crush the rich
Chapter 178 185
Because of this, he wanted to protect her from all harm.Especially some unpleasant memories...and people who will bring Yin Lian misfortune.
Ji Xiangjun thought of this and was determined to stop it.So that night she said to Yin Huai: "I'm going to have a good talk with Qiu Bihe."
Yin Huai frowned when he heard this, and said, "What is there to talk about with him!?"
Ji Xiangjun said: "We must talk! Because I am a mother."
Yin Huai froze for a moment, but stopped talking.
Ji Xiangjun said: "So far, I actually don't want to say anything to Qiu Bihe. The past can't be changed, and what he said and done can't be taken back, so I don't even want to hear his apology. Whether he is angry or regretful, I don't want to see it. It's not because I don't care anymore, but because I hate him!"
Her tone was a bit sad, and she said: "I am not a qualified mother. For so many years, my life has been smooth and smooth, but there is only one Qiu Bihe who has made me unlucky. To be honest, it is just a little emotional dispute. I The hardships I have experienced in this life are not even one-tenth of Xiao Lian's."
After hearing this, Yin Huai wanted to refute at first, but then became silent.
Ji Xiangjun said: "All the things Qiu Bihe did to me are actually nothing. In the final analysis, at most, he had a bad temper with me at the time, and I didn't really suffer any real harm. But...Xiao Lian no the same."
"I spent a lot of time trying to understand what happened to Xiao Lian. Yin Huai, I spent a lot of time trying to substitute Xiao Lian's experience, and then... I just felt terrible."
"I often think that Fang Baihe abused her, she came back to our home as Fang Baihe's daughter, the two children and Fang Qianqian bullied and hated her, and our biological parents treated her badly... In this case , did she feel even a little bit of love growing up? Did anyone teach her love when she needed it most?"
When Ji Xiangjun said this, he couldn't help but burst into tears again.
Yin Huai was silent for a long time, and then said: "Yes."
Ji Xiangjun was stunned.
Yin Huai said: "I think so. I am not a qualified father, but you have always been a qualified mother. Although I don't know how she grew up at that time, but only feelings can not be fake. She I liked you very much from the very beginning, when she first came back, she never got close to me, but she was very close to you."
"Xiao Lian loves you very much, Mr. Xiang, so you don't have to doubt it. So I think even if something bad happened, you must have treated her well. Otherwise, she would not be so close to such a smart girl. and depend on you."
When Ji Xiangjun heard this, his tears fell even more fiercely.But the tears at this moment seemed to be no longer just because of sadness and distress, but something else... such as warm feelings.
After a long time, she wiped away her tears and said in a hoarse voice: "Because of this, I have to take up the responsibility as a mother and protect my daughter. I have caused her to suffer so much, and I can't let her do it again." suffered."
The power that language can bring to people is invisible but does exist, so Ji Xiangjun slowly became more determined as he said this.
Seeing her resolute attitude, Yin Huai couldn't persuade her anymore.He said: "... Or, I will go with you when the time comes."
But Ji Xiangjun shook his head and said, "It's better not to show up. There are some things that he might not be willing to say in front of you."
Yin Huai knew that what Ji Xiangjun said was indeed correct.Ever since the two broke up, the relationship between Qiu Bihe and him has become almost incompatible. Whenever they meet, sparks fly, and they cannot communicate normally at all.
On the contrary, Ji Xiangjun's temperament is gentle, and Qiu Bihe seems to feel guilty towards her, so it is easier to speak well in front of her.
Considering this, Yin Huai finally took a step back, but said, "Take two more bodyguards."
Ji Xiangjun felt that it was impossible for Qiu Bihe to do anything to her, but he didn't want to argue with Yin Huai on such trivial matters, so he said softly, "Okay."
The next day, she met Qiu Bihe at a teahouse in the city center.When Qiu Bihe saw her, he laughed and said, "When we met last time, you said you never wanted to see me again."
Ji Xiangjun said angrily: "I hope that I will never have to see you again in this life. But people like you will never understand in their entire lives. Parents can do anything for their children."
Qiu Bihe said: "You say that, as if I am not of the same generation as you."
Ji Xiangjun said: "Qiu Bihe! When will you understand something!?"
Qiu Bihe sneered, "What reason do I need to understand?"
Ji Xiangjun said: "You don't understand, so I'll tell you." Then she said, "In your life, even when you were imprisoned, you never had to worry about food and clothing. You shouldn't have experienced the feeling of being hungry, right?"
Qiu Bihe said: "Look at what you said. When I'm busy, it's not uncommon for me to skip a meal once in a while, okay?"
Ji Xiangjun sneered, and said: "You are hungry if you don't eat for one or two meals? Then have you tried not to eat for three or two days? Have you ever tried to go without food for three or two days, and finally you can eat , but in the end there are only some noodles that are not enough to satisfy your hunger?”
Qiu Bihe didn't expect Ji Xiangjun to ask such a question.
He felt that Ji Xiangjun's words were really difficult for people - people from a family background like theirs would never starve people to that extent - it's not a poor mountainous area.
So Qiu Bihe asked back: "Have you tried it?"
Ji Xiangjun looked solemn, stared at Qiu Bihe and said, "I thought about trying it once, but I was so hungry halfway, I didn't do what I wanted."
Qiu Bihe didn't expect that Ji Xiangjun would really try this, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Why are you trying this? Are you sick?"
Ji Xiangjun's eyes were red, and he said, "I just want to know what kind of life my daughter lived before going home."
Qiu Bihe didn't expect Ji Xiangjun to say such a sentence, and was immediately stunned.
Ji Xiangjun didn't wait because of his surprise, but continued to say: "You know what? She lived six years when I couldn't even survive three days. During these six years, she couldn't get enough to eat." , not wearing well, and being in fear of being beaten all the time...Qiu Bihe, can you imagine what kind of life it was like!? This is all your fault!"
Qiu Bihe naturally inquired about what kind of life Yin Lian lived before returning home.But although he knew it in his heart, he had been deliberately not thinking about it.
After a while, he said, "However, Yin Lian's character is not like that of an ordinary abused child."
This is true.
Because of Yin Lian's relationship, Ji Xiangjun went to get to know many children who had the same experience, but their personalities were completely different from Yin Lian's, which made Ji Xiangjun a little fortunate, but also a little enlightened.
Although Yin Lian's thoughts are a bit distorted, she has a very overly rebellious nature inherited from Yin Huai, and she doesn't know whether she should be said to be overly optimistic or paranoid.
To put it simply, children are usually abused by their parents, and the domestic violence is often abolished.But there are also some weird ones, who will learn how to kill the person who abused her without a teacher.
In theory, it is difficult for a child to learn how to kill his guardian, which requires certain external guidance and stimulation.Children have a strong learning ability, but it is difficult to do behaviors that have never been seen before.
Therefore, before the age of six, Yin Lian was always confined in a small world, so naturally she never thought of killing Fang Baihe.At that time, all her ingenuity was spent on how to fight against Fang Baihe in order to get more food from him.
It was actually Yin Qianai and the Yin family brothers who taught Yin Lian to hate a person and destroy him physically.Yin Huai, Mrs. Yin, and the three children of the Yin family, each taught Yin Lian something very different, and Yin Lian used her IQ and EQ to cross-use these things, and finally formed her own personality.
For example, what the Yin family brothers and Yin Qianai did was shameful, but it could make people suffer a lot at critical times.For example, "father" is the same as "mother", a very vicious and terrifying existence... For example, she doesn't want to become Yin Huai and Fang Baihe, but hopes to become someone like Mrs. Yin one day.
It took Yin Lian several years to understand that she could not become Mrs. Yin.At that time, she thought it was because the vicious and despicable blood of Yin Huai and Fang Baihe flowed in her veins, but when she got older, she gradually realized that this was not the case, but her personality had already formed.
Now that she thinks about it, she is her, so there is nothing to be upset about.However, the time to realize this is very difficult and long, enough to leave a deep scar in life.
However, from the perspective of Qiu Bihe who didn't know this process, the reborn Yin Lian didn't seem to be affected by many childhood encounters, and didn't leave any shadows.In this case, even if Qiu Bihe had regrets for what he had done, it would not be too deep.
Ji Xiangjun didn't expect Qiu Bihe to say such a thing.From the standpoint of a mother, the instant anger almost broke through the walls of her heart, causing her to burst out instantly.
Qiu Bihe, Ji Xiangjun and Yin Huai, they were once children and lived innocent and fearless lives.All the love, hate, and hatred are straightforward, and they never have any worries, let alone compromise for anyone... But as time goes by, some people will eventually change and learn to grow.But some people are still willful and stubborn, as if they stay in the youth forever, do not admit their mistakes, do not compromise, are inconsiderate, and irresponsible.
Ji Xiangjun doesn't know when she grew up, but she knows who she grew up for.From the moment she became a mother, she was so unconscious, but she began to grow up bit by bit naturally, realized the existence of responsibility, and began to no longer regard herself...but the children as the ones who make every effort. A core consideration of choice.
Men always grow up a bit later than women.Yin Huai didn't even know how to get along well with the children at the beginning, but he still learned how to be a father after all.
There is only one trick for a man like Yin Huai who has a cold personality, does his own way, and is stubborn to learn to be a father, and that is love.His compromise with his wife comes from love, and his tolerance for his children also only comes from love.
However, Qiu Bihe...does he have any emotion in him? ?How could he lightly say that the tragedies Yin Lian suffered were nothing serious?
Ji Xiangjun directly poured a cup of hot tea on Qiu Bihe's body.
Ji Xiangjun thought of this and was determined to stop it.So that night she said to Yin Huai: "I'm going to have a good talk with Qiu Bihe."
Yin Huai frowned when he heard this, and said, "What is there to talk about with him!?"
Ji Xiangjun said: "We must talk! Because I am a mother."
Yin Huai froze for a moment, but stopped talking.
Ji Xiangjun said: "So far, I actually don't want to say anything to Qiu Bihe. The past can't be changed, and what he said and done can't be taken back, so I don't even want to hear his apology. Whether he is angry or regretful, I don't want to see it. It's not because I don't care anymore, but because I hate him!"
Her tone was a bit sad, and she said: "I am not a qualified mother. For so many years, my life has been smooth and smooth, but there is only one Qiu Bihe who has made me unlucky. To be honest, it is just a little emotional dispute. I The hardships I have experienced in this life are not even one-tenth of Xiao Lian's."
After hearing this, Yin Huai wanted to refute at first, but then became silent.
Ji Xiangjun said: "All the things Qiu Bihe did to me are actually nothing. In the final analysis, at most, he had a bad temper with me at the time, and I didn't really suffer any real harm. But...Xiao Lian no the same."
"I spent a lot of time trying to understand what happened to Xiao Lian. Yin Huai, I spent a lot of time trying to substitute Xiao Lian's experience, and then... I just felt terrible."
"I often think that Fang Baihe abused her, she came back to our home as Fang Baihe's daughter, the two children and Fang Qianqian bullied and hated her, and our biological parents treated her badly... In this case , did she feel even a little bit of love growing up? Did anyone teach her love when she needed it most?"
When Ji Xiangjun said this, he couldn't help but burst into tears again.
Yin Huai was silent for a long time, and then said: "Yes."
Ji Xiangjun was stunned.
Yin Huai said: "I think so. I am not a qualified father, but you have always been a qualified mother. Although I don't know how she grew up at that time, but only feelings can not be fake. She I liked you very much from the very beginning, when she first came back, she never got close to me, but she was very close to you."
"Xiao Lian loves you very much, Mr. Xiang, so you don't have to doubt it. So I think even if something bad happened, you must have treated her well. Otherwise, she would not be so close to such a smart girl. and depend on you."
When Ji Xiangjun heard this, his tears fell even more fiercely.But the tears at this moment seemed to be no longer just because of sadness and distress, but something else... such as warm feelings.
After a long time, she wiped away her tears and said in a hoarse voice: "Because of this, I have to take up the responsibility as a mother and protect my daughter. I have caused her to suffer so much, and I can't let her do it again." suffered."
The power that language can bring to people is invisible but does exist, so Ji Xiangjun slowly became more determined as he said this.
Seeing her resolute attitude, Yin Huai couldn't persuade her anymore.He said: "... Or, I will go with you when the time comes."
But Ji Xiangjun shook his head and said, "It's better not to show up. There are some things that he might not be willing to say in front of you."
Yin Huai knew that what Ji Xiangjun said was indeed correct.Ever since the two broke up, the relationship between Qiu Bihe and him has become almost incompatible. Whenever they meet, sparks fly, and they cannot communicate normally at all.
On the contrary, Ji Xiangjun's temperament is gentle, and Qiu Bihe seems to feel guilty towards her, so it is easier to speak well in front of her.
Considering this, Yin Huai finally took a step back, but said, "Take two more bodyguards."
Ji Xiangjun felt that it was impossible for Qiu Bihe to do anything to her, but he didn't want to argue with Yin Huai on such trivial matters, so he said softly, "Okay."
The next day, she met Qiu Bihe at a teahouse in the city center.When Qiu Bihe saw her, he laughed and said, "When we met last time, you said you never wanted to see me again."
Ji Xiangjun said angrily: "I hope that I will never have to see you again in this life. But people like you will never understand in their entire lives. Parents can do anything for their children."
Qiu Bihe said: "You say that, as if I am not of the same generation as you."
Ji Xiangjun said: "Qiu Bihe! When will you understand something!?"
Qiu Bihe sneered, "What reason do I need to understand?"
Ji Xiangjun said: "You don't understand, so I'll tell you." Then she said, "In your life, even when you were imprisoned, you never had to worry about food and clothing. You shouldn't have experienced the feeling of being hungry, right?"
Qiu Bihe said: "Look at what you said. When I'm busy, it's not uncommon for me to skip a meal once in a while, okay?"
Ji Xiangjun sneered, and said: "You are hungry if you don't eat for one or two meals? Then have you tried not to eat for three or two days? Have you ever tried to go without food for three or two days, and finally you can eat , but in the end there are only some noodles that are not enough to satisfy your hunger?”
Qiu Bihe didn't expect Ji Xiangjun to ask such a question.
He felt that Ji Xiangjun's words were really difficult for people - people from a family background like theirs would never starve people to that extent - it's not a poor mountainous area.
So Qiu Bihe asked back: "Have you tried it?"
Ji Xiangjun looked solemn, stared at Qiu Bihe and said, "I thought about trying it once, but I was so hungry halfway, I didn't do what I wanted."
Qiu Bihe didn't expect that Ji Xiangjun would really try this, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Why are you trying this? Are you sick?"
Ji Xiangjun's eyes were red, and he said, "I just want to know what kind of life my daughter lived before going home."
Qiu Bihe didn't expect Ji Xiangjun to say such a sentence, and was immediately stunned.
Ji Xiangjun didn't wait because of his surprise, but continued to say: "You know what? She lived six years when I couldn't even survive three days. During these six years, she couldn't get enough to eat." , not wearing well, and being in fear of being beaten all the time...Qiu Bihe, can you imagine what kind of life it was like!? This is all your fault!"
Qiu Bihe naturally inquired about what kind of life Yin Lian lived before returning home.But although he knew it in his heart, he had been deliberately not thinking about it.
After a while, he said, "However, Yin Lian's character is not like that of an ordinary abused child."
This is true.
Because of Yin Lian's relationship, Ji Xiangjun went to get to know many children who had the same experience, but their personalities were completely different from Yin Lian's, which made Ji Xiangjun a little fortunate, but also a little enlightened.
Although Yin Lian's thoughts are a bit distorted, she has a very overly rebellious nature inherited from Yin Huai, and she doesn't know whether she should be said to be overly optimistic or paranoid.
To put it simply, children are usually abused by their parents, and the domestic violence is often abolished.But there are also some weird ones, who will learn how to kill the person who abused her without a teacher.
In theory, it is difficult for a child to learn how to kill his guardian, which requires certain external guidance and stimulation.Children have a strong learning ability, but it is difficult to do behaviors that have never been seen before.
Therefore, before the age of six, Yin Lian was always confined in a small world, so naturally she never thought of killing Fang Baihe.At that time, all her ingenuity was spent on how to fight against Fang Baihe in order to get more food from him.
It was actually Yin Qianai and the Yin family brothers who taught Yin Lian to hate a person and destroy him physically.Yin Huai, Mrs. Yin, and the three children of the Yin family, each taught Yin Lian something very different, and Yin Lian used her IQ and EQ to cross-use these things, and finally formed her own personality.
For example, what the Yin family brothers and Yin Qianai did was shameful, but it could make people suffer a lot at critical times.For example, "father" is the same as "mother", a very vicious and terrifying existence... For example, she doesn't want to become Yin Huai and Fang Baihe, but hopes to become someone like Mrs. Yin one day.
It took Yin Lian several years to understand that she could not become Mrs. Yin.At that time, she thought it was because the vicious and despicable blood of Yin Huai and Fang Baihe flowed in her veins, but when she got older, she gradually realized that this was not the case, but her personality had already formed.
Now that she thinks about it, she is her, so there is nothing to be upset about.However, the time to realize this is very difficult and long, enough to leave a deep scar in life.
However, from the perspective of Qiu Bihe who didn't know this process, the reborn Yin Lian didn't seem to be affected by many childhood encounters, and didn't leave any shadows.In this case, even if Qiu Bihe had regrets for what he had done, it would not be too deep.
Ji Xiangjun didn't expect Qiu Bihe to say such a thing.From the standpoint of a mother, the instant anger almost broke through the walls of her heart, causing her to burst out instantly.
Qiu Bihe, Ji Xiangjun and Yin Huai, they were once children and lived innocent and fearless lives.All the love, hate, and hatred are straightforward, and they never have any worries, let alone compromise for anyone... But as time goes by, some people will eventually change and learn to grow.But some people are still willful and stubborn, as if they stay in the youth forever, do not admit their mistakes, do not compromise, are inconsiderate, and irresponsible.
Ji Xiangjun doesn't know when she grew up, but she knows who she grew up for.From the moment she became a mother, she was so unconscious, but she began to grow up bit by bit naturally, realized the existence of responsibility, and began to no longer regard herself...but the children as the ones who make every effort. A core consideration of choice.
Men always grow up a bit later than women.Yin Huai didn't even know how to get along well with the children at the beginning, but he still learned how to be a father after all.
There is only one trick for a man like Yin Huai who has a cold personality, does his own way, and is stubborn to learn to be a father, and that is love.His compromise with his wife comes from love, and his tolerance for his children also only comes from love.
However, Qiu Bihe...does he have any emotion in him? ?How could he lightly say that the tragedies Yin Lian suffered were nothing serious?
Ji Xiangjun directly poured a cup of hot tea on Qiu Bihe's body.
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