[Naruto Shisui bg] Maxwell Haruka

My name is Zhu Yao. Today is the day I was born 17 years ago. My mother loves me very much, but my father seems not very satisfied with me, because I heard from the servants at home that my father never hugged me Laughed at me, but there was no question he loved my mother.

I don't remember anything when I was two years old, I just remember my father's always too serious face to me, and the warm embrace of my mother who asked my father to be gentle with me.

I had a younger brother when I was three years old. His name sounds very similar to mine. His name is Zhu Yao.What is different from me is that my father likes him very much. This is something that I can understand at the age of three. My father hugged his younger brother who was wrapped in swaddling clothes and said with a smile, you have to grow into a strong man and continue to lead the family to glory .

My mother hugged me into her arms as usual, patted my head and said to me, you are an older sister, you have to take good care of your younger brother.I looked at the little Ayao, and I smiled and nodded to my mother to assure my mother that I would take good care of my younger brother.

I remember a lot of things when I was five years old. I don’t hate my younger brother who distracted my parents, because the first thing he would say was not mom or dad, but sister.Like his name, Ayao is a child with a dazzling smile. I am Ayao's older sister, and I will protect Ayao well.

When I was seven years old, I finally learned from other people why my father didn’t like me, because I was a girl, and a girl was weak and weak, and couldn’t protect anything, including the family, but I still couldn’t hate Ayao, because it didn’t matter his business.I started to learn fighting, self-defense, and everything that would make me stronger, including knowledge, and I wanted my father to recognize my existence.

When I was nine years old, Ayao was six years old. I learned a lot. It may be a bit too shameless to say it, but I do think that my mind is very smart, I learn things quickly, and I am willing to work hard in martial arts, so I am still a child. It wasn't hard for me as a child to beat an average adult, and my mother and teachers would praise me.

Contrary to me who works hard, Ayao doesn’t like to study, he never spends extra time on training. Even so, Ayao, who is three years younger than me, is almost the same as me in every aspect, and his father always smiles proudly Telling Ayao that he is indeed my son is in stark contrast to the occasional stingy compliments. I felt angry and jealous when I saw Ayao's bright smiling face for the first time.

When I was 11 years old, no matter how much effort I put in, I could never leave Ayao behind. Even Ayao, who was a boy as I grew older, faintly wanted to surpass me.So I studied harder, and because of the endless study, I accidentally got injured. Ayao is very smart and naive at the same time. He noticed something. He lay on my bedside and held my hand and said in a low voice, Sister, don't work so hard, I won't catch up with you if I sneak away from my homework.

I looked at A Yao's sincere smiling face, lost my temper with A Yao for the first time, and shouted that I don't need your pity!I knew that Ayao didn't mean that, but I still yelled out like that, which scared him and also discovered the jealousy and inferiority accumulated in my heart when I was young.

When I was 12 years old, A Yao was always called to the study by his father because he always skipped his homework and went to play, and it took a long time before he came out.He always looked pale when he came out, and when I asked him what was the matter, he would not say anything, I thought my father was just scolding Ayao, and Ayao's face was only grim because of being scolded.What my father loved to say that year was Zhu Yao, can you learn from your sister.From the bottom of my heart, I was very grateful for Ayao's playfulness, and even hoped that he would be like this forever, because then my father would focus on me.

When I was 13 years old, because I was really curious about what Ayao was called to the study by his father and why it took so long every time, I secretly opened the door after Ayao entered the study and saw the truth. I thought, I should have thought of it earlier, it was me who was naive.

A Yao was indeed being scolded by his father, but along with the scolding, his father was also lashing his back with a thick ruler, and his white back was covered with old and new scars.Ayao is only ten years old, I covered my mouth, and heard my father say loudly, How can I trust a waste like you to entrust the family to you, not as good as your sister!

This is the first time I didn't feel happy when I heard my father's praise. I suddenly thought of Ayao's smiling face telling me not to work so hard. I looked at his silent and pale side face, and my chest throbbed with pain. , You go out as my father said, I closed the door in a panic, and ran away in despair.

In the middle of the night, I went to the living room to drink water. I passed by A Yao's room and saw my mother applying medicine for A Yao. He kept telling my mother not to tell my sister about it.The next day, I stood in front of A Yao with an ugly face and looked at him with a forced smile and asked me, sister, what's wrong with you, and I will help you solve any unhappy things.I listened to his words and hugged him crying, I heard my own voice, I'm sorry Ayao, you don't have to take my feelings into consideration anymore, my sister wants you to be healthy and healthy than to exchange your pain for approval.

I suddenly remembered the promise I made to my mother when I was three years old, I said silently in my heart, sister will protect you, Ayao.

When I was 15 years old, I was able to accept the fact that Ayao was a much more talented child than me. I was no longer attached to my father's gaze. I could pursue anything I wanted except this, and I also had a love My mother and my younger brother who always supported me, I started to focus on my own life, of course I also studied hard, although I am not as good as A Yao, but I am still outstanding among other children.

When I was 16, something happened that I regret for the rest of my life. The 13-year-old Ayao was about the same size as the 16-year-old me, and we looked alike, even though we were not twins.The manga signing event that Ayao likes very much was held in our city that day, but he had a must-attend clan meeting in the clan that day. Ayao acted like a baby to me and begged me to pretend to be him to attend instead of him. It should be a clan meeting that I can join, but Ayao has been begging me. He knows that I can't refuse him very much. I pretended to be each other and separated from him. He will never agree to A Yao's request.

When the servant rushed in and said that I was kidnapped, I was stunned for a moment. At that time, I didn't understand that the "I" he said was A Yao. My father asked what was going on, and the servant said that the one who kidnapped the young lady was the previous enemy , he demanded that the suppression of all their companies be revoked immediately, otherwise the eldest lady will pay for her life.Being kidnapped by desperate enemies is something that Ayao and I have often experienced since we were young, but because we often have bodyguards around us and our own skills are also very good, there are very few enemies who can succeed.The moment I saw my father hesitate, the first thing I felt was neither disappointment nor sadness, but fear and regret, because it wasn't me who was kidnapped, but Ayao.

I tore off my wig and grabbed my father and said anxiously, it was not me who was kidnapped, but Ayao, and then my father panicked visibly, he didn't scold me or question me at the first time, but quickly figured out a way If I want to negotiate with the enemy, I can't call the police, I can't provoke the other party, and I can't let the other party hurt Ayao. This is the first time that my father and I have such the same belief. My mother, who came belatedly, fainted after learning about it.

After we tried our best to agree to the other party's request, the other party's request became more and more excessive. It should be that he sensed our protection of the 'Miss'. My father hesitated. I know what he was thinking. The son really deserves so much for the family. Save it?But I can't allow Ayao to be abandoned, because I should be the one who should be taken away. My mother woke up in my arms. My mother and I begged my father to rescue Ayao. My father agreed to me and my mother after a moment of hesitation. My mother was too flustered to hear it, but I heard it and saw it, my father was shaking.

I secretly went to the kidnapping scene with the naive idea that if the other party could accept the hostage exchange, I pretended to be A Yao, because we all know that the young master in our family is more important than the eldest lady, so I left a note for my father I went to the scene alone, and in an abandoned parking lot, I saw Ayao pretending to be me. It would be great if Ayao's mouth was gagged so that he would not tell the truth.

I looked at Qiu Jia's distorted face, not sure if A Yao was injured, I shouted to Qiu Jia in A Yao's voice, I am Zhu Yao, you let my sister go, I will replace my sister as a hostage, I am more suitable than my sister As a bargaining chip, if you dare to lie to me, I will kill myself immediately. You don't want to see our family lose me. You know, compared to my sister, losing me will make them have no scruples.

Qiu Jia made a thoughtful expression, he smiled and said yes, then pushed Ayao towards me, I walked over silently, I didn't dare to run away with Ayao, I was afraid that he would kill us recklessly if provoked, I used suicide as a bargaining chip and they didn't dare to act rashly. I think my strategy should be perfect, provided that the enemies didn't want to burn everything together.Before Ayao pushed me away, I was still thinking that as long as Ayao was okay, when my parents rushed over, they saw Ayao who was hit by a car and me who was pushed away by Ayao.

The moment I stabilized my figure, I seemed to have never been so calm. I took out the miniature pistol/gun I had prepared in advance from my cuff and killed those enemies with distorted smiles, including the person in the car, killing them It took less than two seconds for the four of them to die with one blow.

I stood there staring at the bloody Ayao, the pistol/gun slipped from my hand, my mother covered her face as if crying, and my father was talking on the phone, I couldn’t hear anything, I could only see Ayao lying in a pool of blood Ayao, I didn't respond until the ambulance took Ayao and us away.

I don’t know how long it took before the doctor came out of the emergency room. My father and mother rushed over. The doctor shook his head and said, “We’ve tried our best, but your son’s heart has begun to fail, and he can only rely on machines to help him continue his life. If we can’t find a suitable The heart, sooner or later... And the right hand is comminuted, even if he can wake up in the future, the right hand... The mother murmured that it was impossible, and then passed out. The father hugged her and called her name.

When my mother woke up again, it was broken, yes, my mother's heart and spirit were broken, she would occasionally call out Ayao's name when she looked at me, and occasionally she would yell that it was me who caused Ayao to become this immortal It looks like I’m not alive, why didn’t I lie there, if I hadn’t been born, then I wanted to kill me, and when I woke up, I would cry and hug me and say sorry.

I don't blame my mother, it really doesn't matter, my mother's sense of guilt towards me made me even more burdened.

Why can't I use my heart Ayao? I lamented this more than once, but I can provide Ayao with blood, because my mother can't see the picture of me staying with Ayao, and my father locked me up.The blood of Ayao and I is very special. Although blood transfusions from close relatives are not recommended medically, there is no other source of blood transfusions other than me. I have to keep providing Ayao with blood. I voluntarily began to eat the blood my father brought. A pill that can quickly increase blood but is extremely harmful to the body.

When I was 17 years old, it had been a year since I saw Ayao last time, I wanted to see him, I tried more than once to escape from this cage prepared for me, and every time I was caught by Meili sent by my father, I think I was about Maybe it’s broken too. I found out Ayao’s favorite anime and watched it over and over again, hoping to empathize with it.

There is a character called Uchiha Shisui, he is very similar to Ayao, he is a very dazzling smile, very gentle, very considerate of others, he is a very good person, but his ending is not the same as him It's not commensurate, it's an ending that can be summed up as tragic, I always wonder how it would be if this boy like Ayao could be happy.

Fortunately, this year, Ayao has found a suitable heart. He no longer needs my constant blood supply, and he will live well without me. Although I will not be poisoned by pills for many days, as long as Ayao can It's good to live, because I am A Yao's older sister.

On my birthday, I was strangled by my mother. I thought that if I died, my father would tell you a beautiful lie. That would be good, that would be better. As my mother said, if it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t have to suffer at all. .

I'm sorry mother, I failed to protect Ayao well, I'm sorry Ayao, I can't do anything for you as a sister, I hope you will be happy in the future, and that boy named Zhishui always thinks of you when he sees his sister, If only he could be happy too.

Ah, why did I think so much, maybe this is the revolving door before death.

Goodbye Ayao, please forgive my sister...