your name my secret

The phone call that night didn't have much content, but it lasted a long time. The two of them were reluctant to hang up the phone, and they just talked one after another until the phone became hot and issued a warning of low battery.

"Go to bed early, Xiaomo." He told her.

"Okay, you also rest early."

"Little Mo, I can't sleep."

"what happened?"

"Happy, too excited."

"what happened?"

"You don't understand. Iloveyou!" Before hanging up the phone, he whispered his confession to her.

Listening to his magnetic voice, Xiaomo's heart was full of happiness.He joked all day long, but suddenly such a formal confession seemed very different.

Tonight, Qiao Rui was not the only one suffering from insomnia, Xiao Mo also tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.She missed him, and it turned out that the kind of missing could make her feel flustered, as if it went deep into the bone marrow.Missing and happiness are intertwined, there are too many pasts worth remembering, and there are also many futures that she needs to imagine.

Xiaomo wrote in the last sentence of her diary today: Qiao Rui, in the past, because of you, I have brought me infinite hope. In the days to come, I hope to do my best to bring you happiness.

From the next day, Xiaomo found that she would receive his text messages at different times every day, which turned out to be different.Aunt Qiao would send her a text message, or greet her, or tell her his itinerary when she was free.While replying, Xiao Mo was thinking of Aunt Qiao, but her heart was extremely sweet.Love is really an annoying thing, it makes people intoxicated, and it also makes people laugh and cry.A woman in love really looks like a lunatic, and so does a man. Aunt Qiao is also in a state of insanity.

Qiao Rui went home on Friday. He wanted to give her a surprise. He came back a day early, but because the plane was late, he should have arrived before dinner. As a result, he arrived at the airport at ten o'clock in the evening.He went home excitedly, but he didn't expect the house to be dark.

Xia Xiaomo once texted him to tell him that her colleagues in the company had a dinner today, but she didn't expect to come back so late after this gathering?

He called her, and it took a long time for the call to connect.

"Xia Xiaomo, where are you?"

"My colleagues and I were in karaoke. After dinner, everyone said to come and do some exercise." She seemed a little out of breath when she spoke.

"When are you coming back?"

"I'll be back later. Where are you?"

"I am home."

"What? Aren't you coming back tomorrow?"

"Can't you come back today?"

"Of course, of course. I'll be back." Xiaomo didn't expect that he was already at home. She drank a few glasses of beer with her colleagues when she was in karaoke just now, and she was in a dizzy state, so she had no choice but to tell everyone I'm leaving.Qin Lang asked puzzledly: "Xiaomo, didn't you say you were going with me, why did you leave early?"

"Qiao Rui is back, I have to go back."

"Oh, then I'll see you off. You've been drinking." Since Qin Lang got drunk last time, he rarely drank alcohol, and now he basically stopped drinking. He really couldn't drink.

Xiao Mo went home both excitedly and anxiously, and deliberately opened the window to blow some cold wind on the way, but she was still a little dizzy.

When she got home, she rang the doorbell, and the door opened, and he couldn't help shaking her head and frowning when she saw her face smelling of alcohol.She looked at him silly and smiled.

"Xia Xiaomo, you're promising, and you're back drunk?" The two were deadlocked for two seconds, and he hugged her in his arms.Along the way, I imagined many versions of the meeting situation, either sweet or graceful or still the same as before, bickering and arguing, but I never thought that he was at home waiting for the drunken her to come home.

"I didn't drink much. I drank a little when I was happy with my colleagues. Don't worry, I'm fine. Actually, Qiao Rui, I have made a major discovery that wine is a good thing. Look at the poems written by the famous poet Li Qingzhao, almost the first capital It has something to do with wine. I think she should be a wine-loving and charming woman. If you don’t believe me, read her poems, such as: Chang Ji Xi Ting Sunset, drunk and no return. Or three glasses of light wine, how can you beat him late The wind is coming quickly. And last night, the rain was dredging and the wind was blowing, and the sleep was so deep that the wine was still there. These are all related to the wine, isn’t it beautiful? At least I haven’t lost my way.”

"Xia Xiaomo, do you still have reason? She is a lonely woman." He retorted her displeasedly.After drinking, she destroyed the romantic atmosphere of his fantasy.

"I'm also a lonely woman looking forward to my husband's return, haha." Xiao Mo suddenly thought that she was looking forward to his return every day, and the situation was not the same.

"Are you lonely too?" He sat her down on the sofa, hugged her, and stared at her flushed face.

"I, I, I..." She looked into his dark eyes, his handsome face, her heart beat faster, her blood surged, her words were not smooth, perhaps because of the power of alcohol, she impulsively clasped him with both hands neck, and kissed him proactively.

Xiaomo was a little shy and inexperienced, but she felt a certain desire in her heart, and under the influence of alcohol, she wanted to express her heart actively.

"Xiaomo..." He softly called her name, that name that was so tender in his heart, it was both loving and painful.It looks very close, but the journey is actually very difficult.

"Ah."

"Xiaomo..." He was a little confused.

"Qiao Rui." Xiao Mo responded to him, she felt that tonight was so beautiful, although she took the initiative, but soon he turned the other way, he kissed her affectionately, calling her, the vertigo of happiness made his breathing speed up ,

"Xiaomo, I miss you."

Xiaomo was dizzy, she only knew that the battle she provoked was beyond her capabilities but she was out of control, everything could only follow his pace.She couldn't tell whether it was the alcohol or what caused her to feel hot all over. She was excited and nervous, and a strange feeling quickly spread to her whole body like an electric shock. He quickly picked her up and walked into his room.

In the early morning, the sun shines into the room, and Qiao Rui wakes up later than usual.He felt as if he was dreaming, because he was clearly the only one on his big bed.Where's Xia Xiaomo?The bright red on the bed sheet is so eye-catching.The bite mark on his arm was still aching.He clearly remembered what happened last night.

Where's Xia Xiaomo?He suddenly panicked. Could it be the gentle place she deliberately created last night, and then she left quietly?He casually put on his pajamas and rushed out of the room.There was no one in the living room, so he went to push her room, the door was locked.She should be inside without leaving, right?what is she doing?Worried, he knocked on the door.There was no response, so he knocked again, and finally, a voice from inside answered lazily: "What are you doing?"

She opened the door as if she hadn't woken up.

"Are... are you okay?" Qiao Rui didn't know what to say to her for a while.How can anyone run away in the middle of the night?What does she mean?Not out of sincerity, just a drunk gaffe?

"What's the matter with me? I haven't woken up yet."

"Xia Xiaomo, stop pretending, you obviously slept on my side, when did you come here again?" He couldn't see her acting like nothing happened.

"Your side? Really? I may be drunk and don't remember. Will you go back to rest today?" She changed the subject.

"Of course go back."

"Okay, I'm going to get up and change clothes. I closed the door?" She wants to write off everything from last night?

"Xia Xiaomo, you were the one who got drunk last night, not me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not confused." He blocked the door to prevent her from closing it.

"Qiao Rui, what do you mean, what do you want?" Her face flushed for a while, and she really couldn't fool him if she could fool herself.Last night, she got drunk and slept with him?God knows why that happened earlier than she expected.She knew it would happen sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to happen so confusedly when she was half drunk and half awake. She woke up in the middle of the night and found that she was sleeping in his arms, and she fled back to her room.In a daze, she only remembered the pain, and he seemed to be saying "I love you" in her ear.It seems that she said so, she is still a little dizzy.

"I don't want to do anything, I just feel that some people are too afraid to face it?" He put his arms around her shoulders.

"Oh, what are you talking about? You didn't come to ask me to take responsibility, did you? Don't worry, I will take responsibility for you." Xiaomo smiled awkwardly.

"Responsible for me? Is there someone who is so responsible? Run away in the middle of the night." He refused to let go.

"I..." Xiaomo was nervous and shy, and was at a loss for words.Last night, as a girl, was she too active?It's all alcohol.

Qiao Rui ignored her, picked her up, and continued walking to his room.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Mo yelled in a panic, and then hid in his arms and cried loudly.

"What's the matter, Xiaomo, why are you crying?" He put her on the bed, bent down, held her face and asked her softly.

"People just want to cry."

"Why are you crying?"

"I lost my virginity, and I was still drunk."

"Fool, I'm not drunk."

"You won't laugh at me, will you?"

"Why should I laugh at you? It's too late for me to love you. Your drunken embrace made me unable to resist." He smiled ambiguously.

"Hate it, hooligan, stop laughing at me."

"The gangster can't even have his own wife?" He answered her while kissing her again.

"Are you going back today, Qiao Rui, I'm so tired, I don't want to move anymore." Xiao Mo lay on the bed, feeling sore in her limbs.

"I'll go back tomorrow and have a good rest today. I'll call home." Qiao Rui kissed Xiaomo, picked up the phone next to her, and called home.

In the best time, the two cuddled together, talking about love, recalling the past and imagining the future.Xiao Mo couldn't help being immersed in his infinite affection.Ten fingers clasped tightly, knotted in one heart, close your eyes, you are the only one in the world, safe and peaceful.At the end of that time, haunted by his deep love, and her infinitely enthusiastic response.Love is the mutual agreement of each other's hearts, and love is the deep affection that cannot be expressed in words.

I love you.

I love you too.