Lu Shao's hidden marriage sinful wife

However, Lu Jianshen stood there as before, as if he hadn't heard her words.

"Let it go!"

Nan Xi put her fist on him again, forcing him to back down, forcing him to retreat.

However, no matter how fast or how hard her fist fell, Lu Jianshen endured it silently, without making a sound, not even moving his eyebrows.

But the more he behaved like this, the angrier Nanxi felt.

"Get out of the way, Lu Jianshen, you get out of the way."

"I let you get out of the way!"

Nanxi yelled almost at the top of her lungs, but Lu Jianshen still stood there like a sculpture.

"Why not? Lu Jianshen, don't think that I will be moved and not blame you. It's impossible, you know? I hate you, I hate you to death. "

"If you had come here, if I could have been sent to the hospital earlier, everything might have been different, and he might not have left me."

"Do you know how desperate I was? It was raining so hard, and I was lying on the ground alone, crawling to the middle of the road to stop a car, and I was almost killed by a car."

"I was bleeding a lot, continuously, non-stop. I lay on the ground like a dog and begged for mercy, begging them to call the police and send me to the hospital, but no one paid any attention to me."

"My mobile phone is broken, so I called you the last time, because I believe that even if you love Fang Qinglian, you still know that I am your wife. Even if you don't love me, you are at least somewhat responsible for me, and you will come Help me. But, I was wrong, you are full of him, and in your heart, there is no place for my wife at all. "

"Do you know how desperate I was at that time? You killed my last hope. When I lay on the ground and was washed by the heavy rain, I thought about countless ways of death and the miserable appearance after death. At that time, I was a little bit raw I dare not report my hope, I just want to die a little more decently, that is my last wish and extravagant hope."

At the end, Nanxi finally calmed down.

She wiped her tears, turned around, and forced herself not to cry, not to cry in front of him.

These days, she has shed too many tears, her eyes hurt so much, she doesn't want to cry at all.

But many times, the tears are simply out of her control.

"In the end, it was Zhou Xiannan who saved me. If it wasn't for him, I would have died."

"What is lying in front of you now is a corpse."

After finishing speaking, Nanxi's strength was almost exhausted, and all her strength was drained away.

Now, her whole body is weak and has no strength at all.

Tired, she is so tired.

Originally, her body did not recover well, the car accident and miscarriage left too much trauma to her body, and now she has experienced a violent emotional ups and downs, her body is getting more and more unbearable.

"So, I beg you, if you still have a little guilt and make up for me, please help me!"

"We're divorced. It's good for you and good for me."

Looking at her back, Lu Jianshen's heart was pierced like a knife.

He never thought that one day he would be trapped in this cocoon, but he was to blame for all this.

He wanted to say, wife, I was wrong, blame me, blame me, I killed our baby with my own hands;

I did not fulfill my duties as a husband and as a father. I am the one who committed the heinous crimes. Everything was caused by me. You and the baby are innocent.

However, is he still eligible?

The current him is not worthy of begging for her forgiveness, let alone begging for her to stay.

Baby?

Now this word is like countless needles piercing his heart, almost ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, not to mention Nanxi can't forgive her, even he can't forgive himself.

"I'm sorry Xixi, I know it's useless for me to say anything now, you don't want to hear my confession, and you don't want to hear my words of guilt."

"But..." Lu Jianshen said in pain with a trembling voice: "If I knew everything was true, I would never leave you alone. If I hurt you before, I take back everything I said before. I am very sorry." Looking forward to this baby, and I am also looking forward to his arrival."

"He is not a burden in my heart, not a scourge, but a new life, joy, and happiness. And you, I am not only responsible for you, but also..."

Love.

With the last word, Lu Jianshen fell silent.

The current him has no right to say that word to her.

What face does he have, what qualifications does he have to say love to her.

He hurt her all over, and her heart was ashamed, how could he have the nerve to speak?

This time, he was unworthy.

Listening to what he said, Nanxi cried again. It would be great if he could tell her these words earlier.

"Baby, you heard it. Dad said that he didn't dislike you. He was also very happy to know your existence. He also looked forward to your arrival. If you heard this, you must be very happy."

However, the baby could no longer hear these words.

People say that "a broken mirror is hard to reunite" and "splashed water can't be recovered", but how can the lost life come back?

Their baby will never come back.

Emotions are involved again,

Nan Xi was dizzy and staggered, she almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, Lu Jianshen quickly supported her and hugged her into his arms.

"I'll carry you up to have a rest." Lu Jianshen said.

The body was exhausted to the extreme, and she really couldn't hold it anymore, Nanxi did not refuse.

In the bedroom, Lu Jianshen put Nan Xi on the bed, took two more pillows for her to lean on, and brought her a cup of hot water.

After drinking a cup of hot water, Nanxi felt a little better, not so uncomfortable.

There was a sudden silence between the two of them.

A great silence surrounded the two of them.

"If you're tired, go to sleep."

"En." Nan Xi nodded.

Maybe it was because her body was too tired, she closed her eyes and fell asleep soon.

Lu Jianshen didn't go out. He stood on the balcony, blowing the cold wind. The cigarettes in his hand were blown away one by one.

However, he could spit out the smoke, but how could he spit out the melancholy in his heart.

Never before had he felt so uncomfortable like now, wishing he could stab himself a few times.

Thousands of arrows piercing the heart is nothing more than that.

The cigarette in his hand burned his fingers, and the sudden pain brought him back to his mind.

Nanxi woke up, he moved his steps, and walked towards her step by step. If possible, he hoped that this road could be longer, and longer, even if he couldn't walk to her side, he could only look at her from afar It was also good, and he was satisfied.

However, no matter how long the road is, it has an end and an end.

Even if he didn't want to, in the end, he still walked to the bed and stopped.

"Xixi..." he opened his mouth, full of bitterness pouring into his heart.

"Have you considered?"

Nanxi looked at him and asked decisively and decisively.