Douluo: Angel Refactored

Xiaoya sat on the bedside, feeling unable to calm down for a long time.

This memory answered many of her questions and also brought up many doubts.

But she didn't even think about it. She just sat there and slowly recalled the memory of Xiaoxue.

As she was most upset when reading this story, the real memories made her feel even sadder.

A person, living without any friends, does not know the future, only the past that he does not want to recall.

The world is so vast, no place is home.

At the same time, she also felt empathy for everything Bibi Dong had done, the betrayal of her teacher and the abandonment of her lover.She didn't know if she would do better if Bibi Dong's life were replaced by hers.

She was more concerned about Bibi Dongzuo's choice than her own situation, whether she had traveled through time or whether she was the one chosen by the Final Witch.

If this is the point in time when the Witch of the End is looking back, then what time is it now, or in other words, where is the crossroads that Bibi Dong thinks is, and where is Xiaoxue, or is she not yet born?

"This is the second year since Xue'er went to Tiandou." A voice in his mind said.

The next second, Xiaoya came to her own spiritual sea. There was a figure standing in front of her, exactly like the one she saw.She immediately understood that this was the real Bibi Dong.

"I know what you want to ask, and I will tell you. You are the one who will go on in my place, and I am very happy to meet you. Because I feel sincerity in you, and you are a kind child." Bibi Dongrou He looked at Xiaoya with his eyes.

"This is my spiritual sea. My power is only enough for me to project for a short time. It won't take long for me to dissipate."

"Dissipate, will you disappear, will you... die?" Xiaoya asked worriedly.

"No, it will just fall into a deep sleep and not die." Bibi Dong smiled.

"You must be curious, why did I choose this time? Is this a crossroads for me? From my own point of view, I should choose the time when I was not betrayed by the teacher, or in other words, I should choose the time when I did not meet Yu Xiaogang .At that time, I was a blank piece of paper, nothing happened, and I could have unlimited possibilities."

Xiaoya nodded.

"It's simple, because I am a mother." Bibi Dong said.

"Is it because of Xiaoxue, but -"

"Xiaoxue came to the world because of a mistake, but Xiaoxue herself is not a mistake." Bibi Dong shook her head and interrupted Xiaoya.

Xiaoya was stunned. She also had Bibi Dong's memory. She could feel the despair and pain when she was betrayed by her teacher. She asked herself, if it were her, her behavior would not be much better than Bibi Dong.

After all, that kind of thing is a great humiliation and pain for every girl.

"You are right, no girl can avoid hatred. I hate Qian Xunji and Yu Xiaogang because they failed me. However, I cannot hate Xue'er. She is a piece of blank paper and she was born to be She is clean, she has the right to get love, and she should not pay for her father's mistakes." Bibi Dong looked at Xiaoya, "This is what I understood at the end of my life, and I also understood that I am not just a girl, But a mother.”

Xiaoya didn't understand these things yet. She kept Bibi Dong's words in mind and nodded: "I remember."

"But if it was for Xiaoxue, why did we choose this time? Xiaoxue went to Tiandou because she had a quarrel with you. She must hate you very much now." Xiaoya asked.

"Some things cannot be solved by escaping. I can also choose when she is born, so that she can have a carefree childhood like an ordinary child. But she has the right to know everything. I am afraid that she will not know the truth after she knows it." The choice she made was a test for her."

"So, Cher has the right to know about the mistakes I made. It's only fair to her."

Xiaoya said: "So you chose this time not to make a choice at a crossroads, but to make up for your mistakes and leave no regrets."

"Can you tell me why?"

Bibi Dong smiled and said, "Xue'er suffered a lot in her last life. As a mother, I didn't give her the maternal love she deserved. She was a child who lacked love. Her grandfather became the closest person to her, and he also felt sorry for her. She died as a sacrifice. After my grandfather died, I became her only support in the world. This is probably the reason why she reconciled with me after being at odds with me for so many years. And in the end, I also left her. "

"You are smart, kind, and a considerate child. So, you can also understand that feeling. Xueer's ending is that she lost all her relatives and lived alone in the world. What's funny is that what's left of her Life also depends on the gift of the enemy. Everything she had in the past, her pride, and her family love, no longer exist, leaving only an empty shell. Her soul power is only level 89, and I don’t know if she has it. You have the ability to protect yourself and you won’t be bullied by others.”

"I always thought that it was my mistake that she would fall in love with Tang San. She was too eager to be recognized by others. Falling in love with someone who is not worthy of being liked was my negligence as a mother. I hope that this time, she There will never be such feelings again.”

"She should have been a carefree child, but because of my mistakes, she suffered too much pain that she shouldn't have to bear. Now that I have this opportunity, I want to make up for the mistakes I made before, so that she can also I can enjoy maternal love like ordinary people. I will not escape her birth, it is not her fault. So I chose this crossroads. I want to have a time when Cher also has maternal love."

Xiaoya wiped her tears and said, "I understand, thank you."

Bibi Dong gently stroked Xiaoya's head, "And I don't know if I will have this opportunity, so before that, I ask you to tell her that my mother loves her."

"Yes, I will." Xiaoya choked.

Xiaoya suddenly remembered something and asked: "Can I play a song for you? This is a song from my world. If possible, I want to give it to you."

Bibi Dong's figure gradually became illusory, her energy could no longer support the projection of this spiritual sea, and she was about to dissipate and fall into a deep sleep.She smiled and said, "Okay."

Xiaoya got up and went out to the piano room in the side hall.She had practiced the piano and played it countless times, but it had never been like this. The cover seemed very heavy, and opening it seemed to take all her strength.

She sat in front of the piano, lowered her eyes, and tried her best not to shed tears.

She followed the melody in her memory, her fingertips fell on the keys, and she sang softly along with the melody.

落叶 随风 将 要 何 方

Just leave the sky beautiful

The sound that once flew was like angel's wings

across my happy past

where love has been

vaguely retain the fragrance of yesterday

That familiar warmth is like angel's wings

across my boundless thoughts

I believe you are still here and never leave

My love protects you like an angel

If life only ends here, I will never be there again

I will find an angel to love you for me

"Thank you, it sounds very nice." Bibi Dong smiled, her figure became lighter and lighter, and finally turned into a point of light and merged into the sea of ​​spirit.

A line of clear tears slid down Xiaoya's cheek and dripped on the piano.

"I will not let Xiaoxue become an angel with broken wings, I will become that angel's wings."