Professor of Pharmacy at Hogwarts

"So, you also know the history in my mind?"

On the eighth floor of the main building of Hogwarts, in the principal's office.

Alexis asked, having read through her missing memories one by one.

Dumbledore nodded with a complicated expression.

He is a famous master of Legilimency and Occlumency. It is not difficult to read the memories in Alexis's mind, not to mention that Alexis once asked him to completely read through his own memories.

"You know that Lily and James will die..." Alexis asked tremblingly, and then laughed at herself, "Of course you know, even I know it."

"But why do you..."

"Why don't you stop it?"

Dumbledore completed the question for him and asked:

"Alex, do you know why there is so little or no record of magic around time?"

"Except for the time converter, there is no other item related to time magic that we can find."

"Because time magic is dangerous."

"Yes, because time magic is dangerous." Dumbledore repeated the answer and continued, "Because they have been destroyed."

"Nurmengard has the most complete collection of books in the world. You probably haven't read them all, right?"

"In the deepest part of the underground library, there is a whole bookshelf. There is a book about conjectures about time magic, which Gellert and I hid together."

"Alex, time cannot be violated. It is the most exquisite magic. It has set up causes and consequences for every little thing. We can't change them at all."

"Didn't you try to save James and Lily?"

Alexis remembered that after she tried hard to squeeze away Peter Pettigrew, she thought everything would be fine, but she made an oversight...

"But Voldemort..."

What did Voldemort say?

Voldemort had been killed by him, and now Voldemort's Horcruxes were only left with the gold cup and crown.The diary was given to him by Lucius, the ring and locket were found by Black, and Nagini had died in the Battle of the Cemetery.

What did Voldemort use to resurrect him?

"In the history in your mind, Voldemort is ultimately dead."

Dumbledore prompted.

Alexis was shocked and looked at Dumbledore in disbelief.

He opened his mouth and felt dryness in his throat.

If Dumbledore's theory is followed, the damned will still die. Black, Lupin, Dumbledore, and Grindelwald, none of them will survive.

If it was true as Dumbledore suspected, what was the point of doing this?

reform?

is that useful?

Isn’t history already doomed?

"For James and Lily, not only you have made preparations, Alexis, but I have also made preparations. But it's all in vain."

Dumbledore continued.

Not only was he prepared, he was even more prepared than Alexis, and he was even prepared to release Grindelwald.

But not only did he fail to succeed, he almost couldn't escape because he was suspected of "letting Grindelwald go without permission."

By the time he escaped from the Ministry of Magic, everything that was supposed to happen in Godric's Hollow had already happened.

"I don't believe it." Alexis shook his head and said, "In that history, I did not exist."

Dumbledore looked at Alexis with some pity.

"Are you sure? Alexis?"

"Is it true that you didn't exist in that history?"

Alexis recalled it carefully, and then nodded affirmatively. He was even a little excited.

"That's right! Without me," he said, "not only would there be no me, but there would be no Christie, no pharmacy, no Felix Badmore Production Company, and everything about me would not exist!"

Dumbledore groaned for a moment and remained silent.

When Alexis came to him to take away his memories, it was just after the end of Godric's Hollow, Lily and James were killed, Voldemort was killed by the Killing Curse that reflected the Blood Protection Curse, and the cloud of war that enveloped the British wizarding world dissipated. .

Everything seemed to be getting better, but the clouds in Alexis's heart were getting heavier and heavier.

He was about to collapse.

Under the doting education of Dumbledore and Grindelwald, Alexis never knew what pain was, what sadness was, what separation was, what life and death were.

The environment where he grew up was full of care and love. It is no exaggeration to say that he grew up in a honeypot.

The deaths of Lily and James were like a bolt from the blue to him.

Faced with the sudden blow, Alexis almost collapsed.

He found Dumbledore and begged Dumbledore to help him take away all memories about James.

Seeing Alexis getting thinner and even crazy, Dumbledore could only take action.However, it is easy to remove the memory, but it is extremely difficult to modify the memory.

As he said, real history is exquisite. It is like an exquisite piece of art. A slight change may cause a series of chain reactions.

The memories codified by humans simply cannot compare to reality.

As for Alexis, who was only in her early twenties at the time, a large part of her life was about James.To retrieve nearly ten years of memories, Alexis was completely disabled.

Of course Dumbledore would not allow such a thing to happen.

He removed Alexis' memories of emotions.

The "memory surgery" was successful. Alexis regained his composure after the "memory surgery", but the deaths of James and Lily were still engraved in his memory. At Dumbledore's suggestion, Alexis decided to set out Go on a trip to relax.

So he didn't pay attention to Lupin's whereabouts, nor did he pay attention to Black being falsely accused and captured in Azkaban, and thus began his 11-year global travel.

It turns out there is no 'escape' and no 'search'...

"You called me here to find Slughorn?"

Alexis and Dumbledore argued for a long time, but neither could convince the other. In the end, Alexis reluctantly changed the subject.

Dumbledore hesitated.

Alexis had just regained his memory, and the sadness and pain had followed it, and now he wasn't sure it was a good idea to send Alexis out.

"I've seen this kind of paper before. It's letter paper from Egypt."

Alexis said with a normal expression, reaching out to rub the crumpled letter paper.

"It just so happens that I have to go to Egypt to do some business."

"You know, the other guy who tampered with my memory, Gilderoy Lockhart."

"He is also in Egypt. I can find his whereabouts by the way."

Alexis put the letter in her arms and stood up.

"Then it's settled. I'll leave for Egypt tomorrow. The Christmas holiday should be enough."

After saying that, without waiting for Dumbledore's response, Alexis left the office.

All he wanted now was to leave Hogwarts and leave England.

What Christmas parties, Christmas dinners, great prophecies and mysterious divination, he just wants to leave.

Get out of here, go out for a walk, and sort out your thoughts.