Zhu Mie: This swordsman's surname is Uchiha

But Saito Hiroya was wrong in the end.

His mistake was that he was too simple, too ignorant, and too ignorant.

The fault is that he was born under the brilliance of his father, but he didn't know anything about his brilliance, and he arrogantly thought that all of this was just won by him.

The respect of classmates, teachers, and even the principal is only earned through the brilliance of his father.

He lives under the light of his father, bathes in the light brought by his father, enjoys the warmth created by his father, and creates a promising future, but he is completely unaware of all this.

He naively thought that he had achieved all of this and was still working hard in this direction, but little did he know that everything he did was in vain. Without his father standing behind him, everything he did would be in vain. It will result in nothing being accomplished.

All this is because of his father, because his father brought him a lot of convenience and made his efforts worthwhile.

There are too many people in this world who are smarter than Hiroya Saito.

In that boyhood, he was just an ordinary person, mediocre, out of the ordinary, no different from others, the only special thing was that he had a political career in the Democratic Party and had a very high Politician father of status.

And this is also the most important part of him, and it is also the most dazzling point compared to others.

No matter what other people's geniuses are under his light, they are nothing but fireflies.

In that materialistic era, power was the most real thing.

Saijo Hiroya later realized all this in the harsh reality.

He accepted.

I also fell into the abyss, into the darkness, self-denial, self-doubt, hating the former self, the ordinary self and the mediocre self.

It was his father who put himself in such a strange circle.

Hiroshi Saito also thought that if he had accepted this cruel and fierce world earlier, maybe he would not have fallen into the current situation.

That's why he always shifted his problems to his father.

Thanks to his father's brilliance, he lived such a splendid and beautiful life, but in the end he would blame his father for everything he did.

Such behavior is unjustifiable in any case, but Hiroshi Saito didn't care about it at all.

Saito Hiroya's childhood experience was indeed very dark, but compared with the current situation, it is indeed very different.

When he was a boy, he still had his father to protect him, and he still lived under the glory and light of his father.

But now his father, you are completely in a coma, and I am afraid that you will never be able to return to this world, but even if you can wake up, so what?

He possesses extremely high power, extremely high status, and has extremely high prestige among the people. He may become the second in command in the future, but so what?

What can power control?

In this world, many things are helpless and irreversible. No matter how hard you try, you can't change the slightest thing, just like the current situation.

Saito Hiroya's father has extremely high power and can mobilize the most effective resources, but so what?

His current physical condition is that of some ordinary doctors, can ordinary abilities treat him?Can it be changed?

The answer is yes.

No.

In Saito Hiroya's view, no one can change his current situation except Mr. Kimura in front of him.

But now Mr. Kimura actually gave up on him, letting him linger on in this state.

And for Saito Hiroya in such a state, no doubt let him die, throw him in the endless purgatory, feel the overwhelming pain from all directions, and feel the despair of being eaten away by the darkness bit by bit.

Just thinking about a day like that makes one want to leave this world, to end one's own life, to sink one's consciousness into nothingness, to know nothing, to be beyond everything.

What is the difference between living in pain and despair and resentment like that and being dead?

Do not!

There is a difference!

There is a big difference! !

Living like that is a hundred times more painful than dying!A thousand times! !Ten thousand times! ! !

"Hiroya Saito, I know your current mood. Are you very angry and desperate? Angry at yourself, you will be defeated by two ants and two ordinary ghosts. Angry at me, I will give you up , Abandon you, deny all your actions, deny all your talents, and deny all your future!"

"Desperate that I will be trapped in this small bed in the future, I will never be able to climb the peak, I will never be able to see the brightest scenery, I will never be able to chase my future, and I will never be able to chase after that incomparably powerful future!"

"Despair! Incomparable despair!"

"But this is an established fact. The you you are now have no use value for me. Anyone can replace you who has become a waste."

Shimura Danzo looked at the thunder that was constantly churning in the night, and the howling wind and rain, and spoke again.

His voice was extremely flat, indifferent, light and airy, but extremely fierce, falling into his ears as if thunderbolts were falling wantonly.

In such naked humiliation, naked contempt.Under the naked abandonment, Saito Hiroya was extremely angry and at the same time extremely desperate. He could do nothing now, he could not say anything, and even his words were weak.

But so what, even if Kimura just abandons him now.

Saito Hiroshi also can't do anything. The other party controls an extremely powerful power, the most mysterious and absolute power in the world. It is a breeze to kill such an ant like him.

It was Kimura's greatest gift to him to be able to appear here and talk to him so much.

Thoughts so far.

Saito Hiroya's body and mind were completely shrouded in haze, completely plunged into darkness, completely plunged into infinite nothingness, hopeless and helpless.

And he also kept sinking into the deeper darkness. Slowly, he gradually accepted all this calmly. He knew that everything is an established fact and cannot be changed. Even Mr. Kimura has said such words, Then there is absolutely no chance of recovery.

In the darkness where he wiped out his own incompetence and Mr. Kimura's resentment and anger.

Hiro Saito could not see any light, no one would split the same night for him, no one would become his sun to illuminate his world, radiate light and provide warmth for him.

There used to be such a person, but he was completely abandoned by him.

Now he is only living alone in this cruel and harsh world, chasing a higher place alone, chasing a more powerful strength.

For these, he paid countless prices and put in countless painstaking efforts, but in the end he ended up with such a horrible ending.

Saito Hiroya slowly closed his eyes, he accepted all this.

But he didn't want to live on like this, he wanted to end his life just like that, and he didn't want to live in infinite despair and helplessness.

What Mr. Kimura said was that he is just a worthless waste to him now.

In Kimura's eyes, he was just an ant.

But as an ant, he didn't even do the work of an ant well, losing the last trace of use value.

In the past, Kimura regarded him as a confidant and regarded him so highly because he valued his character, his insidious cunning, and his city and resourcefulness.

But now his various performances are really surprising, and even Saito Hiroya himself is ashamed of what he is doing now.

When did I become what I am now?

In the past, he was resourceful, knew forbearance, and knew how to pretend, but now he is lost in the vortex of power, gradually sinking, and becoming more and more arrogant.

If I was rushing to Asakusa, when facing those two ghosts, I was not as arrogant as before, and I no longer spoke as many words as before, but instead attacked decisively and fiercely, would it still be the current situation?

Maybe not.

But everything has become a foregone conclusion.

Saito Hiroya paid the price for his arrogance after all, and in Saito Hiroya's view, such a self is really not worthy of being cultivated by Mr. Kimura, such a self is worthless.

Saito Hiroshi also clearly realized the current situation and where his own shortcomings are.

In the vortex of power these days, he lost himself more and more, forgot his true heart, and his resourcefulness and intelligence.

He believed in power, lost in power, and forgot the disguise and mask he was proud of.

He forgot that he was able to gain Mr. Kimura's trust and respect only by virtue of his mentality.

Saito Hiroya is also lost in power, and then lost his former self.

It's no wonder that Kimura would be so disappointed in him, seeing him as worthless like an ant.

Saito Hiroya himself also began to realize his own problem.

The more arrogant and conceited I am, the more condescending I am.

But in fact, he is still an ordinary ordinary person.

Even if he has abilities stronger than ordinary people, so what?

In the eyes of Mr. Kimura, he is still just an ant, who can be wiped out with a snap of his fingers. Why does he have such arrogant capital and such arrogant and unruly confidence.

But there is no regret medicine in this world.

Hiroshi Saito can only pay the price for what he has done, and he can never look back and choose again.

Everything is already an established fact, a done deal, undisputed.

Saito Hiroshi is just that kind of useless person, just like when he was a boy, even if he appears to be outstanding, he is still lost in it and has no concentration.

This is Saito Hiroya's judgment on himself now.

He has indeed gradually lost his true heart amidst the ever-expanding power, and he who lacks concentration is destined to be scattered in this frenzy.

long silence.

No one spoke.

The air was a little frozen, even depressing.

The only thing that lingers in my ears is the sound of wind and rain and the loud rumbling noise that explodes from time to time.

The thunder blazingly tore through the infinite darkness, and put the whole world in the light, making it all white.

Kimura was still staring at the sky, staring at the drifting rain.

After half an hour.

He turned around slowly and left towards the door.

period.

Kimura didn't stop there.

Feel the sound of footsteps.

Saito Hiroya's heart also started to beat.

He knew that once Mr. Kimura left this room, it really meant that Kimura had completely given up on him.

That is to say, the future self will be completely reduced to a useless person, reduced to something worse than an ant, and will continue to sink in the infinite darkness.

Of course he will not fall into such a situation, because once he is completely abandoned, he will choose to die, and choose to use death to escape this cruel and harsh reality.

Even though he has accepted this established fact in his heart, he still holds such a glimmer of hope for luck.

I long for Mr. Kimura to give him one last chance, to give him a chance to redeem, to give him a chance to climb the peak again.

He will definitely cherish this opportunity extremely.

But no if.

There is no if in this world, and there will be no regret medicine, and everything you do will bear the price it brings.

From the beginning of the road you choose to embark on, you must bear the price it brings, no matter whether the ending is good or bad, you can't resist it.You just have to accept it.

Because all of this is an established fact, and it is also your own choice.

No one will ever force you, and no one will ever influence you. It is all your own choice and the situation caused by yourself.

The sound of footsteps, thump, thump, became farther away and fainter.

It fell into Saito Hiroya's ears like the whisper of death.

Finally, the sound of footsteps disappeared completely.

The only echoes in the room were wind, rain and thunder, whistling in his ears.

Saito Hiroshi also completely left all these behind.

The only thing left in his consciousness is despair and darkness.

A sense of helplessness came from all over his body, and the darkness enveloped him overwhelmingly, engulfing him completely and submerging him completely.

Saito Hiroshi also knew that he had absolutely no chance of standing up.

Everything that I was eager to pursue will become a bubble, the appearance I used to hate the most has become my current appearance, the things I once hoped for, the people who are extremely eager to be encircled, will never have a chance again, he will never again Opportunity to chase and climb, he has been completely reduced to a useless person.

Saito Hiroshi, who is constantly sinking and sinking in darkness and despair, can't feel any light or hope.

He knew that he was completely finished, and that he was no longer likely to meet with the goal he wanted at the beginning, and he was getting farther and farther away.

And the appearance that I hate the most is the tiny ant that I once hated the most.

These few words are constantly approaching him.

He has become what he once hated the most, and what he once hoped for the most is also rapidly disappearing.

Saito Hiroya has now become a complete loser.

Losing the use value, lying on the bed, his heart was extremely dark.

Although his eyes were shrouded in light, his heart and soul were plunged into infinite darkness.