Lu Shao's hidden marriage sinful wife

When Nan Xi was lying on the emergency table, everything was ready.

The lamp above the head is big, and the light that shines on it is dazzling and dazzling.

However, she did not close her eyes.

She not only opened her eyes, but opened them wide.

Afraid?

Of course she was scared, very scared, her whole body was cold and trembling.

But the more it was like this, the more she wanted to wake herself up, to remember this pain, to remember it clearly.

In the operating room, a group of people had already gathered around, including professors of obstetrics, obstetricians, various nurses, and anesthesiologists...

The blood under her body was still bleeding, and her lower abdomen was throbbing with pain.

"Professor Wang, please, save this child, I can't lose him."

Nan Xi looked at Professor Wang with kind eyes and begged excitedly.

"Little girl, don't worry, I will try my best. Listen to me now and don't think about anything."

"it is good."

The body was quickly put on anesthesia, but it was a local anesthesia, so Nan Xi remained awake throughout the whole process.

Although her lower body was unconscious and under anesthesia, her eyes could clearly see basins of blood being brought out, and she could also see the anxious faces of the nurses busy look.

Soon, not only the blood, but even the gauze and cotton balls used to stop the bleeding were dyed bright red.

The scene was scary, but she didn't cry.

She was just trembling, desperately comforting herself: "Nanxi, you have to be strong, don't be afraid, the baby will be fine only if you are strong."

"Baby, you have to work hard. I believe that mom and you will get through it."

She clenched her fists, crazily cheering herself up, cheering herself up.

There was already a blood bag on his hand.

She looked up and clearly saw the blood flowing into her body little by little, but even so, she still couldn't resist the consumption under her body.

Tired, so tired.

Sleepy, she is sleepy too.

The strength of her body was overdrawn a little bit, she had been holding on desperately, but at this moment, she was tired and had no strength anymore.

"Baby, I'm sorry, Mom is sorry for you."

After muttering this sentence, Nan Xi's eyes shed painful tears.

Unable to hold on any longer, she closed her eyes and fell into an endless darkness.

She didn't remember how long she had been in a deep sleep, but when she woke up again, it was on the hospital bed, her whole body was weak and without any strength.

The ward was very large, with all the facilities in it, but Nanxi felt that it was too empty and not popular at all.

As soon as he looked up, he saw the crystal lamp above his head.

Because it is night, the crystal lamp is emitting white light.

Nan Xi looked at it, and suddenly murmured: "This light is so dazzling! It's as dazzling as the light in the emergency room."

She was clearly talking, but her eyes didn't know where to look, as if she had no soul, she lost all energy.

"If you don't like it, I'll find someone to change it."

Hearing the sound, Nanxi turned her head.

When she saw Zhou Xiannan's handsome and familiar face, she grinned slightly at the corner of her mouth, and tried her best to smile: "It's nothing, I'm just talking casually."

"Thank you for sending me to the hospital, and thank you for saving me. I'm so sorry, I owe you every time."

Zhou Xiannan stepped forward and helped her push her messy hair behind her ears, and said in a warm voice, "Then get well soon, I'm still waiting for you to buy me coffee, the coffee was delicious last time, I kept reading .”

Hearing this, Nanxi's calm eyes suddenly lit up a little, but soon it went out again.

Get better?

But can she get better?

Her hope, her strength, the most important part of her life is gone, and she may not get well.

Although, she didn't ask Zhou Xiannan if the doctor saved the child.

But in the dark, it seemed that everything was preordained. From the moment she woke up, when her hands touched her belly, she felt that the baby was gone, and she didn't keep him.

Although she worked so hard and expended so much energy, it was all useless, and the baby still left.

The baby didn't stay, the baby didn't want her anymore.

She wanted to cry, but she tried her best to hold it back.

"Xian Nan, I want to ask you a question." Nan Xi finally opened her mouth.

Although she knew that everything was a foregone conclusion, although she knew that she should not expect extravagantly and deceive herself, she still wanted to give herself a little hope.

Even if it was just a little bit, she wanted to ask.

Zhou Xiannan looked at Nan Xi who was pale and weak on the bed, he wanted to say a lot and comfort him.

Of course he knew what Nanxi was going to ask, but the result... was not something she could afford.

He wanted to say: Nanxi, don't think about anything, let's take care of our bodies first.

He wanted to say: Nanxi, don't be sad, there will be babies in the future, your body is the most important thing.

However, when the words came to his mouth, he found that his throat was so dry that he couldn't even utter a single word.

Doesn't she know these words?

Is this what she wants to hear?

No, definitely not.

"Okay, you ask." In the end, Zhou Xiannan replied, trying his best to make his voice sound very calm and gentle.

"Baby, it's really not..."

Nanxi choked up in the middle of her question.

She kept telling herself to be strong, but when she really asked this sentence, when she asked this question, she realized how difficult it was.

"Baby, did you really not keep it?"

This time, Nanxi exhausted all the strength in her body and finished asking in a trembling voice.

Asking for complete sentences, she was almost exhausted.

But even so, she would hold on to the last glimmer of hope and look at Zhou Xiannan full of expectation.

Zhou Xiannan opened his lips, and every word he uttered was extremely heavy: "I'm sorry Nanxi, I couldn't give you the answer you wanted."

After listening to Nanxi, she couldn't help it anymore, tears dripping down her face.

"I see."

After she finished speaking, she kept her head down.

He knew it a long time ago, but at this moment, he completely gave up.

"I want to be alone for a while, is that okay?" After a long silence, Nan Xi spoke.

Although he was very worried about her condition, Zhou Xiannan knew what she needed most, so he nodded, "Okay, I'll be outside, call me if you need anything."

"Okay, thank you."

In the ward, as soon as Zhou Xiannan left, Nan Xi couldn't control herself anymore and burst into tears.

Because of being sad and crying, her whole body was shaking, and she was even more out of breath from crying.

"Baby, I'm sorry, Mom didn't protect you well."

"Baby, are you blaming your mother? Blame your incompetence, blame your mother for hurting you? Mom also blames herself. I'm sorry, it's my mother who hurt you."

When alone, Nan Xi no longer had any scruples, she cried for a long, long time.

In the end, she passed out from crying directly. Fortunately, Zhou Xiannan found out early.

When I woke up again, it was already dawn.

The bright sunlight came in through the window, and Nanxi hadn't fully opened her eyes yet, only seeing a hazy figure.

She opened her lips and called softly: "Xian Nan."

At this time, Lu Jianshen suddenly turned around and looked at Nanxi.