After the divorce, she became her ex-husband Bai Yueguang

Deathly silence in the small space.

Su An stared at the conspicuous result, his mind was empty.

She... is pregnant again?

How can this be?

Su An subconsciously pressed her hand on her lower abdomen. She didn't know if it was a psychological effect. She felt as if she could feel the little life that was sprouting in her stomach.

Then suddenly woke up again.

Do not……

How could she be pregnant at such a time?

This kid shouldn't be here...

There is no such thing as a coincidence in the world!

Maybe the pregnancy test stick is not accurate?

Lele said before that the most accurate way is to go to the hospital for a blood test! ! !

Maybe it's because she's been exhausted recently, and she hasn't had a good rest, which caused her body to be a little abnormal...

Su An comforted herself crazily in her heart, hurriedly pulled out a tissue, squeezed the pregnancy test stick on the ground and threw it away, and left without looking back.

It wasn't until she returned to the bedroom and wrapped herself tightly in the quilt that she felt a little sense of security.

There's no way she'll be pregnant again so soon...

It must be the pregnancy test stick!

Go to the hospital tomorrow to check and find out what's going on!

The next day—

Su An tidied up early in the morning and rushed to the hospital alone.

After registering quickly, she anxiously queued up to get her blood drawn.

Obviously the results can be viewed on the mobile phone.

But she wanted to wait in person.

Sitting down on the bench at the door, Su An's heart sank high, and his brain was in chaos since yesterday.

It's best if you're not pregnant...

But what if she was really pregnant?

What should she do?

Su An closed her eyes, not wanting to start thinking wildly before the result came out.

However, he couldn't control it.

at this time--

Her cell phone rang suddenly.

Su An picked it up casually, and seeing that it was Lu Ziting calling, his expression changed slightly.

After a pause of two seconds, she still picked it up.

As soon as I got connected——

Lu Ziting's usual voice came from the receiver.

"Morning, An'an, did you rest well yesterday?"

He talked to Su An gently, as if nothing happened yesterday.

Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, and she gave a soft "um", but her brows could not help but frown.

The senior is like this...

Does that mean you don't intend to give up yet?

Even if she treated her like that yesterday...

Su An felt more and more sorry, and then heard Lu Ziting continue to ask, "Then what do you want to eat? May I bring you breakfast? You didn't really like the ones made by your aunt..."

"no need."

Su An refused without thinking, deliberately making her voice sound a bit cold.

She can no longer accept the kindness of her senior so unscrupulously.

Su An pursed her lips, not wanting to say any more, and planned to end the call.

But before he could speak, Lu Ziting said again, "Then... If you don't want to see me, I'll order some breakfast for you, okay? Don't skip eating..."

He couldn't help worrying anymore, his tone was full of concern.

"I……"

Su An was sore and astringent at what he said, paused for two seconds, and decided to refuse.

Since he has already made up his mind to separate from the senior, why give him hope?

In the future, he will meet a girl who is more worthy of giving.

She quickly adjusted her emotions, and was about to speak——

A young couple holding hands just passed in front of her.

The girl was complaining and coquettishly said to the boy beside her, "It's all your fault, now I have to draw blood, it must be in pain..."

Her voice was neither loud nor soft, but Lu Ziting on the other end of the phone heard everything clearly.

"Blood drawing? An'an, are you in the hospital? Which hospital are you in? What's wrong with you?"

Lu Ziting reacted in an instant, and the sound of footsteps came from the other end, as if he was about to go out.

"I'm fine!"

Su An's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately said in a hurry, "Someone just passed by just now, I just didn't have a good rest yesterday, and I want to come to the hospital to get some soothing medicine..."

The ringing on the other end of the phone stopped instantly.

"Is it really just that you haven't had a good rest?"

Lu Ziting didn't believe it.

But Su An said affirmatively, "Really, senior, I'm very tired, I just want to take the medicine, go home and sleep, and hang up first..."

Fearing that the passers-by around him would say anything else that would expose the information, Su An didn't dare to say any more, and hung up the phone directly.

Seeing the words that the call ended on the screen, she was suddenly relieved.

Then, within two seconds, another message popped up.

It was Lu Ziting.

[Have a good rest, call me if you have anything to do, don’t take sleep aids all the time, it’s bad for your health, I’ll fix everything soon, trust me. 】

Su An turned off the phone with a complicated face.

Immediately afterwards I heard—

"Is Sue here?"

A nurse came out holding the test sheet.

"I'm here!"

Su An regained consciousness in an instant, and hurriedly walked over.

Seeing that she was alone with no one to accompany her, the nurse's expression changed slightly, and she handed over the test sheet in her hand.

"you are pregnant."

The simple four words, like a lightning strike, fixed Su An in place.

She's really, really pregnant.

Su An's brain seemed to be sucked into a vacuum in an instant.

She didn't know how she received the test sheet.

I don't know how I got out of the hospital.

All I know is that when she came to her senses, she was already standing at the gate of the community.

The thin piece of paper was still in her hand, and it was printed with an answer that made her not know how to face it.

Pregnant……

There was really another little life in her stomach.

but……

Its father is Gu Jingchen!

Su An woke up suddenly, her heart seemed to be hit hard by some heavy object.

Why……

There are so many people in this world who want to have children but can't get what they want.

But she had Gu Jingchen's flesh and blood twice!

What should she do?

Do you want to stay?

Do you want to leave the blood of this man that she never wants to see again in this life?

She stood at the gate of the community, subconsciously pressing her palm against her lower abdomen.

at this time--

"Mom! I want to eat grilled chicken wings tonight!"

A crisp child's voice interrupted Su An's thoughts.

She raised her eyes subconsciously, and saw that the neighbor across the door was walking towards her with a child.

Seeing Su An, the other party took the initiative to say hello, "Miss Su, did you just come back?"

"Ah."

Su An responded, forcing out a slight smile.

The next second—

"Aunt Su, please eat candy!"

The child in the neighbor's hand stuffed a candy into Su An's palm.

"thanks……"

Su An hurriedly thanked her.

The neighbor was also amused and laughed, and said a few more words to Su An, and then walked away with his children talking and laughing.

Su An's eyes couldn't help following their backs, the softest part of his heart was suddenly poked lightly by something small.

It wasn't until the mother and son disappeared from sight that Su An looked away.

The expression on his face was no longer confused.

She seemed to have an answer all of a sudden.

This child, she wants to stay! ! !

Must stay! ! !

No matter who its father is, it will still have her blood on it!

It was also a piece of meat that fell from her body!

She has lost too many loved ones...

Maybe it's because even God can't stand it anymore, so he wants to give her some "compensation"...

Let her have a "family" connected by blood in this world again.

On Gu Jingchen's side, she will keep it a secret!

This child, she wants to be born alone, grow up with him slowly, and give him all her mother's love!

Su An's eyes quickly flashed a flash of determination, and suddenly felt that life had hope again.

It doesn't matter if there is love or not.

Now she just wants to wait patiently for the day when the little guy in her stomach will come.

Su An thought, folded the test sheet in his hand neatly, put it back in the bag, and walked towards home.

But when he walked downstairs, he saw a familiar figure waiting there.

Su An paused.

Lu Ziting also happened to look over.

As soon as he saw her, he immediately walked over in two steps and said worriedly, "An'an, I'm still a little worried about you, so I came here to have a look, you..."

In the middle of his speech, seeing Su An's empty hands, he couldn't help being a little puzzled, "Didn't you go to buy medicine?"

"I……"

Su An was stunned, remembering his perfunctory excuses, and hurriedly found an excuse again, "The doctor said that I don't need to take medicine for my current level of insomnia, and try to recuperate by myself, so I didn't prescribe any medicine..."

"So that's the case. Since this is the case, it's better not to take the medicine if you don't take it."

Lu Ziting had no doubts, and said, he stuffed the bag he had been carrying into Su An's hand, and said gently.

"There is vegetable porridge made by my aunt at home, and I bought some fruits you like. During this time, you don't have to think about anything, just eat well and sleep well. Leave everything to me, okay? "

"Senior..."

Su An felt the weight in his hand, as if it was hanging heavily on his heart.

Now, there is no need to hesitate anymore.

Even if the Lu family's parents agree to them being together, she can no longer drag the senior down.

Because she has decided to keep the child in her stomach.

And the father of this child is Gu Jingchen.

She couldn't speak to her senior.

Not to mention brazenly asking him to accept a child who has nothing to do with him.

If she didn't have this little life in her stomach, maybe she would have a child of her own after being with her senior.

But now, is it necessary for him to cruelly abandon his own flesh and blood again?

I can still vividly remember the emotions and feelings I had during the last abortion operation.

Every time she thinks about it, she feels heart palpitations.

She doesn't want to go through it again!

Therefore, I can only give up the senior.

Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, then slowly raised his hand, and stuffed the things Lu Ziting brought back into his hands.

Lu Ziting's expression froze, and he pretended to be nonchalant, before collapsing in an instant.

"An An..."

He grabbed Su An's hand eagerly.

"I know, I was too anxious yesterday to come up with such a stupid idea of ​​proposing to you. Don't rush to reject me, okay? Give me some more time, and I will give you a satisfactory answer! I I have already missed you once, and I am finally seeing the light of day, do I want to miss you a second time?"

Lu Ziting's tone was almost pleading.

Su An's heart throbbed, almost overwhelmed by overwhelming guilt.

sorry……

She is the one who is sorry for the senior...

but……

Really, there is no other way.

They are doomed to be inseparable.

"Senior."

Su An patted the back of Lu Ziting's hand lightly, his expression a little moved.

But still firmly and slowly pulled his hand away, and said softly——

"I will remember all your kindness to me, but... I really don't want to destroy your family because of my own reasons. You have done enough for me!"

"Your family is also very good. I don't resent my uncle and aunt. They are also for your own good, so you should cherish them more. In the future, you will meet better girls... Sorry, we... Forget it .”

The last three words floated past Lu Ziting's ear lightly, and then hit the eardrum heavily.

Su An's voice passed before his eyes.

Lu Ziting watched her back leave, but there were only those three words in his ears.

forget it.

This is the cruelest sentence he has ever heard from Su An.

Lu Ziting clenched his fists violently, and there was boundless unwillingness and sadness in his eyes.

Why forget it...

How could he let go of the person he had waited for so long and liked for so long!

Ann is such a beautiful person...

Are those family prejudices that important? !

Lu Ziting took half a step forward, trying to catch up with Su An.

But suddenly stopped.

Then he turned and left in the direction he came from, his eyes full of determination.

An An's heart is tied to her parents.

Only by solving this matter can he get An An back!

upstairs--

Su An had already entered the door, and was sitting on the sofa, looking at the test sheet, with her palm lightly pressed against her lower abdomen.

Even though it's only been two months...

However, she didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but she seemed to be able to feel the feeling that the little life was connected with her blood.

Even this house seemed less empty.

Because here, she is no longer alone.

Can……

Thinking of Lu Ziting's injured expression just now, Su An's heart twitched violently.

Senior will definitely come again...

She has made up her mind to live alone in the future.

But repeated rejections would only hurt him more.

And Gu Jingchen who doesn't know when will appear...

When the little guy in her belly grows bigger and bigger, her secret will be hidden sooner or later!

Rather than...

Su An's mind moved, and a thought suddenly popped up.

She raised her eyes and surveyed the room in front of her.

What was originally just a flash of thought grew into a towering tree in an instant, occupying all thoughts.

She is leaving!

Start a new life in another city!

Anyway, there is nothing here that is worthy of her nostalgia...

In this way, the senior and Gu Jingchen can also be avoided.

The location of the house that my brother specially selected at the beginning is very good, and the environment is also good. If you want to sell it, it must be sold soon...

After leaving, she can buy a smaller house, as long as it is enough for two people to live.

The remaining money, plus what her mother left before, is enough for her to spend the time after pregnancy and childbirth in peace, and then slowly find a job.

Then, accompany your children to grow up, and live your life peacefully like this.

Apart from this, she has nothing else to ask for.

Should have done this long ago...

Now that's all, how nice.