Lu Shao's hidden marriage sinful wife

His embrace was so gentle and firm.

The body is full of his smell.

Nanxi's heart was instantly wrapped tightly and tenderly. At this moment, she suddenly didn't want to think about anything, she just wanted to enjoy this sweetness and longing.

Even if it's only for a moment, even if it will disappear soon.

Even soon, the two will return to reality, and he will belong to another woman.

But at least for now, she wants to indulge herself once.

Time is silent.

The living room became very quiet.

In the quiet embrace, both of them hugged each other vigorously, breathing in the scent that belonged to each other greedily.

Miss to the bone, read to the heart.

At this moment, using all words to describe "missing" seems too pale.

Only hugs, hugs that are almost embedded in the body and blood can tell.

Walking around with his fingertips, Lu Jianshen's fingers caressed Nan Xi's face, those black eyes were full of longing and love.

"Xixi, you are so cruel! Five years, five full years, do you know how sad I am? I always thought you were gone, and the baby was gone with you. I almost didn't have the courage to live anymore. I It’s you and the baby in my dreams every day.”

"But you are living well, why didn't you tell me? Why did you let me feel sad and broke down? You're still blaming me, right? Blaming me for not being with you when you gave birth, right?"

Nanxi shook her head vigorously.

Tears had already soaked her cheeks.

"No, Jian Shen, no, I don't blame you."

She admitted that at the beginning, when she was lying in the ambulance and lying on the operating table, especially when she heard that the baby was at risk of suffocation, she really blamed him.

Why can't he be with her?protect her?

However, when she learned all the truth from Xian Nan, she didn't blame her at all.

"Xixi lied, since you don't blame me, why did you keep your news from me?"

Lu Jianshen's fingertips lingered on her cheeks, stroking obsessively over and over again.

His gaze was like a deep well, looking at Nanxi deeply.

I can't wait to suck all her eyes and soul into my heart.

It seemed that he could really keep her by his side.

"It's been five years, and you haven't given me any news, you have given me a piece of news, Xixi, you are really cruel, you know? The moment I saw you, I was conflicted." Lu Jianshen looked at Nanxi, in pain Open your mouth.

"What is the contradiction?"

"Contradictions. My feelings for you are love and hate. I don't even know whether I should love more or hate more. On the way to find you by plane with Simu, my heart was always very disturbed."

"Five years, you made me think crazily for five years, and read for five years, but you also made me feel heart-piercing pain for five years."

When he said this, Lu Jianshen's black eyes were full of pain and pain.

Just looking at those eyes, Nanxi felt extremely distressed.

I couldn't bear it anymore and broke through all the ideological struggles in my heart.

She reached out and stroked Lu Jianshen's face lightly: "I'm sorry, Jianshen, you are right. It's not your fault, it's all my fault. I'm the one who's wrong."

"It was I who made you hurt for five years, so you should hate me, hate me for leaving, hate me for hiding, hate me for leaving without saying goodbye."

As Nanxi said, tears flowed down her face.

Because the heart is so painful.

Five years.

God knows how she spent these five years.

Because of her younger brother's illness, in the past five years, she has been traveling with her two babies to various hospitals in order to find a suitable heart donor.

However, finding a suitable heart is not easy.

In the past five years, she had hoped again and again, but was disappointed again and again.

Then, heal again and again.

She told herself again and again that she couldn't fall down.

What would the babies do if she collapsed?

As for him.

The three words "Lu Jianshen" had become a secret hidden in her heart, and an unbearable pain in her life.

Only in the dead of night, when the two babies were asleep, and she collapsed to the extreme, would she dig out the photo album in her phone.

Facing the photo album, facing his pictures, weeping over and over again, calling his name over and over again.

However, he was married a long time ago, had a gentle and beautiful wife, and had a happy marriage.

Her suspended animation had already made him heartbroken, and made him feel miserable.

She has already failed him.

And at that time, he finally walked out of the haze, out of the pain, and reaped his own happiness, how could she bear to disturb him?

She still remembered that when she saw him posting the "marriage certificate" on Weibo, she locked herself in the bathroom alone, crying.

Fearing that the baby would hear it and be frightened by her mother's crying, she turned on the water in the bathroom and cried crazily under the cover of the sound of water.

Heart-piercing, that's all.

That day, she cried almost the whole night.

The next day, the two eyes were swollen like walnuts, which frightened the two babies.

It was also after that day that she made up her mind to take good care of the baby.

I also made up my mind to make a real farewell to the past.

"Jian Shen, don't bother, is my last tenderness."

"Seeing that I can live so happily without you, I am relieved. You can also rest assured that I will take good care of myself and my baby."

"Maybe one day, we will meet again. At that time, my hair will be gray and your teeth will fall out. In short, you have to live a good life."

That day, she faced the mirror, whispering softly over and over again.

It seems to be talking to him, but also like talking to myself.

Today's reunion was completely unexpected by Nan Xi.

She was already very happy and satisfied to see him.

Therefore, even if he hates her, she is willing to do so.

But Lu Jianshen held her face so tenderly: "Xixi, before I came to see you, I thought I would hate and resent, but now, when I see you, hug you, and listen to your voice, I found that the only bit of resentment in my heart was gone.”

"Xixi, I love you, even if there are tens of thousands of resentments, it's still not worth this full of love."

"Don't push me away again, okay?"

His eyes are so gentle, like water.

His voice was so deep, so sexy as hell.

Nanxi admits that she has been crazily addicted to it.

She knew that she shouldn't, and she couldn't.

But at this moment, she still wanted to indulge.

Just for a few minutes, let her be a selfish person!

"it is good."

Lightly parting her red lips, she nodded.

Then, a pair of clear and clear eyes gently lifted up, as gentle as water, looked at Lu Jianshen with affection and replied.

At this moment, all the answers, all the thoughts, all the reluctance and love are in these eyes.

Unable to bear it anymore, Lu Jianshen held her face in his hands, and pressed her hot lips against her with restraint and excitement.