The day before the wedding, in order to ensure that the subsequent honeymoon trip would not be disturbed by trivial matters, Chu Siduan had to go out early to handle part of the business in the group.

The fact that "Yu Ge is going to marry her soon" made her feel sincerely excited in every nerve, and the excessive agitation and tension even made her restless, as if there was a pot of boiling water in her chest, and her heart Always shrinking violently, even in a light sleep, the process of the wedding and the imagined scenes will continue to circulate in the mind.

She woke up early in the morning, looked at her face in the mirror after washing, and put on a very rare mask, hoping that she would not look too haggard when she stood beside Yu Ge tomorrow.

Yu Ge heard the movement while half asleep and half awake, she naturally leaned over and hugged one of her lover's arms.

"A Duan...where are you going?"

The voice was sweet and sticky, almost like rose water mixed with honey. Chu Siduan felt sore when she heard it. She squatted beside the bed, pinned Yu Ge's long hair behind her ears, and gently kissed the other side's face A few superficial kisses followed.

"Go to sleep, I'll be right back."

She was afraid that Yu Ge would also feel uneasy before marriage, so she didn't even eat breakfast, and planned to deal with business affairs quickly, go home at noon, and spend good time with her lost and recovered fiancée.

As a result, as soon as she reached the porch, there were eager and hurried footsteps from behind her.

Barefoot, Yu Ge ran down the stairs quickly, almost without a pause, and threw himself into Chu Siduan's arms.

The action was flustered and helpless, and full of urgency, as if if it was missed, it would leave some irreparable and unspeakable regret in life.

She buried her face in her lover's neck, took several deep breaths, and wrapped her arms around his waist tightly, with such strength that even her wrists trembled slightly.

Chu Siduan was taken aback by her. She snorted at the back of Yu Ge's head and coaxed her softly, "What's the matter, Xiaoge, did you have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Yu Ge put her face in her arms, and shook her head sharply. Without saying a word, she remained in this tense posture for a long time. The stubborn look of not letting go and refusing to compromise seemed extremely difficult. Giving up seems to be full of greed, almost bringing a touch of lingering taste.

It wasn't until the housekeeper opened the door that she let go of her hand suddenly.

There was no abnormal expression on that gentle and innocent face, except that the lips were a little pale, and the eyelashes were drooping, as if he hadn't had a good rest and was a little tired.

"It's okay, I just didn't find you just now." She said softly, "Go, Duan, come back early."

When Chu Siduan went out, he still carried the fragrance and residual warmth from Yu Ge's body in his arms, like the cool and gentle breeze in the summer morning, wrapped in the smell of roses, lingering lightly around his body.

When she looked at her expression in the rearview mirror, she found that the brows were still slightly furrowed, but there was a slight, unknowing curvature on her lips.

...It's like a fool who just fell in love and got his wish.

She drove the car to the intersection and passed an ambulance with its red lights flashing.

It wasn't until the next red light that she stopped to look at the vehicles behind her that she realized that the ambulance just now had parked firmly in front of the villa.

……

Overnight, the powder gauze decorated for the wedding in front of the villa was replaced by white flags hanging from the ground, and wreaths with elegiac couplets were placed from the main entrance of the villa to the entrance of the mourning hall.

The farewell ceremony was grand, but not a single guest was invited.

In the silent mourning hall, Chu Siduan knelt alone beside the coffin, with a straight and upright posture, like a string stretched to the limit, as if it would break at the touch of a finger.

Yu Ge's cause of death was determined to be sudden cardiac death.

Her only first love, lover, and fiancée are now lying in the coffin in an unusually rigid posture.

I don't know whether it was just like this or she had been dressed up, but as the deceased, there was hardly any trace of pain on her face, only calm and serenity remained, as if she had expected it long ago and was willing to die.

Chu Siduan didn't even dare to reach out to touch her.

She was afraid of touching Yu Ge's cold and pale skin, afraid of touching Yu Ge's motionless pulse, and she didn't even dare to raise her head, for fear of seeing Yu Ge's black and white portrait in the corner of her eye.

That numb and stagnant feeling of emptiness was like a sharp knife with frost on its surface, gouging out every inch of her body from bottom to top, leaving only an empty skeleton and a heart that was still beating slowly.

It was difficult for Chu Siduan to feel the pain, and she couldn't even digest this fact at all. She curled up, clinging to the cold coffin, and pressed her violently heaving chest.

Some irrelevant doubts suddenly flooded into her mind.

Why can Yu Ge never marry me?

Why am I still alive now?

What was the last sentence Yu Ge said to me...?

"Go, Duan, come back early."

This ordinary entrustment was light and gentle, like a sigh dissipated in the wind by the person next to her pillow, but invisibly, it forcibly pulled a distance between life and death with her.

It turned out that fate did not intend to return this gift to her, but to strip away the most precious thing in her life from every bone and blood in her body, inch by inch.

Even though she has tried her best to bridge the gap that has been between her and Yu Ge for many years, even though she has suffered countless sufferings for no reason since she was a child, even... the only thing she wants in this world is Yu Ge .

Her little roses should always bloom in the safest and strongest glass greenhouse, so why did fate's retribution fall on her instead?

The heavy and bitter hopelessness made her tremble violently, the spleen and lungs inside were like frozen soil blowing in the cold wind, dry and cold, so she couldn't condense a single tear, and couldn't utter any words.

Chu Si kept guarding her spirit for a whole day before stumbling back to the bedroom. She didn't want to hear any sound, nor did she want to see anything. Every scene and object in the villa had turned into a hammer that struck the soul. , silently sending out a fateful grin to her, reminding her of that cold fact all the time.

Forever lost love.

All she needs is a cocoon, a hidden corner with no light and no sound, to wrap herself tightly, so that she can temporarily escape this unbearable grief, at least, allow her to accept this fact quietly.

Chu Si sidestepped the old housekeeper who was wiping tears in front of the door, and pulled out the folding stairs on the small half floor of the cloakroom.

The small attic above the stairs is still dark and small, like a fortress that has not been used for a long time.

She didn't even have time to put it away, she just stared at the dusty wooden door and strode to the door.

As long as she hides here, she can steal a moment of peace, and no one will find her.

after all……

The only person in this world who would come looking for her is gone.

Chu Si's face was pale, she held the doorknob tremblingly, and pushed the door open.

A piece of paper caught in the crack of the door floated to her feet.

Some kind of subtle premonition in the subconscious clamped her mind in an instant.

She barely read the words on the paper with the help of a bit of slack light from downstairs.

That character is very characteristic, the pen is sharp, and the turning point of the characters is like a silver hook painted on iron, revealing some unspeakable coldness and sharpness.

Although it is extremely inconsistent with the personality of the master, it is indeed Yu Ge's handwriting.

"A Duan:

See words like meeting.

If I was still by your side, I would definitely not let you have another chance to hide in this airtight shell, so when you read this letter, I am probably no longer in this world. "

Chu Siduan had no way of knowing what kind of mood Yu Ge had in writing this letter. These two short lines were almost like a scimitar that pierced the heart and cut out the bones, and instantly made her feel the pain of the wounded body. pain.

She panted violently, and her throat was so salty that every breath became hot and trembling.

"I know this fact will be extremely difficult for you. After all, we have become each other's partners, friends and family members, and we have placed all our human feelings on each other. I think I know you best in the world, so , I had to leave a few words here.

Duan, I have always loved you very much. Even in the past few years when we were tearing each other apart, my love for you has not been diluted by the long time. I am not related to everyone in this world. I should have accepted my fate of being alone, but your existence is like a miracle that happened to me, giving me the greatest satisfaction and comfort in my life.

I once resented the hurt and pain you gave me, but in fact, you are the only one in this world who cherishes me and loves me. Therefore, no matter how many times you propose to me, my answer will always be: I Willing, and wishing for it.

Death is also a very strange thing to me, but I think that fate will not let me go away like this, maybe I will become the wind, the rain, and a real red flower blooming in your garden Rose, I want to stay by your side, watch you for a long time, surround you all the time, and never leave you again.

A Duan, my soul will accompany and protect you in another world, so that you will not suffer from being displaced, and there will be no wind and rain. From now on, no one or anything can hurt you.

So, when you feel sad or hopeless, please leave here, leave this cramped and dark lair, go to the sky and the sun, go see the outside world, and meet me again in the wind, rain or in the rose garden.

I want my lover to live in this world upright.

Forever yours, Yu Ge. "

That thin page of letter paper is as light as floating sinks, but it is as heavy as a thousand weights, carrying all the reluctance and entrustment of her young lover, it instantly crushed Chu Siduan's spine, she held the piece of paper to her heart , The tears that had been condensed for a long time finally flowed out in large swaths.

And in the gap between the buzzing in her head, an unprovoked idea flooded into her heart among the fire and light stones.

Yu Ge is the kind of person who must leave room for things, and will definitely prepare a perfect plan. If she leaves a letter here, then...

She got up suddenly, walked out of the attic, and stopped the old housekeeper who was wandering outside the door.

"Call the driver." Her voice was hoarse and harsh, as if it contained blood, "Ask the driver to prepare the car and take me a few times now."

That night, the driver drove all over most of Qinan City.

And Chu Siduan, from the closet she hid when she was a child, from the abandoned attic when she was in middle school, from the unoccupied basement of the rented house, from the utility room specially set up by the group...

They all found the letter Yu Ge left for her.

No more, no less, a total of twelve letters.

Her late Little Rose left a gentle comfort in every nest where she could shelter, just to give her some thoughts and sustenance in her most painful and unspeakable moments.

That was Yu Ge's last worry and concern in this world.

……

Hundreds of millions of light-years away, the fast-travel hatch in the single room popped open automatically with a click.

444's rigid mechanical voice sounded in the cabin.

"Congratulations to the host!" it said, "Host, you... are you okay?"

"No...it's fine."

Yu Ge sat up and looked at the electronic clock on her desk through her blurred eyes.

It will be two and a half hours before she enters the mission.

There seemed to be a very familiar smell lingering in her nose.

That was the taste that was deeply imprinted in her memory when she hugged Chu Siduan closely for the last time.

Yu Ge wiped away his tears, skillfully opened an ampoule, and mixed the transparent reagent inside into a larger medicine bottle. 7K 妏敩

A silvery white with metallic luster immediately appeared on the inner wall of the glass.

She raised her head and drank the medicinal liquid in the bottle.

Ding.

Due to the delay, a fast travel mission card covered with a chip popped up from the card slot of the external console. On the pitch-black card surface, the basic information of the mission was printed in golden embossed fonts:

World Code: 1304857894

Raiders target: Chu Si Duan has been completed

作者有话要说:感谢在2020123023:27:232020123121:33:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦

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