Reborn as a petite ex-uncle

She glanced at Jin Xuanzhi faintly:

"It's what you saw on my back. Those are the scars left by them beating me."

Jin Xuan's heart trembled.

Mo Ran continued:

"Fortunately, my fourth escape finally succeeded."

"I escaped from the red-light district. I was temporarily adopted by a kind and amiable local policeman and lived in his house for a while."

"He wanted to register me, asked me what my name was, I didn't know how to answer, I never had an official name growing up, they used all kinds of English names for us girls. I think After thinking about it, I named myself Mo Ran."

"Because I found out that my biological mother, Su Lanyou's real surname was Mo. So, I took Mo as my surname. Mo Ran, Mo Ran, also proved himself, finally won, and was not polluted under that big dye vat. "

Having said that, she raised her lips and finally smiled slightly:

"A few years later, with the support of the policeman who raised me, I applied for the T-country police academy, and after graduation, I became a policeman."

"After work, the first thing I did was to go back to the red light district and look for my mother. However, I heard that she had already run away and died in Jingzhou, Huaguo."

The smile disappeared, and the eyes appeared sad.

For the next few minutes, I didn't speak, and seemed to be in deep grief.

Jin Xuanzhi understands her feelings, even though she hates her biological mother for being ruthless to her, it is her mother after all.

"She died in an explosion. In order to retaliate... your mother blew herself up."

"I know, she deserves it, she deserved it."

"But, I still couldn't help crying."

"Because I know that the person closest to me in this world is gone."

"Later, I used my police status to find out who my biological father was. I learned about my mother and father's past, everything about them, and what happened with your parents."

"So, before I entered the Huo family, I knew about my relationship with the Huo family in Tancheng, as well as my relationship with you."

"When I accepted the task and went to Tancheng to apply for Huo's Group, and found out that you were the one who ... was with me that night, I was really shocked, and even felt ashamed. I never thought that I would... be with my own... Uncle, I have...one-night stand."

Jin Xuan knew that his eyebrows were raised, his palms were tense, and he said after a while: "You avoid me because of my relationship with your uncle and nephew?"

Mo Ran sighed:

"Of course I know that we are not related by blood, but... there is one more thing that I can't get over, that is the grievances between my mother and your mother."

"My mother hurt your mother when she was alive. That time in Jingzhou, she even wanted to die with your mother. She almost hurt you..."

"If I were with you, how would I face your parents? What would your parents think of me? A child who has harmed his enemies many times? Don't you have any grudges in your heart?"

"I can't even meet your parents, especially your mother."

"A person like me, what right do I have to see her?"

"It's better to let go as soon as possible than to be unhappy."

That's all Mo Ran said, she lowered her head: "Let's go."

After finishing speaking, he walked towards his car, and just a few steps away, he felt a cold wind blowing from behind.

Before she could react, a pair of arms held her from behind and embraced her.

He hugged her tightly from behind:

"You think too much."

"My mother never blamed you."

"It's your parents who did the wrong thing, not you."

"Instead, she told me to follow my own mind."

"I'll take you to her. She won't hate you."

"What happened in the past of the previous generation, let it pass, okay?"

Mo Ran's pupils flashed throbbing ups and downs, and then disappeared in an instant. He pulled off the hand that was restraining his waist, and turned around:

"Xuanzhi. I like you, but we can't be together."

It was the first time she had called him by that name.

It's still a little strange, even a little nervous and shy, but still shouted out.

Because, after today, I don't know if I can still call him that.

Jin Xuanzhi's eyes darkened: "Why?"

He said what he had to say.

What scruples does she have?

Mo Ran just said, "I'll take a taxi back by myself."

He stepped forward in two steps, pulled her into his arms again, and refused to let her go, she struggled.

He restrained her kicking: "I won't let you go without making it clear."

She was not as strong as him, and was pressed in his arms, but she still fought hard, and finally her eyes were red:

"I'm not worthy, because I'm not worthy, okay?"

"It's not that the status is unworthy, but that you and I are people from two worlds."

Jin Xuanji slowly let go of his arms.

She took two steps back, wiped away her tears, and choked up:

"You have both parents since you were a child, and you are surrounded by relatives who love you. Your parents also love each other sincerely. You grew up living in love. Your world is full of sunshine, and everything you see is also full of sunshine. beautiful."

"As for me, I'm like a snake, worm, mouse ant living in the sewer. I can't see the light. My parents have used each other all their lives. I was not born because of love. My surroundings are full of ugliness and despair."

"I'm a person who doesn't even want my own parents."

"Every time I see you, I envy you, like you, and yearn for you, but on the other hand, I feel that I am not worthy of you and will be burned by your perfection."

"It's all said here, do you understand?"

"There is another reason why I became a policeman. The policeman is very dangerous. For a person like me, it is actually good to die early."

Jin Xuanzhi's heart trembled. Although she couldn't see or touch her heart, she could feel that her internal organs were scarred and there was no good flesh.

The cold appearance hides a core of inferiority complex that is riddled with holes.

After she finished speaking, she turned around and left. After walking a few steps, she heard his footsteps, stopped, and turned her head:

"Don't come here, please. Give me a little dignity."

"I will return to my country soon, I am grateful for meeting you during these days, but...let's call it a day."

He watched her go to the road on the other side of the intersection to stop the car, his clenched fist finally relaxed a little bit.

*

As soon as he returned to the apartment that day, Mo Ran rebooked the fastest flight ticket, which would be tomorrow morning.

Then he called the directly affiliated police station in Country T and told him to return to his post immediately.

That night, she took a shower early and went to bed.

I just want to fall asleep quickly, the sun will rise quickly tomorrow, and then I can leave here quickly.

In this way, you can no longer see him, no longer entangled in conflicts.

In the early morning of the next day, before dawn, Mo Ran was not woken up by the phone alarm, but by the sound of rain outside the window.

She opened the curtains, and the whole city was thundering and lightning, and the heavy rain poured down like a cloud of white steam.