Rebirth Group Favorite: The Big Brother's Beautiful Wife Is A Little Sweet

Chu Ziyan.

Originally, I wanted to address you more affectionately, but I found that the relationship between us is really not that affectionate.

Just call your full name.

When you read this letter, I may not be Qin Junze from the Qin family anymore, or I may not remember you anymore.

This is really a bit hypocritical, it's really not my style.

This is the first time I write to you seriously, and it is also the last time.

Although you may not want to read it, I want to write it.

In my short life, I have had a very bad life, and I have also made many people have a bad life.

I'm not much of a nice guy.

There are countless people who scold me, hate me, hate me, and want to kill me.

But I never cared.

The strong don't heed the cry of the weak.

But only you.

Only the hatred in your eyes makes me uncomfortable.

Even uncomfortable.

In your eyes, I must be a complete pervert.

Paranoid, conceited, cruel, cold-blooded.

All kinds of despicable traits are undoubtedly revealed in me.

I don't want to argue for myself.

I know I'm miserable.

But a long time ago, I wasn't like that either.

Before the age of 16, my life was a different scene.

My grandfather was the head of the Qin family, and his only son, that is, my father, passed away very early.

My mother Song Ningzhen and my younger brother Qin Yi were left behind.

In the eyes of outsiders, my mother has always been very kind to me.

But in fact, my mother doesn't like me, she only likes my younger brother Qin Yi.

When I was young, she seldom hugged me, held me, and didn't even smile at me very much.

She said that my eyes are not right, and I always feel panicked when I look at them, but Qin Yi's eyes are like hers, which makes her happy when she sees them.

I don't understand why she doesn't like me so much, I thought it was because I wasn't good enough.

So, I studied hard, and my mind was more mature than children of the same age, and I took care of Qin Yi everywhere.

I became the best child of the Qin family.

Grandpa always looked at me with relief and said that I deserved to be his eldest grandson.

But the better I am, the more my mother hates me.

She said that I was deep in thought, that I was scary, that I started to exclude Qin Yi at a young age, how could she have a son with such a dark heart like me.

Facing her accusation, I couldn't refute a word.

I can't understand why my mother has such great malice towards me. I even doubt that I am her own.

I literally took her hair and did a paternity test.

But it turned out that we were indeed mother and son.

Since they are mother and son, why are there such eccentric mothers in the world?

During that time, I was depressed, sad, and depressed.

Fortunately, my younger brother Qin Yi is very kind to me.

He has always been very innocent in front of me.

From the beginning of learning to walk, he followed me and called "Brother".

He's not mean like my mother, he's very close to me.

Sometimes my mother punished me not to eat, and he would secretly send me meals.

I cherish this brother very much and love him very much.

I regard him as the most important person in this world.

But reality gave me a slap in the face.

When I was 16, I almost died.

The person who stabbed me in the back was my own brother, Qin Yi.

He was standing behind me, holding a short silver knife that I gave him for his birthday.

The knife pierced deeply into my stomach.

Then pull out.

Bleeding.

I staggered and fell to the ground, stretched out my hands to hold my abdomen tightly, looked at Qin Yi in front of me, and forgot to call for help for a moment.

Shocked, angry, and more sad.

The younger brother I cared for, actually wanted my life.

I looked at him blankly like a fool, and asked him, why?

He said: "Brother, you are so dazzling. If you are useless, I will not take you seriously. You are so good, but you will block my way in the future."

I opened my mouth and couldn't speak.

I just feel pain in my eye sockets.

The Qin family has always put interests first, and the various branches are intriguing.

I worked so hard to be able to protect him in the future.

However, he regarded me as the biggest stumbling block.

How sad.

At this time, my mother came.

Seeing this scene, she looked very panicked, grabbed Qin Yi and asked him what he was doing.

I lay on the ground, looking at my mother's flustered appearance, I felt a little comfort in my heart.

I think she also cares about me.

But what she said next completely pushed me into the abyss.

"Ayi, what are you doing? How do you clean up the mess if you just do it like this?"

"If the old man sees it when he comes back later, he will definitely whip you!"

"Why can't you wait any longer? I've been giving him chronic poison, and when the time comes, he will die quietly. It's clean and convenient!"

Qin Yi was a little displeased.

"I can't wait any longer. I don't know when he will be poisoned. I want him to die now!"

These words have fallen in my ears, and they have never dissipated over the years.

It has been a nightmare that has haunted me for years.

Chu Ziyan, do you think I am pathetic?

My own brother stabbed me in the back, and my biological mother has been poisoning me.

The two closest people in this world want me to die.

Maybe it would have been better if I had died like this.

But at the last moment, I was saved by my grandfather who came back.

He didn't punish Qin Yi and my mother much, let alone comfort me.

He is very disappointed in me.

He said that the reason for everything is myself.

It was because I was not cautious enough to trust others and gave others an opportunity to take advantage of it.

A superior person must have the courage and determination of a superior person. In this field of power and interests, the only thing to do is to remove all obstacles and climb up by any means.

I listened to him.

Thus, there was Qin Junze, the later patriarch of the Qin family.

These words seem to be far away.

You may not be interested in my past, Chu Ziyan.

Just take it as my thoughts.

I don't want to defend myself, I just think, maybe, you know my experience when I was young, you will have some tolerance for my bad character.

Maybe it's a bad family, maybe it's something wrong with me.

I don't know anything about relationships.

Xiao Ang always makes fun of me, saying that I am old single and don't know how to make girls happy.

However, I don't have any girls to coax.

until you show up.

Chu Ziyan, I didn't understand what love is until you appeared.

Only then did I know how to care for a person, how to open my heart, and how to tolerate and please a person.

It is you, let me have a normal emotion.

However, the price paid was too high.

It turns out that loving someone hurts so much.

For so many years, I have been telling myself from the bottom of my heart to be sober, to control myself, and not to be influenced by emotions.

But after I met you, everything was messed up.

In the past, I would never have thought that I would die for one person.

And willingly.

Until now, I have never regretted it.

Maybe you will dismiss these words and think I deserve it.

Yes, after all, I have harmed you a lot because of my despicableness.

I am not qualified to ask you to thank me.

I wrote so much in a mess, and at the end, I felt that I didn't make it clear.

All in all, in this life, I am glad to have met you, and sad to meet you so late.

After I completely forgot about you, you and Shen Muhan should have been together well, never leaving.

The atmosphere is here, I should say wish you happiness.

But I can't tell.

I can't go against my heart, I wish you and another man well.

Chu Ziyan, after I lose my memory, I will go to the previous island, find a place where no one knows, and finish my life.

As for why I chose that island, I think, maybe the pursuit deep in my heart is just a time with you and a place with you.

Although I told you where I live in seclusion, don't show up in front of me, I'm afraid I will repeat the same mistakes.

In this life, I am late.

next life.

If there is a next life, I will try my best to find you.

Get ahead of Shen Muhan and meet you.