want to go, I'll sort out and move the company there, and we'll live together there from now on, okay?"

Sheng Xin asked her, he didn't want her to be alone, she was not in good health, and she had two children, Chang Xia could help, but how much could Chang Xia help with heartlessness?

Zhuo Jian just refused with a smile.

Impossibility was written in her eyes.

Sheng Xin stood up in agitation. There were only the two of them in the huge living room, but they were extremely depressed.

He was always good at creating an atmosphere, but at this moment, he was still disappointed and angry.

He turned around and looked down at her, "I know you're disappointed in me, seeing you in pain but hiding Cheng Cheng from you, I admit that I'm mean, but Ah Jian, isn't it enough to get along for so long? to let you know my heart?"

She is so smart, she will not understand.

Sheng Xin looked at her, begging her to give him a chance with his eyes.

"you deserve better."

Zhuo Jian just smiled and blessed him.

"What's better?"

Sheng Xin laughed and asked her.

"You'll know it when you meet it, but it shouldn't be someone like me who can't give you both physically and mentally."

"Why can't you give it to me? There is a saying that love grows after a long time, have you forgotten?"

Sheng Xin continued to ask her.

Zhuo Jian was always so calm.

"No, the feelings accumulated over time will not be love."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she got up and wanted to leave.

"But I just fell in love with you, and I just don't intend to let you go? At first I also wanted to treat you as my sister, and I also thought that as long as I lived happily, but Ah Jian, people are greedy. You long for freedom. I But I want you more and more."

Sheng Xin couldn't help but watch her go.

He fell in love with her.

For more than a year, he couldn't help falling in love with her.

He doesn't care what other people say about her being a married woman, or how many children she has given birth to, he just thinks she's good.

Zhuo Jian heard this sentence, turned around to look at him, and couldn't help saying that sentence: "I'm just using you to get rid of Fu Yanye, you should know from the moment you hide Chengcheng, I won't forgive you , your hearts are too cruel."

Sheng Xin looked at her, and suddenly couldn't speak anymore.

"You always think that you love me very much, but you can watch me hurt with cold eyes. If you really love someone, how can you be willing to let her hurt?"

Zhuo Jian asked him softly, the moment she shed tears, she just smiled very gently.

She is tired.

these men.

Why is it that she is always easy to talk sweetly on weekdays, but when a woman needs it most, she is indifferent as if she doesn't know her.

"That's not love at all, it's just your desire to possess and conquer. You want to prove yourself through women, but after you get it, will you cherish it?"

"Jane."

"You won't, you will feel bored, and then find new prey, and find the long-lost desire to conquer in the new prey."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she lowered her eyes a little, then turned and went upstairs.

No matter what, Sheng Xin did not believe what he heard.

She actually described him as that kind of person.

When he hid Cheng Cheng at that time, he had selfish desires, but does having selfish desires prove that it is not love?

If he didn't love her, why would he guard her so day after day to comfort her and feel uneasy about her?

Zhuo Jian had rented a house in a foreign town two days ago, and they were going to leave in the middle of the night.

Since the two of them had children, Zhuo Jian chose express delivery for luggage and so on.

Sheng Xin was waiting for her at the door, seeing her and Chang Xia coming out with a child in their arms, he immediately walked up to her and took the baby away, "I'll see you off."

Zhuo Jian felt that they had made it very clear last night, so she nodded.

On the way, she sat next to Sheng Xin, and Chang Xia sat behind with the baby.

Sheng Xin occasionally looked at her in the rearview mirror and asked her, "Isn't it possible that we can't even be friends?"

Zhuo Jian turned her head: "How come? As long as you don't dislike it."

Sheng Xin had no choice but to smile bitterly, "It's good that you don't dislike me for being clingy."

Zhuo Jian's heart suddenly tugged.

The word sticky is somewhat familiar.

As if something happened in a certain dimension, some soft words suddenly came to mind, those words were so soft and sticky.

"Don't be by my side, your shoulders will collapse under your pressure."

"I like it, I'll give you a massage."

"Will it hurt less?"

"How about this? Wife, I like to pester you all the time."

"Fu Yanye, you are too clingy."

She felt a sharp pain in her heart, it was Fu Yanye.

She silently lowered her eyes, and her heart felt hot.

Later, her eyes could not see clearly, and she turned her head to look out the window.

It was raining lightly outside the window, and the wind was strong, and the rain did not know where it was blown.

Where is her heart?

Still.

It's so hot, it hurts, and it's still in her chest.

Zhuo Jian quietly choked up.

-

City A.

At eight o'clock in the morning, she took a taxi on the way directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

A mist hangs over the city, and she looks outside to see a hair salon open and the owner shake out towels.

"Master, please stop the car."

"Girl, are you not going to the Civil Affairs Bureau?"

"Wait a minute."

Zhuo Jian paid the money and got out of the car.

The driver left, and she stood looking at the hair salon.

bid farewell.

The name of the salon.

And look at the boss who looks only about 30 years old. Thinking about it, he is also a boss with a story, right?

The boss looked up and saw her standing there looking at her, so he said hello, "Beauty, do you want to say goodbye?"

Zhuo Jian thought, yes.

She sat in the innermost chair in the hair salon. The boss combed her hair with a comb and asked, "If you want to say goodbye, do you have to cut your hair very short?"

"Well, cut it, here."

Zhuo Jian thought about it, and saw a hairstyle on the Internet before, which was quite neat, and it was not difficult to see.

Half of the neck should be exposed, with a slight thinning at the top.

The owner of the hair salon watched her gesture, took out his mobile phone and searched for a hairstyle to show her. After Zhuo Jian nodded, he began to operate.

At exactly nine o'clock, Zhuo Jian showed up at the Civil Affairs Bureau on time.

After the taxi stopped, she got out of the car and saw Fu Yanye standing on the steps.

He's wearing all black today, kind of like...