your name my secret

In the morning, Xiao Mo sent a text message to Qiao Rui in the office: Qiao Rui, happy birthday.She doesn't want to call him.

"Thank you." His reply was timely, but Xiao Mo was at a loss for what to do with these two polite words.

"Qiao Rui, so polite? Where are you having dinner for your birthday today? I asked my aunt this morning, and she said she would wait for your call." Xiao Mo couldn't help calling him.

"Rongsheng is near the company, do you know the place?"

"I know, isn't my original unit over there? I'm familiar with it."

"Okay, at 6:406, room [-]."

"okay, got it."

In the evening, when Xiaomo arrived at the hotel, she was the last one to arrive, because there were only five people in the whole place.

"Just the five of us?" Xiaomo was surprised, she didn't expect that there were really four people in the family plus Aunt Zhang.

"I thought you would bring someone here." Qiao Rui said lightly.Sure enough, Xiao Mo noticed that six sets of utensils had been prepared.They thought she would take Shao Tong with them, but they broke up long ago.

Xiao Mo smiled awkwardly, she didn't want to tell everyone about her breakup with Shao Tong yet.

"Oh, he's on a business trip, and he wants me to send him my best wishes." Xiao Mo avoided the subject and handed over a beautifully wrapped gift, "Qiao Rui, happy birthday."

"Thank you." He took the gift without the slightest joy, but just expressed his gratitude politely, and put the gift on the coffee table next to him.

"Xiaomo, is Shao Tong on a business trip?" Luo Yixuan asked again deliberately, since she is a boyfriend, such a day should still come.

"Hmm." Xiao Mo resisted the sadness in her heart and told a lie, although she didn't know how long she could keep it.

"Okay, then let's serve." Qiao Rui said to the waiter.

The family's birthday party was plain but warm, and Xiao Mo suddenly remembered that on her birthday, Qiao Rui said that the key to the birthday present would only be given to her on his birthday.Xiao Mo asked Qiao Rui who was clinking glasses with Qiao Zhengnan: "Qiao Rui, the box you gave me on my birthday said that you would not give me the key until today. When will you give me the key? I have been waiting with curiosity." With your keys."

"Haha, Xia Xiaomo, I have to say sorry for something. I forgot to buy a gift that day, so I made up a little story to make you happy. In fact, there is nothing in the small box, and there is no key. I I thought you threw it away a long time ago. Since you still remember, let me tell you now, you can throw it away." Qiao Rui smiled lightly, without any apology.

Xiaomo felt that she was being teased by him again, and this time the teasing took a little longer, making her have been looking forward to the answer.

"Bad guy." Xiao Mo scolded softly, and even Luo Yixuan couldn't help but patted her son, "You're 30 years old, and you still play this kind of child's game."

Qiao Rui didn't make another sound.Not long after, his phone rang, "Zijian, is that right? Thank you. I'll be here later, so you can entertain everyone for me first."

"What's wrong?" Luo Yixuan asked her son.

"A group of my classmates set up a place for me to play, and asked me to go there after eating."

"Oh, young man, let's have fun. We've almost finished eating. Your dad, Aunt Zhang and I will go back first, and Xiao Mo will go and have fun together. She's usually quite homey." Luo Yixuan said as she got up.She felt that Xiaomo was busy with work during this time, and she seemed to be in a bad mood, so she just went to relax and let go.

Xiao Mo glanced at Qiao Rui, no matter whether she went or not, in fact, she cared about his attitude in her heart.He didn't say anything.not welcome?Xiaomo's heart beat wildly for no reason.

Xiao Mo withdrew her eyes and ignored him.She was in a low mood during this time, how could she be in the mood to go to a place where the lights were feasting and feasting to be happy?So she followed closely, "Auntie, I'll go back with you earlier."

Luo Yixuan was a little surprised, "It's still early, young man, go and play, at our age, we can't even play if we want to."

"No, I don't know any of his friends, so I can't play." Xiao Mo refused again.Someone Qiao didn't invite, so she didn't want to post it.

"Go, I still know a few of them." Qiao Rui spoke suddenly.Did he acquiesce just now, or did he change his mind and invite her to participate?

"That's right, let's go." The five of them left the box at the same time, and Xiao Mo suddenly found that he didn't take the gift she gave him.Xiao Mo asked in surprise, "Have you taken the gift I gave you just now?"

"Oh, I forgot." He said lightly, and Xiao Mo immediately turned around and went back to the box, where the beautifully wrapped presents were still quietly lying on the coffee table.She bought it bleeding profusely, but he casually forgot about it.Xiaomo felt that Qiao Rui was weird today, he was not usually a forgetful person, she felt that his series of behavior today showed that he ignored her, and her bad mood was hit again.

The two sat in the car, silent all the way.Xiaomo looked at the colorful world that kept flashing by outside the window, feeling a sense of sadness, her eyes became moist instantly, she is a very emotional person, she didn't want to be seen by him, so she looked sideways out of the window and sniffed.

"What's wrong?" He turned to look at her.

"It's nothing." She kept turning her head and looking out the window.

"Tell me, don't I know you yet? What's the matter?"

"Just say it, I'm not happy." She still had the temper she had when she was young.

"why?"

"It's just that you didn't have a gift for my birthday. Not only did you lie to me for so long, but you didn't care about the gift that was carefully selected for you today, and you almost lost it." Xiaomo couldn't help but pour out her grievance out.

"I'm getting older, and I really don't care so much about these gifts. I really forgot to take them just now, and I didn't do it on purpose." He explained, "Okay, I know, it's not right now. Is it in the car?"

"You don't have to care about it. Young Master Qiao has a lot of money anyway, but this gift is also carefully selected by me. At least I will live frugally for a long time." Xiao Mo wanted to attack him.

"Who wants you to buy expensive things? You're stupid." Qiao Rui frowned.

"I am willing. It's not because I saw that you are 30 years old and it is a big birthday, and I want to express my heart. You are good, not only ignored my gift, but also lied to me for so long, saying that you would give me the key on your birthday, I actually Foolishly keeping that empty box waiting for your key."

"Are you so interested in that thing?"

"Of course, I've always kept the things you gave me." Xiao Mo added, trying to show that she was more humane than him.

"You just foolishly keep a box for a few months. At worst, you just throw it away. Some people foolishly wait for a miracle to appear for many years, and in the end nothing happens, and they also want to live peacefully. Xiao Xia Mo, there are not so many surprises in life, but you should always be prepared to accept the test of setbacks. If you think about it this way, you will live a happier life, isn’t there a saying that is not to be surprised by flattery or humiliation?” He seemed to be enlightening her, as if he was also convincing himself.

Xiao Mo and Qiao Rui came to a place called Carving Time, which is actually a small bar, quite literary, and it should be a place where people from the circle usually gather.

As soon as Xiao Mo and Qiao Rui appeared, the people who were chatting, dancing and playing games in the bar stopped, the lights went out, and everyone in the hall sang "Happy Birthday to you." In the candlelight, the girl dressed up very elegantly, with her hair tied in a bun behind her head, revealing her slender and white neck, and a familiar face. She is Zhang Zirou, Xiao Mo Didn't recognize it at first glance.

Qiao Rui made a wish amid everyone's applause and blew out the candles.Zhang Zirou beside him has been assisting him in doing these things. She never leaves his eyes for a moment, and keeps looking at him with a gentle smile, her eyes full of love.Qiao Rui also looked at her and smiled, Zhang Zirou took the initiative to put his arms around his neck and kissed him, although the kiss was on the cheek, everyone applauded together.In the soft candlelight, the two kissed like a silhouette, beautiful and moving.Xiao Mo stood under the stage, feeling an inexplicable throbbing.

The lights are turned on, and the music is also played at the same time. Since it is a very artistic place, there is naturally a band.The music sounded, and a male voice began to sing. An unknown song was sung softly, which was very warm and emotional as the background music.

Sitting in the corner, Xiao Mo knew that Qiao Rui, who was the protagonist, would definitely run around the field tonight, but she found that Zhang Zirou was always by his side, like a hostess.

Xiao Mo had known for a long time that Zhang Zirou was the daughter of the Zhenxing Group, and she was indeed generous and decent, with a well-rounded appearance, and she was well matched with Qiao Rui, Xiao Mo sincerely admitted.

Suddenly a man sat across from Xiao Mo, "Xia Xiaomo, Xiao Mo, right?" The man asked Xiao Mo excitedly.

"Well, you are..." Xiaomo faced a medium-sized man opposite him, but she couldn't remember the gentlemanly man.

"I'm Jiang Heping, don't you remember me? You worked as a waiter in a western restaurant with Qiao Rui back then. Didn't you go there several times?" The man introduced himself enthusiastically.

"Ah?! I remember. As soon as you said it, I immediately got the impression. By the way, didn't you open a French restaurant yourself?"

"Yeah, you know?"

"In the first half of the year, Qiao Rui took me to your restaurant for dinner, but he said that you went to France at that time."

"Really? That's it, and you haven't been there since then?"

"Well, I was quite busy afterwards, but the food in your restaurant is quite delicious." In fact, I went there once with Shao Tong later, and Xiao Mo didn't want to bring up the sad things again.

"It's my happiest thing to get everyone's praise. Welcome to come often. You're here, free of charge." Jiang Heping's straightforward words made Xiaomo laugh.

"Qiao Rui said that you went abroad to find a foreign girl girlfriend, did you find it?" Xiao Mo suddenly remembered what Qiao Rui said at that time, now that she is idle anyway, she might as well talk about it.

"Haha, Qiao Rui hurt me again. How can I find any foreign girls? It's better to raise local ones." Jiang Heping smiled embarrassedly.

"Heping, come here, let's have a drink together." Suddenly a man next to him called Jiang Heping, Jiang Heping greeted Xiao Mo, and went over there for a drink. I looked for Qiao Rui all over the place, but I didn't see anyone else. What about the birthday people?

Suddenly, the music on the stage stopped, and a long-haired man held the microphone and began to speak: "Everyone, please be quiet, there will be a performance that everyone is looking forward to, and that is our birthday star, Qiao Rui, the guitar prince back then. A nostalgic song, where are the applause and screams?"

When the applause and screams faded away, Xiao Mo saw Qiao Rui sitting on the stage with a guitar in his arms, with a band behind him accompaniment.In the past few years, she hasn't seen him play the guitar again, but he was so obsessed with this instrument when he was in middle school, and sometimes he couldn't even eat.Xiaomo once teased him that the guitar was his magic tool for picking up girls, and he proudly answered her: "Do I still need to pick up girls? It's all girls who come to pick me up!"

Curiously, Xiao Mo found a seat in the front row. She wanted to listen to the difference between his singing now and his back then.

The chord sounded, still so skillful, the familiar prelude, Xiao Mo knew that he was going to sing "Middle School Times", this was Xiao Mo's favorite song, and Qiao Rui often sang it.

across the field

get wet from the rain

I'm shy of you

when do you get lonely

hide in the corner

secretly crying

I hesitate you

who will understand you

what is love

I do not know

i don't know forever

I don't understand myself

what is love

我 还 不 知道

who can understand forever

who can understand themselves

across the field

get wet from the rain

I'm shy of you

when do you get lonely

hide in the corner

secretly crying

I hesitate you

don't need anyone to understand you

what is love

I do not know

i don't know forever

I don't understand myself

what is love

我 还 不 知道

who can understand forever

who can understand themselves

put lily diary

hidden in school bag

I am pure to you

The only one in my life.

Xiao Mo was completely immersed in his singing. For a long time, the reason why Xiao Mo liked this song was that the person hiding in the corner and crying secretly was a true portrayal of herself.At that time, she was bullied by her classmates and laughed at her for not having parents, so she would just hide in a corner and cry secretly.And the figure who would rather let himself get wet than give her the umbrella is Qiao Rui. Back then, he always carried an umbrella in his schoolbag and gave it to her when it rained. He didn't open an umbrella himself because of : Boys don't need umbrellas.

Back then, she just thought life was normal, but now listening to music and thinking about the past, Xiao Mo couldn't help crying.At this age, there will no longer be bright sadness, but I have a more and more sensitive heart, and I know how to cherish and be grateful.Qiao Rui's voice was still so beautiful, as if he was telling a story from the past, because all the students here felt the same way, and after he finished singing, there was silence for several seconds, and then there was warm applause.

The moment Qiao Rui looked up after singing, he happened to see Xia Xiaomo who was wiping away tears. He didn't expect that today's song would touch her so much.This is the song that has been sung in his heart for many years, you are my innocent, the only one in my life, but you don't understand.

Singing this song today is a farewell to his past self. He hopes to have a new life. At the age of 30, after all, he couldn't hold her hand. She was already laughing in someone else's arms, and it was time for him to let go.Say goodbye to her in my heart, and start a new life from now on.