you are my dream

The call was from Li Hong, and the matter was very simple. Huang Shan refused the endorsement of scientific life they offered.

Upon hearing the news, Shi Yanjing stopped searching, "The reason."

"It's very official. Midsummer is too busy with work, and I'm about to join the group again. I still have variety shows in hand, so I don't have time."

Li Hong was also very helpless, and it was the first time he encountered such a person who pushed the opportunity out.

"I think they probably don't want to cooperate with us. After all, the boss is you. Sheng Xia just got out of the trouble with Xiaosan. If you accept our company's advertisement at this time, it is equivalent to giving others an excuse to continue to be foolish."

Li Hong speculated.

Shi Yanjing rubbed between his brows, "I see."

He lay directly on the ground, looking at the cloakroom filled with all kinds of famous brands, feeling a little lost.

A sense of powerlessness spread from the bottom of his heart like a vine, growing rapidly, and finally bound him tightly, making him unable to move.

It is so difficult to save a person.

In the past, his deep eyes were out of focus, and he casually scanned the furnishings in the house. He almost searched through it, but found nothing, except for these cold, meaningless name tags.

When giving gifts, he never put his heart into it, and just asked his secretary to do it.

The person who received the gift naturally couldn't feel his heart, and put all these on the shelf.

The entire cloakroom is like an exquisite exhibition hall with rich content, luxurious, high-end, and desirable, but equally cold without any emotion.

Suddenly, in the highest corner of the cloakroom, a small rattan basket caught his attention, which he hadn't looked over just now.

Moreover, just looking at the appearance and workmanship, this small rattan basket should not be a big brand, and it doesn't even have a logo.

Shi Yanjing got up, stepped on the stool, and took down the small basket.

It's not easy to get started.

Open the small basket, there are miscellaneous, various small gift boxes of different sizes.

Shi Yanjing opened one at random, and inside was a white silk silk embroidered with wild geese.

Not cross stitch, but serious embroidery.

There is also a small note under the silk with beautiful handwriting.

Celebrating the 100th day of being together~

Happy Memorial Day.

Shi Yanjing imagined midsummer writing a small note, she must be very happy and looking forward to it, and her heart is full of joy, looking forward to his response.

He seriously recalled that in the few months he was with Sheng Xia, he didn't go home many times. Before dinner, Sheng Xia would ask him if he would leave work on time. Sometimes he would return, but he would not return when he was busy.

At the beginning, Sheng Xia had a lot of opinions about replying to WeChat, but after he said that he was too busy with work, she didn't say anything more.

But one day, she suddenly asked if she would go home for dinner. He remembered that he said to go back, but it seemed that something was delayed, and he was on a temporary business trip. When he came back, it was already a week later.

When he came back, it had been a long time since he failed to go home as promised, and he didn't take it to heart, and Sheng Xia didn't mention it.

It turned out that he actually missed their 100-day anniversary, missed the gift she carefully prepared for him, and also missed the surprise she prepared for him.

In the past, he always felt that such things as anniversaries were meaningless, so why waste time and brainpower remembering these dates.But now, he could feel how indifferent and emotionless he used to be.

He took out the gift box from the basket, and at the bottom was an A5-sized cartoon notebook.

Turning to the first page, it was the first day she moved into the villa four years ago.

February 2013, 7

Growing up, I was plagued by bad luck. Now I know that the good luck I have accumulated for 20 years is to meet Shi Yanjing.

A wonderful new life has begun.

February 2013, 7

Shi Yanjing seemed to be very busy. Although they lived together, they only met three times in half a month. Alas, the war has not yet been won, and comrades still need to work hard.The culinary skills have improved recently, the next time Yan Jing comes back, he must save a hand for him.

It is said that to grab a man's heart, one must first grab a man's stomach and expect results.

February 2013, 8

angry!After a 20-day business trip, I finally came home and asked him out for dinner. He said he had something to do and didn’t have time. It turned out that he was having a party with friends!Why can't you take me to the party?

Aren't we boyfriend and girlfriend?

It seems that he never said he likes me.

February 2013, 8

happy!Shi Yanjing has been home more often recently. Sure enough, the ancients did not deceive me. To grab a man's heart, you really have to grab a man's stomach first. The second-level chef certificate is not in vain!

Hope he likes me a little more.

One step closer to entering his life!

February 2013, 9

Why did Shi Yanjing give me another white dress, I really look so good in white?

Today, I was reprimanded by the teacher again. It is really difficult to make incense, but for the sake of Shi Yanjing, I endured it. Who made me like him so much?

I don't know if he has time this week. I really want to go to the amusement park with him, ride the Ferris wheel, and enjoy the fireworks show. I didn't have a boyfriend before, so I can only think about it. Now we also have a boyfriend!

This little wish should come true, right?

Shi Yanjing pursed her lips. It turned out that her wish was so simple, but he never helped her realize it. Instead, Lu Meizhi helped her realize it.

February 2013, 10

Is embroidery really something that everyone can learn?Why am I so overwhelmed with thinking about it, and want to give such a gift to Shi Yanjing!Fingers are going to be tied into a sieve.woo woo woo~

However, thinking that this handkerchief can be kept by Shi Yanjing's side all the time, when he goes on a business trip in the future, when he sees the handkerchief, he will think of me, think about it and be happy, if you suffer a little bit with your fingers, you will suffer a little bit.

2013, April 10.

It's finally 100 days, I have prepared everything, beautiful roses, romantic candlelight dinner, and beautiful music, I have prepared gifts for two months, but the protagonist is missing.

Shi Yanjing didn't come back.

It was past twelve midnight.

A new day begins, and this anniversary is not celebrated.

Many days of anticipation came to nothing. Maybe Shi Yanjing didn't realize that there was such an anniversary.

He is so busy with work, it's normal not to care about such things.

From now on, I will never celebrate anniversaries.

There were a few drops of smudges on the beautiful font, and Shi Yanjing felt sour in her heart. At that time, she must have waited for a long time, and her expectations gradually fell through. She must have been very disappointed and sad.

When Yan Jing picked up the silk again, Dayan's embroidery was not very good, it was far different from those female workers who specialize in embroidery, but she showed it stitch by stitch.

He took it out carefully, and gently brushed it against the flying geese, imagining that she was holding a needle and thread, her fingers were painful, but she insisted on embroidering, her eyes were a little sour, and her vision was a little blurred.

This small book is very thick, Shengxia will write from time to time, the number of words recorded every day is not many, but all of them are related to Shi Yanjing.

Shi Yanjing continued to flip through.

February 2013, 11

Shi Yanjing's birthday is coming, our first birthday together!I hope that when he sees the gift I prepared for him, he will understand my feelings for him.

That's why tattoos hurt so much!

Although Miss Sister's craftsmanship is very good, but the pain is really painful.

Who made me like you so much, it hurts if it hurts.

I put you in the deepest place in my heart, I hope you can like me too.

Shi Yanjing had never had a tattoo before, and he didn't know how painful it was. The tattoo she had endured the pain to get it done at the beginning has been completely washed away.

He continued to turn the pages.

February 2013, 11

Very happy, Shi Yanjing likes my tattoo.

It's just that I didn't know that he had a birthday party, and he didn't mention it to me.

Is it because in his heart, I am not important, so even on this kind of occasion, he would rather appear alone than take me there?

Suddenly realized that apart from the Shi family, no one else knew about our love.

Even if we break up one day, no one will know that he once had a girlfriend like me.

Is he preparing for a breakup, or has he never liked me?

Somewhat lost.

February 2013, 12

It took half a year's salary to prepare a Christmas gift, and I didn't even have a chance to send it out.

One person's Christmas Eve, one person welcomes Christmas.

Zhou Zhou said, there will be no result between me and Shi Yanjing.

He didn't behave like a man in love with a woman.

She advised me to plan early and stop losses in time.

However, I liked him for two years, and finally got the chance to be with him, so I don't want to just give up.

Maybe, if I try harder, he will fall in love with me.

Shi Yanjing looked at the pair of exquisite cufflinks, with two S letters engraved on both sides, which are the acronyms of his and Shengxia's names. The custom-made cufflinks of this company are not cheap, and she took a lot of thought , but he didn't even show up.

February 2014, 1

I had a quarrel with Shi Yanjing today. He didn't bring me to attend the annual meeting of the group. He even danced the opening dance with a famous lady. Although the other party is a partner of the group, I was still very angry.

Is it because my background is not worthy of his status as Mr. Shi?

He also doesn't like me entering the entertainment industry, this seems to be a deadlock.

2014/3/3

Fang Lihong is here, she got the role that should belong to me.

Zhou Zhou didn't regret it after asking me, he gave up his great future for a man.

There is no regret, but some envy and some regret.

I am very fortunate that I knew from the beginning that Shi Yanjing would not marry a female star in the entertainment circle. If I only found out after I entered the circle and missed the opportunity to be with him, then I would regret it for the rest of my life .

It's just that Shi Yanjing doesn't seem to have told me that he likes me until now, so the goal of this year is to let him take the initiative to say that he likes me!

Come on!

February 2014, 7

Perhaps, we are not suitable for celebrating the anniversary.

Last year's 100-day anniversary didn't go through, and this year's one-year anniversary also didn't go through. He went to the wedding.

But this time I didn't seem to be too disappointed, it may be that I have been disappointed more times.

I have gradually gotten used to it.

It's a pity that I specially prepared a pair of rings.

Shi Yanjing saw the team's exquisite pair of rings at a glance. There was no special pattern, it was very simple. The names of the two of them were engraved on the inside of the ring, this time in Chinese characters, not English abbreviations.

Midsummer is engraved on the inside of the men's ring, and Shi Yanjing is engraved on the inside of the women's ring.

He brought it to his ring finger, just right.

After that, there were fewer and fewer diaries, and most of them only had one word.

Maybe she was too disappointed, and she no longer wanted to record it.

The end of the book is the eve of her departure.

February 2017, 7

In the past, I imagined that one day, I could wear a wedding dress and walk through the palace of marriage with Shi Yanjing.

We will have two babies, one like him and one like me.

A family of four, happy and happy.

But I never told anyone about it.

Uncle Shi's father came to urge the marriage himself. To my surprise, Shi Yanjing was very angry. He thought it was me who encouraged the two elders, but I didn't.

I never thought that after being together for four years, he didn't even have the most basic trust in me.

I never thought that he never loved me and was with me, but he just wanted to seek the comfort that he couldn't ask for.

It never occurred to him that he had already proposed to Ji Shuya.

Seeing Ji Shuya's proudly showing off on WeChat, I suddenly became sober, and felt that for the past four years, I had lived in a self-righteous fairy tale world.

I wishful thinking, as long as I work hard, the person I like will like me.

As long as I give love, one day, I will get the same in return.

I forgot that love cannot be measured by gains and losses.

It's not how much I pay, how much I can get.

It's not just my unilateral efforts and concessions that can win love.

However, I am still grateful, thank God for allowing me to meet Shi Yanjing.

Let me, who was in the cold, feel the kindness and warmth of strangers.

I'm still glad that Shi Yanjing suddenly appeared that night at the gate of the school when I was surrounded, and that gentle smile dispelled the indifference around me.

It's just that we are not from the same world after all.

It took me two years to fall in love with you secretly, and four years to like you.

But still can't enter your world.

Not all good encounters lead to good marriages.

I never regret to love you with all my heart.

But now, I want to love myself a little more.

Perhaps, from now on, I will not be so brave to love someone, so desperate to pursue a relationship.

However, I still believe in love.

But, my love is not you.

i will forget you

Forget that you are the first person I like.

Forget that you used to be my day and night.

I believe that one day in the future, at a certain place, I will meet someone and start a new relationship.

Believe that at that time, you will also have the lover you miss by your side.

Each is beautiful, each lives in peace, and has nothing to do with it.

This is where we end up.

pat.

A tear fell on the notebook.

Shi Yanjing sat in the cloakroom with his diary in his arms, tears streaming down his face.

The noon sun was dazzling, but the cloakroom was dark and cold, only the lonely figure of the man was crying silently.

Shi Mu's phone call came in at this time.

"Let's go home for dinner tonight."

"I still have a job." Shi Yanjing's voice was still hoarse.

"What kind of work do you do? Are so many people raised in the company just for food? Tell me how long you haven't been home?" Shimu's voice suddenly rose.

As a client, Shi Yanjing still didn't let go.He doesn't want to see anyone now, and he doesn't want to do anything.

"I heard from your grandma that Xia Xia will come to see her." Shi Mu said again.

"I will go back." Shi Yanjing said immediately.

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On the first day of December, Chapter 12 of Fei Fei will be delivered, and there will be another update~

Time is up to you~

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