your name my secret

The two returned to Qiao's house directly after camping, and Luo Yixuan observed that the two seemed to have returned to their original bickering state. Although they were not like newlywed clingy lovers, it was better than the original state of respecting each other as guests.It seems that it is absolutely correct to let them go out to live. Maybe, they will live their lives laughing and laughing like this. Isn't it a hundred couples with a variety of attitudes, each has its own happiness, as long as the person concerned feels happy.

Luo Yixuan also quietly pulled Qiao Rui aside and asked him, "Xiaomo, are you pregnant?"

"Mom! Look at how impatient you are. How long have we been married? Last time Xiaomo caught a cold, so you guessed wildly. We are still young and busy with work, so we won't think about such things now." Qiao Rui simply blocked her mother. Lu, lest she always care about this issue.It's still a question of when he and Xia Xiaomo will be able to fall in love with each other. Having a baby is probably out of reach.

Seeing what her son said, Luo Yixuan naturally had nothing to say, well, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, and she doesn't want to interfere too much.

On Monday, Qiao Rui went on a business trip, and Xiao Mo began to feel that being at home alone was not as good as being at home with two people, and her heart felt empty.Xiaomo was a little worried, it's over, Xia Xiaomo, you actually fell in love with this fake married life.

When he was not at home, Xiao Mo liked to work overtime, because the selfless work would keep her from thinking wildly.Best friend Zhao Kexin has been away with her husband for three months since she got married, and she is not in this city, so she has to choose to work.

On Wednesday morning, Xiao Mo came back to work from outside. At the entrance of the company, she met a gentleman in his 50s wearing glasses. Xiao Mo had never seen this man before, but he felt a little familiar.

Xiao Mo took the initiative to ask him: "Sir, who are you looking for?"

"Oh, I'm looking for Qin Lang." The man replied gently to Xiao Mo, the moment he looked up at Xiao Mo, his expression was suddenly shocked.

"Qin Lang hasn't returned to the company yet, why don't you sit in the reception room and wait for him?" Xiao Mo received him warmly.

"Okay, okay." The man kept staring at Xiaomo.Xiao Mo felt a little embarrassed.

Xiao Mo poured him a cup of tea, and the man took the initiative to chat with Xiao Mo, "Miss, what's your surname?"

"My surname is Xia, and my name is Xia Xiaomo."

"Oh, where are you from?"

"It's the locals."

"Little girl, why do I think you look a lot like someone I used to know." The man continued to stare at Xiao Mo's face.God, this is a common method used by young boys to pick up girls. Could it be possible that this uncle is an old man talking about teenage madness?How come it's so close?Originally, Xiao Mo had a good impression of him, like a gentle and refined elder, but he behaved so LOW.

"Really? Sir, I have a relatively ordinary appearance and a popular face, so I make you feel like someone." Xiao Mo still tried her best not to get angry with the person who came to Qin Lang.

The man may have seen Xiao Mo's discomfort. In order to avoid misunderstanding, he sincerely said to Xiao Mo, "It's so similar. Girl, my friend's surname is also Xia, and his name is Xia Yihan."

"Ah?!" Xiao Mo's heart felt as if she had been shocked by electricity. This name was rarely mentioned, but it was engraved in her heart.That was her mother's name.

"Little girl, what's wrong with you?" The man looked at Xiao Mo who was a little lost.

"My mother's name is Xia Yihan, but few people mention her, how do you know her?" Xiao Mo asked the man with a puzzled expression.

"Really? You are Xia Yihan's daughter? Is your mother okay?" The man was very excited, and looked at Xiao Mo carefully again.

Xiao Mo replied sadly: "My mother passed away 20 years ago."

20 years is very far away, but she still remembers the painful scene that year very clearly.That gloomy morning, the cold hospital, and Luo Yixuan's warm hands pulled her out of hell.

"He died 20 years ago? How could it be like this." The man stood up and paced around the room, seeming a little manic.

Seeing his expression, Xiaomo seemed to know him well with her mother, but she had never seen this person before, and she didn't know what the relationship was. She felt awkward sitting there, so she had no choice but to say to the man: "Sir, you Sit down for a while, I have to go to work first." Xiao Mo went back to her office, and today, she was really surprised to meet someone who knew her mother.This is the first person to mention her mother in front of her in 20 years.

Qin Lang hurried back from the outside and came to the reception room, "Dad, why are you here today?"

"Just passing by, I want to come over to see what you have made of this place." Qin Jianshe said to Qin Lang.The man Xia Xiaomo met was Qin Lang's father, Qin Jianshe.

"Dad, what do you think after watching it?"

"It's better than I thought. Anyway, I made up my mind to give this to you, so you can let it go."

"Thank you Dad, you finally expressed your support."

"Stinky boy, what is finally, did I not support you? If I didn't support you, would you be able to live as smoothly as you want?"

"I know, Dad, you are the best for me." Qin Lang immediately launched a flattering offensive.

"It's good to know. Also, don't always fight against your mother. She also has her difficulties."

"understood."

"By the way, there is an employee in your company named Xia Xiaomo?"

"Well, how do you know?"

"When I came in just now, it was the tea she poured."

"She's a very nice person, and she works very hard. Now she is in charge of the company's financial administration, and it's in good order." Qin Lang couldn't help but praise Xiao Mo.

"Well, how old is she?"

"Two years older than me. Dad, why are you asking these questions? Are you looking for someone for me? Don't be messy. She has a boyfriend. I have a good relationship with her, just like my sister."

"Sister?" Qin Jianshe's heart moved. "What did her parents do?"

"She has no parents since she was a child, and she has been fostered at her mother's friend's house. Qiao, you should have heard that she grew up in Qiao's family, and her boyfriend is the son of Qiao's family. Dad, when did you change your bag and ask?" ?” Qin Lang looked at his father puzzled.

"Because she looks like an old friend, so I asked a few more questions. It's almost noon, why don't you treat me to lunch?" Qin Jianshe glanced at his son.

"Of course, let's go. There is a nice restaurant nearby. Let's chat while eating." Qin Lang took his father out, and happened to meet Xiao Mo in the corridor. Xiao Mo greeted him and smiled at the man behind him.

"Xiao Mo, this is my dad. You should have met him just now. He said that you look like an old friend of his." Qin Lang introduced Xiao Mo.

"Oh, so it's uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't know just now." Xiao Mo smiled apologetically.She was both embarrassed and funny when she thought that she almost misunderstood that Qin's father was up to no good.

"Xiao Mo, let's go have dinner together, it's next to the unit, where we often go." Qin Lang invited Xiao Mo.

"It's not good, you go." Xiao Mo didn't want to hinder the father and son from having lunch together.

"Go, my dad is not an outsider, he just came here for a meal, and he will leave later." Qin Lang's words made Qin Jianshe a little speechless. This son speaks so casually.

"Xiaomo, let's go together. As an old friend, I just want to know more about your mother." Qin Jianshe smiled kindly.Xiaomo has a generous and easy-going personality, so she no longer shirks it, and the three of them go to the restaurant for dinner together.

When eating, Xiao Mo felt that Uncle Qin was always staring at her.After asking about her mother and her father, Xiao Mo had no choice but to tell him that her father passed away before she was born.

"Little Mo, what month were you born?"

"June, June 6st, the season when jasmine blooms, so it's called Xiaomo." Xiaomo felt very strange, men are also such mothers-in-law?No wonder Qin Lang is a chatterbox, there is a reason for this.After Qin Jianshe heard Xiao Mo say her birthday, she fell into deep thought and didn't speak for a long time, but Xiao Mo and Qin Lang, who talked about the company's interesting stories, laughed from time to time, and didn't pay much attention to Qin Jianshe's existence.

Qiao Rui still didn't come back from a business trip this week, Luo Yixuan called Xiao Mo to inform Xiao Mo that they were going to open up and redecorate their houses, and asked Xiao Mo to go home and pack their personal belongings.

Before leaving, Xiaomo called Qiao Rui and asked: "Qiao Rui, Auntie said that we will open up our house and decorate it for our wedding, what should we do?"

The implication is that the development of this fake marriage is a bit out of control.Is it necessary to do like this?As long as you don't show your secrets in front of outsiders, it's fine.

"Then let's get through." Qiao Rui said casually.

"But we agreed in advance that we're not really getting married!" Xiao Mo reminded again, not so much as a reminder, but actually a deeper meaning to probe his attitude.Qiao Rui has always had a dark belly, and it's hard to distinguish the truth from the falsehood. She doesn't know what he is thinking.

"Just let my mother be happy. The marriage must be real. Only you say it's fake. Besides, it doesn't affect you at all." He didn't take it seriously at all, understating it.

"Oh, that's fine, I'll go home and pack my things."

When she got home, Xiao Mo started to tidy up her room first. Aunt Zhang asked if she wanted to help, but Xiao Mo politely declined.Organize your own things by yourself, and it will be easy to find when you need them.Xiaomo didn't have many things, so she packed them by category and pasted them on a list, and put them all in the storage room on the first floor.

When tidying things up, Xiao Mo saw the box Qiao Rui gave her again. On his birthday, he told her clearly that there was nothing in it, so she just threw it away, but she forgot to throw it away.Now that she was packing up her things, it seemed that there was no need to keep them any longer. She threw it on the ground and threw it away when she was about to clean it up.

In the afternoon, Xiao Mo started tidying up Qiao Rui's room.His world, to her, is both familiar and strange.She first checked his books, then his wardrobe, and finally tidied up the things in his drawers.Suddenly, she found a small key in a box in the drawer. Xiao Mo's eyes jumped, and she immediately thought of the box she was about to throw away.She curiously took the key, came to her room, picked up the box from the ground, inserted the key into the lock, and it fit so well, the lock opened.

In the small box, there was a diary, which was firmly tied to the bottom of the box with adhesive tape. This is why Xiaomo curiously shook it without making any sound and did not find anything unusual.

A diary, he once gave her so solemnly, and then denied it, what is it about?Xiaomo's heart beat faster, and she nervously and excitedly took the scissors and carefully cut the tape.

This is an old diary, the cover should still be very high-end back then, but after many years, it looks a little yellow and old.

Xiao Mo opened the title page curiously: For Xiao Mo.It was Qiao Rui's handwriting when he was an adult, strong and powerful.

Xiao Mo turned to the first page, the handwriting was immature, and it read:

X year X month X day

Today, my mother brought back a little girl named Xia Xiaomo, what a vulgar name, and she was wearing red clothes and green trousers, looking like a real bumpkin.My mother said that from now on, she will live with us and want me to treat her like a younger sister.I hate little girls the most.Especially a little girl like Xia Xiaomo who cried at every turn.

X year X month X day

That little girl named Xia Xiaomo always likes to hide in a corner and cry, and I don't know why she is crying.Go ask her to eat and don't eat.Little girls are really troublesome.

X year X month X day

My mother told me that Xia Xiaomo lost her father when she was born, and now she has no mother, so instead of living in my house temporarily, she will live with us like a family from now on.It turned out that she had no parents.Being so young, without parents, how sad it is when you think about it, no wonder you always like to hide in the corner and cry, Xia Xiaomo, why don't you cry?

X year X month X day

I saw a story about eagles today.Eagles can live to be 70 years old, and when they reach 40 years old, they will face a choice between life and death!This is mainly because when its life reaches its 40th year, the eagle's talons begin to age and cannot catch prey powerfully; its beak becomes long and curved, and will hang down to the chest; its wings will grow Its dense and thick feathers make its wings heavy and difficult to fly.

At this time, the eagle has only two choices: either wait to die, or go through a very painful rebirth process.This is a long and terrifying process, and the reborn eagle has to endure great pain and severe physical trauma.When the new feathers grow out, the eagle has completed a nirvana-like rebirth!It can live another 30 years.

Xia Xiaomo always hides in the corner and cries, is it possible to make some small difficulties and tribulations, so that she can walk out of the shadows and be reborn like an eagle?

X year X month X day

When I went to call Xia Xiaomo for dinner yesterday, I told her by the way that if she didn't take the initiative to go downstairs to eat tomorrow, the family would put away all the food, because everyone took the initiative to eat in the restaurant.Today, she really took the initiative to come to the restaurant. This is a gratifying progress. She took the first step bravely, although she still looked timid.

X year X month X day

Today I deliberately provoked Xia Xiaomo's competitiveness, she finally stopped crying, I deliberately took away her eraser, and she came to grab it desperately.She is no longer a little girl who hides in a corner and cries all day long, but looks a bit like a wild girl.

X year X month X day

Xia Xiaomo's grades were not ideal. She felt that she was not stupid, but always distracted. Maybe it was because she lost her parents and came to a strange environment.She may be thinking more.Today she asked me to help her with her homework. I decided to call her a fool from now on, remind her all the time, stir up her fighting spirit, let her forget her unhappiness and concentrate on studying.

X year X month X day

Xia Xiaomo cried in the room again today, and told me that she was terminally ill, I was terrified.How could she be terminally ill when she was so young?Fortunately, I took her to Zheng Yuqing's house. Her mother is a doctor, so the idiot can rest assured that she is not sick. What is the reason?She still refuses to say.

X year X month X day

Today Zheng Yuqing told me mysteriously that Xia Xiaomo's so-called terminal illness turned out to be the development of a girl's breasts. She is really stupid, thinking that she has a disease at every turn.Little girl, development, very mysterious, why do I have a strange feeling in my heart?

X year X month X day

Today is a very special day, Xia Xiaomo's clothes are dirty, she has menarche.This is an academic term I found in the information.I actually went to buy a pack of sanitary napkins for her.Don't let others know that it's a shame for a big boy to buy this.After a girl comes here, it means that she has entered puberty, and it seems that she can have children?Inexplicably, I looked for some books on physical hygiene to read.

X year X month X day

I had a bad dream tonight. I dreamed that Xia Xiaomo had become a big girl like the girls in our class. I couldn't fall asleep again in the middle of the night.Xia Xiaomo is still a little girl, but why do I always think of her as a big girl?

A girl in my class wrote me a letter and I burned it.My mother said that you are not allowed to fall in love before you go to university. In fact, I don't like anyone. I always think that Xia Xiaomo is the one I like.I am young and sprouting, but she is still very young.But I'm used to arguing with her, fighting with her, I don't know when it started, I think I will always protect and care for her.

X year X month X day

I'm going to college soon, I can't see Xia Xiaomo every day, little girl, will you live well without me?Will someone bully you?I think after years of deliberate suppression and tempering of you, you are already as strong as a little hedgehog. Ordinary people should not dare to do anything to you, right?

X year X month X day

Saying goodbye to my parents and Xia Xiaomo at the airport today, there are some student couples who are also saying goodbye, embracing each other affectionately, and it’s hard to part. My girl, you are still so young, I regret that no one hugs me, However, my heart is very beautiful, I am waiting for you to grow up, Xia Xiaomo.I think you should only be cared for by me in this life.

X year X month X day

I received a lucky star from Xia Xiaomo today.A transparent jar is filled with colorful little stars. You said that students are now popular folding such gadgets, which can bring good luck to those they like.You sent it to me, am I the one you like?I slept with my lucky star in my arms today, my roommate Zheng Yuanzhi made fun of me, I didn't care at all, how could he understand my heart.

X year X month X day

Today a girl from the Chinese Department asked me for my phone number, I hesitated a bit, and gave it to her.Hope she just asked me for a number, I don't like to deal with chores.

X year X month X day

I received the bracelet Xia Xiaomo sent me today. The chain woven with red rope is very delicate. How can a little girl like to do so many things nowadays? However, I am still very happy. She said that this is her first work. sent it to me.

I took it to an appointment in the Chinese Department today. The girl was very curious when she saw the chain on my hand. I said it was knitted by my girlfriend. She changed her face on the spot. Find me.Just, my girlfriend, does she know?She's just a little girl who doesn't understand anything yet. Her task now is to study, study and study again. I can't disturb her.

Xiao Mo flipped through the pages, tears streaming down unconsciously.It turned out that the drunken kiss was not accidental. The punching of Shao Tong was just his resentment as a man, and the so-called boyfriend and girlfriend kiss in the movie theater. How many years did he wait?I was so stupid, dumbfounded, and stubbornly thought that he just wanted to hit her.

Xiaomo kept crying, and she couldn't continue to read calmly at all. It may take her a lifetime to decipher the plain words and precious memories.

All these years, he has been trying to get closer to her, but what she has done is to stay away as much as possible.

She turned to the end of the diary curiously: Xiaomo, when you finish reading a man's journey, I hope you can understand my true heart for so many years.These years, I have been used to suppressing my emotions, and I have been waiting for you to grow up. Maybe I am a person who is not good at confessing, and I don’t know how to please girls. I can only express my love to you in this way. .If, you also like me, I hope you come straight to me, I will open my warm embrace, love and care for you for the rest of my life.For so many years, I have only been used to being with you.Xiaoja, you like jasmine, you are like little jasmine in June, always warming my world and making my world clear and pleasant.The flower language of jasmine: You are my life.Xiaomo, you are also my life.

Seeing this, Xiao Mo went from crying silently, to crying uncontrollably, and finally burst into tears.This is a man's most precious memory. He gave it to her on her birthday, just because he wanted to get along with her for a while, so that it would not be so abrupt for her to read these words on his birthday.

And on his birthday, he chose to ask her to throw away the box, what a sad decision he must have made.Because, he didn't expect that Shao Tong would come out on the way, and Xiao Mo's emotional world would turn around, and she would be stubborn and break, hurting him deeply.She knew that her being with Shao Tong was a fatal blow to him, especially what she said that morning, she never loved him, and it was impossible to fall in love with him, her resolute words deeply touched her. It hurt him, so he chose to let go.Also why, on the night of his birthday, he chose not to go home, and the red lip print on his shirt.He who didn't get a response must have made up his mind to start a new life.Although he decided to let go, he still generously chose to keep her safe, no matter what happened, he didn't want her to be hurt, just like he thought she was pregnant with someone else's child, even though he was very angry, he chose to remain silent and forbearance.

Xia Xiaomo, do you pay back what he has paid?Is his love for you still the same? There is unspeakable pain and sadness in her heart.