your name my secret

Xiaomo didn't get home until early in the morning.Had dinner and watched a movie with Shao Tong last night.She was in a bad mood because Qiao Rui kept calling her, so she simply turned off her phone.Coming out of the theater, the radio station in the car announced that there would be a meteor shower at 12 o'clock in the evening. Xiao Mo said to Shao Tong, "Shall we go to the top of the mountain to watch the meteor shower?"

In fact, she could have gone home early, because of Qiao Rui, Xiao Mo somehow didn't want to go back early tonight. When she went back, Qiao Rui must be waiting for her. She felt disgusted seeing him now.He said that he wanted to clarify some things with her, and if there was anything else to say, the facts were all in front of him.She thought that if she saw him, she would definitely have the urge to smash his monstrous face into pieces.

Like her, love her, what a joke, ghosts will believe it.Leaving aside the disparity in their family backgrounds, he has hardly praised her positively these years, especially in the past few years when she was out of town. Apart from sabotaging her behind her back, did he have any liking and love?She thought that the seeds of their hatred should have been planted a long time ago. When he was young, he looked down on her, and when he grew up, he only despised and suppressed her, disrespecting her. Of course, there is still some superficial care and love. That's all because of the influence of the elders.

The real break in the relationship between the two should have erupted completely when Shao Tong was beaten in his freshman year.The ridiculous thing is that she had fantasized that she would get along well with him when she came back this time, and she didn't want to be indifferent anymore, treating him as a relative. After all, she was still favored by his family. His parents really care about her.

If it is like and love, she felt it from Shao Tong.Shao Tong always smiles before speaking, always looks gentle and elegant, only praises her, never cynicism.This is what she wants.At least, in his eyes, she is a beautiful and attractive woman.

Xiao Mo asked to watch the meteor shower, and Shao Tong agreed with it.The two drove together and went to the mountain. There were quite a lot of people coming up the mountain. They were all young people, some were lovers, and some astronomy enthusiasts.

After watching the meteor shower, I sat in the car, opened the sunroof to watch the stars, and chatted.

There are many lovers around, the gentle evening breeze, the beautiful scenery, the summer insects are also silent for it.

Shao Tong said affectionately to Xiao Mo: "Xiao Mo, I had a good impression of you in high school, but for some reason, we missed it. The beautiful fate made us meet again, and getting along with you feels very relaxed and at ease. !"

Xiaomo was in a bad mood at first, but after listening to Shao Tong's slightly tactful confession, her fragile heart seemed to have received some kind of redemption, and met the warmth she had longed for.She smiled shyly.

She has thought countless times in her mind whether it is possible for her and Shao Tong.Whether the feelings of girls back then can really lead to love.However, she had never been in love before, but today she was stimulated by Qiao Rui, and she resolutely decided that no matter what the future is, she must have a good love once.She wants to prove to him that although he seems to be omnipotent, he will never destroy her love.

In her little life experience, Shao Tong is undoubtedly a good partner, at least he has the good feelings in the past, not to mention the current him, he has not let her down, she is eager to turn her beauty into reality.It's just that she is naturally sensible and somewhat reserved, so she didn't agree to him directly.

"Shao Tong, although we are classmates, we haven't gotten to know each other very well these past few years. Let's get to know each other better like friends." Xiao Mo blushed and said what was in her heart.

"Hehe, Xiaomo, you are acting like a high school girl now. You are pure and heart-warming." Shao Tong smiled.He had already had two girlfriends, and seeing Xiaomo's shy look, he felt that she was as young as she was back then.In the past few years, traveling all over the world, he has met a lot of girls. He likes her very much, but it seems that he needs a little patience to get along with her.Xia Xiaomo should be someone worth dating. Although she doesn't have parents, she has a close relationship with Qiao's, and she has some background. In addition, she has good personal work ability. Give him help.In addition, she has a cheerful personality and is also beautiful. Compared with his previous two girlfriends, her advantages are obvious. He is becoming more and more rational emotionally now. Finding a girlfriend with good conditions will be a good thing for his future. It helps a lot.

The two were sitting in the car, it was late at night, Shao Tong asked Xiaomo: "It's getting late, do you want to go home and rest?" He saw that Xia Xiaomo seemed a little unhappy tonight, as if she was avoiding going home.

Xiao Mo shook her head.

"Shao Tong, I'm in a bad mood today. Would you like to spend the whole night with me on the mountain? We can watch the sunrise tomorrow." Xiao Mo has a bold idea. Tonight, because of the matter with Qiao Rui, she Not wanting to go home, she was in a bad mood.She decided to just sit on the mountain for one night because she saw that many couples on the mountain who had watched the meteor shower also chose to spend the night on the top of the mountain.The vast sky, the sky and the earth are big, it seems that it can also relax the mood.There is no one to complain about her inner distress.

"Okay, as long as you can hold on, I promise to accompany you." Shao Tong naturally agreed.Although she didn't directly agree to be his girlfriend just now, but she asked him to spend the night with her on the top of the mountain, a fool understands what it means.

"Xiaotong, I have no parents since I was a child. I still don't quite understand why my parents had me. Of course, I can't ask again. Therefore, I have some unique experiences. I will treat my emotions carefully. It was the first time Xiaomo talked about her life experience with a man.

"Xiaomo, don't worry, I don't care about your background, on the contrary, I will take good care of you."

"You, will you laugh at me for being old-fashioned?"

"How come, Xiaomo, no matter what, we are at least classmates and friends. I understand what you said. Although I don't know what's going on with you today, I feel that you are not in a good mood. I hope I can make you feel better A little." Shao Tong comforted her softly.

A strange warm current rose in Xiao Mo's heart. In such a helpless night, Shao Tong was like a star in the darkness, allowing her to see the light.The two sat cuddled against each other on the mountain for one night, talking about the high school life they spent together, their respective college life and their respective jobs, until Dongfang Chubai.

The two of them were unlucky and didn't see the sunrise, because it started to rain lightly in the second half of the night, and Shao Tong sent Xiaomo home after dawn.

Having not slept all night, and suffering from a bit of cold, Xiao Mo had a headache on the way home.When she got home, she found a box of cold medicine in the medicine cabinet, poured some water, and took the medicine.Maybe she was too focused and didn't pay attention at all. At some point, Qiao Rui stood behind her.As soon as she turned around, she suddenly saw Qiao Rui, and she was so frightened that the medicine box in her hand fell to the ground.

"Xia Xiaomo, have you just come back?"

"I want you to take care of it."

"Take medicine when you come back. What kind of medicine did you take?" He stared fixedly at her eyes, which were bloodshot, and his shirt was unbuttoned three times.Xiao Mo had never seen Qiao Rui like this before, he was always radiant and delicate.Her heart suddenly trembled.He's drinking again!

She timidly picked up the medicine box on the ground, and replied to him: cold medicine.

"Xia Xiaomo, you haven't come home all night, you're a lonely man and a widow, what you want to take now is not cold medicine but after-event medicine?" He was very angry.

"Qiao Rui, you are a bastard, do you care what I eat?!" Xiao Mo was still angry at first, but she was even more angry after hearing his slander, and she also yelled at him in a low voice.

"I can't control it? What can lonely men and widows do if they don't return all night?!" He was already crazy.This tormenting night has made him lose his last sanity.

"Do I need to tell you every detail of what I did? It's not like you're a playboy who hasn't done what a widow can do, so you're so curious?" Xiao Mo was so angry that she couldn't help but burst into tears.Xiaomo quickly ran upstairs.He followed closely, and he followed her into her room.

"Xiao Mo." Qiao Rui hugged her in his arms and closed the door.This is a plot she never thought of. She wanted to struggle, but he hugged her tightly, "Don't torture me, okay. You didn't call back all night, I didn't sleep all night, I called you, the phone was turned off, you know Did I almost go crazy? I drove on the street for most of the night and didn't sleep when I came back. I sat in the car and waited for you. Xiao Mo, I don't want to play this kind of game with you anymore. "

"Yeah, you've been playing this kind of game for several years, are you happy? You won? Don't play, don't you want to play something else?"

"Xiaomo, I treat you differently than you think."

"Don't explain anymore, explaining is covering up. I have eyes, and I only believe what I see." She looked up and glared at him, just in time to see his bloodshot eyes staring at her fieryly, reeking of alcohol , Her heart twitched, God, is he going to go crazy with alcohol again?

She was hesitating whether to hide or not, but he stretched out his hand, hugged her in his arms, and quickly lowered his head to kiss her lips.His kiss was long and passionate, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, with infinite longing and affection, Xiaomo lost her mind at that moment, she was at a loss, she had no choice but to let him kiss until he let go He drove her away and whispered in her ear: "Xiao Mo, I love you.

"Qiao Rui, you are still the same. You mess around when you are drunk. Well, whether you are drunk or not, whether what you say is true or not, I solemnly tell you that I never thought of liking You, it is impossible to love you. Now, I only hate you. I am just an ordinary person, I don’t want to play games with you. My heart is like a sponge soaked in water, even if your so-called love is like The sea, I can't let my heart absorb another drop of water. Now, I have someone I like, who I have always liked all these years. I hope you will stop playing dirty tricks. If there is a problem between me and Shao Tong, it must be you What the hell, I will never let you go. If you do things to destroy us again, I will tell my aunt everything, and even more people, you are also a person with a reputation, don’t believe me try it! Now I am no longer a few years ago, I will not be afraid of you." Xiao Mo warned him righteously.

Xiao Mo spoke out what was in her heart in one breath, although she said the truth, but it seemed that only in this way could she anger him and relieve her hatred.At this moment, it was ridiculous for him to say that he loved her. Is this his drunken nonsense, or is it a grand excuse to cover up the bad things he has done?In the name of love, can he cover up his sinister intentions?

She really never thought that he loved her, this is the boundary that has been drawn since the beginning of her love.Since she was a child, she knew the gap between him and her. Whether it was family or her own, she felt that it was out of reach, and someone warned her not to think about it.What's more, his attitude towards her has always been like a demanding elder brother, so she never dared to think anything wrong.There are also their previous misunderstandings. In the past few years, they have been very alienated, let alone love, friendship has become a problem, but after returning this time, the two have indeed become closer, but it has nothing to do with love.It should be an effort made by adults to achieve harmony and mutuality in the family after they are sensible.

And she, who just experienced Shao Tong's confession last night, felt light in front of Shao Tong.Two unknown worlds, two hearts approaching the unknown, this is her ideal love.Two people who are evenly matched, without too much pressure, struggle together, work hard together from scratch, and create a new life together. This is the life of ordinary people, plain and warm.It turned out that she didn't expect anything soul-stirring, what she expected was the kind of mutual appreciation on an equal footing, not a life of looking up to.

She felt his body tremble, he let go of her, glanced at her, sighed heavily, opened the door, and walked out, Qiao Rui, has never been so decadent, the him in front of her is her What she had never seen before was also what she didn't want to see. Qiao Rui in her heart should be proud, confident, and high-spirited. She felt a little distressed about him, and it had nothing to do with love.He has always been her relative.Even though I hate him now, I still hope he is normal.After all, he is Aunt Luo's only son and the hope of the Qiao family.