I don't deserve your love

"Yes, you have to atone."

The old lady agreed.

"Grandpa and lady, hello, let's not surround too many people in the corridor, as long as Mr. Fu stays with us."

A nurse came over and informed me in a humble voice.

The elders left reluctantly, fearing that something would happen to their husband and wife, so they repeatedly told Fu Yanye before leaving.

-

In the middle of the night, a cold and tall man stood outside the door of the ward, looking at the phone screen with dark eyes.

It's the chat home page with her.

They didn't chat much during this time, and there was a video call she broadcast to him a while ago, but he didn't answer it.

"Feel sorry."

He typed those two words on the screen and sent them out.

The hallway was quiet, and it was even dark everywhere, except for him.

But soon, his thumb was on those two words.

Yes, withdrawn.

Apologize and she won't respond.

She can even say non-interference, and more than once.

He probably understands the life she wants, but he can't do it.

Zhuo Jian didn't look at her phone, so she missed the two-word message. She had no energy or mood.

Right now, there is only one big thing, and that is, the baby in her belly must be healthy.

She comforted herself, lowered her eyes silently, and coaxed herself to sleep...

She didn't even need an apology from Fu Yanye at this moment.

Because he doesn't understand.

Zhuo Jian felt that when she was not sleeping with the children, she could buy a pillow or something, and it would be much more comfortable to hold her to sleep.

Especially in winter.

Fu Yanye stood outside for a long time, during which Su Bai and Yan Zheng both called and got news from acquaintances in the hospital.

After two o'clock in the morning, she fell into a drowsy sleep, and Fu Yanye opened the door.

I didn't see her emotionally unstable when I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau before, but why was she like that then?

but……

Fu Yanye looked at her, and a fainted figure suddenly appeared in his mind.

That person is also pregnant?

Is that her?

-

"Fu Yanye, Fu Yanye, don't, don't separate us."

In the morning, Zhuo Jian woke up from a nightmare.

Fu Yanye sat in a chair and fell asleep lying on the edge of the bed. Hearing the movement, he raised his head and saw her panicked look.

"What's wrong? Nightmare?"

Fu Yanye reacted.

Zhuo Jian turned her head to see him, feeling even more terrified.

In the dream, Fu Yanye recovered his memory, but Fu Yanye who recovered his memory wanted to kill them all.

The person who said he would not let her go last night was like that Fu Yanye.

Zhuo Jian looked at him for a long time before recovering, but her face was still pale.

"Are you ok?"

Fu Yanye was afraid that she would have a fever, so he raised his hand to touch her forehead.

Zhuo Jian dodged reflexively and looked at him angrily, "What are you doing here?"

"Don't hide."

Fu Yanye got up, put his hand on the back of her head, and handed her forehead directly.

Zhuo Jian tried hard to push him away, but Fu Yanye hated such refusal, and threatened in a low voice, "If you push again, I will bite you."

"..."

Zhuo Jian looked at him speechlessly and became even angrier.

"I won't really bite you."

Seeing that she was so angry with him, he couldn't bear to scare her again.

On the other hand, Zhuo Jian couldn't get angry, she grabbed his hand and put it to her mouth, biting it to death.

She bit his tiger's mouth, leaving deep teeth marks.

But he didn't feel the pain, it was just like a gust of wind was blowing in his head, it was very strong.

Had she bit him like this before?

When you bite a person and that person doesn't react at all, you lose interest pretty quickly.

Zhuo Jian slowly let go of him, regardless of her saliva on his hands, she just stared at him stubbornly with teary eyes: "Go, I don't want to see you."

"Let's go back together later."

Fu Yanye whispered back to her.

She has no fever.

Then it was just a nightmare, did he turn into a demon again in the dream?

Scared her like this?

Zhuo Jian glanced at him again, did not refute, but kept a distance from him.

Fu Yanye looked at her with defensive eyes, couldn't help sighing, and asked her, "Did you check your phone before going to bed last night?"

"..."

cell phone?

"never mind."

Fu Yanye thought, it's better not to watch it.

"Thirsty?"

He got up and went to help pour water.

Zhuo Jian took a breath, watched him go to pour water and came back without changing his posture.

She didn't want to drink, more precisely, she probably didn't want to drink the water he poured.

But people are cold, and water is hot.

She took it.

Fu Yanye stood on the side, and smiled wryly after a while.

After seven o'clock, the director took several doctors to make rounds.

The two of them had just finished their meal, Fu Yanye didn't let the others stay to clean up, but did it himself.

The director was a little dazed looking at it, and it took a long time before he smiled and said, "Master Ye has grown up now, and he wouldn't have done such things himself before."

Zhuo Jianjian also smiled, "It's grown."

Already over [-] years old, of course I have to grow up.

but……

How can some things be easy to say to outsiders.

"Your baby must fall into my hands. The twins were born elsewhere. I regret it."

As the director said, a group of followers behind him also couldn't help laughing.

Fu Yanye looked at her suspiciously.

He knew that the twins were born in K City, but just thinking about it, he felt a little sad.

Yes, he missed that too.

Although his memory is not sound, he knew that in this pregnancy, he would definitely be by her side and fulfill his responsibilities as a husband.

"After returning home, you should also pay attention to rest, don't work hard, don't bother, and don't get excited. You must stabilize your emotions and be happy. The last two months are extremely important."

After the director examined Zhuo Jian, he explained to Zhuo Jian nicely, and naturally reminded her husband behind.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work."

Zhuo Jian agreed.

"It's our honor to be able to serve you. We are all your fans. It was a pity for us for a long time after you stopped being a news host. But the new program is also good, but we don't watch the news. .”

The director is very kind. Although he speaks nicely, he is not the kind of flatterer.

Zhuo Jian smiled.

After a group of people reluctantly left, the room fell silent again, only she and Fu Yanye were left. She saw Yuan Man and the others were already outside, and said to Fu Yanye: "Go back and rest first. I'll go with Yuan Man and the others later."

"I'm not that stupid."

Fu Yanye sat down on the side as he spoke, and couldn't help staring at her.

After being watched by him for less than half a minute, Zhuo Jian sighed helplessly: "But what are we both doing here?"

The dispute of last night was suddenly vivid in my mind.

Fu Yanye looked at her: "I have to guard her."

Zhuo Jian looked at his eyes and looked at her lower abdomen, had nothing to say, and picked up the phone in boredom.

Fu Yanye's keen eyes also looked at her mobile phone, and then looked at her silently.

There is a retracted message, sent by him.

Zhuo Jian glanced at him, "Did you send me a WeChat message?"

"Ah."

"what did you send?"

Zhuo Jian was puzzled, if he was so aggressive, it means he sent a bad message and needs to withdraw it?

"Made a mistake.