I don't deserve your love

"Mother?"

At around ten o'clock in the morning the next day, Zhuo Jian woke up drowsily, and all he could see was the lovely face of the eldest son.

Zhuo Jian was in a daze, but still couldn't help laughing, leaned towards him, and murmured: "Baby."

"Mom, wake up."

Chengcheng raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder and continued to call her.

"Let mommy sleep for a while."

Zhuo Jian muttered, her head ached so badly that she didn't think about it at all.

but……

Her eyes that had just been closed slowly opened again, where is she?

Shengyuan?

Their house?

Zhuo Jian got up, raised her hand to caress her forehead, it was a little hot, but not serious, and then looked around.

Not in their apartment.

Fu Yanye has not allowed her to sleep here during this time.

She lowered her eyes, and suddenly it appeared in her mind that they went to Fanxing together last night, then she and Zhao Ran had a drink, and then...

What else happened?

What about Fu Yanye?

Zhuo Jian suddenly heard a familiar voice.

He said he was going on a business trip tomorrow.

Isn't it today?

Zhuo Jian hugged Cheng Cheng and got out of bed, went out and looked outside, Yuan Man and Chang Xia had just come out of the room with Cheng Qing and Cheng Li, and greeted her happily: "Young Madam, you are awake."

"Where's Fu Yanye?"

Zhuo Jian just opened his mouth.

"The boss is on a business trip."

Yuan Man returned her.

He actually left?

She has no idea.

Zhuo Jian was distraught and a little uneasy.

He must have brought her back last night, why did he suddenly let her sleep there again?

Conscience found out?

Later, my aunt took Chengcheng to dinner, and she went back to the bedroom, picked up her mobile phone, and there was a WeChat message in it.

"When I come back, let's have a serious talk."

Seriously?

Zhuo Jian was a little annoyed at her gaffe last night, why did she compete with Zhao Ran for wine?

So careless.

So much so that I don't remember what happened after last night.

but……

She went to the bathroom and looked at her bloodless face in the mirror. Seeing something dirty on her long neck, she leaned over to the mirror and touched it with her hand.

hiss!

pain.

Last night the two of them...

She was drunk and he didn't let her go?

Further down, under the pajamas, there were indeed hickey marks on the skin.

Zhuo Jian was a little annoyed, thinking, the reason why he let her stay overnight last night must be because she had no strength to move, or passed out on his bed, otherwise how could he be so kind?

but……

She looked at herself in the mirror, her mind went blank, but when she met her own eyes, she felt that it was too arbitrary for her to think of him like this.

Ouyang Ping said that everyone thought that after Cheng Cheng's accident, not only was she sad, but Fu Yanye had a bad life?

Of course she knew he wouldn't have a good time either.

After all, it was his own son.

She was angry because she was angry, and she really hated him when she hated him.

At the moment when the accident happened, she really felt that he didn't love her at all, nor did he love Chengcheng.

A rift had opened between them, as if it could never be repaired.

She even felt that separation was the best way to spare each other.

But he didn't intend to do that.

He can always think of ways to keep their marriage going.

What happened last night?

She couldn't tell if what he said to Zhao Ran was true or not.

Will last night be a turning point?

If she really lost, would he really take Zhao Ran away?

Then the fate of their husband and wife will really come to an end.

It doesn't matter if they talk, they need to have a good talk.

Zhuo Jian figured it out and started to wash.

Aunt walked in from the outside and began to clean up.

Zhuo Jian looked up and saw that she had taken some clothes out of the laundry basket, and then looked at the garbage bag she was holding, and couldn't help asking, "What is this for?"

"The young master said that these clothes are no longer needed."

Aunt back to her.

Zhuo Jian wiped her hands, stepped forward and picked up the coat to have a look, this is the suit he wore yesterday, why don't you want it?

Cleanliness again?

Or do you dislike her for soiling his clothes?

Zhuo Jian sniffed his coat, there was indeed a smell of alcohol, and...

Unfamiliar perfume smell?

It seems...

She smelled it again, is it Zhao Ran's perfume?

The image of Zhao Ran throwing himself into his arms suddenly appeared in his mind, but he thought again, the smell of wine was stronger than the smell of perfume, so what he hated should be the smell of wine.

He can throw it away.

The phone rang outside, she went to answer the call, it was Zhang Mingmei.

Zhang Mingmei said: "After your husband carried you away last night, Zhao Ran said that Fu Yanye threatened her. If she got closer, Fu Yanye would bankrupt his brother's company. Do you know about this?"

"do not know."

Zhuo Jian's mind was a little confused, her memory, Fu Yanye leaned over to talk to Zhao Ran on the TV station, so ambiguous.

Could it be that she misunderstood?

In fact, she also once concluded that Zhao Ran was the type that Fu Yanye didn't like. Zhao Ran's ambition was written in his eyes, too exposed.

But Fu Yanye said last night that he would take away whoever wins.

"Ah Jian, I think your husband is a straight man, and he doesn't know how to express his feelings for you. In fact, he loves you very much. You should stop fighting with him. You two have three lovely babies. You should have a good time." live on."

"He went on a business trip, and he said he would have a good talk with me when he came back."

In fact, she also wanted to have a good talk a long time ago. The two of them could never sit down and talk calmly face to face. Every time it was so intense.

"Well, in the year when Chengcheng disappeared, he actually had a very bad life. Every time I saw him, I always felt that there were dark clouds over his head, and he was not angry at all. For a while, I even felt that he might I will torture myself to death. Fortunately, I later learned that Chengcheng is fine. Ah Jian, there is no love for no reason in this world, and there will be no hatred for no reason. The reason you two hate each other is because you love each other too much, right? ?”

"..."

Zhuo Jian couldn't answer her words for a long time, and then hung up the phone. She asked herself, do you still love him?

She didn't go to work that day, and they fell asleep playing with the children at home, so she went to the study to write.

At night, Yuan Man asked her to soak her feet.

Zhuo Jian raised her eyes and looked at her: "Can you stop dating tonight, I want to catch up on a manuscript."

"No, the boss ordered us to watch you eat well every day and soak your feet well. By the way, he also arranged for you to have an old Chinese doctor. We will go to the hospital tomorrow and ask the old Chinese doctor to help you feel the pulse and reapply. To prescribe medicine, the boss said that it can be used to infuse the whole body."

"..."

Zhuo Jian listened, a little unbelievable.

Yuan Man scratched his neck in embarrassment: "This is not the original words, but that's what it means."

Zhuo Jian had no choice, because Yuan Man had to take pictures.

So she coded while soaking her feet, and asked Yuan Man to only pat her feet.

It was past twelve o'clock in the night, Zhuo Jian was still tossing and turning, his heart was always in turmoil, he picked up his mobile phone to check the time, thinking, wondering if he had arrived.

I wanted to send him a message, but suddenly a piece of news popped up.

Passenger plane bound for BL crashes, 35 confirmed dead.