he is intoxicated

Mu Yan looked down at Gu Chenzhou's hand holding her hand, feeling even more guilty.

It made her feel a little better if he beat her up, or scolded her badly.

But he is so reasonable and understands righteousness, she feels that her father has gone too far.

She asked in a low voice: "My father, what did he do to your mother? Why did he kill your mother? My father, although he sometimes goes too far in business, but in my impression, he really Not a bad guy."

Gu Chenzhou's eyes visibly cooled down.

However, he quickly calmed down, raised his hand and touched Mu Yan's head, and said in a gentle voice: "It's all over. The grievances of their previous generation have nothing to do with our generation. You suffered for me in order to save me." A knife, a life for a life, arrived."

As soon as he touched his head, Mu Yan's heart almost melted.

She gripped his wrist tightly.

She has always been eloquent, but she just can't speak a word, and she has mixed feelings and feelings in her heart.

She didn't realize Huo Beiyao's guilt before.

Now I really feel that feeling.

Guilt is really the most tormenting emotion, it is the feeling of wanting to die and apologize.

Seeing that she was not as tense as before, Gu Chenzhou hugged her into his arms, stroked her back, slowly calmed her emotions, and said, "What do you want to eat tonight, ask Aunt Ju to make it for you."

Mu Yan shook her head.

Her father killed Gu Chenzhou's mother, she was going to die of guilt, how could she be in the mood to eat?

"Be obedient, eat something even if you don't have an appetite, if you don't eat it, your brother will eat it too."

Mu Yan nodded.

Gu Chenzhou comforted Mu Yan, got up and went to the kitchen, and told Aunt Ju: "Make some of Mu Yan's favorite dishes."

Aunt Chrysanthemum replied, "Okay."

Aunt Chrysanthemum finished the meal and served it to the table.

Mu Xuan also went downstairs.

Several people sat at the table to eat.

But Mu Yan really couldn't eat with one chopstick.

Gu Chenzhou picked up a dish of her favorite braised fish with chopsticks, carefully peeled off the thorns, and handed it to her mouth, "Good boy, open your mouth."

Mu Yan's heart warmed up, she opened her mouth to hold it numbly.

The fish that I usually love to eat is like chewing a candle, tasteless and hard to swallow.

After finally stuffing some food into her stomach, Mu Yan got up and went upstairs to wash up.

After sloppy washing, she lay down on the bed, turned off the light, and remained silent in the dark.

She felt that she was not worthy to stay by Gu Chenzhou's side.

The revenge of killing one's mother, the mortal blood feud.

How did Gu Chenzhou swallow it?

Can he still pay her money and try his best to treat her well?

Things that I couldn't figure out before can now be figured out.

No wonder Gu Chenzhou's grandmother strongly objected to their being together, anyone would have objected.

No wonder Zhou Chen said that she was not suitable for Gu Chenzhou, and that Brother Zhou was suitable for a better relationship.

No wonder every time she said she wanted a child, Gu Chenzhou reacted very strangely, and he was also hot and cold towards her.

Killing mother and enemy, if it were her, she would wish to kill him directly. She doesn't care about the grievances of the previous generation, and the grievances of the next generation, she will only take revenge.

Mu Yan was full of thoughts, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, almost digging a hole in the bed.

At some point, I heard very light footsteps outside the door.

Soon, the door was pushed open.

Gu Chenzhou walked in.

The mattress sank, and Gu Chenzhou lay down beside her, hugging her from behind.

Mu Yan wasn't actually asleep, but closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Because she really couldn't face Gu Chenzhou.

In the dark, she felt that Gu Chenzhou kissed her neck and ears tenderly, a soothing kiss without any lust.

Mu Yan smiled wryly.

During the day, she also excitedly told Nan Hua that she was going to give birth to a child for Gu Chenzhou, that she would marry him, that she had already measured the size, and that she was waiting to make a wedding dress.

But God made such a big joke on her.

She lay motionless in Gu Chenzhou's arms.

In the past, what she yearned for the most was his embrace, but now she felt that she was not worthy of his embrace, nor his love.

I don't know when I fell asleep.

When he woke up the next day, Gu Chenzhou had already gone to the company.

Mu Yan got up in a daze, with a severe headache.

Aunt Ju heard her get up, knocked on the door outside, and said, "Miss Mu, Mr. Gu asked you to eat on time."

Mu Yan got up, barely ate a few mouthfuls, and found an excuse to go out.

She wanted to go to Gu Shenzhou's grandmother.

Just trying to get to the bottom of things.

She still didn't believe that her father would kill Gu Chenzhou's mother, and always felt that there must be some misunderstanding.

I was afraid that the driver would sue Gu Chenzhou.

Mu Yan managed to get rid of the driver and took a taxi.

The last time I visited his grandmother's house with Gu Chenzhou, I found it based on my memory.

When she came to her door, Mu Yan raised her hand and knocked on the door.

Gu Chenzhou's grandmother came to open the door, seeing her, her expression was very cold, it could be said that she was annoyed, and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Before Mu Yan could speak, her momentum weakened by three points, "Grandma, I want to find out the truth of the year, and I think there may be some misunderstandings."

The old lady sneered, "Don't call me grandma, I'm not your grandma. Xiaozhou can let go, but I can't let go. I'm just such a daughter, so sensible, so hardworking, but was killed by your father, how can I let go ?”

"Why did my dad kill my aunt?"

The old lady snorted coldly, "Do you still need to ask why when a beast does something? Normal people can't understand the thoughts of a beast."

Mu Yan was so scolded that she couldn't lift her head, she whispered: "My dad is not a beast, there must be a misunderstanding."

"Misunderstanding?" The old lady sneered, "My daughter is the accountant of your father's company. One night, she was called by your father to drink with the people who lived in Jianju. Your father, who is not as good as a beast, drank too much, and the driver We drove my daughter home together, and on the way, I got sexualized and ruined her. My son-in-law found out about this, but couldn't swallow this breath, and took your father for nothing, so he took all his anger on my daughter. My daughter couldn't stand it, so she jumped off the building. You said there was a misunderstanding? Tell me, where is the misunderstanding?"

There was a thunder in Mu Yan's heart, and her mind went blank.

All internal organs trembled.

She thought there was a misunderstanding and wanted to solve it.

But this is clearly an unforgivable sin.

It took her several minutes to catch her breath, but she heard the old lady say again: "My daughter died, and my son-in-law drank heavily every day. When he was drunk, he would go boating. Such a smart child, he was tortured into a mental illness. Your father killed their family, do you still have the face to pester him? So what if you blocked one knife for him? Even if you blocked ten knifes for him, you can't make up for this crime!"

Mu Yan didn't know how she left her grandmother's house.

She walked down the street in a daze, her legs were limp, her face was ashen, and her steps were staggering.