Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

The noisy rain outside the window swept in like a tide, slowly submerging people in an airtight manner.

Due to improper preservation, the painting paper soaked in watercolors has become brittle. Just touch it lightly, and the solidified and agglomerated paint on it will scatter mixed with fly ash. In the thin layer of paper, it seems Condensed the heavy weight of the years, so that Tan Linfei suddenly had an illusion that he couldn't hold it steady.

She stared at a fingerprint stained with paint on the drawing paper. For a moment, she even felt that flesh and blood had grown again in her empty chest cavity. The air almost made her experience a nauseating feeling.

What is clearly known to the heart, when presented in black and white, can still arouse such a strong tremor.

She subconsciously wanted to close the box, but the violently trembling left hand suddenly opened the next drawing paper uncontrollably. She couldn't even blink, so she had to stand dumbly in the distance, letting Everything that Yu Ge once drew turned into thick mud and snow claws, wrapped in brutal and powerful colors, clearly visible in her eyes.

What appears in this painting is a small old bedroom. The overall layout is similar to a one-bedroom tube building. Except for the outline of the room, only a few pieces of furniture are drawn randomly with a few strokes, without any decoration or decoration. Traces of landscaping.

In the large blank space beside the pattern, Yu Ge wrote densely with a pencil:

"In the past, I was always rejoicing, thinking that I must have done great good deeds in my previous life to get such a long and complete fate. It seems that there will never be an end in sight. Even friends I don't know often envy me and can have Such an excellent and dedicated lover can still accompany us all the way, from wearing school uniforms to wedding dresses."

"Until now, I have gradually and gradually realized that behind this relationship, the sacrifice and dedication required are almost endless, and it cleans people from the inside out. Before, I always felt that it was myself I haven't done well enough, I haven't given enough, and unfortunately today, I have no career, no friends, no family, and I can't even remember what I was... supposed to be."

"I can't think of a reason to excuse my lover.

Precisely because we have known each other for 20 years, I know her better than anyone, not so much because of some malicious motive or purpose, but as the nature of her bones.

I have seen her scheming every step of the way in official business, and I have also admired her scheming methods in private, but in the past, I have never figured out that this malice is also hidden in the old love without regret , also hiding in the warmth of asking for warmth, also running through...my whole life. "

"...I don't dare to sleep next to her anymore. Every minute and every second I lie next to her, I want to die with her. It's over."

Tan Linfei chewed these few words several times, only to feel that the nerves in his brain seemed to curl up into a sore and swollen little ball, and seemed to have been stretched into trembling bowstrings by a pair of invisible hands. It was about to break with a snap.

The lines in this painting were thick and sometimes thin, and they were so chaotic that they were almost blurred. Several places were soaked in the blood stains that had spread out, but she could tell where Yu Ge had drawn at a glance.

After Yu's mother passed away, Yu Ge, who was in a very depressed state of mind, ran away from home once, ran away for a month or two, and rented a room by himself in Nancheng.

Many years ago, the house was a dormitory for employees of a nearby state-owned enterprise. Later, due to the remote location and poor conditions, almost all of it was rented out to single tenants who were migrant workers.

Even she herself didn't want to admit it, but when she finally confirmed Yu Ge's location and stepped into this small private room without a bed, a little ... almost absurd pride did emerge in her heart.

Of course, she is also making great efforts to search for her lover who has been missing for many days, but after all, Yu Ge is also an adult with the ability to act, and she left a note to run away from home. It is not a big number to report missing, and private detectives are not counted. The reason why she was able to find this place was actually the result of Yu Ge bowing his head and giving in.

After one and a half months away from home, her young lover, who was penniless and had nowhere to turn to, was finally forced into a desperate situation and used the supplementary credit card in the pharmacy in front of the rental house.

She checked the consumption records and found out that what Yu Ge bought was a series of anti-inflammatory drugs and powerful anti-fever drugs. On the one hand, she loved her wife who was sick and depressed, and on the other hand, she also committed the problem of running away because of Yu Ge's stubbornness. Feeling lost and annoyed, but under this complicated and unspeakable mood, there is a hotter and more intense feeling, pouring and flowing like boiling water.

Because Yu Ge was very ill at that time.

It is said that it was a bad cold, and it dragged on and off for a whole month, which was enough to destroy the body of a healthy person. What's more, Yu Ge was in fear all day long during that time, and could only sleep on a broken mattress with leaking springs I can't even eat a hot meal.

She took Yu Ge home, and the little girl who was so dizzy from fever could only be trapped between the beds all day long. Not only did she have to go through others to feed her food and medicine, but she had to help her to go to the toilet herself.

One night, she was wiping the back of the other party with alcohol, and saw Yu Ge struggling to turn his face away, his lips were red and black due to the high heat, like a patch of blood on his pale face, showing wet and delicate s color.

"Cough... get out of here, I... I don't need you to worry about it, even if I die outside, cough cough..."

It sounded like blood in the throat had choked into the throat, even though he was coughing until he almost vomited, his voice was very weak, even mixed with a bit of scary hoarseness due to the oppression of the vocal cords.

She stretched out her hand to touch Yu Ge's skin that was tense due to emotional agitation, only feeling pity and sadness, but this pity seemed to be covered by a layer of veil, dull and unclear, but there was an indescribable comfort from the bone marrow It slowly seeped out, forming a shadow of pain and happiness in her mind, even if it was deliberately suppressed, it was so obvious that it was difficult to ignore.

Yu Ge, who has nothing, cannot do without her no matter what.

To some extent, she is even appreciating his wife's plight in a victorious manner.

I can't afford to eat when I run away from home, I can't even take care of my body, and I have to entrust her with the most basic daily food and drink. The satisfaction of being depended on and needed is really long gone...

She has been falling into this kind of absurd and distorted fantasy since a few years ago, hoping to go back to Yu Ge's most cowardly and deceitful childhood, and quietly hide her little lover who can't take care of herself by her side, forcing him to accept her affection Taking care of and playing with intimacy, when this fantasy developed to the extreme, she even wanted to remove Yu Ge's bones, so that the other party could only hide in the bedroom and slump on a wheelchair.

She also knows that fantasies are just fantasies... But the uncontrollable development of the situation has made her ridiculous and absurd thoughts come true bit by bit, which can be regarded as God's mercy.

She kissed Yu Ge's thin and haggard side face with a kind of self-defeating contempt, and the agitation in her lungs that was about to break the embankment rushed out, making even her breath have a fishy-sweet messy smell.

"Baby, you're really confused." She said in a soft voice, "Look at yourself, you've lost everything, how can you... leave me."

In her memory, her wife, who had a high fever, did not move at that time.

She used her lips and tongue to soothe the slightly trembling eyelashes of the other party, but she only felt that Yu Ge's tears rolled down without warning. The tears were so hot and so many that they disappeared in the place where the two skins touched in an instant, as if A few drops of water stains evaporated in summer, leaving no trace.

...It turned out that when Yu Ge ran away from home, he had already discovered the bloody truth behind this marriage, and he had already seen through the cruel flaws mixed in the tenderness.

During the time when she was taken home to take care of her, her young wife...what kind of mood did she have when she stayed by her side, and how could she bear it without questioning a word?

The evil spirits don't know.

She clutched the drawing paper and stared at her seemingly intact hands, but there was a strange pain rolling deep in the texture, as if broken bones had pierced the skin, and the blood was congealed in the pores, gently blown by the wind. Blowing, it will set off a dry and slippery pain.

It was a pain incomparable even to death.

When she was alive, she always thought that she was not afraid of retribution; after her accidental death, she felt that struggling to die with regret was already the greatest price that God could ask her for.

But in the end...the so-called retribution and price all fell on Yu Ge's head.

She closed her eyes tightly, and her anxious and painful soul seemed to be split into two halves in the dark. One half, carrying a sad and hopeless repentance, uttered a shrill cry in the swamp of the past, while the other half...

Then she turned into Yu Ge's appearance when she was young, and ran in from the open old door, with a simple and smiling smile, and held the next drawing paper directly in front of her.

As if a nightmare was unfolding in front of her eyes unexpectedly, Tan Linfei felt that even the blood in her whole body had completely cooled down. The chill spread from the cracks in the bones to every nerve ending, making her pupils dilate slightly.

Yu Ge drew her funeral.

In the scene that was only scribbled with pencils, her body was lying alone in the middle of the mourning hall, surrounded by neither relatives and friends who came to mourn and bid farewell, nor surrounded by wreaths with elegiac couplets, only a large black scene that was scribbled out, Distorted and wrinkled by water.

Yu Ge made a very conspicuous cross on the painting with a gel pen:

"Today is my sister's cremation day, but I dare not go to her funeral.

I slept in my sister's bed all day, and when I woke up in a daze, I almost had a kind of wishful thinking. I always felt that I was back in my teens because I skipped the monthly exam and hid quietly in my sister's room. , it seems that in the next second, that old friend who took care of me growing up and is always very good-tempered will push the door in, scolding me for not being motivated, and urging me to get up and do my homework, and my mother is Waiting for me downstairs, calling me to eat freshly cut cantaloupe. "

"It's a pity...all of this is fake, I'm not really crazy yet.

I thought I wanted Tan Linfei to die, but after she really died, I still called her sister in my heart, I still remembered the old things when we were young, and I still thought about it day and night. I hope she can come to my dream and let me see her again. "

"After my mother died, I kept blaming myself. I felt that I couldn't leave my sister and this relationship. It was purely because of my weakness. During the past few days at home, I suddenly thought about it.

...How could it be completely withdrawn?

Since I can remember, Tan Linfei and I have stayed together day and night. Everything in our lives is closely intertwined and closely related. I have loved her since I was a child. It is like a person who loves his relatives and himself. Yes. It's such a natural and normal thing, and after we're married, she's all I have in my life, and I love her more than I love myself.

What I need is not to say goodbye to a relationship or a dead person, but to give up this life. "

The two paragraphs of writing in the middle were soaked in congealed blood, making them indistinguishable at all. Only the bottom line of small characters, blurred in the widow's tears, could barely make out its shape.

"There is nothing in this world worthy of my nostalgia, and there is nothing in this life that I can regret, but if I can do it all over again, sister... I think I should never know you again."

The rain stopped pattering, only the heavy and melancholy thunder sounded intermittently. Tan Linfei turned his head in a daze, and saw the Ling Xiaohua outside the window swaying endlessly with the remaining rain, showing that the rain is in full bloom, and Gorgeous and moist style.

The soft phantom belonging to the young girl Yu Ge quietly dissipated with an inaudible sigh wrapped around her side. She stretched out her hand to fish for it, but she couldn't even touch a handful of thin bones, and she couldn't hold back a word of solemnity. farewell.

...It turned out that when he decided to die, Yu Ge had already said goodbye to her alone in this bedroom full of dust from the years.

She put the stack of drawing papers aside, and poured out a bunch of small things from the bottom of the box.

The fan Yu's mother used before her death, the lighter Yu's father always carried with her, the wedding ring she gave Yu Ge when she got married, the love letters they exchanged in their early twenties...

The last thing that rolled out was a small ball of paper torn from the book, printed on one side, with only a few lines of poems on it that she read to Yu Ge when she was a teenager.

On that summer night many years ago, she also tucked up the quilt for Yu Ge who was in the room, and in the most patient and gentle tone, she dragged her sister to sleep:

"...She is as white as snow and a lily, but she doesn't know that she is already a woman, so she grows sweetly. The coffin and the heavy tombstone are pressing on her chest. My heart is full of lonely troubles, and She is at rest."

At that time, she also held a bright red heart without desire and poured love from the bottom of her heart, but under this situation, this love is like a cultural relic dug out from the ground , Precious and fragile, even if it sees the light of day again, it will quickly decay into a puddle of mud in the heart-piercing past. .seven

Tan Linfei stacked those things back one by one, she sat in the dusty corner of the room, holding the old and hard box, watching the time pass by the window indifferently, and then crawled away from the window.

After all, she couldn't empathize with her lover back then, but after sitting like this for a long time and thinking too much, those fiery and scorching pains still grew out of her numb senses, like a thorn sprouting out of a swamp , dragging her into the quagmire little by little.

What was contained in that box was not only Yu Ge's life, but also her complete life.

If she is destined to stick to these old things to survive this year, then it would be great if she could see Yu Ge again before disappearing.

If only she could say goodbye to her former lover... face to face.

Probation progress: 49

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