Glory of the Sun God (Marvel Sun God)

Everyone may have different ideas about what death feels like.Some people think that death is endless emptiness, while others think that death is eternal tranquility.There are all kinds of people who have different understandings on the issue of death.

However, most of this idea can only be regarded as conjecture, because not everyone has the experience of contact with death.Not everyone can survive and share their senses after a close encounter with death.

Most people's experience of death comes from their own analysis, from books and texts, or from what they see and hear.But Jill is different. Her current experience is entirely from her own and extremely real feelings.

Liberation, unwillingness.This is her most real experience and feeling about death.What death brought her was the feeling of relief from letting go of all grudges and hatreds.But when she embraced death, she discovered that deep in her soul, she still retained the emotions she had when she was a human being living in this world.Although some emotions have dissipated with death.But there are still some that become more profound and unforgettable after death comes.

When she was alive, she buried this emotion that could never have any results deep in the deepest part of her heart, so that it would never see the light of day again.But when she entered death, the feelings that she had always buried deep in her heart accompanied her to the world of death, and then entangled her soul like maggots on the tarsal bones, making her lose consciousness little by little. I tasted the feeling of unwillingness.

This is the most painful feeling, because the unwillingness of a dead soul will not lead to any results.And the most ridiculous thing is that all this was originally her own choice.I gave up my life out of a moment of despair, only to end up in this situation and enjoy the regret forever.This made the only consciousness in her soul start to become frantic.

And just when her soul began to become restless, and even began to change because of it.A ray of light suddenly appeared next to her, like a warm stream of water, enveloping her completely.

It was a very magical feeling that cannot be described in words.For Jill, who now only had her soul left, she even felt the warmth of returning to her mother's arms.And as the light intensifies.This warm feeling also became urgent.Jean-Jill began to gasp involuntarily.

Strange hallucinations seemed to begin to appear before her eyes.From the darkness of death and the light of warmth began to change, more and more vivid colors began to appear in her vision little by little.She saw more, just like when she was alive.

In other words, she is indeed alive now.She was rescued.From inside the world of death.The source of all this happening was Zhou Yi, who was standing in front of her at the moment, pressing her chest and constantly sending power to her.

Gill, who had just returned to the human world, naturally saw Zhou Yi beside him.At this moment, she didn't look like a person who suddenly woke up from a coma and asked what happened.Death is different from coma. She naturally knows what happened to her body.

So she could only give Zhou Yi a complicated look.Then a hoarse sound came from his mouth.

"You saved me, why did you save me?"

"I should be the one to ask you why you committed suicide and what the hell were you thinking about?"

Hearing Jill's question, Zhou Yi couldn't help but asked angrily.You know, if he comes again for two minutes at night, it will not be so easy to revive her.

Once the God of Death wandering around the world takes away her soul, if he wants to resurrect Jill, he can only enter the kingdom of death and find her existence among the countless people of the Goddess of Death.

.And for him who has lost the power of the gods, it is extremely difficult to enter the kingdom of death.That's probably the end that you can never come back to.

Maybe it was after death that I felt afraid.Perhaps she discovered that death could not solve her problems.So at this time, faced with Zhou Yi's question.Gill lowered his head unexpectedly.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive. Because I didn't think about it for a moment, I did such a stupid thing. I promise, this kind of thing will never happen again."

"It's best that it doesn't happen again, because I can't appear by your side at any time." Gill's lowered head gave Zhou Yi a reason to extinguish the anger. He still said this mercilessly, but it gradually became louder. The life force inside the hand. "You have to know that your life was given by me when I was a god. You are an immortal being blessed by God. Is it really worth giving up such a life just because you can't think about it?"

"Blessed life" Hearing these words, a miserable smile appeared on Jill's face. "I really don't know that my life has been blessed. If I have been blessed. Why do I always lose my most important things. Zhou Yi, you are God, can you tell me the answer to this question? Why is this?”

"That's enough, Jill. Do you think you're miserable?"

Listen to Jill.Zhou Yi immediately shouted angrily.He suddenly grabbed Jill's collar and lifted her up.

"Look at the land you are standing on. How many people have died here? Do you still remember? Do you think you are miserable? Have you ever thought about them? Have you ever thought about what these dead people have lost? Have they? Tragic. Remember, you are still alive. They are dead. Compared with you, they are miserable lives."

"Ha, ha ha" at this time, Gilgen

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I can't make any explanation about Zhouyi.She didn't have the courage to tell him what she thought was lost.The reluctance after death still remained in her heart, and the emotions she had suppressed were moving crazily.However, her identity as a living person restricted her, so she could only laugh and shed tears silently in her laughter, using this method to cover up the existence of that emotion.

In the midst of the blood, Jill, who had escaped from death, laughed crazily and hoarsely, with tears sliding down her cheeks as she laughed, making her look as miserable as a swan with broken wings.

Zhou Yi couldn't understand her mood at this moment, but he could feel the sadness and pain in her heart.In this unclear situation, he could not give her any verbal comfort.So he could only sigh, pick her up, and carry her into her bedroom.

Just like he had done before.He put Jill on the bed, put her into pajamas, and then found a hot towel and wiped the stains off her body bit by bit.

In the process, Jill was at his mercy like an exquisite doll.She didn't even say a word other than staring at him with wide eyes.

This may be a good thing for Zhou Yi, because it can save a lot of unnecessary embarrassment between them.And in this silent tacit understanding, Zhou Yi quickly finished all this.When he was tucked in, he opened his mouth.He warned Jill.

"Have a good rest. If you really feel that this city is not suitable for you, I allow you to leave. You don't need to put such a heavy burden on yourself. Don't worry, I won't blame you for this matter. Yours. You have the right to choose the life you want. I have no right to stop you, and no one has the right to stop you. But I hope that, if possible, you can still treat me as a friend."

The word friend made the pain in Jill's heart a little more intense.And when she watched Zhou Yi get up and want to leave, she could no longer control her behavior.She suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed the corner of Zhou Yi's clothes

.It made his movements stop.

"Can you have a drink with me?"

Looking at Zhou Yi's paused body, Jill, who really couldn't find any reason, could only find such an excuse.

But after Zhou Yi, who originally wanted to refuse, saw the pleading in her eyes, he softened his heart again.Jill was not a sick person, and she who had just been resurrected by him was extremely healthy.In this case, he really had no reason not to let her drink.

And Zhou Yi could also see that she was suffering from a heart disease.Alcohol may be the only cure for this condition.So he nodded, said "Wait a moment" to Jill, and walked out.

A moment later, when he came back.He already had two wine glasses in his hands.and an unopened bottle of whiskey.Putting the wine glass on the bedside, as soon as Zhou Yi poured the wine, Jill couldn't wait to reach out, picked up a glass of wine and poured it directly into his mouth.

The strong liquor turned into a flowing line of fire.It got into her throat, making her whole body become a little confused.But she was not satisfied. Instead, she put the cup down and said to Zhou Yi.

"Continued Cup"

Zhou Yi did not stop her, but while holding up his own wine glass, he poured her another glass of wine.Just like last time.Jill drank the strong drink immediately, and then immediately repeated the same thing.Zhou Yi also cooperated with her silently, allowing her to express her inner depression in this way.

When the bottle of wine was gone, Jill lay on the bed like a ball of water.Zhou Yicai sighed and stood up.

There's only so much he can do as a friend. As for the rest, it just depends on whether Jill can think of it.After covering Jill with a quilt, Zhou Yi was already planning to turn around and leave.But at this moment, Jill suddenly held his hand, preventing him from taking the step to leave.

"Stay, stay with me. Just for this night."

Jill, who smelled of alcohol, uttered such meaningless and confusing words to Zhou Yi.So he answered without thinking.

"Jill, you drank too much"

"I don't, Zhou Yi. I know what I'm doing, you bastard. It's just this night. I only want this one night. After tonight, just pretend that this never happened."

"How is that possible?" Zhou Yi couldn't tell whether Gil was talking drunkenly or if he really had this idea.So he could only reply with a wry smile. "Jill, you should know that I have women I love and I can't betray them."

"I know, I didn't let you betray them. I didn't ask for everything they have." Under the influence of alcohol, Jill, who was already like a beautiful snake without bones, quietly hugged Zhou Yi from behind, Whispered softly into his ear. "All I want is this one night, this one night, you belong to me. That's enough for me. Bastard, it doesn't matter whether you love me or not, I just want you for one night, do you understand?"

"I don't ask for your love, I just want you to give me a child so that I can have something to rely on in the future. This is the only request of a woman who may have loved you. Can't you give her something?" Respond?"

Gill's words made Zhou Yi's body suddenly stiffen, and his brain suddenly became numb.At this moment, Jill smiled slightly, hugged him and fell on the bed.

This was the only night she could have him, the only night she needed.Because of this, tonight has become extraordinarily different.