I studied beheading in a mental institution

Seeing this scene, the ninth seat on the side had helplessness in his eyes. He waved at the women, and they dispersed separately. When they left, they didn't forget to turn their heads and stare at Shen Qingzhu.

Shen Qingzhu glanced at them, then stared back fiercely.

"... You can't do this." The ninth seat held the wine glass and walked to Shen Qingzhu's side and sat down.

"What doesn't work?"

"What we are doing is licking blood on the tip of a knife, which requires a high level of mental tension for a long time. If we can't find a suitable outlet to vent, we are prone to psychological problems." The ninth seat shook the wine glass in his hand and said.

Shen Qingzhu said calmly: "I don't need to vent."

The Ninth Seat shook his head, "No, everyone needs to vent, no one can keep their clockwork tight forever, we need to do something we like to do to relax our spirit, for ordinary people, The way they vent may be vacation, watching movies, sleeping, dating, playing games...

But we are different. Because our industry has been in a state of high tension for a long time, and no one knows when they will die, we are used to the darkness of human nature, so the way of venting is generally bloody, killing, looting, torture... ...Comparatively speaking, relying on women to vent is already a relatively mild way.

I know that you are different from others and will not choose those perverted ways, but I didn't expect that you would not even touch women. This is not what you should look like at your young age. "

"What about the night watchmen? They are also highly stressed, and they don't know when they will die. Why don't they need to vent?" Shen Qingzhu asked back.

"It's different." The ninth seat shook his head, "Do you know why the night watchmen operate in small groups?"

"Because it requires teamwork?"

"This is only part of the reason, and the other reason is that when they are in a high-pressure environment, they have teammates they can rely on to share that pressure, and they can relax by exchanging jokes with each other. Why, among those outstanding night watchman squads, there will always be Doubi, do you really think they are stupid?

From a certain point of view, they are the smartest people, and they are also the people who have the deepest affection for this team.

what about you?You are only one person.

A person is different from a group of people. "

Shen Qingzhu stared blankly at the ninth seat in front of her, as if she understood something.

"What about you? What is your way of venting?" Shen Qingzhu couldn't help asking.

The ninth seat smiled slightly, and pointed to the plump beauties who had just left, "Beauties, fine wine, who doesn't like it? Although I am old, I am still a man, and I still have a lustful heart.

Kill when you should kill cold-bloodedly, enjoy when you should enjoy, be chic when you should be chic, don't use unnecessary violence, don't take the liberty to disturb, I think this is the best way of life for those of us who walk in the dark. "

Shen Qingzhu stared into the eyes of the ninth seat, and after a long time, he slowly said: "You don't feel like a [believer], but like..."

"like what?"

Shen Qingzhu pondered for a moment, and spit out four words, "Heroes of the green forest."

The ninth seat was startled, then laughed, and slowly, his smile gradually disappeared.

"When I was young, my favorite thing to watch was the Water Margin. A group of frustrated people played by fate gathered together. Regardless of the secular vision and the constraints of the rules, what they did was to rob houses, but what they did was to protect the people. good thing...

Back then, Mr. Yuyu found me and told me in detail how a perfect society of equality and justice ushered in after the evil gods came into the world. I feel that this disgusting society needs to be corrected, and [believers] are Liangshan with the mission of saving the world.

Mr. Yuyu is naturally Song Jiang in my mind.

During the period when I first joined [Believer], I did meet a few like-minded friends, and we regarded the name [Believer] as an honor... But slowly, I found that things were not what I imagined. "

He stared at the wine glass in his hand, his voice a little dull.

"Some orders from Mr. Whispering Whisperer I couldn't understand, but perhaps out of trust in Mrs. Whispering Whispering, I still did it... But I found that there are more and more such orders. As time goes by, [believers] The members of the organization have also changed several rounds, and this organization has become more and more unfamiliar to me.

I simply closed my eyes, not judging what is right and what is wrong, just relying on my trust in Mr. Yuyu, killing, killing, killing...

I don't know since when, I can't feel 'me' anymore. "

The ninth seat put the wine glass in his hand to his mouth, raised his head, and drank it down in one gulp.

Shen Qingzhu looked at his figure silently, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

The ninth seat didn't realize it himself, but of course Shen Qingzhu knew what was going on.

The perfect society and Liangshan are nothing more than a means by Yuyu to lure him into a "believer", and the so-called "trust in Mr. Yuyu" is also because of the soul contract that Yuyu planted in the depths of the other party's soul.

It's not that he is unwilling to face the reality, but under the control of the raving soul, he subconsciously refuses to accept the reality and offers his loyalty unconditionally...

In essence, his thoughts have been manipulated.

If [Hui Tianyu] hadn't canceled the soul contract for him, I'm afraid he would be like the ninth seat now, completely lost himself, and just working for the raving words.

Among the entire [believers], there are not a few people who were tricked in like the Ninth Seat, but most of them lost themselves in the darkness with the passage of time and became truly evil [believers].

But for so many years, the ninth seat, even though the soul has been manipulated, still sticks to its bottom line subconsciously, which surprised Shen Qingzhu.

"I can feel that you are different from other people." The ninth seat turned to look at Shen Qingzhu, his eyes were a little lax, as if he was drunk, "There are things in your eyes that other [believers] don't have... It was the same when I first joined [Believers].

I am old, but you are still young, and your potential is higher than mine. If it were you... Maybe you can really change the current [believers], and lead the entire [believers] to brilliant. "

He patted Shen Qingzhu's shoulder, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "I like you."

Shen Qingzhu's eyes met his, and silently shifted his gaze elsewhere.