your name my secret

At that time, Xiaomo was still in the sixth grade of elementary school, and one day she suddenly found two hard things growing on both sides of her chest, accompanied by a faint pain.She was worried and scared.Both Luo Yixuan and her husband are on a business trip, and only the nanny and Qiao Rui are at home.Xiao Mo had been in pain for a few days, but it didn't get better, so she secretly took iodine and applied it, because she usually used this to relieve pain when she saw Qiao Rui injured.But after applying it twice, the pain didn't ease at all, and it felt that the hard lump had grown a little bit, and it became more and more painful, and it hurt when touched.She felt that she was seriously ill.At that time, there was no Baidu or Tianya to ask about internal or external affairs.

After school, she hid in her room to do her homework. Thinking of her illness, she cried in fear as she wrote. She felt that she would die. At that time, it was inexplicably easy to think of death, and she was very frightened.When I was young, I really had a lot of fear of death, especially when I was alone, I always thought about it.

Qiao Rui saw her crying, and asked her with a good attitude this time: "Xia Xiaomo, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? You failed the exam?"

"No."

"why?"

"Qiao Rui, I, I may be dying, I have a terminal illness." Xiao Mo cried and said to him, finally there was someone she could talk to.Even though he didn't seem so friendly to her at ordinary times, he never hurt her.

"Stupid, why is it so easy to die, why are you sick?"

"Anyway, I'm sick. It's very serious, and I haven't been well." Although she doesn't understand the reason, she has reached the age where she doesn't want to say the cause casually.

"You're not a doctor, what do you know about terminal illness? Ask Aunt Wang to take you to see a doctor tomorrow." His parents were not at home, so of course he could only let Xiaomo and Aunt Wang, the nanny at the time, go to the hospital.

"I don't want to go. I don't want to go to the hospital. I hate hospitals. My mother died in the hospital." Thinking of her mother and the sudden changes in her body, she changed from crying to wailing. cry.She has always had a fear of hospitals.

"Xia Xiaomo, don't cry, it makes me feel hairy. By the way, my classmate Zheng Yuqing's mother is a doctor. Why don't I take you to her house now instead of going to the hospital, and consult her mother first." He I thought of a way.

Xiaomo gradually stopped crying.At dusk, she and Qiao Rui went to Zheng Yuqing's house.At that time, I remembered that Qiao Rui called Zheng Yuqing outside and said something to her, Zheng Yujing brought Xiaomo home.Qiao Rui didn't go in, maybe it's because men and women are different, he waited outside.

Zheng Yuqing's mother is a pediatrician, she asked softly about Xiao Mo's condition, Xiao Mo stammered about her illness, Zheng Yuqing secretly smiled at the side, and even made faces at Xiao Mo.

Zheng Yuqing's mother asked Xiao Mo to pull up her clothes, she touched them carefully, and said to Xiao Mo, "It's okay, it's a normal phenomenon caused by development, it will get better after a while, and it will gradually become big. girl."

"But, Auntie, I haven't heard from other students that this is the case." Xiaomo was still worried.I thought it was serious, but I didn't expect Zheng Yuqing's mother to come to the conclusion in a few words that she was not sick at all.

Zheng Yuqing also smiled at the side and said: "Xiaomo, I was in the same pain as you a few years ago. It's okay, some people are in pain and some are not. Besides, in this situation, most girls are too embarrassed to talk to others. That’s right. Just now Qiao Rui said that you told him that you were terminally ill, he was so nervous.”

Xiao Mo smiled shyly.

When she came out of Zheng Yuqing's house, she saw Qiao Rui standing at the stairs waiting for her. As soon as she saw her, she immediately asked her, "Did you ask? What's the situation?"

"asked."

"Is it serious? Do you want to go to the hospital? What's wrong?" He was really nervous.

"You don't need to go to the hospital. It will recover naturally in two days. The doctor's aunt told me." Xiao Mo replied with a blushing face.Fortunately, it was so late that he couldn't see her expression clearly.

"I was so scared to death just now, you are really stupid and suspicious." He didn't ask any more questions, but scolded her again.

"I'm just suspicious, what's wrong?" Xiao Mo shot back at him, she was a little grateful to him for taking her to see a doctor, but when he heard him call her a fool, she couldn't help but argue with him.

Thinking of the events of that year, it seems vivid in front of my eyes, but the youthful past is a warm memory, and the pain of adolescence is so ignorant and funny.