he is intoxicated

The corners of Mu Yan's lips raised involuntarily, and she smiled.

Smiling and laughing, my heart was sour again.

The eyes gradually became foggy.

If it was placed a few days ago and she found out that she was pregnant, she would be overjoyed, clapping her hands and laughing happily.

But now...

Mu Yan slowly put down the fish in her hand, put her hand on her lower abdomen, and stroked it gently.

Is this kid going to stay?

She and Gu Chenzhou definitely can't get together.

After the child is born, can she support it?

If the child asks about Dad in the future, what should she say?

Mu Yan was worried.

Seeing her standing still, Mu Xuan was stroking her abdomen for no reason, with a preoccupied look, and asked suspiciously, "Sister, what's the matter?"

Mu Yan wiped her eyes hastily, and said with a smile, "Nothing?"

Although Mu Xuan has been stimulated, his intelligence is different from ordinary people, and his thinking is much more sensitive than ordinary people.

He felt that his sister had encountered a very difficult matter, so he paused and said, "Tell me?"

Mu Yan forced a smile and said: "Kids don't mind adults' business, you go and sit in the room, sister will cook fish soup for you."

"Ah."

Mu Yan patted his head, "Hurry up and get back to normal. After you recover, after a while, my sister will take you to another city to live a normal life."

Go to a place far away from Gu Shenzhou.

Although the capital city is the city where she has lived since she was a child, there is pain here that she cannot touch.

The more she loves Gu Shenzhou, the more pain in her heart.

Just want to escape far away.

Mu Xuan hesitated to speak, "Brother Zhou..."

"Don't mention him in the future." Mu Yan interrupted him, grabbed the fish as if nothing had happened, turned and went to the kitchen.

Soon, there was the sound of running water and the sound of knives scraping fish scales in the kitchen.

Mu Xuan shook his head.

He is a boy in his teens, obviously he doesn't understand the subtle feelings between adults.

Mu Yan scraped the scales of the fish quietly in the kitchen, and almost couldn't stand the fishy smell a few times and spit it out.

Suppressing the discomfort, I finally processed the fish, put it in the pot, added water and seasonings, and cooked it.

Covering her mouth, she ran into the bathroom and vomited.

I spit out a few mouthfuls but nothing, only a few mouthfuls of sour water.

She and Mu Xuan have been eating very lightly in this mountain villa recently.

The food is also made by myself. Although the taste is average, it is very clean, eliminating the factor of eating bad stomach.

Definitely pregnant.

Mu Yan is in urgent need of a pregnancy test stick right now, to test whether she is really pregnant or not, so that she can deal with it accordingly.

But here is remote, not to mention the hospital, there is not even a small clinic, so you have to go to the health center in a nearby village to buy it.

After the fish was stewed, Mu Yan put the fish into a bowl and carried it to the house, and took the hot steamed buns over.

She and Mu Xuan had dinner together.

Mu Xuan picked up a piece of fish with chopsticks, put it in his mouth, and frowned instantly.

too bitter.

Mu Yan saw that he had a bitter face, and she was puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Mu Xuan pointed at the fish with chopsticks, "Sister, did you not pick the gall?"

Mu Yan picked up a chopstick of fish meat, tasted a small mouthful, and immediately spit it out.

She was full of thoughts just now, she threw the fish into the pot after scraping the fish scales and leaving the internal organs untouched.

Mu Yan stood up holding the bowl, and said, "Forget it, I'll go scramble some eggs."

Mu Xuan looked at her, "Sister, what happened?"

Mu Yan said in a toneless tone: "It's okay, after dinner, you can accompany me to a nearby village, find a clinic, and I'll do some shopping."

Mu Xuan suddenly became worried, "Sister, are you sick?"

"Well, it's a little uncomfortable."

"is it serious?"

Fearing that he would be worried, Mu Yan wrote lightly: "It's not serious."

Mu Yan dumped the fish and scrambled a few eggs again.

After dinner, she and Mu Xuan went out together.

After finding a clinic, she spent Mu Xuan, bought a few pregnancy test sticks, and asked the doctor in the clinic about abortion.

Although Mu Xuanren went out, he didn't go far. He stood outside the door with his ears pricked up, listening to his sister's business.

He felt that his sister was hiding something from her.

When Mu Yan asked about abortion, Mu Xuan's pale face froze instantly.

He likes Brother Zhou.

Although he doesn't like to talk, he knows who is good to him and who is bad to him.

He knew that his sister liked Brother Zhou very much, and that Brother Zhou liked his sister very much.

Although he didn't know why his sister left Brother Zhou, he felt that if his sister was pregnant and wanted to abort Brother Zhou's child, he had the right to decide.

Hearing her sister's footsteps walking towards the outside, Mu Xuan hurriedly walked outside, staying far away, pretending not to hear.

Mu Yan put the pregnancy test stick in her pocket, came out, and said to him, "Let's go back."

Mu Xuan hummed.

Back to the mountain house.

Mu Yan came to the bathroom, took out the pregnancy test stick from her pocket, and tried it according to the method in the manual.

Two bright red stripes.

She thought she was dazzled.

Can't believe my eyes.

Tried another one, still two bars.

Mu Yan's heart was up and down, as if fifteen buckets were shaking.

The doctor at the clinic said that if the child is not wanted, it is best to abort it within two months. The best time for surgery is when the child is [-] days pregnant.

Mu Yan touched her still flat belly, tears streaming down her face.

In the past, she always wanted to give Gu Chenzhou a child, but he always refused.

He only let go after she took the knife for him.

After finally getting pregnant, this kind of thing happened again.

She is really reluctant to kill this child, really reluctant.

This is the flesh and blood of her beloved Brother Zhou.

She hopes it's a girl, and they say girls look like Papa.

Brother Zhou is so good-looking, the daughter he gave birth to must also be super beautiful.

She couldn't help but see the appearance of a white, tender, and beautiful baby in her mind, with a smile on her face, and she felt even more reluctant.

But if you don’t destroy it, what can you do if you give birth?

She is only 27 years old, and the future is growing.

Mu Yan was extremely contradictory.

I have never been so contradictory in my life.

Mu Yan threw the pregnancy test stick into the trash can, walked to the deck chair in the yard, and lay down.

Frowning tightly, staring blankly at the sky.

For a while, I want to give birth to the child, and for a while, I want to kill it.

indecision.

Because this is not just a child's problem.

Once the child is born, it will affect her whole life.

Here Mu Xuan walked into the bathroom and looked around, but found nothing unusual.

But when my sister came out of the bathroom just now, her expression was very complicated.

He checked it carefully again, and suddenly found two white plastic sticks in the trash can, with two red bars on them.

He was a teenage boy who didn't know what it was.

But he had a hunch that it was important.

It should have a lot to do with my sister's abnormal mood today.

He walked out of the bathroom, picked up his sister's mobile phone on the coffee table, returned to his room calmly, found Gu Chenzhou's number, and dialed it.