your name my secret

"No, Shao Tong, I'll just go back later." Xiao Mo came back to her senses and broke away from his embrace.Although she was shy and nervous just now, she still didn't lose her mind.The special experience made her know how to measure since she was a child.

"Xiaomo, what do you mean? Are you really dating me?" Shao Tong let her go with some complaints.He already had resentment in his heart today, but he couldn't find an outlet.Her rejection made him feel even more lost.Sure enough, Xia Xiaomo didn't really want to have a heart-to-heart relationship with him.

"Shao Tong, I'm sorry, I hope we can understand each other better. Didn't you say that you understand me?" Xiaomo patiently explained to him that his request was understandable, but she felt that it was not yet time. Her body and mind were not fully opened to him.She has no father and no mother, she must be cautious in everything, she is traditional and restrained.

"Xiao Mo, how can someone not be together in a relationship? I'm a normal man." Shao Tong had a good temper, but this was the first time Xiao Mo saw him angry.

"Shao Tong, I admit that many people are in love and living together now, but some things need a process. Maybe, I belong to the slow-heating type. My experience is quite special. I have my own persistence. I hope you can understand. At least now I I don’t think it’s the time yet. Didn’t you say you’re tired today? Go to bed early, and I’ll take a taxi back. Don’t worry about work, if the east doesn’t shine and the west shines, there will be better projects.” Xiaomo comforted again Shao Tong.She took her handbag and wanted to leave.

Shao Tong sat on the sofa and watched Xiao Mo get up expressionless, motionless, without any intention of sending her away.

Although she could go back by herself, she also knew that he was unhappy, but he watched her get up without moving, which still made her feel a little sad.What people show at critical moments is not selfishness, but the truest thoughts in their hearts.How much weight does she have in his heart?Because he didn't agree to some kind of request from him, can he be so indifferent?That kind of thing needs to be pleasing to each other, so how can it happen in such a situation of impulsiveness?This is not how she wants to feel.

Or today is a special situation, work is not going well and you are in a bad mood?Forget it, don't argue with him.Xiaomo couldn't find the answer, she didn't have much experience in love, but she was still willing to think on the bright side, she would rather believe that today should be a special situation, but she was inexplicably blocked in her heart.

Xiao Mo returned home in a depressed mood, and happened to meet Qiao Rui at the stairs.She went upstairs and he went downstairs.

"Qiao Rui, are you free? Let's talk." Xiao Mo said to Qiao Rui.

"I have an appointment and I'm in a hurry."

"Not for long, a few minutes, okay?"

"it is good."

"Since you want to go out, let's chat in your car." Xiaomo suggested.

"Okay." The two went outside together and sat in Qiao Rui's car.

"Come on, what do you want to talk about?" In the car, Qiao Rui glanced sideways at her.

"About the bidding, is it because you deliberately didn't let Shao Tong enter the company?" Xiao Mo didn't turn the corner, and directly expressed her doubts.He didn't destroy her and Shao Tong, but he didn't give Shao Tong a chance.

"I don't have that ability. Besides, I never have personal feelings about work."

"Hypocrisy. Is it because we are in a stalemate, so we don't give Shao Tong a chance?"

"How is it possible? Xia Xiaomo, do you have some brains? I will treat the company's major events as a trifle? Besides, there is no rigidity between us. Isn't this the relationship that has always been? You are with me. It's not that important in your heart. You don't ask what companies are bidding, and the strength is not as good as others, so that's the result." He snorted.

"Come on, Qiao Rui, I heard that a little-known company won the bid for the overall decoration of the hotel. It seems that the scale is not much larger than Shao Tong's company." Xiao Mo remembered what Shao Tong said to her.

"Xia Xiaomo, don't make wild guesses if you don't know the truth. This company is relatively small, but they have an excellent design team and design concept, which won my heart."

"Yes, yes, it won your heart, which means you can control the result."

"It's good to win my heart, and more importantly, it touched all the judges." Qiao Rui said while opening the storage box of the car, and took out a stack of drawing patterns from it.

"Look at it, look at the design of the house, every detail has been considered. You only have a small part of the blueprint."

Xiao Mo flipped through it curiously, and it was very distinctive, simple and elegant. The last one was a napkin designed by the other party. It was a white napkin with natural jacquard, and a jasmine flower was embroidered on one corner. The white flower and green leaves were particularly three-dimensional and spiritual, making The whole is not only upscale, but also fresh and pleasant, feeling warm.

"The design of the napkin is so beautiful!" Xiaomo couldn't help admiring

"You think it's good too, so everyone likes a good work. They have done their homework on the details. Is there anything else? I have nothing to do. I have to go." He seemed a little impatient.

"It's okay." Xiaomo said dejectedly.She originally thought that it was because of her that Qiao Rui retaliated against her, which affected Shao Tong and made him lose his chance. Now it seems that this is not the case. Although human relations are important in business, strength is more important.Qiao Rui won't be casual at work, Xiao Mo knows that.Similarly, if she sits in this seat by herself, the first consideration should be the best solution rather than nepotism. No one will play with their own wealth. To succeed, every step must be carefully chosen, regardless of favor , has nothing to do with affection.

"It's okay, get out of the car, I'm leaving." He urged her again.

"Where are you going at night?" Xiao Mo blurted out.

"Dating." He just said two words, without any further explanation.And, at this moment, his phone rang, and the moment he connected, Xiao Mo clearly heard a female voice asking, "Qiao Rui, where are you?"

Xiaomo pushed the door and got out of the car, but didn't say hello to him who was answering the phone.

Qiao Rui hung up the phone and saw her enter the room with a lonely back, that Shao Tong asked her to ask, or how did she know that a small company won the bid?She was originally a person who was unwilling to wrong herself and would never bow her head in front of him, but because of that man, she actually came to ask him again and again.stupid.However, if you want to be stupid, I have nothing to do. I swear that I will no longer take care of your business. No matter how stupid you are, you can continue to be stupid. It has nothing to do with me, so as not to blame me for destroying you.

Xiao Mo returned to the room, feeling very depressed. Although she and Shao Tong were not arguing today, she felt that there must be something wrong between them, and she couldn't say what it was.For some reason, the emotion that sprouted back then was only discovered after getting closer, and it was very different.She really needs to think about it, is Shao Tong the right person to live with her for the rest of her life?Is it a personality issue or something else?She was actually confused.Also, do men really care that much about that kind of thing?Is Shao Tong's attitude today just because of this matter?

After much deliberation, no matter what, Shao Tong seems to be in a bad mood today, so don't worry about it with him. She lay on the bed and sent a text message to Shao Tong: Shao Tong, you are in a bad mood today, and what I said may be wrong. It's so beautiful, I hope you can understand.

Xiao Mo waited for a long time, but still did not receive his reply, Xiao Mo thought that he must have gone to sleep, and she also fell asleep with a heavy heart.

On weekends, Xiao Mo didn't receive any news from Shao Tong, and she was so angry that she didn't take the initiative to contact him again.

On Sunday, Xiao Mo asked Zhao Kexin to go shopping together.Zhao Kexin is getting married, and there are a lot of things to buy, so she simply prints out the things she wants to buy, puts them in her hand, buys one and deletes the other.Marriage is a major event in life. It seems that there are really many things to be busy with. However, although Zhao Kexin complained that he was exhausted, he was in a good mood.

The two of them had been busy all morning, so tired that their feet cramped, and finally found a western restaurant near the shopping mall for dinner.Zhao Kexin, who is a petty bourgeoisie, likes to come to this kind of place.The two found a seat by the window in the lobby, Zhao Kexin arranged the menu, Xiao Mo was extremely thirsty, and kept drinking lemonade.

"Xiao Mo, how are you and Shao Tong doing? You look unhappy."

"It's okay, that's it. By the way, I will start changing jobs next week."

"Change jobs? Back to Trader Joe's?"

"No, I decided to go to my apprentice's company to start a business with them. Start a new industry."

"Are you in a bad mood because of changing jobs?"

"That's not it."

"Hey, what's the situation? Are you having trouble with Shao Tong? Last time you mentioned him, he looked quite happy. Didn't you meet your parents?"

"Kexin, I think the relationship between the two of them is quite different from what I imagined." Xiaomo said with some frustration.

"Of course it's different. Don't be too idealistic. There is no lover who doesn't quarrel. Have you told him about changing jobs?"

"No, I was going to ask for his opinion, but I haven't found a chance to talk about it. Besides, I like to decide for myself." She actually wanted to tell Shao Tong, but she never had a chance. Of course, he didn't seem to care at all. her work.

"Anyway, you like to go your own way, and it was the same when you went to other places three years ago."

"You can control your own destiny." Xiao Mo smiled wryly, and suddenly remembered asking Qiao Rui's opinion casually last night, is it counted as asking for advice?

"Emotional matters cannot be decided by one person." Zhao Kexin persuaded her in the tone of someone who had come here.

"Yeah, I suddenly discovered that, in fact, sometimes, knowing that the road ahead is not clear, but I just stubbornly want to give it a try and insist on going my own way, can I just endure it when I hit a wall? Because the road is chosen by myself Ah. As for emotional matters, if my efforts are not what the other party needs, no matter how much I put in, they will not appreciate it. Also, it seems that it is not easy for two people to agree."

"The process of two people getting along is the process of constantly adapting to each other. Isn't it right, Xiao Mo, I have so many feelings today, and my mood is also low. Is it a sign of breaking up?"

"Cold war, he ignores me, and I ignore him."

"It's still like this. A man should be more generous and take the initiative. Ignore him. He will come to you naturally in two days. Man, sometimes it's a good way to save face. You should calm down and struggle. When the time comes, the impulsiveness will convince your reason." , I will come to you." Zhao Kexin persuaded Xiaomo.

"Kexin, sometimes, if you don't quarrel, you don't necessarily have a good relationship, and if you quarrel, you don't necessarily have a bad relationship." Xiaomo felt that although she and Shao Tong didn't quarrel, there was always some estrangement.

"Yeah, fighting is kissing and scolding is love. If you quarrel once, the two parties will get to know each other better, and the relationship will be stronger. As long as it's not a quarrel. I think so. After a quarrel, both parties should think about things rationally and understand and tolerate each other." Naturally, the feelings are deep." Zhao Kexin was emotional, and suddenly, Zhao Kexin kicked Xiao Mo, "Look back, your family, Qiao Rui, has a girl." Xiao Mo turned her head and saw Qiao Rui, and she followed a woman, Xiao Mo recognized Zhang Zirou at a glance, but today she is wearing a high-end dress, and the image of a white-collar beauty is still a big name.

"Qiao Rui." Zhao Kexin stood up and greeted him enthusiastically. Qiao Rui naturally saw Xiao Mo and came over to greet them. "Do you want to be together? Qiao Rui." Zhao Kexin asked him.

"Thank you, we have booked the booth inside in advance." Zhang Zirou politely declined.When the two walked away, Zhao Kexin asked Xiao Mo in a low voice: "Qiao Rui's girlfriend? Did you see that outfit, at least six figures."

"I don't know if it's a girlfriend, and I didn't bring it home to correct my name, but the relationship between the two should be quite close."

"It's either rich or expensive at first glance." Zhao Kexin said to himself.

"Miss Jinxing Group."

"No wonder, you know him?"

"I saw it once."

"It's true that they are well matched, and the two of them are quite suitable when they stand together. Young Master Qiao decided to say goodbye to being single?" Zhao Kexin's startled nature was revealed again, and he asked Xiaomo with wide eyes.

"Who knows." Xiao Mo was listless. She wasn't interested in knowing about him. Of course, she didn't want to talk to Zhao Kexin about what happened between them. If this happened, there would probably be an uproar.According to Zhao Kexin's personality, it might be a straight shot: "Xia Xiaomo, you pig, you should accept Qiao Rui when he said he likes you. Regardless of whether it's true or not, accept him first."

How could she understand her feelings all these years?Over the years, she has cast layers of armor on her heart.