Melanza buried her face in Yu Ge's neck, inhaling deeply the rich and bitter sweet scent of flowers she was most familiar with, as if only in this way could she relieve the burning thirst in her throat and get ten rewards The desired peace.

She bound her arms so tightly that even her own joints were trembling with pain. The slight trembling was transmitted from her hands to Yu Ge's chest, almost giving her ten kinds of illusions, as if that There are still ten hearts beating in a panic in the atrium.

It's a pity that she was in a panic, and she was the only one from the beginning to the end.

The room was completely silent, only her rapid and chaotic panting could be heard, and even the sound of the sea tide from the turbulent waves in the distance seemed distant and indistinct.

In such silence, the lord hugged each other for several minutes.

It wasn't until her breathing became a little calmer that Yu Ge maintained this posture, slowly grasping her ten index fingers.

With ten unquestionable strengths, the newborn opened her fingers ten by ten, struggled a few times with all his strength, and tore her off her body forcefully.

Melanza followed Yu Ge's movements and knelt on the ground.

Her complexion is pale and has a deep outline. Looking at her face alone, it is actually very similar to a plaster sculpture carefully carved, exuding a cold and inhuman taste, but at this moment, that elegant and solemn face On the face, there was a kind of dazed look like falling into an ice cellar, and coupled with that soft, flowing blond hair, there was a very contradictory beauty.

Yu Ge looked at her devastated appearance, and there seemed to be some very complicated, almost intolerable emotions in his eyes, but those emotions were fleeting and disappeared in an instant.

"Master, don't do this again." She said softly, "You don't have to love me anymore."

Her eyelashes trembled, and the ends of her slightly raised eyes curved into ten very shallow arcs. It seemed to be a forced smile, but it was hard to see because of the heaviness and exhaustion.

"As I said, I don't blame you, nor anyone else."

The tone was very flat, as if he was expounding an obvious conclusion, but the voice was strangely difficult and frustrating, like an iron tool that lacked oil, and could only make a hoarse and sharp friction with the vocal cords. 7K 妏敩

The young newborn caressed his chest with one hand, and repeatedly rubbed the several hideous and curved scars with his cold fingers.

"...I have nothing, and I don't want anything."

Yu Ge raised his head slightly, looked over the lord's drooping shoulders, and quietly fell on the dancing candle flame.

She was so eager for the affection that originated from the blood race, eager and pious, loyal and yearning, almost to the point where she was heartbroken and unreserved.

She once indulged in the gentle and loving smile of the blood race, longing for ten perfunctory words of comfort or casual kisses, and even did countless things that betrayed humanity for this little favor.

She thought it was love.

Until the sharp fangs injected venom into her veins; until the popped nail pierced her soft and fragile inner; until the hand that touched her forehead suddenly tore off the penance belt.

...or at some earlier, more distant time, before either of them realized it.

On a certain winter day many years ago, Yu Ge hurriedly bid farewell to the Sierra Jones family who retained her, declined the freshly baked gingerbread and steaming turkey, and hurried back to the old castle.

She carried ten small wooden boxes in her bosom, and inside the boxes were ten exquisitely crafted ruby ​​pendants.

She looted ten rubies of excellent quality from the corpse of a certain nobleman, selected ten chains with complicated patterns from a pawn shop, and even spent the last ten silver coins on her body. Combined into ten bodies.

This is a Christmas present she wants to give to the owner.

She knew that the pampered lord had everything he needed, and she also knew that the blood race never had a Christmas tradition, and she would specially make such ten gifts, but in fact, it was just to show ten loyalty.

The still young Yu Ge braved the heavy snow and entered the manor with the box in his hands.

The chilblain on her hand would bleed whenever it touched the wind, and even dripped onto the kraft paper packaging on the outside of the box. This embarrassed human girl didn't seem to feel any pain. She just stuck the gift box on her shirt and rubbed it carefully. clean up.

She was so earnest in wanting to show her favor to the lord, like ten dogs dragging out a puppet from a trash can, just wanting to give this rare good thing to their master wagging their tails.

...but what dog owner would care about such crap?

In the castle hall, the blond elder threw the snow-soaked box to the ten sides, and held her bloody hand through a handkerchief.

"Good boy, thank you." She said softly, "Go, help the brothers clean up here ten times, okay?"

She didn't even think about opening the present at all.

The girl Yu Ge stayed at the bottom of the steps expressionlessly, looked up at the back of the disappearing master of the Shihui, and then lowered her head in a daze.

At her feet, the face of the human corpse still had a distorted expression of fear, and its white eyes were staring at her unobstructed through the gap between life and death.

She suddenly felt ten kinds of indescribable fatigue and frustration.

...if only I stayed at Serra's for Christmas.

She really shouldn't have come back.

……

Under the dim candlelight, Yu Ge's thin and slim silhouette seemed to be completely frozen, and even the drooping eyelashes were quietly still, showing no trace of emotion.

For ten moments, her dull and alienated face twisted violently, Melanza almost thought she was going to cry, but in the end, all the sudden ups and downs of emotions were suppressed by her to the point of accepting her fate. Calmly.

She moved her lips almost silently.

"Congratulations on finally having human emotions, but I no longer need that kind of thing."

This is the tenth time she has had an absolute advantage when facing her master.

Fate gave her the curse of seeing death as home but begging for death. She is no longer afraid of anything, and she doesn't want anything anymore.

The light sigh came into the other party's ear, like ten thunderbolts piercing the sky, leaving vertical and horizontal cracks in Melanza's chest in an instant, she seemed to have experienced some kind of heart-pounding drama in a trance Trembling with great sorrow, like a thousand-ren glacier turning into powder, like a vast snowfield collapsing suddenly.

The sadness was not because of Yu Ge's ten words, or even because of Yu Ge.

...It was because of a dozen or so things that she had completely worn away without knowing it, but which made her extremely attached to it.

Human feelings made her so painful, but she could no longer give up.

If this is how Yu Ge feels these years...

If this is the only compensation she can make...

If Yu Ge is willing to take pity on her, he will look down at her ten more times...

Then even if it was heartbreaking, she would still be happy.

Her sharp nails pierced her entire palm unconsciously, but she just showed a ten-point indulgent smile, and gently brushed away Yu Ge's messy hair with her blood-free hand.

Probation progress: 72

……

Seeing the increasing progress, 444 couldn't help but began to hum softly.

It sang ten songs of good luck with a mechanical voice in a barren accent, and looked up ten times, only to see that Yu Ge was still sitting in the same position as when the attack target left, with his head bowed.

"Host, what's wrong with you?" It worried, "Why do you feel a little sad?"

"It's nothing, it's not sad."

Yu Ge moved his sore shoulders and put his chin on the raised knees.

"If I have to say it... maybe I feel a little guilty."

She closed her eyes silently.

"The lord of the family has lived for so many years, whether he indulges in pleasure or kills and drinks blood, he was living well under this worldview, but I, an outsider, popped up out of nowhere, and first wished to sell misery and sacrifice to her , When she really has feelings and learns to love, she slaps her ass and dumps her... Tsk, she's so irrelevant."

The task-prioritized system was puzzled by the fact that she started to feel guilty for being a non-human capture target. It hesitated for a while before tentatively confirming: "Host...you have taken enough before entering the task. Quicksilver?"

Yu Ge was slightly taken aback, "Yeah... yeah? I'm not out of control."

"Oh, it's not out of control." 444 puffed up his face, "Why do I feel that you are a little too empathetic with the character, and even a little blended in...Who would a normal person think from the perspective of the target of the strategy? You shouldn't be Prefer this kind of type that has no three views?!"

Yu Ge: ...

"...Putting the three views on ten sides, even if I change the target of a three-good beauty, I'm unlikely to fully integrate into the role, at most I will be affected by it." She said, "You...you haven't heard of it before in the villain's corrections department. Have you passed me?"

444 shook his head and nodded again, hesitantly said: "Listen... I've heard of it, even if I don't dare to mention it..."

"There's nothing I dare not mention."

The young host didn't care about its entanglement, she straightened her legs, and slowly raised her thin eyelids.

"When I first joined the administration, I didn't have any memory of my own." She said softly, "The ten emotions I have experienced, the whole life I have experienced, and even the establishment of my personal three views, are absolutely worthless. Most are confined to the fast travel world."

She wears the shell of various roles and lives in other people's worlds, but she has never had a real life of her own.

And even in the fast travel world...

The host, who takes the task as the premise and relies on medicine to suppress emotional reactions, can't completely substitute into the role, but can only act as a half outsider, using his own thinking, words and deeds to interpret the joys and sorrows.

"My own completely blank memory" and "a small world that can never be fully immersed", these two limitations are superimposed on ten, and it may be possible to create ten most capable hosts, but these hosts are hardly called ten. Complete "person".

444 just wanted to comfort her a few words, when he heard the host calmly bring the topic back to business.

"Immersive acting is actually more similar to the ten skills for me," she said lightly, "I don't even have the capital to empathize, so what can I use to fully empathize with the characters."

She frowned slightly, and there were ten expressions of helplessness and confusion between her eyebrows and eyes.

"When I say guilt, it's more based on the plot." She said, "The lord will be abused not even because of her inhumane actions. From the moment I appeared in this world, she was doomed abused."

She asked back, "Don't you think it's unfair?"

"No... I don't think so," the system's eyes widened. "From the perspective of the plot, it's your character who gets abused the most."

Also.

Yu Ge thinks so.

"It makes sense." She breathed a sigh of relief, "Then I'd better sympathize with myself."

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