I don't deserve your love

"Nonsense, usually call her baby one by one, and lean on her whenever something happens, what do you want her to think of our family?"

Annoyed, the old man looked up at the aunt who brought the tea, and asked, "Where's Fu Zhengzhi?"

"Mr. went to inquire about the news again."

Ever since Fu Yanye's accident, Fu Zhengzhi had hardly any rest, and had been inquiring outside.

Now all the relationships that can be used have been used. If you want to see people, you need to see dead bodies.

Originally, the children slept with Zhuo Jian recently and behaved well every night, but when Zhuo Jian left, the children would cry for a long time while sleeping. After two days, Yuan Man finally couldn't stand it and called Wang Rui.

When she saw Fu Zhengzhi enter the study that day, she followed him in quietly.

Fu Zhengzhi saw her and asked her, "What's the matter?"

"Mr. Fu, I would like to ask you to let me take the young masters to find the young lady."

"..."

Fu Zhengzhi looked at her and didn't rush to ask questions.

"The young masters used to sleep with the young lady. Now that the young lady leaves, they will cry for a long time at night. I feel distressed. If the young lady knows, it will definitely be even more distressing, and..."

As Yuan Man spoke, his voice became hoarse unconsciously.

"And what?"

"The young lady was waiting for the news in Shengyuan alone. She didn't even have any hope. She must have been unable to eat and sleep well. Originally, her body was damaged when she gave birth to the two young masters, and now she is going through this again. What's worse, you are the only one in the whole family, I dare to say a few words, and I ask Mr. Fu to help us."

"Let Uncle Zhou prepare the car, you can take them back, and tell the young lady that she has been wronged, and the Fu family will double compensate her in the future."

"Yes, thank you, Mr. Fu."

When Yuan Man heard that he agreed, he bowed several times excitedly.

Fu Zhengzhi didn't say anything else. In fact, he planned to send the child back to Zhuo Jian in the next two days.

I just endured it because I was afraid that the old man and the old lady would be sad, but Yuan Man's words were not unreasonable. The first half of that girl's life has been full of twists and turns, and their Fu family really shouldn't make her worse.

-

Zhuo Jian and Chang Xia were at home, took out the mobile phone card they used to go abroad, and dialed all the previous interviewees in it, all the powerful ones.

No matter at home or abroad, she even couldn't remember some people, but she read the notes and called them.

No one said they didn't remember her, and no one said they didn't have time to help.

Zhuo Jian sat on the carpet beside the sofa, couldn't help but wiped away the tears that fell out after the phone call, turned her head and cried while hugging Chang Xia who was by her side.

But only one sound.

Chang Xia hugged her: "Madam, don't cry, I'm worried about your eyes."

"Ah."

She doesn't cry.

She needs to pull herself together, she needs to wait for him to come back.

She still wants to see him, so she won't let herself cry blind.

"Ma'am, do you want to take a break?"

Chang Xia asked her.

"Ah."

She helped Zhuo Jian to sit on the sofa, Zhuo Jian wiped the tears on her face, then smiled slightly, "You have suffered with me these days, if you are tired, go to rest, you don't need to stay with me."

"Of course I want to accompany you, otherwise the boss will fire me when he comes back."

Chang Xia said.

Zhuo Jian couldn't help smiling, and hugged her again, "Then I'll hire you."

Chang Xia couldn't help laughing after hearing this.

The two were talking, when suddenly Zhuo Jian's cell phone rang, Zhuo Jian glanced at the phone, it was Sheng Xin.

Zhuo Jian thought about it, and then picked it up.

"How are you?"

"It's okay, don't worry."

"It's no wonder if you don't worry, Fu Yanye still has no news at all?"

Sheng Xin asked her again.

"Ah."

Speaking of Fu Yanye, Zhuo Jian choked up a little.

He still has no news.

But the longer the days, for some reason, the more she felt that he was not dead.

He must still be alive, no one knows who saved him.

"No news is good news. He can't die."

"Of course he can't die, the problem between us hasn't been resolved yet."

Zhuo Jian said firmly.

"Well, there are still problems between us that have not been resolved. In short, it's good that you are fine. I'm really worried that you will become depressed like the accident happened to Chengcheng last time."

Sheng Xin said a few more words, and the more he talked, the more he worried about her, so he hung up the phone for fear of affecting her mood.

Chang Xia heard the door ring, turned to open the door, and the door opened from the outside.

Yuan Man and Wang Rui came back with the children in their arms.

Yuan Man hugged Cheng Cheng, and Wang Rui hugged the two brothers alone.

"Sister, why are you back?"

When Chang Xia saw them, her eyes turned red with excitement, and she hurried over to continue.

"Mr. Fu asked us to bring the young master back to accompany the young lady."

Yuan Man explained, and then looked at Zhuo Jian eagerly.

Sure enough, his complexion was very bad.

Looking at them, Zhuo Jian felt as if her heart was boiling for a while.

Zhuo Jian looked at them for a long time, and was suddenly moved and determined: "From now on, there will be only four of us adults and three children, and we will take good care of each other."

Everyone couldn't help laughing, although there was some bitterness in the laughter.

In the dead of night, Zhuo Jian looked at the three little ones sleeping on the bed, lying down beside them, very satisfied.

In fact, if Yuan Man didn't bring them back, she would take the children away when she heard that the children couldn't sleep well at night.

She is a mother, and no one can stop her from bringing her own children.

Except for Fu Yanye, there is no power in this world that can overwhelm her.

Fu Yanye...

She looked at the three sons, all three of them had his shadow, but none of them were him.

When they were all asleep, she opened WeChat on her mobile phone and read the last message he sent her.

Let's have a good talk when I get back.

What does he want to talk about?

About their marriage?their past?their child?

Whatever it was, he had to be back to talk.

-

It has been almost a month since the plane crashed, and only ten people were still missing.

It was snowing that night, and she fell asleep in the study. She dreamed of Fu Yanye.

He was lying on a piece of ice, floating forward with the sea breeze.

In the dream, she called him over and over again: "Fu Yanye, Fu Yanye, Fu Yanye, wake up, Fu Yanye..."

He was motionless, as if...

She reached out to touch his arm, but it was frozen. She immediately moved her hand away in fright, and looked at his face again, and found that his eyebrows and hair were frozen. She couldn't help shouting louder: " Fu Yanye..."

But no matter how she screamed, she couldn't wake him up. Is he dead?

Zhuo Jian couldn't help but wanted to hug him, but as he drifted further and further away, she could only shout: "Fu Yanye, Fu Yanye..."

She couldn't grasp it anymore, and gradually, he drifted away, becoming a small microcosm.

This dream was repeated several times by her.

until the new year.

-

On the night of New Year's Eve, the old man sent Uncle Zhou to pick her up in person, and she carried the children back to the old house.

Fu Yanqing blocked the door: "Just send the children, there is no need for you to come in."