he is intoxicated

After a long time, Nan Hua finally said, "Have you ever loved me?"

Longing for maternal love is in everyone's nature.

Just like a lover who has broken up, he will struggle with whether the other party has loved him or not.

Nan Hua also got into the horns.

Hua Shumei is an adoptive mother, she can understand that she doesn't love her, but Yue Yaqiu is a biological mother, and she is so indifferent to her, she is really disappointed.

Yue Yaqiu raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and looked at her with no warmth in her eyes, "Which mother doesn't love her child? After all, it was born after ten months of pregnancy. When I switched you with Ah Chuan, I felt very hurt. .”

"But I came to Shen's house, why are you so indifferent to me?"

Yue Yaqiu took out a cigarette case from his pocket, shook out one, put it in his mouth and lit it, took a deep breath, slowly exhaled the smoke ring, and said lightly: "What else could be the reason? Guilty, afraid of being seen through, being seen through , so I made a deliberate indifference."

"Why didn't you tell me that last time I went to your gallery? I was so sad to leave."

Yue Yaqiu frowned, and said a little irritably, "I didn't think about it at that time."

"Can you hug me?" Nan Hua pursed her lips slightly and looked at her, her eyes were full of longing, and she was a little afraid of being rejected by her.

Normally, she is a cold and confident wedding dress designer, armed to the teeth.

But right now, she is just an ordinary and somewhat humble daughter longing for maternal love.

Yue Yaqiu looked at her silently for a long time, threw the cigarette in his mouth to the ground, stomped it out, and stepped forward to hug her.

Nanhua slowly raised her hand and put her arms around her waist. With a sore nose and red eyes, she called softly, "Mom."

"Ah."

"Mom, mom." Like a greedy child, she called her mother loudly.

"Well, Xiaohua."

"Mom, I love you."

Yue Yaqiu let out a long breath and said, "I love you too."

Hearing these four words, Nanhua's originally sore and astringent heart suddenly felt a warmth, and her arms hugged her even harder.

But I heard Yue Yaqiu say: "This matter is kept secret, only you and I know your eldest sister knows, don't tell the fourth person, especially A Chuan and your father, remember?"

Nanhua's hand holding her arm paused, and after a few seconds, she slowly let go of her and took a few steps back.

When Yue Yaqiu said these words, it was easy for her to feel that she hugged herself and said she loved her just to keep her mouth shut and keep her secret.

Not from the heart.

Yes, what kind of feelings can a child who has never raised have?

Nan Hua stared at her blankly for a while, then nodded, then suddenly turned and left.

He walked faster and faster, and finally started to trot.

Mingming was very sad, but she didn't have a single tear.

She smiled self-deprecatingly, what kind of maternal love is she looking for when she is old?

See, bring shame on yourself.

After leaving the garden, Huo Beiyao looked for him and asked from a long distance, "Where did you go? Why didn't you come back for a long time."

For some reason, when she saw Huo Beiyao, Nan Hua immediately lost her defense, tears bursting out of her eyes.

That kind of state is like a child who was bullied outside, and when he returns home and sees his parents, he suddenly feels like a backer.

She has been so dependent on one person for many years.

She looked at him with teary eyes, just kept crying, but couldn't speak a word.

It was rare to see her cry so sadly, Huo Beiyao was shocked, strode over, took her hand, and asked, "What happened?"

Nan Hua wiped her eyes with her hand and said, "Huo Beiyao, I'm very sad."

Huo Beiyao looked up at Yue Yaqiu, who was smoking in the garden, and he understood clearly, "Did your mother tell you?"

Nan Hua shook her head.

Huo Beiyao squeezed her hand, "To be honest, I'm not an outsider, but your closest relative. If you feel uncomfortable, don't tell me, who will you tell?"

Nanhua snuggled into his arms, "She still doesn't love me. In order to keep me a secret, she actually lied to me. Am I being too hypocritical today?"

Nan Hua smiled with red eyes.

Huo Beiyao patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice: "She doesn't love you, I love you, that's enough, Huahua. In front of me, you can be as hypocritical as you want, I am your husband Ah, the person closest to you, the person you trust the most, the person who can relax you and let you rely on."

Nanhua raised her hand and punched him, which means why are you like this?

What did you do earlier?

She buried her head deeply in his arms.

His wide and warm embrace gave her enough sense of security.

Yes, it would be nice to have a man, why bother trying to catch the unobtainable maternal love?

She held him and cried for a long time.

It doesn't matter if you can cry, crying is letting go, crying is relief.

Tears wet his clothes, Huo Beiyao kept stroking her thin back, and said softly, "Cry, cry, it'll be fine if you cry."

Nan Hua really felt that she was so hypocritical today, but this hypocritical feeling made her very relaxed.

She used to be tense, too depressed.

Huo Beiyao coaxed her for a while before she was done.

Nan Hua found a faucet, washed her face, and waited until her eyes were no longer red, then held hands with Huo Beiyao and returned to the living room.

Seeing the two of them holding hands, Shen Jiao joked, "Tsk tsk, old husband and wife, the children are so old, and the relationship is still so good. No wonder how hard I tried before, I couldn't win Mr. Huo. Envy, jealousy, hate."

She began to miss Gu Beiqi again.

What is not available is always the best.

Yue Yaqiu didn't come back until dinner.

After the servant had arranged the dishes, he went to look for her, but she disappeared.

Not long after, Shen Zechuan received a message from her, saying: The gallery has something to do, go and deal with it, you eat first, don't wait for me.

Shen Zechuan told everyone the short belief.

Nan Hua listened calmly, and was even more sure that Yue Yaqiu was avoiding her.

As for the reason for avoiding her, probably only Yue Yaqiu knows.

The food was prepared very deliciously, but Nan Hua ate it like chewing wax.

Huo Beiyao peeled a shrimp, put it in the bowl in front of her, and said, "Eat it, tell me what you want to eat."

Nan Hua picked up the shrimp with her chopsticks, put it in her mouth and began to chew slowly.

While eating, she suddenly felt that there was an extra hand on her leg. Huo Beiyao took her hand from under the table and squeezed it hard.

His hands were warm and firm, making her feel safe.

At this moment, they are one, closer than a relative like a mother.

After eating, Huo Beiyao and Shen Fengru discussed the wedding.

Nanhua didn't like to deal with trivial matters, so she handed over to Huo Beiyao the full responsibility.

Shen Jiao took her to the bedroom to chat about her love affair.

After Huo Beiyao and Shen Fengru discussed it, they left Shen's house.

Sitting in the car, Nan Hua looked at Huo Beiyao's handsome side face for a while, and said, as if making up her mind, "Let's go get the certificate on Monday morning."