[Naruto Shisui bg] Maxwell Haruka

Red flowed down Haruka's arm, Kushina didn't care to wipe away the tears on his face, and took another step forward in panic, trying to hold Haruka's hand, Shisui no longer observed Haruka's emotions and quickly surrounded him, only Kakashi Standing still without moving.

"do not come!"

The two of them stopped in place immediately, and Jiu Xinnai burst into tears anxiously. She wanted to get closer but didn't dare, her voice was full of helplessness: "But... blood, you are bleeding..."

"Haruka, Kakashi-san, he doesn't..." Kakashi stretched out his hand to block Shisui.

"I know, Kakashi-san won't kill Sister Lin for no reason." Haruka who interrupted Shisui's words with Kakashi's movements, once again affirmed as if she was afraid that the people who heard what she said would not believe her. repeated, "I know."

"I agree with the deception. I'm too self-righteous. I'm sorry, I'm so scared. I'm afraid I'll never see your smile again. Our intention is to tell you when you are better. Be strong, it’s my fault, I should believe you, so don’t hurt yourself like this, hit me if you get angry, I won’t deliberately tease you again in the future, I will listen to you, okay?” Zhi Shui released With a slow tone of voice, he tentatively reached out to Haruka's hand that was clenching his arm with nails that were getting deeper and deeper.

The voice of Jiu Xinnai apologizing and Shisui's voice came in from the left ear and went out from the right ear, but no words could echo in her heart. The closer they got to her, the more difficult it was to suppress the emotions in her heart. The approaching figure seemed distorted. The black mist made her breathless, she screamed and vigorously waved Zhishui's hand.

"I said don't come here! Didn't you say that our mission was well conveyed? Why didn't you stop it? Why didn't you protect her well? If you can calm down in the end, you can stop, so it won't be too late. Will kill her! Kakashi!"

do not talk.

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning! Thinking that you are good to me and not knowing anything is the happiness you define for me? I know that it was planned by Kakashi, but in fact it was Kushina who brought it up Well, you're not my mother, you're just doing superfluous things!"

Please, stop talking.

"Uchiha Shisui, you keep saying that I can rely on you, you have no idea how happy I was that day! I trust you so much, but you come to lie to me with them, you are always so self-righteous, do you understand What of mine can make decisions for me! I don't need a companion who is full of lies like you!"

Shut up, stop talking!

A suppressed whimper suddenly crashed into Yao's heart, accompanied by the scolding in her heart, she seemed to wake up from a dream.

Ah, fuck it up, what did she say.

The soul seemed to be separated from the body and kept falling. She trembled involuntarily, shrunk her shoulders and shook her head, covered her face with her hands, covering her own sight and theirs. She couldn't muster up the courage to spy on those people. She has no spare energy to use any method to polish her voice.

"...I'm sorry, I'm not... sorry, please leave me alone for a while, please, leave me alone..."

The embarrassed, trembling and pleading words dissipated in the air.

"Calm down for a while, it's okay, we'll wait for you outside." Kakashi took a deep look at Haruka, her words sounded like she knew what happened that day, how could she know?With doubts in his arms, he didn't ask ignorantly at this moment, and silently walked out of the ward with Kushina who couldn't hold back his tears.

Shisui stood where he was, even though Haruka didn't look at him, he still smiled at her as always, then followed Kakashi's footsteps and left, leaving a pitiful little gap before the door was closed, stopping The muffled sound of water came in, and the door slowly closed when the voice fell.

"I'm sorry, but there was absolutely no lie in what I said that day."

In the pure white ward, Yao sat on the bed with her knees hugged and stared out the window in a daze. She thought that tears would burst out of her eyes in the next moment. This is obviously an irresistible human body function, but she didn't feel the slightest feeling of tears. impulse.

Her brain played the 27 years of her life frame by frame in front of her eyes like a movie. She couldn't feel anything, sadness, regret or anger, and her emotions seemed to be completely stripped from her body go out.

Looking at the blue sky outside the window, she suddenly remembered where she had seen such a romantic saying. Seeing the blue sky would give people a feeling of relief, so the sky is blue. Thinking of this sentence, her The brain inexplicably calmed down in these few seconds.

She should have ushered in the end of her life on the night she was 18 years old, but she has lived on this stolen life for so long and met so many gentle people. It can even be said that she is a foreign body that shouldn't exist. Her only advantage is knowing the future, but such a she failed to change the fate of the people who should have perished, and instead made the people who still remain in the world more troublesome. , and even almost killed Zhishui early.

It's just that she knows some future and then arrogantly tries to change the trajectory of history and manipulate other people's lives. This is not a commendable practice, let alone how she has the right to change the future even if she is not counted as a person in this world. In other words, she who forcibly intervened in them was just a superfluous existence. History is history because it has become a formula. She must be quiet and not add trouble to them.

Under such thoughts, she didn't realize that her composure was only superficial and deformed, and her whole thought was forcibly twisted by herself, which ran counter to her original belief.But at this moment, she deeply thought that she had adjusted well, and this distorted conclusion made her think that she could guarantee that she would no longer be controlled by that dark emotion, and she was able to face all the facts directly at this moment.

Including Lynn's death.

I don't know exactly how long it took, but when she sorted out all this and felt relieved, she suddenly lost control of her body while leaning on the pillow, and fell limply on the bed, like a puppet that lost its string puppet.

She could clearly feel her breathing, but she couldn't feel the warmth, pain, or itching. All the senses of touch were very far away from her senses. This strange state made her feel very comfortable. She slumped on the bed without trying to regain control of her body. right.

A bug so small that no one would notice flew in through the window, and she rolled her eyes and then stopped, her eyes strangely focused on something she wouldn't normally want to see.The shape of the light, the flying dust in it, and the fluttering of the insect's wings, everything is vivid, although she also clearly understands that these are of no importance to her.

The wind in early spring is not very cold, but it is not so warm for Yao. She slumped on the bed and shivered all over, the hair on the side of her face slipped and blocked her eyes, but she did not raise her hand to brush away the obstruction. hair, and did not cover her body again with the quilt that barely covered her legs.

Her spirit and body seem to be completely divided into two individuals. Her spirit has no intention of trying to control her body at all. Even if she senses the coldness of her body, her spirit will not subconsciously curl up her body to keep warm. She maintains that posture, eyes Following closely the flying insect's trajectory, she once again thought that her brain had completely calmed down, and all her actions were proof that she had completely calmed down.

You should apologize to them, Haruka said to herself.

She tried to control her body to sit up, or to call them in. As her body moved slowly, her shaking eyes were suddenly attracted by the indicator light of the kettle that had just been switched off but not unplugged. The dark red The small light flickered dimly, and the dryness of her eyes caused by being open for a long time made the light extremely dazzling. Her pupils narrowed slightly like a camera focusing the lens, and the next moment the tiny red light suddenly appeared in the field of vision. It exploded, forming a ball of light with countless light thorns. .seven

All her senses were occupied by the dazzling ball of light, and suddenly she felt a huge fear attacking her. She couldn't tell whether it was illusion or reality, and she could only see the ball of light in her field of vision growing bigger and bigger, as if she couldn't wait. Wanting to swallow her up, her consciousness and spirit clearly realized that 'can't look any longer', but she couldn't control herself to take her eyes off the red light anyway.

huh... huh...

Haruka supported the edge of the bed with one hand, and the sound of heavy panting echoed in her ears, because she hadn't closed her eyes for a long time and started to shed physiological tears.

[Sister, just help me participate once, please, I know you are the best for me, please~]

[Your brother can only rely on you now, as my eldest daughter, you only have this value left. ]

[Why should I give birth to you!If only I had never had you! ]

[Run, Yao, run!run! ]

[That Natsuki also said before he died that he should protect his favorite wife and lovely daughter, but in the end, he didn’t do it? ]

[Obito him, sacrificed...]

[There are so many things I want to do after the war is over!First of all, I want to participate in various festivals with Xiaoyao! ]

[I have protected you well this time... why did you run back... don't cry... run away... Haruka...]

[Lin is dead, I killed it myself. ]

huh... huh... huh...

Even though her throat was not pinched, she felt that oxygen could not enter her lungs through the trachea no matter how hard she gasped. The short and rapid breathing exacerbated the suffocation feeling, which forced her to inhale and exhale continuously. In just a few seconds, the cold and The paralysis climbed up the limbs along the fingertips and toes, and finally broke free from the indicator light. The vision of the eyes began to turn white, from the color distortion of everything to the complete inability to see things, replaced by star-like dots of light in the flashing.

After losing her vision, her ears also began to buzz, and her tears flowed involuntarily, but she couldn't restrain it, she could only rely on the only remaining instinct to quickly exhale and inhale, and her body lost the strength to support it. It fell straight off the hospital bed with a bang, and then the infusion stand and the infusion bottle hit the ground with a loud noise.

The door of the ward was opened, and a figure rushed in.

"Xiaoyao!"

"Haruka! What's wrong with you! Doctor! Kakashi-san, call the doctor!"

call... call... call...

The shortness of breath stopped abruptly, followed by endless darkness.