My comprehension system disappeared again

But she just walked by lightly, because she was afraid that she didn't deserve such an encounter. She didn't know that, in fact, her face was also a lotus flower, but she was just a Taoist nun who had never stepped into the world.

But the encounter played by the strings of fate is just this one period, before the end of the song, how can we pass by and go to the empty building.That night, there was still sleepless spring rain. After one night, the flowers were red and the willows were green outside, a rare color. After all, she was just a girl on the top of the cardamom. She went out alone and forgot her way back.When the sun was getting warmer, she suddenly realized that she had gone so far and had forgotten the way back.

There was a sound of horseshoes in the distance, she looked sideways, but saw a young man riding a horse flying towards her, running towards her quickly, she didn't see his face clearly, but she accidentally fell to the ground, her feet There was a tiny wound on his body, and the red blood flowed gently on the ground like this, but there was only one drop.Because Lin Yiyun bandaged her wound and asked her why she was here with a smile.She could no longer pretend to be silent, so she replied shyly: "I... just saw the beautiful scenery outside, and forgot the time, so I came here." The young man rode her on the horse, and by the spring breeze, she was excited. Asked her: "Where does the girl live, I will take the girl home."

She was silent for a moment, then said sadly: "I don't have a home." The boy turned his head to look at her deep pupils, and there was a kind of love and affection spontaneously, just like a Qing song that was gently embraced and twirled slowly, the melody beat in each other's hearts, I sang so many beautiful feelings that I can't help but want to talk about.The young man thought for a moment, and said with a hearty smile, "Then I will take you to travel around. The rivers and lakes are huge, and wherever you go, you will be home." Concealing the joy, she breathed in the warm spring breeze, she had never felt such a beautiful feeling, the fragrance in her heart was hazy, and she promised her life lightly, from then on, she would ride horses with Lin Yiyun and watch the misty rain like a dream.

Beside the long street, the young man got off his horse, held her hand, and said softly, "Where do you want to go." But she just walked shyly with her head down, letting Lin Yiyun's warm palm touch her without saying a word.So the boy took her to the picturesque Jiangnan, the place where Lin Yiyun and the others met for the first time, Lin Yiyun asked: "Do you still remember this place?" She stared at the stone road in the distance, the direction of the road was blocked by willows, She pointed there with her finger and said, "I want to go there." So the boy took her hand and walked on that road step by step. The spring breeze was blowing, and under the sun, the figures of Lin Yiyun blended together, which was beautiful. It was like a gentle dream, she was reluctant to wake up from the dream, so she held Lin Yiyun's hand tightly, because she was afraid, all of this would disappear inadvertently, she was lonely for too long, she didn't want to feel that kind of feeling again taste.

Lin Yiyun and the others held hands and walked on that beautiful bluestone road until they reached the end of the road, and embraced each other under the setting sun at dusk. The umbrella that Lin Yiyun and the others used when they first met was in the hands of a young man at this moment, like a A beautiful pen, expressing the feelings of Lin Yiyun and others stroke by stroke, the young man sang to her, "You are my most beautiful dream." Considering each word carefully, presenting one by one, the sweet words of love , Like the continuous spring breeze, the ice and snow also melt.

Under the eaves, Lin Yiyun hugged each other lightly, watching the rain fall into lines, the sun shining, the white clouds fluttering, and the bright moon round.

She thought that such a day would last forever, day and night, but when the butterfly flew away and forgot the blue sky that belonged to her, then she would spend countless lonely and painful nights before she could get out of this bottomless world. whirlpool, but still unable to fly across the sea.

On the night of Tanabata, the fireworks were like a dream.She quietly nestled in the boy's arms, listening to the boy gently telling her dream.

Lin Yiyun said: "I grew up in Chang'an, where it is very prosperous, and the night is like day, and there is my most yearning dream. My mother expects me to become a talent soon, so she works day and night, At that time, I didn't know how to cherish her painstaking efforts, but I often went to hang out with a friend. That friend took me to roam the long street and taught me how to ride a horse. That was a very happy time for me, but once Lin Yiyun and There was an accident when I was riding a horse together. The horse was frightened for some reason, so it ran recklessly and rushed into the forest from the outskirts. I ran desperately behind Lin Yiyun. Just like that, I returned home with tears in my eyes, and when my mother found out about this, she also cried and said to me: "Do you know who Lin Yiyun is?Lin Yiyun is the prince of the West Prince's Mansion, and today you and Lin Yiyun went out, now that Lin Yiyun's life or death is uncertain, we may also be killed by those people, you should go, run away as far as possible, and don't come back again, if you still remember Mother, then you should work hard to fulfill your own wish. "After all, my mother packed everything for me overnight, and sent me away crying early the next morning. I still remember her grief-stricken look, and it's all my fault...

This was the first time she heard Lin Yiyun's story, and seeing Lin Yiyun's haggard and sad appearance, she couldn't help crying secretly, because she thought of herself.She has been lonely and helpless since she was a child, and she has never even met her own mother. She only knows that a monk brought her up, and the old monk who was kind to her in nurturing her died suddenly the year before last. It was just a person who thought that he would never feel happy again, until he met Lin Yiyun, a young man with a familiar face in front of him.

That night, Lin Yiyun and the others hugged each other and wept together, like two long-lost children. Lin Yiyun and the others felt sorry for each other, so they wanted to hold hands and spend the rest of their lives together. null.

On the second day, someone came to the door and took the boy away.And before the young man had time to write a letter, he had no choice but to follow Lin Yiyun and leave sadly.But when she came back from picking flowers, she found that the house was empty, so she frantically looked for Lin Yiyun, but left the umbrella at home. No, her crazy search, all of this is the beginning of sadness after all.

I don't know how many days of wind and rain passed, she no longer searched like crazy.Just thinking about everything in the past silently, I suddenly felt it was funny. After all, she had wronged her love, and Lin Yiyun had also betrayed her.She walked alone through the street not far from Chang'an, towards the place where peonies were blooming.But suddenly a gust of wind swept by, and she heard those familiar voices, the deep loneliness in her heart bloomed like a green lotus, and the fragrance was quietly covered by reality, this kind of unseen feeling made her feel sad .She looked over there through the dense leaves, her familiar face was now full of spring breeze, and she would never see the youthful and ignorant back then. She stared at Lin Yiyun, as if a crack had suddenly opened in time, and all the things that had appeared in the past appeared in the past. In front of the eyes, but it is too far away from reality.Beside Lin Yiyun is no longer her, but another graceful and charming woman. Seeing the sweet smiles of Lin Yiyun and the others, she asked herself ironically: "This is the young man who used to make serious oaths every single word. It was the person I thought would always belong to me back then, so it turned out that everything was self-indulgent, and it turned out that it was not Lin Yiyun that she should worry about all these years, but herself."

She has no tears.The deep pain felt so helpless, heart-piercing, such piercing pain, it didn't have time to wash away the tears, and it flooded every inch of the body so quickly and defenselessly, so clear and clear, so shortness of breath.

She left, unable to go forward to break up Lin Yiyun and others, because she felt that she was unworthy just like before.

She is just an orphan and a Taoist nun, so what qualifications does she have to be liked by Lin Yiyun.She could only slowly walk towards the distance, where peonies were blooming everywhere, as gorgeous as fire.There is Chang'an that Lin Yiyun once mentioned.

At night, she woke up suddenly, the light in the room was dim, her picturesque face looked at the old bronze mirror, she couldn't help feeling a little dazed, she put on the light gauze, and then put on the plain and ordinary green robe, He smiled helplessly, as if mocking himself, so cold.

When she opened the door, the lights in the inn were still on, but the lights made her even more lonely and alone.She walked towards the door, and outside, the wind was like a thread, and the sadness fell gently on the ground.She casually took an umbrella from the edge of the inn, and walked into the rain like this, the cold air chilled her whole body, but she felt so comfortable, she walked towards the dark place, without Lights, no moon.

At some point, she stopped, and it turned out that she was already in someone else's courtyard.She heard a woman sobbing softly in the courtyard, the voice was very similar to her own.So she couldn't help approaching that side, through the window, she vaguely saw a beautiful woman, only two words could be thought of on her haggard face - miss.The woman held a yellowed envelope in her hand, but the writing on it was still clear. She looked at it from afar, and she couldn't help but shed two tears. The woman still had letters as souvenirs, but she had nothing.She left in despair, but the umbrella was thrown under the eaves of the woman's miss. It was as bleak as a dream, and was gradually submerged by the rain.

In the twilight of the morning, she opened her eyes dimly, recalling last night, it turned out to be just a sad dream, she looked at the bustling scene in front of her, full of the worldly smell of fireworks.She still put on the plain green dress, combed her long hair casually, and opened the door. The oncoming hustle and bustle almost made her breathless.She lived in a well-known inn in Chang'an City. She was originally penniless, but when she came in, she heard that everything was free for the past seven days. She settled down naturally, but found that this place was not suitable for her. She lived here since she was a child. Accustomed to the quiet life of the ancient Buddha's green lantern, even though she later met Lin Yiyun and watched a few mortal fireworks, she still couldn't erase the deep-rooted silence in her bones. Now she just wants to leave early, the world is so big, Anywhere can be her home, but not here.

Because Lin Yiyun is also here, and Lin Yiyun no longer belongs to him.

She deeply understood that Lin Yiyun was about to marry the princess, and she was just an insignificant embellishment in Lin Yiyun's life, and this embellishment had already been thrown away by Lin Yiyun and sank into the bottom of the sea.

She still remembered that when she first came to Chang'an City, she saw the beautiful woman embracing her. She could tell from her attire that she was extraordinary, and the tassels on her waist could tell her that she was not A thousand pieces of gold, but a bright pearl.That's why she turned around and left without hesitation. She was dwarfed by her, so what right did she have to go forward and question Lin Yiyun, love?She can only smile wryly and mock herself, it has always been her wishful thinking, without beginning or end.

It's just that she still wanted to see Lin Yiyun for the last time, and indulged in Lin Yiyun's wedding banquet.

On that day, the long street was like a dream, pedestrians flowed like a stream, the sprinkled flowers were trampled on the ground, the loud sound of gongs and drums, the noisy voices of people, the sound of carriages passing by, and the ambiguous laughter of men and women, They were mixed together, and the ground was a mess. She thought that she would never see this overwhelming formation in her life.

She mixed in the crowd entering the wedding banquet, and followed Lin Yiyun's footsteps into the noble Forbidden City. She actually got in so easily, she couldn't even believe it.

The setting sun at dusk quickly disappeared in the palace, and the bright moon that came soon illuminated the happy scene. She looked at Lin Yiyun not far away, who was embracing and kissing the beautiful woman, who came to spread flowers beside Lin Yiyun and the others. There was a steady stream of people, and the gorgeous petals fell on Lin Yiyun's hair and shoulders, making the red blisters even more dazzling.And she just drank silently on the sidelines, she just wanted to get drunk, and then desperately went forward to leave that touch of dreamy red lips, and then sang the old things slowly, letting others startle...

It's a pity that she can only stand aside, pretending to be indifferent, and then listen to Lin Yiyun's deep affection, and let her heart ache for the last time.

After an unknown amount of time, she fell drunk and lay on the ground with sad eyes. The young man walked up gently. She thought that Lin Yiyun would help her up as gently as before, but Lin Yiyun only spoke in an indifferent tone. Ask the people around: "Who is she? Who let her in." The beautiful woman beside Lin Yiyun also looked at Lin Yiyun, her eyes full of doubts.