I am pretending to be a villain in the world of cultivating immortals

"How could the lovesickness be broken?" Song Lu bent down and picked up the red beans on the ground. She held her young passionate love and handed it to Yi Rong, wondering: "Do you not like me? If you want it not Will it break?"

The rose-like woman in front of her cried, and Yi Rong panicked, and hurriedly explained: "No, I like it very much, Senior Sister Song, I would like to be with you."

Yi Rong caressed Song Lu's cheek with one hand, and wiped away the tears from the girl's eyes with his thumb. His expression was gentle, and the emotion in his eyes could not be deceived.

"Really?" Song Lu is the first disciple of Qianmian's sect, and she is best at observing people's subtle expressions. She believes that Yi Rong is definitely not a prodigal son in love, but the marriage of Hongdou Pavilion will not give her such a warning for no reason .

If they are really in love with each other, then there is only one very absurd possibility left. There are two kinds of Acacia Sui, one is the combination of yin and yang that she wants in her hands, and the other is...

Before tonight, Song Lu had thought about many possibilities between her and Yi Rong, and what made her most sad was that Yi Rong rejected her, but now...if her guess is true, what will she do?

Yi Rong looked at Song Lu's expression and became astonished in an instant. He didn't know what earth-shaking changes the other party was going through in his heart, and when he wanted to comfort him, Song Lu rushed into his arms.

They hugged each other tightly, and Yi Rong's mood instantly relaxed. He was very grateful that there are people in this world who love him.

But Song Lu's brows were deeply furrowed. She knew that at this moment, the two of them were touching each other skin to skin.Now she clearly understands that Yi Rong is a woman just like her, and what she can't believe the most is that Yi Rong has been in Siming Dao Palace for several years, the reason why Yi Rong can deceive everyone and hide her true identity is not because of Yi Rong's technique is superb and his cultivation is superb.

What Yi Rong transformed was her heart——

Her master once told her that the deepest and saddest deception in the world is to deceive oneself, and the most difficult illusion to cultivate and see through is to cultivate the mind.

Song Lu couldn't think of what Yi Rong had experienced, which made him believe that he was a man from the bottom of his heart.She hadn't heard that there was a friendship between Qiruo Jinlan and Xingke Huan in this world, but her praise and admiration for the rumors were completely different from whether she could accept such feelings.

She envied the harmony between husband and wife, and even more hoped for the blessing of her children.Suddenly she pushed Yi Rong away, and the acacia tassels at her waist broke, and red beans rolled down to the ground.

"You are a woman, why bother to lie to me?" Song Lu's eyes were scarlet, clearly showing some anger.

"..." Yi Rong was stunned for a while, and then his face showed confusion, "Senior Sister Song, what are you talking about? How can I be a woman? Are you joking with me?"

"Okay, since you don't want to admit it, it's useless to say more, but you can rest assured that I will never tell other people about this." Song Lu saw that she was still immersed in the fantasy she wove. Everyone has his own ambitions, and she didn't have to To force a person to face something soberly.

Song Lu turned around in disappointment and wanted to leave, but she didn't want Yi Rong to catch up from behind. He held the beans and murmured: "It's just that the acacia ear is broken. I'll ask for it tomorrow. Why do senior sister get so angry? Just now you said that you like me, I am really happy..."

Yi Rong spoke earnestly, he wanted to put the red beans in Song Lu's palm and go to hold her, but Song Lu raised her hand, and the ice ring of the double ring of ice and fire suddenly appeared, lying between them.

The ice is sharp, and new frost is constantly condensed, showing the anger of the magic weapon owner. At this time, Song Lu hates Yi Rong's touch very much, which makes her feel sick.

On the line of love and hate, Yi Rong looked at the coldness and disgust in Song Lu's eyes, and he remembered the girl's appearance when she first saw him, the eyes full of admiration and the person standing in front of him now formed a sharp contrast.

They came to the Star Soul Pool twice, everything started here, and it will probably end here.

A little reconciled, Yi Rong approached the ice ring, even if the heart would be pierced by the cold front, he still had to cover up and argue, "Senior sister, I..."

Song Lu was surprised that the matter had come to this, and he would rush over recklessly, immediately took back the magic weapon, and slapped Yi Rong on the face, "Deceive yourself, you're crazy!"

crazy?Maybe... This slap was enough to make Yi Rong stop and stand quietly on the spot.

There was no sound, Song Lu recalled with regret and remorse that she was the one who insisted on being with Yi Rong all this time, she was the one who didn't distinguish between males and females, and forgot the fundamentals of cultivating Taoism, how could she only know the sinner, but not herself?

Fleeing with the imperial weapon became the last thought in Song Lu's mind.

When they passed by each other, Yi Rong couldn't remember whether he immediately went back to the room to hide after Song Lu left, or whether he actually stood on the deserted snow all night.Just came to his senses, he had already fallen into a pile of wine jars.

The wine stains and sundries were mixed together, and Yi Rong was awakened by the dazzling sunlight outside the window.He opened his eyes, and saw the bundle he had hidden under the bed at once. He crawled over and tore the bundle away with all his hands and feet. Inside were the clothes he brought from the mortal world, one of which was a woman's dress And a box of moldy rouge...

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On the seventh day after the blood exchange, the young man surnamed Yue had almost recovered from his injuries. It is no wonder that such a tenacious life was regarded as a different kind.

After getting up in the morning with nothing to do, after cleaning the yard, he pondered for a while with the self-made wormwood pill. He had already made this thing, and originally brought it from the outer door to give to Yi Rong as a thank you gift.But when I think about it, that person also shouted at him like others, there seems to be no love between them, but after all, Yi Rong was relegated to the Star Soul Pool, and he always had an inescapable relationship. People are often entangled with each other, if you don't want to see each other, then just leave after delivering the things.

He couldn't let go, so he found all kinds of excuses for himself, wanting to take a last look outside the Star Soul Pool.

Wind, frost, rain and snow, the huge fairyland is actually no different from the mortal world, with dark clouds covering the sun and clear skies. It is not as the world guesses, that if you become a fairy, you can get the wind and the rain.

Yi Rong stood by the water of Star Soul Pond, and what he saw was a blue sky, which was very similar to the scenery he saw when he looked at the sea when he was a child.

When I was young, it seems that a long time has passed, and it seems to be close at hand.

He recalled that he was born in the water town of Pojunguo, a place called Fufengdu, where people lived on fishing for generations, and many children grew up on fishing boats.

Especially the ferry where Yi Rong's family is located, where the fish are plump and the water is beautiful, and they live a stable life.If there is anything unsatisfactory, it is probably because the Yi family and his wife hoped to find a boy. Therefore, before Yi Rong was born, the couple chose the word "Rong" for the male fetus in the womb, which means that the family is born. This son is proud.

So when the child was born, the members of the Yi family found out that she was a baby girl, and they had failed their expectations. Had to accommodate.

There are beauties in water villages, and Yi Rong is no exception, but beautiful flowers bloom in barren land, so beauty has become a commodity that can be bought and sold.

Before Yi Rong could really become the current "Yi Rong", she had an engagement with a family in a neighboring village when she was very young, and she could leave the court when she turned fourteen.

Now that their daughter's family is settled, the Yi family and his wife will not spend much time on her. When her younger brother is born, Yi Rong will become a superfluous existence.

I remember one time, when a teacher came from the village, Yi Rong and the little girl next door were very curious, so they sneaked away to attend classes together.I heard from my husband that in the wider world outside the water town, the border is in an emergency, and the soldiers are bloody to kill the enemy and defend the country.

The boys in the house were full of enthusiasm, and the two little girls outside the window also felt a little bit. They discussed that they must study in a dignified manner in the future, but they can go to school to ask for money. The younger sister said that she would go to the market with her mother-in-law to help people weave fishnets. , Yi Rong thought about it, she said that she could catch more fish in shallow water while her parents were away.

Children are always full of hope for the future. During that time, Yi Rong often came home very late. When asked by her parents, she only said that she and her younger sister went to the market to play.But the days of longing for such longing are coming to an end soon. The little girl was out of luck and was injured by a big family's startled horse in the downtown area. She vomited a lot of blood on the spot. After seeing the doctor, her life was saved, but the whole person could only Lying in bed unable to move.

The son of the rich family who caused trouble paid a lot of money to the younger sister, and the news quickly spread throughout the village, so that when Yi Rong ran home with red eyes, she heard her parents gossiping and asked with a smile why she was not the one who was injured Well, with the money in this way, their son will have a better life in the future.

The unintentional words, maybe Yi Rong should have taken it to heart, but she had seen her own brother being loved seriously, how could she not hate, how could she not wish that she should be treated like this.It's just that after longing turned into disappointment, Yi Rong became more and more reluctant to go home, and spent more time on the fishing boat, looking at the other side of the sea, thinking about the stories her little sister told her.

After the younger sister's accident, Yi Rong went to visit her every day. She knew that the younger sister wanted to study, and even thought of going to school behind her back, but her mother-in-law stopped her and scolded her not to disturb the younger sister's recovery.

When we parted, my younger sister was afraid that she would be sad and told her a story, saying that a long, long time ago, Fufengdu was just a barren hill, and one day a fairy in Tsing Yi with two swords on her back came here, and was attracted by the beautiful sunrise by the sea and stayed there. After she came down, the fairy has the ability to penetrate the sky and the earth, so she opened mountains and filled the sea here, eradicated the evil monsters, and turned Fufengdu into a paradise.

The younger sister said that the gods in the rumors were daughters like them, so she hoped that one day Yi Rong could go to a farther place to see.

After that, the Yi family couple felt that Yi Rong was just a girl, and it was shameful to go out all day, so they greeted the family they had engaged with, and asked Yi Rong to go there first to get acquainted with their future husband.

When Yi Rong left Fufengdu, the donkey passed by the younger sister's house. She saw the younger sister's house built a new house and a new fishing boat on the shore. She thought she finally knew where the money was.

The young man in the village next door who wanted to marry her was Dong Xinghuai. He worked as a groom in a certain official mansion. He had an average appearance, an average family background, and an average character. up.What's more, Dong Xinghuai respects Yi Rong very much, and always says with a smile that a little girl like Yi Rong's age should be his younger sister. He is afraid that he will have to wait until Yi Rong grows up to be his sister. wife.

Gentle people are not often encountered, and when one or two people are met by chance, most of them are unlucky, which is really a strange phenomenon.

For example, Yi Rong once saw Dong Xinghuai weeping at the spirit tablets of the two dead wives in the middle of the night.

She had heard people say that the first bride of the Dong family was killed by bandits on the way to her relatives, and the second one became pregnant a year after entering the house, and both mother and child died during childbirth. With the death of two husbands in a row, the world will definitely say that this daughter, Kefu, is spurned by others, and it will be difficult to find a good family to marry.But fortunately Dong Xinghuai is a man, under the same circumstances others will think him pitiful, even if he gossips behind his back and laughs at his wife, but as long as he can afford the bride price, the matchmakers will immediately change their tone and say that those dead women are not blessed .

In this regard, every time Yi Rong passed the spiritual seats of those two poor women, she also felt that she was not a blessed person.But she still knows a secret that no one else knows, Dong Xinghuai took the initiative to mention it to her.That is, Dong Xinghuai actually didn't like his first two wives. It's a pity that he was a layman, and he couldn't resist his parents' obsession with wanting a full house of children and grandchildren, so he killed two good girls.

Over the years, Dong Xinghuai often felt that his sins were serious, and he wanted to leave home several times, but he couldn't let go of his parents' upbringing and their unrequited gratitude. It's his business alone.

Recently, every time he thinks hard, the voice in his heart tells him that the mortal relationship is over, and he should go to the mountains and forests, get rid of this mortal world, and find his true self.

Xunxian asked, returning to nature.This man, who has been at the mercy of the world for 30 years, seems to have finally become his own master. After he confided his heart to Yi Rong, he slept soundly on the couch for the first time, and there was no more sad ghost in his dream. There is no longer a torturer to keep him in fear and anxiety all day long, and there are no parents who ask him to give him a dilemma.

Yi Rong saw him laughing and crying in a dream, it was the first time she understood that everyone has their own way to go, there is no need to hesitate or hold back.