【Naruto-Kakashi】Lawless

Chapter 52

"Chunin exam? And you are cooperating with Suna Ninja?" Wu Tian raised his eyebrows.

With this configuration, there will always be an ominous feeling.

"It is said that it was suggested by the Suna Ninja." Kakashi, who was staying next to Wutian, put down the "Intimate Paradise" that he almost never left his hand, with a rare serious expression on his face, "Obviously these are two people who have never dealt with each other. This village has to make people doubt the Suna Ninja’s purpose.”

"Furthermore, there is information about the recent contact between Orochimaru and Sand Ninja - you know this best," he added, "It is said to be related to the Sound Ninja Village."

"Also participating are -" Wutian opened the information in his hand, "Taki Ninja Village, Kusanagi Ninja Village, Rain Ninja Village, and Sound Ninja Village."

"They're all small villages. They don't look threatening," Kakashi leaned back and leaned on the back of his chair.

"But - if they join forces, they will be very troublesome."

"Orochimaru..." Wutian's fingers touched these words.

"This must have something to do with him."

"Did he defect because he was discovered to be experimenting on humans, so he had resentment towards the village and the Third Generation?" Kakashi thought for a moment, "It seems reasonable."

"What's more, the person who has been supporting him from behind is Danzo Shimura; Danzo-" He kept staring at the Hokage's position.

It's really hard not to wonder if they have some kind of unity on this matter.

After all, they have a common purpose and are a community of interests.

"The same goes for Third Generation Master. He knew it was a trap, but still——" Wutian sighed, "If this is the case, you will have to work overtime again——"

As the head of the Archives Department, she also wanted to collect information herself.

Moreover, the various information scrolls in the Archives Department are also coveted by the other village.

It seems that it is better to strengthen the seal in the basement, for safety reasons.

"Speaking of which, Kakashi," Wutian approached Kakashi, "Naruto and the others, do you plan to let them participate?"

"That's the question -" Kakashi rubbed his hair, "Since they have met the conditions to participate, there is no reason not to let them participate."

"That's right." Muten smacked his lips, "Naruto is old enough to take the Chunin Exams—"

"I always feel like I'm getting old."

"Hey, hey," Kakashi poked Wutian's shoulder, "If you are two years younger than me, you will make me feel ashamed if you say that."

"Will you?" Wutian raised his eyebrows with interest, "Kakashi - uncle?"

Uncle?The smile on Kakashi's face was almost unbearable.

You can laugh it off if you are called like this by the students, but if you are called like this by Wu Tian——

Ahhhh, I will be regarded as a "mate who will never be considered"! ! !

This is absolutely not possible!

"Don't call me that, I'm only two years older than you!" Kakashi protested, "I'm still in the wedding season, oh, I'm in the marriage season!"

"Don't worry about such trivial matters, Kakashi." Wutian seemed not to have guessed Kakashi's idea of ​​a "mid-life crisis".

Kakashi: It’s over, Muten doesn’t care about it at all—

"By the way, isn't it about time you went to inform the students?"

Kakashi: Are you disliked?Am I hated by Wutian? .seven

"It's time for me to meet the Third Generation," Wutian picked up the information scroll, "Konoha needs to treat this Chunin Exam with caution."

Kakashi watched Muten turn the window and disappear with a depressed look on his face.

Did Wutian not understand his thoughts at all——

For the umpteenth time, Konoha's top technician experienced the feeling of being unable to start from Namikaze Muten.

Because you have to take care of Naruto?

Is it because something happened in the village?

still--?

The last situation - "Muten doesn't like himself at all", Kakashi didn't dare to think about it.

Are they really just friends after being together for so many years?Kakashi touched the spot on the artery on his neck where the mark of his beloved was.

——Probably not... Kakashi thought luckily.

So, why exactly?——

Kakashi didn't believe that Muten had no feelings for him at all.

So - why exactly...

I can't figure this out at all!

Kakashi ruffled his hair irritably and leaned back on the chair.

It’s not that I haven’t thought about clarifying my feelings while drinking together, but——

Why does Wutian always change the topic every time when the atmosphere called "ambiguity" approaches?

Once or twice can be regarded as incomprehensible, but how to explain it so many times?

As he just said, their age is actually suitable for marriage in the village - even a little late. Some ordinary villagers of this age already have one or two children.

Even for ninjas - Minato-sensei and his wife got married early.

Wutian, is she escaping?

Why are you escaping, and what are you escaping from?

"Namikaze Muten——" Kakashi stretched out his hand to cover his right eye in despair and whispered to himself.

Unpretentious

What do you think I am?

Hatake Kakashi, who are you?

Really...just friends...?

Why, I don’t dare to face his feelings at all.

far away.

Wutian felt like he was going crazy.

We just talked about the topic of "marriageable period".

She was so close to blurting out her feelings for him.

He ended the topic in a hurry and left the room almost as if he was escaping by jumping out of the window.

It was the same as the time in front of the memorial monument.

It's the same as it has been under the moonlight for countless nights.

Since the day I decided to step into the darkness——

Wu Tian has been on the run.

She covered her heart, feeling like it was beating like a drum.

Namikaze has a crush on Kakashi Hatake.

I've liked it for a long, long time.

I don’t know when I understood my inner thoughts, but I just felt that I was gradually attracted to him.

That's why I inadvertently exposed all my vulnerabilities in front of him again and again.

Therefore, I will feel inferior to myself in front of him because of the filth and mud on my body.

That's why I have been thinking about it for so many years.

Therefore, she, who is lawless, will put all the caution in her life in front of him.

But......

She couldn't say it.

I don't dare to reveal even the slightest clue.

How could a person like her - a rotten person like her who would kill her fellow villagers without hesitation for the sake of someone she cared about - possibly get involved with that Kakashi?

But he is still unwilling to do so and will still approach him involuntarily.

Wutian leaned against the wall behind him, breathing hard.

The left lobe of my lung still hurts to this day, even after all these years.

After taking a few deep breaths, Wutian tried his best to ignore the pain and silently thought about his life.

——This is me.

From a long time ago.

I don’t know what the meaning of my life is. People close to me died one by one. I failed to prevent each tragedy. I didn’t even get revenge but only hypocritically agreed to “take care of the overall situation”. I could only hate myself after things happened. Incompetent, watching the enemy's freedom, and then continuing to live in the world.

Kakashi is the greatest salvation and the most dazzling light that shines on her.

So you will start to wonder.

Why do people like me exist?

Do people like me really deserve to be saved?

How could a person like me have the heart to drag Kakashi into the darkness?

Things like feelings are very luxurious for ninjas.

Especially a ninja like her.

She is no longer a child.

So even if you are tired, you cannot stop casually.

So even if you can't hold on, you can't cry.

So you have to hold on and do what adults should do.

She has to hold on.

Because she has a reason why she can't back down.

As for Kakashi-

what.

Why should a person like her in darkness pray for light?

She had told herself this many times.

However, people are probably always obsessed with things they can't get and people they can't love.

Wutian covered his eyes and tried hard to hide his emotions, but a bitter smile still escaped from the corners of his mouth.

How could you abandon someone you have loved for many years?

But how can it be possible to cover the sun with darkness.

Therefore, no matter how unwilling she is, no matter how yearning she is, she can only stop here.

Because she is the deepest darkness in Konoha.

Darkness cannot go hand in hand with light.

and so--

Wutian covered his chest and let out a laugh that was almost choked.

So, don't come any closer, Kakashi.

For people like me, just let me immerse myself in the quagmire.

And you, you have to stand clean and refreshing under the sun, bathe in the breeze, and enjoy the magnificent scenery.

so be it--

Kakashi.

I will work hard to protect all the people I love so that you can all live in the sun.

As for me as a person——

Nothing matters anymore.

Even though he knew that he could only do this, Wutian's heart still throbbed hard.

She smiled self-deprecatingly.

Why.

I have been mentally prepared for a long time.

Everything...will get through.

Right.

Just like new shoots will always replace dead leaves, light will always defeat darkness... She who lives in darkness will eventually be replaced by light.

So, what are you still hesitating about?

Everything is settled in the end.

After calming his heartbeat and breathing, Wutian slowly stood up.

I need to report to Lord Sandaime.

To help Naruto prepare for the Chunin Exam.

To correct the documents of the Ministry of Intelligence.

Remember to take medicine, otherwise your body won't be able to hold on.

There is so much to do that there is no time to be sentimental.

Compared to all this, she is insignificant.

"Sandaime-sama - we have the latest information!"

——As long as you are busy, you won’t think too much.

"A series of precautions for this Chuunin exam with Suna Ninja -"

Tomorrow will always come.

As for those feelings that have no results after all, it is better not to appear in the first place.

So I will give up on unrealistic ideas, Kakashi.

I will give up on you.

Wutian has low self-esteem and is sensitive at the same time. He seems carefree and fearless, but when faced with someone he likes, he will want to escape. Looking at himself covered in blood and filth, he feels "I don't deserve it."

The tone is a bit dark (at least that's how I feel in my heart), but it's not abusive.

Because I can’t write (face covering)

But it won’t be completely smooth sailing. There will still be some inner struggles and ups and downs. After all, life is like this. There will be ups and downs, and it doesn’t have to be full of positive energy like middle school and high school Chinese compositions.