When they were really together, Yu Ge had just passed his birthday, so it was logical to develop the first kiss, the first confession to each other, and the first time to understand each other's body from the inside.

Those things that can only be done as a couple appear between a pair of lovers who have known each other for a long time, showing an extremely ambiguous and strange color.

As for Tan Linfei, she has never tasted anything comparable to it in her life, the scorching emotion is so clear, so turbulent, surging from the heart and lungs to the top of the head, it almost made her feel sick An illusion of... utter bewilderment.

The first time she kissed her young lover was in the small garden behind the west gate of the school when Yu Ge returned to school to fill out his application for the college entrance examination.

She no longer remembers how that kiss happened. At that time... the wet and trembling touch made her startled, she tightened the tip of her tongue, inserted it into the other's mouth, and pressed it against the hard and slightly cool palate. When he lowered his eyes, he could only see Yu Ge's whistling eyelashes and watery eyes. Such a pair of brows and eyes lined his face, giving people a very fragile and very pitiful look in a trance.

Even though he is an adult, Yu Ge still seems to have the unique youthfulness of a child. When kissing, he shows a little indescribable ignorance and innocence, like a flower bone that is not ready for summer. When it got warmer, it happened to be ripened by desire.

She wiped Yu Ge's water-stained lips, and felt that even the light, shadow and wind around her were lingering and restless. The hot emotion flowed through her body, soaking her whole heart so sore that it took root in her nerves. The continuous pain in the heart is temporarily stopped by the extreme happiness.

"Xiaoge, baby, don't be afraid... my sister loves you, my sister will always love you."

The desire piled up in her mind, almost destroying her innate reason and indifference. At that time, she told Yu Ge that she liked, loved, appreciated and disturbed, expressed her earnest heart and illusory imagination...

Every word is full of love and unwavering; every sentence comes from the heart and is full of throbbing; every time she blurts out, it proves that she has been overwhelmed by Yu Ge and unable to hold herself back.

During that period of time... it was like flowers blooming, and fire cooking oil.

On the New Year's Day of Yu Ge's freshman year, she took her lover's hand and shuttled through the crowded and noisy crowd, watching the dazzling fireworks covering the night sky one after another, the river rushing in the distance, and they were close together in the vast crowd. Embracing is no different from any dazed young couple in the world, so focused and ecstatic.

She is indeed Ai Yuge's, and it is precisely because of this almost indulgent and undisguised affection that after the relationship is established, holding her little lover into the palm of her hand...is a natural thing to do, and it is no longer necessary. Nothing could be easier.

Tan Linfei understands better than anyone else that Yu Ge is not a person without opinions, nor can he afford the consequences of making a decision. In the final analysis, the other party will listen to her only because of his unreserved trust and love. rely.

But that's enough.

This trust is by no means created out of thin air, but derived from her 20 years of energy and affection, so it is extremely solid and reliable enough to resist any unrealistic rumors and rumors.

With the sincerity that cannot be outside the box, with patience and tolerance without a bottom line, she guards the other party to grow up day by day.

In countless late nights, she hugged her lover in her arms, and with dry palms, she tirelessly stroked the flesh under her hands, pressed the thin layer of cold fat, and stroked the round and curved outline of bones, and Yu Ge just He was sleeping peacefully on all fours, without any signs of struggling or being frightened.

In some moments, she watched every inch of the other person's skin carefully and calmly, and almost felt a strange urge to pierce her fingers into the tissues and organs hidden in the abdominal cavity, and wanted to expose the most secret and secret parts of Yu Ge's body. All the softest parts were cut open, and then they were eaten bite by bite, so as to connect the hearts and pulses of the two, so that Yu Ge could truly...become a part of her flesh and blood.

It was of course just impulsive, and of course she did nothing.

However, the satisfaction and comfort brought by this fantasy connected her pulse frequently, making the tremors in her chest faster and faster, which almost made her terrified and unavoidable.

A flower that grows in a greenhouse... When its intestines are ripped apart, will its eyes water meekly?

She was born with a sharper mind than ordinary people, and naturally felt something wrong with this idea at the first time, so in the last two years of Yu Ge's undergraduate studies, she would occasionally stay away from Yu Ge on purpose, using work and school as an excuse, To calm those uncontrolled dark desires.

When Yu Ge's graduation season was approaching, their wedding date had already been confirmed, and the little girl was busy with various matters during graduation, so she could only be left to worry about the wedding.

One afternoon, she went to Yu's house alone with three slightly different wedding procedures, and wanted to discuss a few words with Yu's father and Yu's mother, and finally finalized a plan. Gentle accent.

"...Xiao Tan grew up under my nose, and I really don't have any worries about her behavior, but Lao Yu, if you and I are gone in the future, the two children have something wrong in their relationship, we two You have to leave a retreat for your daughter, don't you?"

She stopped changing her shoes, and through the frosted glass between the entrance and the hall, she caught a glimpse of Mother Yu's actions when she said this.

Mother Yu was leaning on the reclining chair, holding a bamboo folding fan in her hand, shaking it with a soft voice, and just a vague glance like this was enough to be gentle and noble enough to make others feel good.

That look... She had seen it before when she was a child.

At that time, Xiao Yuge always liked to pester her when she was a child, and would follow her into the study room, holding her leg and babbling to herself. Therefore, when she was doing homework, Yu's mother would often hold her hand. Holding the fan, holding Yu Ge on his lap, coaxing the child softly.

"Our little song is so good, mom will stay here with you, shhhhh, don't disturb my sister's study."

Mother Yu has always been good at taking care of children.

It is quite reasonable for such a mother to want to leave a way out for her own daughter in the face of marriage. Even if she speaks out in front of her, there is nothing shameful about it.

However, that understated calculation was like a sharp blade pierced between the ribs, chilling Tan Linfei's viscera.

Relying on her close relationship with Yu's father and Yu's mother, it is actually the best choice to stand up and promise to be on the safe side and be willing to work with her uncles and aunts to find a way out for Yu Ge.

The so-called retreat is nothing more than a few properties, a few social relationships, and a few family and friendship worth relying on. Even if she talks nonsense on the spot, it is by no means difficult for her, but at that moment, in this promise, Every pronunciation was pressed on the base of her tongue, as if it weighed a thousand pounds, and she couldn't say a word under the pressure.

She has been self-righteous since she was a child, thinking that she is quite self-aware, but at the wedding scene of her and Yu Ge, she suddenly reflected on two ridiculously wrong self-perceptions.

First, when she was still young, because of her precocity and indifference, she thought that she was born with a cold core that would not be moved by any external objects.

Second, after she and Yu Ge were together, she was dazzled by the relationship, and thought about letting Yu Ge...live like a normal person.

What kind of life do normal people live?

Instincts are not great but enough to take care of myself, do a job that can support me, have a few but very close friends, have parents and family who can be my support, and manage a marriage that is not very satisfying but manageable.

... How could she let Yu Ge live this kind of life?

It was the sister next door who grew up sticking to her legs, the young lover with her childhood sweetheart, the future wife who relied heavily on her, and also... the little plant she kept in a glass enclosure.

The bedtime stories in the bedroom, the kisses on campus, the fireworks and hugs by the beach blurred and faded in an instant, and were no longer clear, but Tan Linfei breathed a long sigh of relief because of the short-lived relief.

She watched Yu Ge stepping on the red carpet and approaching her step by step, but felt that even the vigorous heartbeat was slowly dissipating with the wind, leaving no trace.

It actually feels good.

No restlessness, no scruples, those restraints and forbearances no longer exist, and she is no longer used to wrap Yu Ge in her arms in the middle of the night, kissing every inch of each other's skin, so as to prove the realness of the person next to her pillow. exist.

She spent a year or two on and off to prepare a nearly complete plan. In this plan, the Yu family's property would go bankrupt due to framing, and Yu Ge would be forced to give up the property due to debts. The blood relationship between parents will not be broken and broken, and it is bound to be gradually alienated due to various unspeakable reasons, such as Yu's mother's cowardice and coquettishness, Yu's father's decency and selfishness...

There are always unavoidable mistakes, omissions and deficiencies in human nature. It is really a breeze to make some articles in these places.

But life and death are never determined by people. It is a tide that rises and falls, and a halo that is cloudy or cloudy.

Yu's father passed away suddenly due to a sudden illness, which was actually beyond Tan Linfei's expectations. Although the result was not bad for her, at the very beginning, she really didn't think of letting anyone pay for her life.

It's just that it didn't come from soft-heartedness or fear of the law...but just worrying about Yu Ge.

After all, what kind of abnormal behavior a person will do under the great grief of the death of a loved one is something that even she cannot predict, let alone grasp.

There is no need to recall all the things that happened in life after that, but after death, the restless wraith wants to leave the place of death, after all, they have to pay a little price.

She can hover over Pingcheng at will, and can dream of Yu Ge as she likes, but it's because she found a substitute.

It was two months after her death that there was a car accident at the intersection in front of the hospital, and the young pregnant woman who was not yet ready to die was killed by her and hung on the old locust tree for her.

She had been stained with the blood of strangers, and she condensed into a seemingly flawless entity. Through the dense fog that dispersed one night, she quietly returned to her wedding room with Yu Ge and Father Yu. In front of Mother Yu's mausoleum, I returned to the old house of the Yu family.

However, she never found her lover who still survived.

It was also very painful when she died, and she was also terrified when she died, but those excruciating pains and horrors were entangled together, and they were no match for the pain and torture of searching for nothing.

It seemed that at that time, she really died, was completely ripped apart, her body was smashed to pieces, and she was burned into a handful of ashes with no bones left by the hottest and most blazing fire in the world.

Where did Yu Ge go?

...Where can Yu Ge go?

Holding Yu Ge's birth date, she used the old things left in the old house to ask about a place over and over again, but no matter whether it was a god or a ghost, no one in this world could give her an answer.

Normally speaking, what this method is looking for is not Yu Ge's physical body, but Yu Ge's soul, so... even if the other party dies by accident, or even reincarnated, a definite result can always be obtained.

She asked for more than three hundred days, but still found nothing.

It was as if... there was no such person.

But in many cases, she can still rely on the advantage of the spirit body and rely on Yu Ge's surviving breath to detect the other party's emotions a little bit.

Unexpectedly, that emotion often comes with an exaggerated intensity.

There are fiery and deep love, bewildered bewilderment, enduring struggle, and unimaginably intense hatred.

Where exactly is Yu Ge suffering, and with whom did these love-hate entanglements occur?

It seems that thousands of time and space dimensions overlap on the same soul. Tan Linfei has no way to analyze the situation, so he has to wait for a long time in the place where they have lived in real life with complicated and difficult intentions.

She carries human life on her body, if there is no chance, the time she wanders in this world will not last longer than one Jiazi.

By then... Will Yu Ge come back?

Could she... pester Yu Ge day and night, so as to put this plant back in her glass cage?

Tan Linfei bowed his head deeply in the twilight bedroom, and buried his side face deeply in the dirty pajamas that Yu Ge had changed, feeling deeply that his thoughts were on the verge of madness and sobriety, with undecided results and unreasonable results. The ups and downs of emotions, the people who have never existed... All kinds of intentions are mixed together, almost making her soul throb together in silence.

And when she couldn't think of a countermeasure, all she could do... was to forbear and dormant.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry little angels, the wrong paragraph was stuck on my eyes... I changed it, I changed it, I knelt down

感谢在2021071219:24:022021071423:56:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

Thanks to the little angel who cast the bazooka: If you don’t make a fool of yourself, you will have one hiccup;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 in the night;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: Day Sea, score: 2, Kangqiao Xu Zhimo 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Nightfall; 10 bottles of Minai;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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